Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[xo_lola_xo]

Happy Easter, everyone! :group: :heart: In Germany Easter is a 2-day holiday (today and Monday). Weird, huh? lol

:doh: :lol:

I'm saving that! :tease:

 

[mjbunny]

mjstarlight I'm just about to watch ET for the first time (I have no idea how I haven't seen it before either!) I'm gonna listen to the link you posted when I get home. Thanks :heart:

OMG, no E.T. ever??? I think you'll love it. While you watch it just think about how entranced with it Michael was back in the day. That alone will make you smile It's one of those timeless films. Here's something funny... you know the famous line "ET phone home", right? In German it's "ET nach Hause telefonieren"... that's 4 syllables in English and 10 syllables in German :lmao:

It makes me so angry that people are so unbelievably STUPID enough to believe he did it or is faking it. WHAT THE .... (I AINT GONNA SWEAR ON EASTER :mello We know it's fake and we love our baby Mike and he loves us just as much so lets just stay together, pray and fight for him. He needs us.

P.S. Do you realise that this thread isnt all about mj dreams anymore but just a place for our group to hang out within the community? LMFAO. Our lil corner of the playgroud!

Hehe, I thought of that before too. Right, like our little club thread :lol: Regarding Murray... grrr... the first thing I thought of when my husband read that to me this morning was Michael telling us about that crazy things that would soon be said, to please trust him and the love. Don't worry, Michael. We're with you. All the way. :hug: :heart:

 

[amygrace]

I just remembered this is his childrens first Easter without him. I bet he used to give them the best Easter baskets. Little things like that I think of

Oh I know Sometimes I feel awfully selfish crying over him when I think about what his children are going through. I just can't imagine how hard it is for them. To have to accept that their DADDY is gone. I hope they manage to have a good Easter... and that they feel their Daddy nearby in some way.


kartine - I echo what mjbunny said. If the spirit was Michael or a loved one, they will understand. It's hard when you just don't KNOW who is in the room and you can't see them. They know that though. :huggy:

I was remembering how back in September I came to the realization of why we mourn the physical when "it's the soul that matters". The physical matters too, no matter how temporary it is. It's our expression in this dimension. It's how we're touched and how God learns about God down here in this existence. And although it's not the eternal part of us, it's just as valid in its own time. Those feet, those eyes, that voice, that laugh, that smile. The spirit that shone through them might be around forever, but not exactly like that ... not like that, in that body. We're momentary beings, and once our moments have passed they will never be again. Not in the same way, at least.

Exactly. You took the words right out of my mouth. Oh my God it hurts so much...:boohoo: I want him back. I want the Michael we knew in this life back. :weeping:

"He said he really needs our love and trust over these next times. A lot of things will be said that are not true, just crazy stuff. Some things will be true, some will not be. But in the end "nothing can change the LOVE". He just needs us to have faith and trust in him and all will turn out alright in the end. Love is what matters. Love. Love. I kind of felt like he was saying, "Can I count on you all, please?" Not so much like he believes he can't, just looking for the confirmation from us maybe?

Doy...I didn't know about that news on TMZ. :no: I wish there was just...something we could really do to help this case, ya know? All we can really do though is continue believing in Michael and standing by him always. Supporting, being, and spreading the love... as your meditation said.

^Thanks for sharing the Easter comic btw :lol: My Mom sent me that last year ...classic. Made me smile.

P.S. Do you realise that this thread isnt all about mj dreams anymore but just a place for our group to hang out within the community? LMFAO. Our lil corner of the playgroud!

Yes! :heart: Isn't it wonderful? :group:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Yes! :heart: Isn't it wonderful? :group:

Really is! :heart: :lol:

 

[MJJLaugh]

Hi you all, just dropping by to say hello and hope you all have/had a great Easter! I read in here everyday and I recognize so much but the thread moves so fast especially when I'm asleep and then when I'm all caught up again I want to reply to something 5 pages ago, but it's great to just read because we think and feel so much alike!

Big hugs to all of you! Love you! :hug:

 

[amygrace]

MJJLaugh - Hugs back to you love :huggy:


Well, I'm off to my Grandma's birthday party. Hope you all have a lovely Easter. :flowers:

 

[Bee]

Bianca - interesting dream you had going on last night! Your interpretations...er the ones you found? Seemed very right on. The part where everyone was jumping around you felt stuck in your anger too...there's a good message in that! Did you get it? Funny you saw me there too...'cause I did have an interesting energetic experience last night...where it was just like WHOOSH...I felt all this energy in my stomach/heart area that was from someone else. I don't know who it was...but I don't think it was you. Could have been, but the energy was all like butterflies...which made me think that whoever was thinking of me was doing so in an intense/lovable way. Oh...and I echo what mjbunny said about men. You WILL find someone out there who loves you just the way you are with all your quirks. And dorkiness can be rather endearing :cheeky: ...don't try to fit into some other standard that isn't you. Just hang in there hon!

Yeah I did get the 'stuck in my anger' message...I need to let go of that, there's times I can just throw 'it' away but I think the past days it's just all been a little too much so I literally got 'stuck'. Sometimes I feel I'm so negative..but I'm gonna work on that. Thanks for your tips on men, haha. :huggy: I really hope that'll work out soon, it'd do me good. Won't try to fit into some other standard - (hell I don't think I even could...I'm as true to myself as you can be true your one self, lol. Maybe that's what freaking guys out or sth.) Just need to convince myself I'm okay and that it's not me that is wrong...it's easy to think that way though when being 'unloved' all the time.

Oooh an intense/lovable way..interestinggg. :shifty: Hope you'll find out who it was, hehe!

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And this may sound superficial, but when I think about the fact that there's no more of Michael in that beautiful physical form he had, it really gets me. What I would have given to wrap my arms around his flesh, look into those eyes, touch those curls...

Oooh exactly that indeed, I've been crying for a few hours the night before last night, and I think it was for the first time since a few months. Usually I just get choked up but now...I just couldn't hold it in. I lay in bed and all I could think is; if only I could've just held him, just one time, just one tinyminy itsybitsy minute or second of my life. To feel his being, just feel it. Tried to get my thoughts in holding him, just a simple hug...and man, that made it even worse. Oh boy do I miss him. :boohoo

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I just remembered this is his childrens first Easter without him. I bet he used to give them the best Easter baskets. Little things like that I think of :no:

When I got up this morning and realized it was Easter I got these stills in my head right away of Michael with his Easter egg hunt that was in Private Home Movies....those poor, poor children...he should be running around with them in the fresh grass, under the blue sky...having fun.

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Another topic: I don't know if you've all read yet that thing from TMZ about Murray's defense. They say he's going to claim MJ did it to himself while Murray was out of the room. And one of the first things I thought of was our meditation on March 27th because of this part of mine:

"He said he really needs our love and trust over these next times. A lot of things will be said that are not true, just crazy stuff. Some things will be true, some will not be. But in the end "nothing can change the LOVE". He just needs us to have faith and trust in him and all will turn out alright in the end. Love is what matters. Love. Love. I kind of felt like he was saying, "Can I count on you all, please?" Not so much like he believes he can't, just looking for the confirmation from us maybe?​

Just read about this - I just can't......:mello: Fuck man, sorry for my words, but...that is just SICK. I'm really, really worried of what is going to happen the coming days - it's gonna be a major storm of chaos all over again. The fans will go nuts when he's really gonna use this as defense, and then we're getting the anger and the dividing again...oooh man, I wish Michael was here to take care of it, really hope he's at least able to reach those fans' hearts to tell them they should calm down, and indeed...'count on him'...'love is what matters'. We could do so much more with love, please Mike try to let them see that. :angel:

I've read that calm and healthy fish like this are usually the divine or the unconscious. Some sites say they are about spiritual nourishment, but these fish were not meant to be food. They were kept and cherished as pets, not eaten. So I'd be more inclined to take the "gifts" of the unconscious or psychic experiences interpretation. And there were way more there than I thought. More than I'd been given. Many, many of them. Sounds like something good to me. Not sure how to take the fact that I didn't need all the usual stuff in the water to keep them alive (pH Block, chlorine remover, etc). It's not as tough as you think? You don't have to try so hard, they're alive anyway? Hmmm.

(I couldn't help but laugh SO hard - I have this thing with the word 'fishies'...it's so...cute or something. :lmao: Ok sorry, I'm blabbing.) Interesting that fish can mean such a thing, I think you found the right conclusions, seems very logical to me also seeing how you take on with your experiences and so on. Cool!


Happy Easter to all the lovelies in here! I hope you have a nice day and don't eat to many chocolate eggies! (I got this 'arm-sized' chocolate egg from my dad yesterday - guess he's feeling guilty hah, and crap...just by the time I thought of going seriously try to lose weight, lol.)

Much love & strength also for the coming days for y'all who need it!
Love this thread guys....so deep & inspiring and comforting. :huggy: :heart:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Ugh I can't believe Murray. I know tomorrow is going to be really emotional again. The first time he went to court was like the worst nightmare in my life. And I do hope the fans remember the L.O.V.E too.

On a lighter note, I feel more spiritually open today, not necessarily to Michael (he feels out of reach right now) but to others. Maybe because it's Easter.

Hope everyone has a really nice Easter. :huggy: I expect mine to be boring because my family isn't interested in doing anything :mello: but oh well.

 

[MJJLaugh]

CaptainEOloves85 and Mrs. Music - I echo your sentiments on Murray and everything that's going to be blown out of proportion again, fans going wild, that STUPID horrible Murray. Strength to all of you. Keep the thought of LOVE alive in your hearts, it will help and will make a difference on some level, I really believe that.

MJStarLight Thanks so much for the Ramms70 videos, I love those too and I have now added this video to the '"positive websites and videos that celebrate MJ" thread in the Legacy Project. I have listened to the music 30 times already, I love it! Ramms70 makes the most beautiful videos!


Mrs. Music - I know how you feel about the guys thing. I have felt that way for the longest time and then I let go and learned to accept myself the way I am. Finding Michael has helped tremendously too, because he makes me feel more normal! There is so much I can relate to, it's just weird! Just be yourself and one day....you're gonna fall in love and be very happy, i just know it!

 

[MJstarlight]

Happy Easter Everyone!!!!

I had a MJ dream last night. I dont really remember it, I just remember he appeared in it and smiled I spent the day working on a new montage and came across some really cool fan stories. About those girls that danced with Michael? Remember the girl with the short hair? She wrote under the youtube video! This is what she had to say:

Maikenmm Thank you so much! It was the best day of my life. I was so shocked that I couldn't move so Michael walked to me instead and I just remember drowning in his perfume. He was wearing so much that it rubbed off his skin and clothes to mine and I could smell him for days after. At one point as he turned me around in his arms I looked out on the audience and I just knew why he loved being on stage because I could literally feel the love coming from the fans. It was so amazing!!

I think she is the one at 0:38
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I also found this:
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So yeah that was really cool to see. I really love listening to fans experiences with Michael. Those girls are so lucky OMG :wub:

 

[MJstarlight]

Another thing I really love this performance. The stage and Michael just look so magical!

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[Neeve]

Maikenmm Thank you so much! It was the best day of my life. I was so shocked that I couldn't move so Michael walked to me instead and I just remember drowning in his perfume. He was wearing so much that it rubbed off his skin and clothes to mine and I could smell him for days after. At one point as he turned me around in his arms I looked out on the audience and I just knew why he loved being on stage because I could literally feel the love coming from the fans. It was so amazing!!

:heart: beautiful!
Imagine how MUCH he must feel now.......

 

[Bee]

Mrs. Music - I know how you feel about the guys thing. I have felt that way for the longest time and then I let go and learned to accept myself the way I am. Finding Michael has helped tremendously too, because he makes me feel more normal! There is so much I can relate to, it's just weird! Just be yourself and one day....you're gonna fall in love and be very happy, i just know it!

Thank you... :huggy: I know, Michael has shown me the true beauty of 'imperfection'. Would be lot tougher to handle without him.

I spent the day working on a new montage and came across some really cool fan stories. About those girls that danced with Michael?
....
So yeah that was really cool to see. I really love listening to fans experiences with Michael. Those girls are so lucky OMG :wub:

Ooooh - makes me fall in love again and again. Look at how he holds them. Gosh, so amazing...if only. :heart: Thanks for sharing, Shay!


Whoa I just had like my Twitter timeline full of 'earthquaaaaaaake!'. I see now it's in L.A. and it was a pretty heavy one. Someone's not happy up there...? Lol. It's the next in a short period of time. I saw Deepak Chopra tweeting something like this: 'Had a powerful meditation just now - caused an earthquake in L.A. Sorry bout that.' LMAO!

 

[amygrace]

I really hope that'll work out soon, it'd do me good. Won't try to fit into some other standard - (hell I don't think I even could...I'm as true to myself as you can be true your one self, lol. Maybe that's what freaking guys out or sth.) Just need to convince myself I'm okay and that it's not me that is wrong...

:yes: I hope you get what you want soon though. :huggy: One thing that keeps me going lately when I get to thinking about how I want a loving relationship... is just thinking about Michael and filling myself up with his love. I know that may sound lame...and it's totally not the same as having a real man in the flesh - but somehow it helps ease my internal fussing. I just feel Michael's love, and it's enough. :heart:

Oooh an intense/lovable way..interestinggg. :shifty: Hope you'll find out who it was, hehe!

Hahaha...yes, shifty eyed smiley. :lol: Nah, I honestly think it had to do with that painter guy I linked you guys to earlier. I had sent him an email, and that night he replied saying he looked over my site and loved my work too...and then we started exchanging emails about some commissioned work. It was all very friendly, not sayin' there was some flirting there (he's like 50 :lol but maybe there was some kind of energy exchange going on? I don't know.

Oooh exactly that indeed, I've been crying for a few hours the night before last night, and I think it was for the first time since a few months. Usually I just get choked up but now...I just couldn't hold it in. I lay in bed and all I could think is; if only I could've just held him, just one time, just one tinyminy itsybitsy minute or second of my life. To feel his being, just feel it. Tried to get my thoughts in holding him, just a simple hug...and man, that made it even worse. Oh boy do I miss him. :boohoo

Well we all are just a bunch of sad saps lately aren't we? I know what you mean about imagining holding him to make you feel better but it ends up just making you feel worse... 'cause it's just not real. And it never will be real... at least hugging the Michael he was here. It really makes my heart just ache. Yesterday it felt like a part of my heart was literally being pulled out...or like it was just aching for having this huge chunk of it missing.

I wish Michael was here to take care of it, really hope he's at least able to reach those fans' hearts to tell them they should calm down, and indeed...'count on him'...'love is what matters'. We could do so much more with love, please Mike try to let them see that. :angel:

*SIGH*...hear hear.


Shayla - thanks so much for sharing that quote and those videos! I envy those girls so much, but it really warms my heart seeing them with Michael and hearing what they have to say. :heart: I can only imagine the energy up there on stage with him too! Like that girl said...how she could feel all that coming out of all those people...it really makes me feel good thinking about that. That despite his times of loneliness, when he was on stage in he was able to receive intense direct loving energy from all his fans at once.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hi guys, just been through a big earthquake but letting you know I'm ok. It still really scared the crap out of me. I live a bit closer to the epicenter so I probably felt it stronger. When I first felt it, my first thought was that "this is it" the big one. It wasn't though and it wasn't really violent shaking, but I kept asking for protection and I was on the floor crying because I thought the shaking would get worse. And it lasted for about 30 seconds. And I was all alone. My family were out and about and they didn't even know about it. I still feel a bit shaky now, but I'm ok.

 

[Louise.]

Gosh, CaptainEoLove85, sounds so scary. So glad you're ok though. Take care. :angel:

 

[amygrace]

Hi guys, just been through a big earthquake but letting you know I'm ok. It still really scared the crap out of me. I live a bit closer to the epicenter so I probably felt it stronger. When I first felt it, my first thought was that "this is it" the big one. It wasn't though and it wasn't really violent shaking, but I kept asking for protection and I was on the floor crying because I thought the shaking would get worse. And it lasted for about 30 seconds. And I was all alone. My family were out and about and they didn't even know about it. :sad: I still feel a bit shaky now, but I'm ok.

:bugeyed Glad you are ok! Sorry it was so scary and you were alone. :huggy: I was just talking to my parents about this earlier today...about how I'd love to live in Cali but earthquakes freak me out big time. I would have probably been crying during that too! Hope everyone out there is safe... it wasn't real damaging was it?

I saw Deepak Chopra tweeting something like this: 'Had a powerful meditation just now - caused an earthquake in L.A. Sorry bout that.' LMAO!

Haha... you know energy can make effects like that though! I remember this client psychic of mine was doing a group meditation before concerning a hurricane that was going on nearby...er I can't remember the details. But they did their meditation, and not soon after that, the news was reporting that "unexpected winds from Arkansas" came in and moved the storm past them.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

:bugeyed Glad you are ok! Sorry it was so scary and you were alone. :huggy: I was just talking to my parents about this earlier today...about how I'd love to live in Cali but earthquakes freak me out big time. I would have probably been crying during that too! Hope everyone out there is safe... it wasn't real damaging was it?


Haha... you know energy can make effects like that though! I remember this client psychic of mine was doing a group meditation before concerning a hurricane that was going on nearby...er I can't remember the details. But they did their meditation, and not soon after that, the news was reporting that "unexpected winds from Arkansas" came in and moved the storm past them.

Don't think there was any damage. Oh so now I can blame Chopra for this? lol

 

[Flor]

Hi guys, just been through a big earthquake but letting you know I'm ok. It still really scared the crap out of me. I live a bit closer to the epicenter so I probably felt it stronger. When I first felt it, my first thought was that "this is it" the big one. It wasn't though and it wasn't really violent shaking, but I kept asking for protection and I was on the floor crying because I thought the shaking would get worse. And it lasted for about 30 seconds. And I was all alone. My family were out and about and they didn't even know about it. I still feel a bit shaky now, but I'm ok.

Sorry to heard that CapEO! Im glad you and your family are ok. I guess we will have to get use to earthquakes , they're ocurring very often...

MJstarlight Thanks for the vid's! How lucky were those girls! And Michael such a gentleman :wub:

 

[MJstarlight]

Hi guys, just been through a big earthquake but letting you know I'm ok. It still really scared the crap out of me. I live a bit closer to the epicenter so I probably felt it stronger. When I first felt it, my first thought was that "this is it" the big one. It wasn't though and it wasn't really violent shaking, but I kept asking for protection and I was on the floor crying because I thought the shaking would get worse. And it lasted for about 30 seconds. And I was all alone. My family were out and about and they didn't even know about it. I still feel a bit shaky now, but I'm ok.

:hug:Im glad your ok! I lived in San Diego for 10 years. I remember vividly being 5 years old in June 28th 1992 and being in a 7.3 earthquake. The whole ground was shaking and I was in a field. I was so scared. :bugeyed I dont miss the earthquakes at all! I do love California though, its still my favorite state.

 

[Bee]

Oh I found a YouTube clip with the Easter egg hunt of Private Home Movies. D'aaaaaaaaw, look at that! Yelling and laughing, gosh he's so beautiful. So funny. :wub:

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:yes: I hope you get what you want soon though. :huggy: One thing that keeps me going lately when I get to thinking about how I want a loving relationship... is just thinking about Michael and filling myself up with his love. I know that may sound lame...and it's totally not the same as having a real man in the flesh - but somehow it helps ease my internal fussing. I just feel Michael's love, and it's enough. :heart:

Thanks baybeh. :huggy: Yeah I do that too, hehe. It's indeed 'enough' at times when you just need it most. Love love love love love love love love him. Sorry just had to say that, lol.

Hahaha...yes, shifty eyed smiley. :lol: Nah, I honestly think it had to do with that painter guy I linked you guys to earlier. I had sent him an email, and that night he replied saying he looked over my site and loved my work too...and then we started exchanging emails about some commissioned work. It was all very friendly, not sayin' there was some flirting there (he's like 50 :lol but maybe there was some kind of energy exchange going on? I don't know.

LMAO! Well, that's very interesting, I mean...he could think that way about you, nah? A hee hee, but that's totally funny. Cool you got to email with him! Bare with my language barrier here - commisioned means 'order' my dictionary says....you gonna get some of his work? That's hot!

Well we all are just a bunch of sad saps lately aren't we? I know what you mean about imagining holding him to make you feel better but it ends up just making you feel worse... 'cause it's just not real. And it never will be real... at least hugging the Michael he was here. It really makes my heart just ache. Yesterday it felt like a part of my heart was literally being pulled out...or like it was just aching for having this huge chunk of it missing.

I know what you mean with that literally feeling your heart ache, got that a lot too. That love is just so deep, and that longing is so strong. Don't think I'll ever long to someone like I do to Michael. *sigh*

Hi guys, just been through a big earthquake but letting you know I'm ok. It still really scared the crap out of me. I live a bit closer to the epicenter so I probably felt it stronger. When I first felt it, my first thought was that "this is it" the big one. It wasn't though and it wasn't really violent shaking, but I kept asking for protection and I was on the floor crying because I thought the shaking would get worse. And it lasted for about 30 seconds. And I was all alone. My family were out and about and they didn't even know about it. I still feel a bit shaky now, but I'm ok.

Oh damn! Sorry to hear that, I can imagine being scared as hell. Poor thing! :better: Hope that supposedly big one isn't gonna come, I mean...if this was that scary already...brrr. (Hmm...might have to rethink the possible moving to L.A. in September...lolol.)

Haha... you know energy can make effects like that though! I remember this client psychic of mine was doing a group meditation before concerning a hurricane that was going on nearby...er I can't remember the details. But they did their meditation, and not soon after that, the news was reporting that "unexpected winds from Arkansas" came in and moved the storm past them.

Whoa! Crazyyy!


Talking about energy - I had to work yesterday (I work in the ArenA stadium, where Michael performed back in the day as well) and we had this event going on with 45.000 people and only like 60 people to work. It was a total chaos, the organisation didn't realize there would be coming so many people! :bugeyed Anyhow, so all these people around me nagging and going crazy, grabbing me, screaming at me and stuff...I litterally thought I was gonna go nutssssss. When I was done with work I walked back home and thought about those mobbings Michael had to go through, people screaming his name, sending their energy straight at him, wanting something from him, whoa. All of a sudden I kind of realized that he had to go through that his whole friggin' life....so much energy projected on him. Much respect to be able to handle that, ofcourse it was most of the times in a very loveable, good way....but still.:scratch: It's quite something. Considering I'm so sensitive for these kind of things, I bet Michael was like that too and he had this even 100x worse. When I was going to sleep I still had that energy of those people all over me....dang, was hard to shook that off. :mello:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

I had a cute dream that I was hugging and kissing Michael (on his forehead and cheeks) :heart: :wub:

 

[8701girl]

^ cute dream

 

[mjbunny]

MJStarlight - thanks for the vid links. I could only watch one of them because freakin' Sony blocks just about everything these days in Germany :angry:, but I read the comment from the YANA girl in Mumbai. Sweet :wub: I would've NEVER washed my clothes from that if I were her, lol. Seriously! I have this old shirt that says "Colorado" in pink letters across the front and that's what I was wearing the day I caught eyes with Michael at Disneyland. Because of this (because... you know, maybe it was a magic shirt? :lol I wore that on my concert day months later and ended up next to his limo. So then I wore it to the concert too. It was never in contact with MJ, so there wasn't a reason not to wash it, but I still have that shirt! It got caught on something years ago and tore, so it's all shredded on the front, lol, but it's "been in the presence of Michael" 3 times, so I'll never get rid of it :heart: So silly in the end, but means something somehow.

DanceofZenab and MJstarlight - I also saw Michael in a dream last night! It was brief, but he was just suddenly there when I walked around a corner (I was busy trying to take care of something that I can't comprehend now) and I said to him, "Kiss me." :lol: And he did He kissed me on the forehead and then on the mouth (and I mean a kiss :blush lol. And it just seemed so normal that I didn't think twice about it in the dream... not until I woke up, lol. :doh:

Actually, the weird dreams of the past few days for me continue, but it was soooo nice to have Michael in a dream again I don't know if this will make any sense to anyone, but for some darned reason the last 3 nights or so I keep dreaming of the same words over and over and over. I'll wake up with these words, dream of them again, agh. It's all to do with Michael in some way and I don't understand it. This morning in the dream I was dreaming of these words intensely and I thought, "Ah, maybe I shouldn't tell about this in the psychics thread... might sound too freaky." So, I'm at a loss on this... the words I keep dreaming in every dream night after night are "(sorry to sound cryptic, lol - edited this out, sorry - but note to self: Casper")

I'll reply to other stuff in a second...

 

[8701girl]

MJStarlight - thanks for the vid links. I could only watch one of them because freakin' Sony blocks just about everything these days in Germany :angry:, but I read the comment from the YANA girl in Mumbai. Sweet :wub: I would've NEVER washed my clothes from that if I were her, lol. Seriously! I have this old shirt that says "Colorado" in pink letters across the front and that's what I was wearing the day I caught eyes with Michael at Disneyland. Because of this (because... you know, maybe it was a magic shirt? :lol I wore that on my concert day months later and ended up next to his limo. So then I wore it to the concert too. It was never in contact with MJ, so there wasn't a reason not to wash it, but I still have that shirt! It got caught on something years ago and tore, so it's all shredded on the front, lol, but it's "been in the presence of Michael" 3 times, so I'll never get rid of it :heart: So silly in the end, but means something somehow.

DanceofZenab and MJstarlight - I also saw Michael in a dream last night! It was brief, but he was just suddenly there when I walked around a corner (I was busy trying to take care of something that I can't comprehend now) and I said to him, "Kiss me." :lol: And he did He kissed me on the forehead and then on the mouth (and I mean a kiss :blush lol. And it just seemed so normal that I didn't think twice about it in the dream... not until I woke up, lol. :doh:

Actually, the weird dreams of the past few days for me continue, but it was soooo nice to have Michael in a dream again I don't know if this will make any sense to anyone, but for some darned reason the last 3 nights or so I keep dreaming of the same words over and over and over. I'll wake up with these words, dream of them again, agh. It's all to do with Michael in some way and I don't understand it. This morning in the dream I was dreaming of these words intensely and I thought, "Ah, maybe I shouldn't tell about this in the psychics thread... might sound too freaky." So, I'm at a loss on this... the words I keep dreaming in every dream night after night are "resurrection machine". What the heck..?? For those outside the US, we never use that word in connection with anything medical, just fyi. For that we say "revive" or "resusitate". "Resurrection" is what Easter is all about... miraculous bringing back of the dead way past any medical possibility. And what does this "machine" mean??? All I can think of is the movie Casper (which I hadn't seen for a while, so dug it out today to see the last half). The machine in that movie is called "The Lazarus", but at one point there's a newspaper shown that calls it a "resurrection machine". So that's the only reference I can come up with. Just bizarre.

I'll reply to other stuff in a second...

Awww cute dream....now why cant michael kiss me!!!?? :lol:

 

[mjbunny]

amygrace - Know what you mean about not needing a guy in some way... like you're 'with' Michael right now in some way, so it's ok on a level, lol. While I was growing up he was always my man :lol:

Hi guys, just been through a big earthquake but letting you know I'm ok. It still really scared the crap out of me. I live a bit closer to the epicenter so I probably felt it stronger. When I first felt it, my first thought was that "this is it" the big one. It wasn't though and it wasn't really violent shaking, but I kept asking for protection and I was on the floor crying because I thought the shaking would get worse. And it lasted for about 30 seconds. And I was all alone. My family were out and about and they didn't even know about it. I still feel a bit shaky now, but I'm ok.

:hug: Glad to hear you're ok! They're saying there's no major damage up north there. Crazy you guys felt it so strongly in the LA area! :hug: In 2001 Seattle had a 6.8, so I can empathize. Like SoCal, the PNW can have massive quakes (subduction... we're talking 9-pointers!) and I was under my desk getting rammed against the wall, the whole world moving for 45 seconds thinking... omg... is this THE big one? What's happening to the freeways right now?? :bugeyed After the quakes lately I've really been worried about the west coast...

I saw Deepak Chopra tweeting something like this: 'Had a powerful meditation just now - caused an earthquake in L.A. Sorry bout that.' LMAO!

:hysterical: Oh that's too funny :lol:

Talking about energy - I had to work yesterday (I work in the ArenA stadium, where Michael performed back in the day as well) and we had this event going on with 45.000 people and only like 60 people to work. It was a total chaos, the organisation didn't realize there would be coming so many people! :bugeyed Anyhow, so all these people around me nagging and going crazy, grabbing me, screaming at me and stuff...I litterally thought I was gonna go nutssssss. When I was done with work I walked back home and thought about those mobbings Michael had to go through, people screaming his name, sending their energy straight at him, wanting something from him, whoa. All of a sudden I kind of realized that he had to go through that his whole friggin' life....so much energy projected on him. Much respect to be able to handle that, ofcourse it was most of the times in a very loveable, good way....but still.:scratch: It's quite something. Considering I'm so sensitive for these kind of things, I bet Michael was like that too and he had this even 100x worse. When I was going to sleep I still had that energy of those people all over me....dang, was hard to shook that off. :mello:

Wow. Oh, I know. He was like an angel :angel: I don't know anyone could deal with all that! It wasn't until the last couple of years that I was really able to see all those private recordings of fans at hotels and wherever and after you watch a few hours of this footage you're like... oh, poor Michael. Because he couldn't go anywhere. Anytime he tried to leave the hotel it was "Michael! Michael! Michael!" from the press and "Michael! Michael! Michael, I love you!" from all directions. Just crazy. :mello:

 

[8701girl]

anywhere[/I]. Anytime he tried to leave the hotel it was "Michael! Michael! Michael!" from the press and "Michael! Michael! Michael, I love you!" from all directions. Just crazy. :mello:

I feel so sorry for michael that he had 2 dealt with that alot in his life, he properly didnt know whether he was coming or going!

 

[Mundy]

I'm glad you're ok CaptainEo :huggy:

I loved ET! It's one of those films EVERYONE has seen and I don't know how I hadn't seen it before. I spotted it in town the other day so I bought it. Where was Someone In The Dark though? I thought it was going to be in the credits. A few times I heard melodies like it in the music and thought it was going to start and it never did.

I haven't had any dreams about Michael (that I can remember) for ages. I had a dream the other night that Steve Martin was running after me and I threw a semtex at him (I play Call Of Duty with my bf :lol. It stuck to him but he kept running after me. Eventually it blew up and that was the end of Steve Martin. The next night I was dreaming about standing in front of a shrine to Steve Martin. It was lit up with candles and had a load of DVDs from films he was in. There was an MJ song playing but it was Steve Martin singing it. :scratch: I can't remember which song but it was a slow one...

I looked up recent news about him the next day but all I could find was something about him being nervous about some performance.

They have started talking about the case on sky news. I'm going offline for the night. Love to everyone :heart:

 

[mjbunny]

I loved ET! It's one of those films EVERYONE has seen and I don't know how I hadn't seen it before. I spotted it in town the other day so I bought it. Where was Someone In The Dark though? I thought it was going to be in the credits. A few times I heard melodies like it in the music and thought it was going to start and it never did.

It's great, right? Someone In The Dark was just on the ET Storybook record, not in the movie.

Your weird dream (and yeah, that's weird :lol makes me wonder if everything's ok with Steve Martin, hmmm.

Hi huys, how are you doing? Miss you all :huggy:

I'm feeling barfy right now. Think I need to go lie down Was doing the Justice4MJ thing on Twitter and "Michael Jackson" was #4 trending and one second later..... poof. Gone. Just gone. Obviously they blocked it (cuz I'm watching MJ and the stupid Justin Bieber topics and we're tweeting even more, but not trending). WTF. Then some ppl were saying Justin Bieber fans were spamming MJ's name to get us blocked, blah, blah. Then MJ fans starting spamming "Justin Bieber" like a bunch of 10 year olds in a "my star is bigger than yours" battle. Ugh. I'm not in 6th grade, sorry. I can't stand it :doh: I just kind of feel overwhelmed by everything and like there's nothing that can be done. Everyone wants charges changed to 2nd degree murder (and I feel that's more appropriate, considering), but if the DA & prosecutor don't feel they can convict on that charge with available evidence, then ... obviously they're left with manslaughter. Aghghgh... I seriously think I'm off to the couch before I vomit... If I don't harass the right people with 100 tweets an hour about "letting a murderer walk free!!!" or hate on JB fans or believe MJ's alive or... or... or.... can't... take..... it....... anymore.....

 

[mjbunny]

Actually... to whine more... I swear I'm not PMS-ing (not yet ... wait another week or so, lolol), I woke up this morning and saw about the EQ in Mexico/CA and the bombings in Pakistan and how the murder of that white supremecist guy in South Africa might cause a "race war" at the World Cup and it's like... I feel so ridiculously sensitive today. I was lying there crying earlier, what the heck. All I could picture in my mind was Michael wearing glowing white (like the '96 WMAs) and us taking his hand and trying to make people stop being ***holes to each other. What is wrong with everyone? Isn't it getting better? Does nothing ever change? Can't people stop this crap? Century after century?