Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[xo_lola_xo]

I know June + July will always be very hard on me since I lost Michael and my 14 year old cat (my buddy) in those months. My cat passed in July of 2008. I called him a king too He loved Michaels music and would always lay by the speakers and purr. Especially Jackson Five songs.

I remember last year everyone went out to see the fireworks just a few days after June 25th on July 4th. I wanted nothing to do with celebrating. There was just so much commotion. I just remember passing out a few times. I do remember being in bed on July 4th and remember hearing all the explosions. I really felt like I was dying. It was just so surreal.

Now that's just torture...

 

[mjbunny]

Totally OT.... ... I was watching the news earlier about that girl in the US who killed herself because of bullying and the kids who taunted her are now being charged with her death. It really affects me because I was one of those kids too and I can totally understand! I wasn't 'just' getting picked on, but I was accused of snitching on my so-called friends in the tough 'stoner' crowd. (And I didn't! Not at all!!! I didn't say one single effing word about anything!) The lies grew and people were then saying the school had confirmed to them that I was the one who told and got others put into jail. It was a nightmare. For almost 2 years people wrote sh*t about me, taunted me, threatened me, we had windows broken out of our house, I couldn't go anywhere alone, I had to switch schools and even there I ran into cousins of the guilty and had to live in fear. Believe me, I thought about killing myself many times. When you're 14 you can't escape. School and home... that's ALL you have. That's the world. You can't pack up and move to start a new life. One day I had decided to kill myself (I can't promise just how determined I was... I mean, maybe I would've chickened out anyway) and I put my Thriller tape into my walkman. I listened to heavy metal a lot at the time (because it was like demanded by my cool
"friends"), but MJ still stared at me from every inch of my bedroom walls nonetheless a-hee-hee :wub: I listened then to WBSS and ... ohhhhh, Michael... Michael, my dear love, how could I leave you? Why do I think you'd understand somehow (in 1986)? He told me to know I was someone. Somehow the combo of his words and all the love did the trick. And over the years, as totally silly as it may sound to some, anytime things felt soooo bad that I just wanted to die I'd think... hey, then I'll never hear Michael's next album! :bugeyed I'll never get a chance to meet him! I'll never see him again! And I won't be here to love him back And so MJ was always one of the reasons to keep on keepin' on. (P.S. And now he's an inspiration because of his strength through the darkest times. How he got through it all... is amazing.)

I read Zenab's song lyrics just now and I haven't barely written any poems for a few years, so I'm way rusty, but this one just came to me. It's just trying to express what I wrote above.

Saviour

All the dark moments that tore at my heart,
The days I thought there could be no start
Again for a life that's too much to take,
In a young mind this moment puts all at stake,
When friends turned away and failed to give
What little would offer some hope to live,
And over the years in love's fighting trench,
How much could there be for the soul to wrench?
Then why soldier on with absurd fortitude,
What for is the hope to stay out of this mood?
But I always thought I would see you again,
And - to know what is coming next and when!
What tune will reach to my soul with such ease
That just living that moment's enough to please?
And where would your destiny take you still,
I could not leave it solely to their worldly will,
Would fate see it fit to cross our paths once more,
Or forever from afar would I still you adore?
It may sound naive or from hope springing hope,
But never could I leave you alone to cope,
For you saved me in ways I could never explain,
And if one wish of mine could just once do the same,
If my love had reached you for a moment of bliss,
For that one hope alone I could not bear to miss,
Still longing for a glimpse of that sparkle of white,
Cast out to the darkness, the sweetest of light,
And together, yet far, so I promised to stay,
To not miss my saviour for one blessed day.

 

[mjbunny]

P.S. I just realized I wrote a poem called "Saviour" on the eve of Easter, but rest assured the two are not related :lol:

 

[amygrace]

Hey girls! :group: I'm at my parents now for an Easter family thing but just wanted to drop in and say hey real quick. Will give proper replies later. MUCH LOVE to you all! :heart:

 

[Bee]

@DanceOfZenab1994: Lovely poem, very true! :angel:

@mjbunny: Thanks for the insight on the 2012 thing, very interesting and good points. I'm gonna search something more about that. You had some crazy dreams as well, wow....wouldn't know what to make of that. Weeeeird. Lol @ cute dorkiness...I really hope that's gonna be the case, I reaaally hope so. :lol: (May I also pray it's soon? LOL. Ah well.)

And about the bullying - dang....that's some heavy stuff. I can imagine how frustrated you must've felt for being looked at the wrong way. That's a heavy thing to bear. I'm glad that Michael got you through that point, so amazing how he can influence our thoughts just by 'being'. Who else would be able to affect you so much? I'm glad you got through....I can relate on how you felt that you should go on through your darkest hours, just like Michael did. Everytime I'm thinking like 'I can't bear this' this soft voice in my head says....'but I got it worse and I could too'. Beautiful poem you wrote, very touching....really.:heart:

@amygrace: Have a lovely Easter girl!

Oh and also for the rest - enjoy your Easter weekends, take care! :huggy:

 

[Louise.]

Hey everyone, hope you're all ok and enjoy Easter! :hug:

Off topic, but I can't stop listening to Will You Be There today, and everytime I do, I have the biggest urge just to reach out and hug Michael. It's such an emotional song, and you can hear the desperation and sadness in his voice. Oh mannn. :sigh:

Anyway, sorry for going OT, speak to you all real soon. :heart:

PS. Sorry for not mentioning you all individually. I'm tired so I know I'll leave people out. :lol:

 

[Neeve]

Hey everyone, hope you're all ok and enjoy Easter! :hug:

Off topic, but I can't stop listening to Will You Be There today, and everytime I do, I have the biggest urge just to reach out and hug Michael. It's such an emotional song, and you can hear the desperation and sadness in his voice. Oh mannn. :sigh:

Anyway, sorry for going OT, speak to you all real soon. :heart:

PS. Sorry for not mentioning you all individually. I'm tired so I know I'll leave people out. :lol:

I know, the pain in his voice.....oh man.

Good to see you here, it's been a while!

OK I'm working on a paper (...and sunbathing at the same time.....lol)

Have a great day everyone
xxx

 

[Louise.]

Hey Neeve! It's good to see you too. :hug:
Lucky you for being able to sunbathe! It's mostly been raining here. :sigh: :lol:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hello, don't have much to say really (or I'm too lazy to right now lol) but wishing everyone a Happy Easter. :heart: :huggy:

 

[amygrace]

Hey girls, Happy Easter! How are you all?

Well I'm having a tough time tonight. Just as we were recently talking about...I got hit with a massive sorrow wave tonight. Just bam - out of the blue. I miss Michael SO much...the world feels so empty without him. I keep closing my eyes thinking of him and when I open them I just want to cry for the mean reality that doesn't have him in it. :weeping:

Sorry to be such a downer...I just...know that you guys understand this and I don't have anyone else to talk to about it. One nice thing that happened though...was after crying for about an hour, I logged onto YouTube and one of my recent subscriptions had posted a video with Michael called "Don't You Cry Tonight". Well, too late... ...but I really needed that song tonight.

Bianca - interesting dream you had going on last night! Your interpretations...er the ones you found? Seemed very right on. The part where everyone was jumping around you felt stuck in your anger too...there's a good message in that! Did you get it? Funny you saw me there too...'cause I did have an interesting energetic experience last night...where it was just like WHOOSH...I felt all this energy in my stomach/heart area that was from someone else. I don't know who it was...but I don't think it was you. Could have been, but the energy was all like butterflies...which made me think that whoever was thinking of me was doing so in an intense/lovable way. Oh...and I echo what mjbunny said about men. You WILL find someone out there who loves you just the way you are with all your quirks. And dorkiness can be rather endearing :cheeky: ...don't try to fit into some other standard that isn't you. Just hang in there hon!

DanceofZenab- beautiful song. Love this part "Something about you holds me to you, Willingly held hostage without a clue,"

For you saved me in ways I could never explain,
And if one wish of mine could just once do the same,
If my love had reached you for a moment of bliss,
For that one hope alone I could not bear to miss,
Still longing for a glimpse of that sparkle of white,
Cast out to the darkness, the sweetest of light,
And together, yet far, so I promised to stay,
To not miss my saviour for one blessed day.

Oh my...this is lovely. You should write more often. Thank you for sharing this. :heart:


I love you guys. :group:

 

[amygrace]

Stumbled upon this old song tonight...that I used to hear when I was little but didn't really know what it was about. It's called "Prayer for the Dying" by Seal. I wanted to share with you guys 'cause it makes me feel better about Michael in some way.






Click here for lyrics.

 

[Flor]

Hi guys

About the 2012 subject , I don't believe the world is going to end that year , I see that more like a "breaking point" , if you know what i mean.I think we have two years left to make it right otherswise is going to be too late and things will get worse than already are...


Zenab Beautiful song! It express a lot of my fellings towards Michael :heart:

Totally OT.... ... I was watching the news earlier about that girl in the US who killed herself because of bullying and the kids who taunted her are now being charged with her death. It really affects me because I was one of those kids too and I can totally understand! I wasn't 'just' getting picked on, but I was accused of snitching on my so-called friends in the tough 'stoner' crowd. (And I didn't! Not at all!!! I didn't say one single effing word about anything!) The lies grew and people were then saying the school had confirmed to them that I was the one who told and got others put into jail. It was a nightmare. For almost 2 years people wrote sh*t about me, taunted me, threatened me, we had windows broken out of our house, I couldn't go anywhere alone, I had to switch schools and even there I ran into cousins of the guilty and had to live in fear. Believe me, I thought about killing myself many times. When you're 14 you can't escape. School and home... that's ALL you have. That's the world. You can't pack up and move to start a new life. One day I had decided to kill myself (I can't promise just how determined I was... I mean, maybe I would've chickened out anyway) and I put my Thriller tape into my walkman. I listened to heavy metal a lot at the time (because it was like demanded by my cool
"friends"), but MJ still stared at me from every inch of my bedroom walls nonetheless a-hee-hee :wub: I listened then to WBSS and ... ohhhhh, Michael... Michael, my dear love, how could I leave you? Why do I think you'd understand somehow (in 1986)? He told me to know I was someone. Somehow the combo of his words and all the love did the trick. And over the years, as totally silly as it may sound to some, anytime things felt soooo bad that I just wanted to die I'd think... hey, then I'll never hear Michael's next album! :bugeyed I'll never get a chance to meet him! I'll never see him again! And I won't be here to love him back And so MJ was always one of the reasons to keep on keepin' on. (P.S. And now he's an inspiration because of his strength through the darkest times. How he got through it all... is amazing.)

I read Zenab's song lyrics just now and I haven't barely written any poems for a few years, so I'm way rusty, but this one just came to me. It's just trying to express what I wrote above.

Saviour

All the dark moments that tore at my heart,
The days I thought there could be no start
Again for a life that's too much to take,
In a young mind this moment puts all at stake,
When friends turned away and failed to give
What little would offer some hope to live,
And over the years in love's fighting trench,
How much could there be for the soul to wrench?
Then why soldier on with absurd fortitude,
What for is the hope to stay out of this mood?
But I always thought I would see you again,
And - to know what is coming next and when!
What tune will reach to my soul with such ease
That just living that moment's enough to please?
And where would your destiny take you still,
I could not leave it solely to their worldly will,
Would fate see it fit to cross our paths once more,
Or forever from afar would I still you adore?
It may sound naive or from hope springing hope,
But never could I leave you alone to cope,
For you saved me in ways I could never explain,
And if one wish of mine could just once do the same,
If my love had reached you for a moment of bliss,
For that one hope alone I could not bear to miss,
Still longing for a glimpse of that sparkle of white,
Cast out to the darkness, the sweetest of light,
And together, yet far, so I promised to stay,
To not miss my saviour for one blessed day.

Sorry to heard that about bullying! It must been really hard for you , kids can be very cruel sometimes.
And the poem is beautiful , thanks for sharing it

Hey girls, Happy Easter! How are you all?

Well I'm having a tough time tonight. Just as we were recently talking about...I got hit with a massive sorrow wave tonight. Just bam - out of the blue. I miss Michael SO much...the world feels so empty without him. I keep closing my eyes thinking of him and when I open them I just want to cry for the mean reality that doesn't have him in it. :weeping:

Sorry to be such a downer...I just...know that you guys understand this and I don't have anyone else to talk to about it. One nice thing that happened though...was after crying for about an hour, I logged onto YouTube and one of my recent subscriptions had posted a video with Michael called "Don't You Cry Tonight". Well, too late... ...but I really needed that song tonight.

We all have up's and down's , good days and bad ones.That's life right? When I miss Michael I say to myself that he's in a better place now, at peace :angel: I know it's hard but you can always count with us Amy! Hang on there girl :hug:

And a little something to share , hope it makes you feel better : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7PPz7G4JBg&playnext_from=TL&videos=8PTx7LcXI7A


And I'd like to wish you all a very Happy Easter! :flowers: :hug:

 

[FUJON]

I've thought about that 2012 thing also. Im not quite sure what to make out of it. I know they did the whole "2012 movie" which probably added to the hype that the world will end. And if it did, I hope it wouldnt be like that movie portrayed it. But I guess we really dont know for sure.

Don't think the world end exactly at 2012. But we can be at the point of no return that time. And signs on the sky.. Planet Alignment...
Maybe the end of the current world we're living in the way we know it now?
Solar storm can cause lasting damage in a much larger area than any natural disaster, the life without electricity can paralyze modern world. Satellites, communication systems and power systems worldwide could be wiped out for months and never restored fully.
It's a life not just without internet, tv shows, entertainment... coffee-maker and hot pizza in microwave. Without electricity many people also lost running water, heat. The life in the city can turn to hell.
What if during that time also natural disaster will occur? Earthquakes, eruption of vulcans? Lack of water and meds = increasing of diseases. Chaos? Increasing of violence? More wars?

The Signs of the Times and the End of the Age:

''But when you hear of wars and rumors of wars, do not be troubled; for such things must happen, but the end is not yet. For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be earthquakes in various places, and there will be famines and troubles. These are the beginnings of sorrows.''

The Great Tribulation:

''And pray that your flight may not be in winter. For in those days there will be tribulation, such as has not been since the beginning of the creation which God created until this time, nor ever shall be. And unless the Lord had shortened those days, no flesh would be saved; but for the elect’s sake, whom He chose, He shortened the days.''

“But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light; the stars of heaven will fall, and the powers in the heavens will be shaken. Then they will see the Son of Man coming in the clouds with great power and glory. And then He will send His angels, and gather together His elect from the four winds, from the farthest part of earth to the farthest part of heaven.''

No One Knows the Day or Hour:

“But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. Take heed, watch and pray; for you do not know when the time is. It is like a man going to a far country, who left his house and gave authority to his servants, and to each his work, and commanded the doorkeeper to watch. Watch therefore, for you do not know when the master of the house is coming - in the evening, at midnight, at the crowing of the rooster, or in the morning - lest, coming suddenly, he find you sleeping. And what I say to you, I say to all: Watch!”

The Coming of the Kingdom:

''For as the lightning that flashes out of one part under heaven shines to the other part under heaven, so also the Son of Man will be in His day.''

''And as it was in the days of Noah, so it will be also in the days of the Son of Man: They ate, they drank, they married wives, they were given in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, and the flood came and destroyed them all. Likewise as it was also in the days of Lot: They ate, they drank, they bought, they sold, they planted, they built; but on the day that Lot went out of Sodom it rained fire and brimstone from heaven and destroyed them all. Even so will it be in the day when the Son of Man is revealed.''

Happy Easter :heart:

 

[FUJON]

And HUGS to everyone who need it right now :hug: :better:
I need one for myself, too *hugs myself lol*
Have a good night, good day and Keep The Faith :flowers:

 

[MJstarlight]

And HUGS to everyone who need it right now. I need one for myself, too *hugs myself lol*Have a good night, good day and Keep The Faith :flowers:

:hug: back!!!!! Thank you FUJON!!!! :flowers: :wub:

 

[amygrace]

We all have up's and down's , good days and bad ones.That's life right? When I miss Michael I say to myself that he's in a better place now, at peace :angel: I know it's hard but you can always count with us Amy! Hang on there girl :hug:

And a little something to share , hope it makes you feel better : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7PPz7G4JBg&playnext_from=TL&videos=8PTx7LcXI7A

Thanks Flor :huggy: I always know that Michael is doing ok... when I get waves like this it's more about just missing him so damn much rather than being worried for him. Like we've been talking about recently it's like...all this love and nowhere for it to go! I want to see him, hug him, touch him, just feel him near me in a way that feels REAL. My sadness often comes from missing his life as he knew it here too. I always lament over what I missed there. And this may sound superficial, but when I think about the fact that there's no more of Michael in that beautiful physical form he had, it really gets me. What I would have given to wrap my arms around his flesh, look into those eyes, touch those curls... Sorry ignore my ramblings. I get touchy about everything in these waves. Thanks for the link to that vid... watching those fun fan videos on YouTube really keeps me going a lot of the time. :heart:

For me this sorrow wave started yesterday. I was feeling sort of energy change again. I am still feeling down today and sensitivity level is increasing slowly. I was crying today too
I do not know how far it will go this time. There is nothing wrong with my own life in general. It is pretty much stable and I have no idea how in the world my inner emotions can go up and down like that.
I already kind of used to it because it is been like that since June 25th. I know it is all about Michael but I do not know how to explain.
Amy, feel free to share with us and you do not have to be sorry. We are all at the same situation here. There are sensitive ppl in this thread and we already learned that those energy waves come and go.
It is real strange though.

:huggy: hope we both feel better soon. Up down up down...ohh I just wish Michael were here to keep us sailing up high. Thanks for the support hon.


FUJON - hugs to you :huggy:

 

[MJstarlight]

Thanks Flor :huggy: I always know that Michael is doing ok... when I get waves like this it's more about just missing him so damn much rather than being worried for him. Like we've been talking about recently it's like...all this love and nowhere for it to go! I want to see him, hug him, touch him, just feel him near me in a way that feels REAL. My sadness often comes from missing his life as he knew it here too. I always lament over what I missed there. And this may sound superficial, but when I think about the fact that there's no more of Michael in that beautiful physical form he had, it really gets me. What I would have given to wrap my arms around his flesh, look into those eyes, touch those curls... Sorry ignore my ramblings. I get touchy about everything in these waves. Thanks for the link to that vid... watching those fun fan videos on YouTube really keeps me going a lot of the time. :heart:

I know how you feel! I've been bummed out all day too. I really miss Michael so much. He was just so stunning inside and out. He was the most beautiful man and had the biggest heart! He is like a diamond in the rough. There is no one else like him. I just remembered this is his childrens first Easter without him. I bet he used to give them the best Easter baskets. Little things like that I think of :no: I watch alot of youtube videos too usually at night time. Usually more uptempo stuff. I want to be able to create videos again. I love to create too but I havent had alot of motivation or creative drive in a while :scratch: I have an idea but I think im going to wait until June to put it up.

 

[MJstarlight]

Im listening to Michael narrate ET storybook I love this so much!!! :wub:

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[katrine]

I had a strange moment the other night and I am not sure if it was a dream or I was awake.
I was in bed and I felt something was watching me and I remember feeling really uncomfortable and I kept saying go away you need to leave me alone and then I remember getting really angry and saying get out of here you need to move on and leave me alone.
I have no idea what this means and I was a bit freaked out about it yesterday and then I was really worried that what if it was Michael and I had been really rude to him.....

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Happy Easter everyone! I love you all so much, you know that, right? :heart:


Thank you to everyone who liked my poem and/or my song.

Saviour

All the dark moments that tore at my heart,
The days I thought there could be no start
Again for a life that's too much to take,
In a young mind this moment puts all at stake,
When friends turned away and failed to give
What little would offer some hope to live,
And over the years in love's fighting trench,
How much could there be for the soul to wrench?
Then why soldier on with absurd fortitude,
What for is the hope to stay out of this mood?
But I always thought I would see you again,
And - to know what is coming next and when!
What tune will reach to my soul with such ease
That just living that moment's enough to please?
And where would your destiny take you still,
I could not leave it solely to their worldly will,
Would fate see it fit to cross our paths once more,
Or forever from afar would I still you adore?
It may sound naive or from hope springing hope,
But never could I leave you alone to cope,
For you saved me in ways I could never explain,
And if one wish of mine could just once do the same,
If my love had reached you for a moment of bliss,
For that one hope alone I could not bear to miss,
Still longing for a glimpse of that sparkle of white,
Cast out to the darkness, the sweetest of light,
And together, yet far, so I promised to stay,
To not miss my saviour for one blessed day.

A beautiful inversion and such a lovely use of a metaphor. The image of love vs the connotations of war convey how hard love works to live and spread, am I right?


The gorgeous imagery you use throughout is so powerful, I love it!
And the constant inversions and use of punctuation makes it so beautiful.
You're an amazing poet and thanks for sharing.

 

[Louise.]

Happy Easter everyone. :flowers: I really love you guys. :huggy:

Amy - I know exactly how you feel about the whole, wanting to be near him physically. :sigh:

 

[mjbunny]

Happy Easter, everyone! :group: :heart: In Germany Easter is a 2-day holiday (today and Monday). Weird, huh? lol

 

[mjbunny]

Amygrace, Asedora, MJStarlight... all of you... yes, I'm feeling sad again too. Again, totally in synch I suppose Paris's birthday and then Easter just make it tougher. Last night I was trying to watch TV and all I could think of was Michael, as in physical form, and where he is right now, what he's wearing, etc... there under those beautiful windows. I saw it all so clearly in my mind and I was just lying on the couch crying. (So like you Amy, it was very much about the physical.) I was remembering how back in September I came to the realization of why we mourn the physical when "it's the soul that matters". The physical matters too, no matter how temporary it is. It's our expression in this dimension. It's how we're touched and how God learns about God down here in this existence. And although it's not the eternal part of us, it's just as valid in its own time. Those feet, those eyes, that voice, that laugh, that smile. The spirit that shone through them might be around forever, but not exactly like that ... not like that, in that body. We're momentary beings, and once our moments have passed they will never be again. Not in the same way, at least. And that's something very special.


Another topic: I don't know if you've all read yet that thing from TMZ about Murray's defense. They say he's going to claim MJ did it to himself while Murray was out of the room. And one of the first things I thought of was our meditation on March 27th because of this part of mine:

"He said he really needs our love and trust over these next times. A lot of things will be said that are not true, just crazy stuff. Some things will be true, some will not be. But in the end "nothing can change the LOVE". He just needs us to have faith and trust in him and all will turn out alright in the end. Love is what matters. Love. Love. I kind of felt like he was saying, "Can I count on you all, please?" Not so much like he believes he can't, just looking for the confirmation from us maybe?
​

Solar storm can cause lasting damage in a much larger area than any natural disaster, the life without electricity can paralyze modern world. Satellites, communication systems and power systems worldwide could be wiped out for months and never restored fully. It's a life not just without internet, tv shows, entertainment... coffee-maker and hot pizza in microwave. Without electricity many people also lost running water, heat. The life in the city can turn to hell.
What if during that time also natural disaster will occur? Earthquakes, eruption of vulcans? Lack of water and meds = increasing of diseases. Chaos? Increasing of violence? More wars?

Yep, creepy. I had a dream about 4 years ago that I went to watch a movie in a large theater. The movie was about a massive X solar flare that fried the major power grids all over the world. No one had power and this took months to restore. And it was chaos, fighting, killing, etc. The last scene was of downtown Seattle (where I'm from) looking nearly like some post-apocalypse scene ... desperate, dirty people praying in desperation, broken things everywhere, everything having been looted ... and then... the power came back on! Everyone just cried with joy. The nightmare was finally over! But so many had died. [Something that personally creeps me out on a different level yet, because my life depends on a constant supply of refrigerated medicine. Without that, I'm a goner within days. But I suppose I'd just be one of several million *sigh* :mello:]

And HUGS to everyone who need it right now :hug: :better:I need one for myself, too *hugs myself lol*
Have a good night, good day and Keep The Faith :flowers:

LOL, that was funny. :hug:

I have no idea what this means and I was a bit freaked out about it yesterday and then I was really worried that what if it was Michael and I had been really rude to him.....

I've read or heard so many times that if you feel uneasy then it's not a nice spirit, but I don't think that's necessarily true. The morning my grandpa died last summer my sister (very psychic) said she felt someone in the room with her and got scared. I asked her who she thought it was then. She said our grandpa, and I was like ... why would you be scared then??? But it's a natural thing... you can't SEE who's there and we're not necessarily in the practice of telling from just feeling alone. And you know, our loved ones on the other side know that. They've been here too. They know. So if it was Michael or another loved one, don't worry. I'm sure he or they understand. :hug:

A beautiful inversion and such a lovely use of a metaphor. The image of love vs the connotations of war convey how hard love works to live and spread, am I right?The gorgeous imagery you use throughout is so powerful, I love it! And the constant inversions and use of punctuation makes it so beautiful. You're an amazing poet and thanks for sharing.

Oh, well, thanks, gee :blush: The part about love... I guess I'm a simpler creature, lol, because I was just thinking along the lines of "love is a battlefield". Moving from problems with friends to the world of the adult and trying to find love, only to not succeed in that 'war'... always resulting in depression which would lead me back to those thoughts like "I just want to die... life is too hard... I just can't take it anymore." See, simpler, lol. Hope that makes sense :cheeky:

 

[8701girl]

"He said he really needs our love and trust over these next times. A lot of things will be said that are not true, just crazy stuff. Some things will be true, some will not be. But in the end "nothing can change the LOVE". He just needs us to have faith and trust in him and all will turn out alright in the end. Love is what matters. Love. Love. I kind of felt like he was saying, "Can I count on you all, please?" Not so much like he believes he can't, just looking for the confirmation from us maybe?

I think he was basically saying that he really needs us now more than ever before. Cuz now with him being gone physically, theres no way for him to point out what is true & what isnt. I think hes scared that many ppl will belive all the bull and not the truth.

 

[mjbunny]

I think he was basically saying that he really needs us now more than ever before. Cuz now with him being gone physically, theres no way for him to point out what is true & what isnt. I think hes scared that many ppl will belive all the bull and not the truth.

Yeah I got so angry when I got up this morning. My husband read that article to me and I was like... aghghgh, why is it always like this? Everything to do with Michael has to be extreme. Like a test for all. And anything crazy someone says will stick in the minds of so many who don't care and don't attempt to look into it further. So I can see this being added to what's already said about him and that just ... aghghghghgh :angry: I simply don't believe Murray, not just because of the facts we know so far, and not just because it sounds nuts, but because it's not what I saw in July when I asked to please know what happened. Not like I saw every detail with a full explanation, but I can say I didn't see what Murray is claiming. At all. (But then, that's me putting trust in meditation, which might be nuts in and of itself. But we didn't know half as much then as we know now and so far it all lined up, so I'm inclined to believe my experience...)

p.s. Sorry, I edited this after it was quoted again, lol.

 

[8701girl]

Yeah I got so angry when I got up this morning. My husband read that article to me and I was like... aghghgh, why is it always like this? Everything to do with Michael has to be extreme and so difficult. Like a test for all. And anything crazy someone says will stick in the minds of so many who don't care and don't attempt to look into the realities. And I got really sad thinking of a future where people say ... ... well, just add "drug addict who killed himself" to the list of what they already say. :angry: God, please let this defense go down in holy smoke and flames...

Yeh i just read that murray is planning 2 use the "mj killed himself" method....and it angers me so much! :angry: . I know michael WOULD NEVER EVER DO THAT TO HIS CHILDREN!!!

 

[katrine]

I've read or heard so many times that if you feel uneasy then it's not a nice spirit, but I don't think that's necessarily true. The morning my grandpa died last summer my sister (very psychic) said she felt someone in the room with her and got scared. I asked her who she thought it was then. She said our grandpa, and I was like ... why would you be scared then??? But it's a natural thing... you can't SEE who's there and we're not necessarily in the practice of telling from just feeling alone. And you know, our loved ones on the other side know that. They've been here too. They know. So if it was Michael or another loved one, don't worry. I'm sure he or they understand. :hug:

Thankyou hun, I have been really worried that I have offended michael or another loved one (if it was a good spirit....hope it was)

 

[mjbunny]

^ (to 8701Girl) and don't get me started on the hoax stuff that seems to be gaining in popularity. I can't comprehend how anyone would believe Michael would do that. It just hurts the heart.
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Again last night I was dreaming of all this odd symbolic stuff. No MJ, and I can't clearly remember most of them. But the last one had me being given some fish in an aquarium. I didn't have room in the house for this large of an aquarium, but I knew I could keep them in the garage. I went into the garage attached to the house and then saw that there were aquariums all over the place in there, almost like a pet store! Nice healthy, happy fish of all different sizes ... from little ones to larger salt-water fish, just swimming around and well cared for in perfectly clean tanks. I was like... whoa, I didn't realize he (not sure who "he" really was) had all this out here! So, I was going to set up my new aquarium properly (fill it the rest of the way with water, etc) but I couldn't find any stuff for that. I used to have pet fish years ago and so I know that they need the right temp, the right pH, air circulation, drops to take out the chlorine from the tap water, etc, etc. But I couldn't find any of these things among the fish care products sitting around. Nevertheless, all the fishies surrounding me were perfectly healthy. I was pretty confused by this situation. Then I figured maybe I should take a small amount of water from these tanks (just a bit) and add it to the water of the new one to condition its water. (Then after that I was going through a strip mall with tons of Dairy Queens, trying to steal an opening/closing hours sign from a Dairy Queen for some reason. WTF? :lol

I've read that calm and healthy fish like this are usually the divine or the unconscious. Some sites say they are about spiritual nourishment, but these fish were not meant to be food. They were kept and cherished as pets, not eaten. So I'd be more inclined to take the "gifts" of the unconscious or psychic experiences interpretation. And there were way more there than I thought. More than I'd been given. Many, many of them. Sounds like something good to me. Not sure how to take the fact that I didn't need all the usual stuff in the water to keep them alive (pH Block, chlorine remover, etc). It's not as tough as you think? You don't have to try so hard, they're alive anyway? Hmmm.

 

[Mundy]

Happy Easter everyone :group:

I'll be home later so I will reply properly then.

mjstarlight I'm just about to watch ET for the first time (I have no idea how I haven't seen it before either!) I'm gonna listen to the link you posted when I get home. Thanks :heart:

Love you guys :heart: I hope you're all having a great day!

 

[xo_lola_xo]

It makes me so angry that people are so unbelievably STUPID enough to believe he did it or is faking it. WHAT THE .... (I AINT GONNA SWEAR ON EASTER :mello

We know it's fake and we love our baby Mike and he loves us just as much so lets just stay together, pray and fight for him. He needs us.

P.S. Do you realise that this thread isnt all about mj dreams anymore but just a place for our group to hang out within the community? LMFAO. Our lil corner of the playgroud!