Yeah that's how it is for me too! Biting and holding on tight... it hurts! I just looked up some stuff about attacks and wild animals. This is what I got on some sites:
Hmmm interesting, it all sums it up for me too! Makes sense....funny how something you dream can mean another thing that's so unrelated. Or actually in some way it does...but I wouldn't have thought of that myself. :lol:
On the topic of moving from the NL to L.A.... like what Neeve said, yeah. If you feel this is what you're supposed to do, then you've just got to follow that. And yes, it
will be different, a little culture shock. (Heck, L.A. would be culture shock for
me :lol
Will you be homesick? Of course. It's part of moving a long way from home, but adventure and destiny are too. At first it will be scary, but you'll have so much to learn and figure out that you won't have time to get depressed. And by the time you're feeling that you've gotten into the groove, you'll be making new friends. I moved across the US with my boyfriend when I was in my early 20's and I was homesick something awful. It wasn't nearly as hard coming from there to
Germany, though... and that's (ok partly because of my hubby) but also because of the
internet. I can read and watch local news, I can send emails, chat with family and friends, send pictures instantly. It really makes a difference. Imagine moving across the world in 1810 when it might take 3 months to get a letter from home. :doh: Those folks were braver than me, I'll tell ya!
Yeah you're totally right. :yes: Thank God for creating internet, lolol. I seriously wouldn't have done it without. I do feel that this is something I just need to to, and I've been longing for it so much so it's kind of odd that these questioning feelings come up for me now. But I guess it's just to do with the situation at home now, the last weeks have been such tests for me....it's so tiring. Hope this crazy wave of things will be over soon. Brave of you to follow your heart and go abroad with your boyfriend - such a romantic story. :wub: Dangit...I need to find me a nice hot MJ fan too, loool.
Aw, congratulations Mrs.Music:huggy:. Good luck with your interview, I'm sure you'll be great :flowers:
Thanks girl!
... if everyone cataloged every strange occurance over many years, would it start to become obvious that certain things happen before unexpected death? Certain dreams or signs? And if so, could it not be stopped then? If you knew that to see a certain vision meant you're going to die and you were about to leave in an hour on a trip, would you survive if you stayed home instead? Or would you trip on a banana peel in your kitchen and die because you stayed home? That's the conundrum. Or if we knew the signs and looked for them, would they stop coming altogether because we're not supposed to know?
This has intrigued me for so long....how would you know beforehand, like minutes or hours, somethings about to happen? How would the people itself feel? Would they feel off, would it come out of the blue, and even with accidents...would they feel it? Some will obviously do, but does everyone have that ability? Also indeed, how would you be able to turn things around, and what would be the meaning of
that? Lol, could talk for hours...the interestingness.:cheeky:
I guess 'premonitions' are very strongly developed for me, I get those a lot whether they are more or less important. Mostly have them in dreams, or just very much in feelings, having a strong useless thought that tells me something....like, just a plain thing, or a questionable thing, or something I just need to do. Along the way I've learned to listen to this and just totally go on with my gut feeling....it's interesting how things worked out and it feels quite odd to realize that you've just had a 'premonition' and was actually given an option to do something with it.
Don't know much to specifically name now...but things like you mentioned I have had too, and also one big thing that happened lately was when my mom had her stroke - I was at work, feeling strange, you know that feeling that you just know somethings wrong, so when I was finished I got in the car and drove home, and began to think I might be getting an accident or so, wasn't it either...got home, went upstairs...looked at my moms bedroom, and decided to walk in, which I usually NEVER do because I'm home late. I just had the feeling I should do it and wake her up, didn't know why, but since I recognized the feeling I thought 'better safe than sorry'. So grateful to have these 'odd things', lol.:angel:
EDIT: Now that I think of it...I've been worrying so much about my mom lately. She's lost so much weight from the stress (she even fits MY pants now, OMG) and looks so bad, ended up in the hospital with that infection, it's so much all of a sudden. Hope my 'worrying feelings' won't be anything of a message either. Hope 'it' will be over now that I say it out loud here.
