Stress could definitely be a factor. I like what mjbunny said about the different aspects of yourself being at odds with eachother. What you said about your Dad too is something to take into consideration. I think you just need to take some deep breaths, zen yourself, protect your energy as I said...and all will be well. :huggy:Mrs. Music said:It could have been just stress that caused the dream, or the fear of hearing the TomTom...although I did feel better today, don't know why but felt kind of 'satisfied'. Hmmm...so it could've been releasing stress. Or the 'me' person was actually the anger of my dad, I've always thought he had problems with only having daughters, no sons.
Thanks for the link! Interesting...and I completely agree especially with the part you quoted.Mrs. Music said:On another note - I read an interesting article about how death may not exist. FunkeyJay had sent it to me, ...
Aw I know what you mean. Watching those interviews now is just so sad. - interesting about the number 14 coming up for you lately btw. If it represents a higher spiritual plane, maybe it's just affirmation that you are growing and learning in the spiritual sense... and so your energy vibrations are rising to a higher plane.darlingdear said:I miss MJ a lot today. I watched the Barbara Walters interview earlier and just the way he answers when she asks him about what if Prince wanted to be on the stage. The way he says I would tell him what to expect, etc., made me tear up so much. Just thinking who is gonna tell them now? Guide them? Protect them? I mean I know MJ is wherever he may be, but you know.
Thanks hon. :huggy: I'm doing better today as well. I still have some restless kind of depressed energy lingering around but not as bad as it's been the past couple days. So that's good. I think my writing a song last night about how I felt helped to release some of that energy for me.Asedora said:Amy, I hope you are doing better girl. I am not THAT bad like yesterday but still not that great. :huggy:
Thanks for sharing! Interesting to read Michael's info. Looked mine up...seems all pretty right on too. For the most part. I've looked up this kinda stuff for myself many times before... this website doesn't give the best and most accurate read but well enough.Asedora said:I found something interesting for you guys to read. This is a Pythagoras Square calculation. He was an ancient Greek phylosopher and I find his matrix useful for myself. Finally I found it in English.
Well, my opinion is based off of what I have read by many psychics/mediums who have gotten their information straight from spirits. And as far as I know, just like most everything, it's different for everyone. I've heard that often times souls will jump in and out of the body throughout pregnancy... but won't officially stay in for good until they are going through the birth canal or taking their first breath. I read an interesting story about this recently actually. Well it was about children remembering their past lives or who they were before they came here anyway. This one little girl, she was maybe 4 or 5 years old...was telling someone that she had hated being in her Mom's belly because the blood hurt her. An odd thing for a child to say and there's no way she could have known this but her Mother had some kind of blood disease...or shoot...maybe it was that she did drugs while pregnant? Ack I can't remember exactly... but it was interesting. So that story shows that the soul did in fact spend some time in the womb. But like I said they can jump in and out, and as I've also read, in cases like abortion and miscarriage, the soul is not present in the body for that. Still, the physical body experiences trauma. Even if a soul is not present, the body itself is it's own system that can feel and experience pain.Neeve said:Amy, what you said about miscarriages touches on something I've meant to ask people in this thread for a while:
I'm wondering when you guys believe the soul joins the body? Being brought up Catholic, I always assumed at conception, but then, recently I started thinking, what would be the point of the soul being stuck in utero for nine months? Also, identical twins can be formed up to 2 weeks after conception, so it doesn't really make sense to say that it was one soul before that, right? This was one of the questions I asked Barbara too, and she said a lot of traditions believe it's actually with the first breath....I find this really interesting. It has intriguing implications for miscarriage and abortion... what do you guys think?
Aww! So dinkin' cute! Thanks for sharing that.mjbunny said::heart: This will cheer you guys up: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VV32glAHY0I :lol:
Haha. Well, I got Lonely Star at the top too...but to me it didn't come off as selfishness...just self exploration in this life...focusing on my individualism and self worth. Funny though that it also said "Many Talents, Clouded by a Hot Temper, Hidden Sense of Superiority or Open Narcissism." Since I'm so artistic, I like to think many talents is true. Hot temper...eek, yep that's me. (I hate that about myself) Hidden sense of superiority... I don't think I have. But I guess that's because it's hidden. :lol: and the open narcissim - LOL - I don't like to think I'm narcissistic but I am a self portrait artist. So overall...was interesting to read for me.mjbunny said:Well, when I put my info it was kind of... depressing. Apparently I'm a bit weird and totally obsessed with myself and don't care much about anything else. Just me, me, me! And I have very weak numbers for maturity (2) and middle age (1), so that doesn't sound too promising either (*checking lifeline on palm...* ... sh*t...) :lol: (LOL, my husband was laughing at me getting depressed about my selfish numbers and then he got the same thing at the top spot... Lonely Star. :hysterical:
^ Wow, how much were readings??? I haven't been to a psychic fair for years, but they were starting to get expensive back in those days too. Never even heard of one around where I live now -_-
That's what I've heard before too and tend to believe. Wow, that story about the girl and the blood hurting. That's pretty amazing. I wonder if we all remembered back to that point when we were really little...I've heard that often times souls will jump in and out of the body throughout pregnancy... but won't officially stay in for good until they are going through the birth canal or taking their first breath. I read an interesting story about this recently actually. Well it was about children remembering their past lives or who they were before they came here anyway. This one little girl, she was maybe 4 or 5 years old...was telling someone that she had hated being in her Mom's belly because the blood hurt her. An odd thing for a child to say and there's no way she could have known this but her Mother had some kind of blood disease...or shoot...maybe it was that she did drugs while pregnant? Ack I can't remember exactly... but it was interesting. So that story shows that the soul did in fact spend some time in the womb. But like I said they can jump in and out, and as I've also read, in cases like abortion and miscarriage, the soul is not present in the body for that.
:lol: But the rest of mine were like that too... like working for myself, lol. Yeah, some of was accurate, I'll admit. "Open narcissism", lolol... don't take it the wrong way but I thought of "I love my self" on Flickr :hysterical: "I want to touch myself!" ... I wonder if someone really make a vid of MJ to go with that music. Ok, anyway... yes, it was still interesting. And at least one of my was "eccentric". If it didn't hint at some weirdness I'd have seriously wondered about it... bahahaHaha. Well, I got Lonely Star at the top too...but to me it didn't come off as selfishness...just self exploration in this life...focusing on my individualism and self worth. Funny though that it also said "Many Talents, Clouded by a Hot Temper, Hidden Sense of Superiority or Open Narcissism." Since I'm so artistic, I like to think many talents is true. Hot temper...eek, yep that's me. (I hate that about myself) Hidden sense of superiority... I don't think I have. But I guess that's because it's hidden. :lol: and the open narcissim - LOL - I don't like to think I'm narcissistic but I am a self portrait artist. So overall...was interesting to read for me.
Hah, very interesting! Honestly, it wouldn't surprise me if it really happened. I mean...at least connecting with fairies. Not sure about being taken away with them... curious to hear what your granny says now. Also, thanks for mentioning the tea leaves! I was recently reading about that and wanted to do it today but totally forgot so you reminded me!I was thinking about my grandparent's house today. I used to go out there a lot when I was younger. My granddad used to read tea leaves. I was told he was good at it but I was too young at the time to notice things like that. I hate tea but I used to drink it so he would read it for me. There's a fairy ring in one of the fields and my granny tells a story about how her aunt was taken by the fairies. She was in a trance and they sat around the ring playing guitar and singing. Apparently she was missing for a few days and she couldn't remember much when she arrived back.
Hahaha! No I thought of that too. Lol. But seriously, I totally didn't title that in a narcissistic way. I did that as a way of improving my self esteem. That's why I take self portraits, really, I guess. At first it was because I had no one to practice on and I am only interested in taking photos of women. But then, aside from self expression, it was like a way of helping me to feel good about myself. Like in real life, I totally have self image issues. (hate my skin, hate being so skinny, blah blah blah) so I take my photos and use photoshop to make me feel better. LOL. Man...that just seems pathetic now that I actually say it like that. :mello: Anyway, I got eccentric too! I was actually glad to see that one there. :lol: Oh and I messaged a girl on YouTube about making an MJ vid to that song but she didn't reply. Booo. I may ask someone else. I sooo want to see it done!"Open narcissism", lolol... don't take it the wrong way but I thought of "I love my self" on Flickr :hysterical: "I want to touch myself!" ... I wonder if someone really make a vid of MJ to go with that music. Ok, anyway... yes, it was still interesting. And at least one of my was "eccentric". If it didn't hint at some weirdness I'd have seriously wondered about it... bahaha
50 GBP... ouch, that is pretty steep! I was thinking they'd be like 25 or something. Whoo. Amazing about the fairy story. I wonder what happened for real! And... being taken away by fairies... I guess that's the tradition to tell in Ireland to kids so they don't get into trouble Never heard of fairies taking off with me in America, but did hear about the Native Americans in the Pacific Northwest believing that the Stick People would trick you and trip you and take off with you into the forest in similar circumstances My ex-boyfriend was from the Virgin Islands and they had some wicked tale that he was terrified of as a child about some old woman witch figure who'd get little kids if they were out after sunset.edit: We were always told not to answer if we heard our name being called out in the fields because it was the fairies and they would take us away :bugeyed
It was €5 in, €50 for readings and the stalls varied. Some had great deals and others had crazy prices. I was there in the last hour though so they were knocking prices for a lot of things.
I sleep very bad last 3 nights, feel very tired and when goin' to sleep, still feel like I'm not ready to fall asleep? And after waking up don't feel well rested. The last night was filled with a lot of nightmares, like movies, a lot of stories with a lot of stress in each and not nice experiences... Wondering why?*HUGS to everyone* :hug:
LOL, don't worry, that's how I took it. We women are so critical of ourselves, constantly trying either consciously or subconsciously to look like impossible magazine covers. I get where you were coming from with that. I remember one time I was walking along a trail with hubby and I was explaining to him how the young chick with the great body that passed us probably thinks her thighs are too fat and wishes her boobs were bigger and that that's why she doesn't have a boyfriend right now :rolleyes2: This stuff is ingrained into us almost from birth. So sad. I have to say the older I get the less I give a ****, though. I just want to feel ok physically, like able to run or dance, etc. The rest is just ... "packaging", as Michael said. (But I know that's easier to say when you're married and not feeling as much at the mercy of others' judgement ~sigh~.)Hahaha! No I thought of that too. Lol. But seriously, I totally didn't title that in a narcissistic way. I did that as a way of improving my self esteem. That's why I take self portraits, really, I guess. At first it was because I had no one to practice on and I am only interested in taking photos of women. But then, aside from self expression, it was like a way of helping me to feel good about myself. Like in real life, I totally have self image issues. (hate my skin, hate being so skinny, blah blah blah) so I take my photos and use photoshop to make me feel better. LOL. Man...that just seems pathetic now that I actually say it like that. :mello: Anyway, I got eccentric too! I was actually glad to see that one there. :lol: Oh and I messaged a girl on YouTube about making an MJ vid to that song but she didn't reply. Booo. I may ask someone else. I sooo want to see it done!
Worrrd. I do know that since having a kid...I'm not nearly as bad as I used to be. But I'm learning. It's a process...developing a high sense of self esteem that isn't wavered by outside influences. The body really can be a distraction... I try to remember that. That when I'm obsessing about how I look or putting so judgment on myself because of it... that how I look is not who I am!LOL, don't worry, that's how I took it. We women are so critical of ourselves, constantly trying either consciously or subconsciously to look like impossible magazine covers. I get where you were coming from with that. I remember one time I was walking along a trail with hubby and I was explaining to him how the young chick with the great body that passed us probably thinks her thighs are too fat and wishes her boobs were bigger and that that's why she doesn't have a boyfriend right now :rolleyes2: This stuff is ingrained into us almost from birth. So sad. I have to say the older I get the less I give a ****, though. I just want to feel ok physically, like able to run or dance, etc. The rest is just ... "packaging", as Michael said. (But I know that's easier to say when you're married and not feeling as much at the mercy of others' judgement ~sigh~.)
Well, my opinion is based off of what I have read by many psychics/mediums who have gotten their information straight from spirits. And as far as I know, just like most everything, it's different for everyone. I've heard that often times souls will jump in and out of the body throughout pregnancy... but won't officially stay in for good until they are going through the birth canal or taking their first breath. I read an interesting story about this recently actually. Well it was about children remembering their past lives or who they were before they came here anyway. This one little girl, she was maybe 4 or 5 years old...was telling someone that she had hated being in her Mom's belly because the blood hurt her. An odd thing for a child to say and there's no way she could have known this but her Mother had some kind of blood disease...or shoot...maybe it was that she did drugs while pregnant? Ack I can't remember exactly... but it was interesting. So that story shows that the soul did in fact spend some time in the womb. But like I said they can jump in and out, and as I've also read, in cases like abortion and miscarriage, the soul is not present in the body for that. Still, the physical body experiences trauma. Even if a soul is not present, the body itself is it's own system that can feel and experience pain.
Yeah I think it's a lot like how we are now. Like now, we often astral travel at night (whether we remember or not). And astral traveling is our soul leaving our body, but, our body doesn't die because we have this sort of "soul cord" that stays attached from our soul to the body. So I read that it was the same for souls in the womb. They come and go but the cord is there. I think the spirit cord is made at conception.thanks for the insight! That's a fascinating idea, that the soul pops in and out... that makes a lot of sense, actually.
111, 1111,11 etc are master numbers indeed. I see this number in my life very often and usually it matches with some events.
2222,22,222 are every important numbers too. But I think that meaning is not like 1111 menaing.
This is what I found about 222, 2222,22:
The highest sequence of manifestation/creation without the frustration. All words thought deeds and intentions will take seed with or without rain to help them grow. Moving out of the neighborhood of polarity. Time moves forward with or without you. Do not create by default, have a say so in your life.
I am lonely star but without hidden superiority. This part they got wrong about me :lol:
Yeah that actually makes sense! Could be very well the case. Sometimes I try to found out how the dream may not be meant literally, but it's so confusing to find out 'hidden meanings' or something. I think I'm gonna buy a book about dreaming and see if I can try to combine that with my own thoughts, might be interesting since my dreams are always so expressive/vivid.WHOA :bugeyed Gurl, that is WEIRD. I believe you that you didn't dream it. But what the heck? It's one thing for it to turn itself on due to some malfunction, but where was it "going" that it had a destination to reach???? Certifiably strange! It reminds me of Denis Leary's comedy sketch about his kid's Darth Vader bank going off in the middle of the night at random moments and scaring the crap out of him: "Use the Force, Luke! *heavy breathing*" lolol (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPOP5sQ0vcI at 4:40) But seriously... what more can I say? WEIRD. And that dream... weird too. Have you had dreams about being a guy before? I have quite a few times. Then one time (during a lot of personal stress and changes) I dreamed I was chasing a double of myself through a forest and then I killed her/me! I beat her to death! I was like... WTF? Psychological interpretation of yours I guess would say something about integrating male and female aspects of yourself... like they're at odds with each other... the nurturing/caring part and the part that wants to achieve for itself in the big world. Does that make sense?
Aaw too bad it was all expensive! But hey, you got a new experience & a good book.Hey guys.
There wasn't a whole lot at the fair. Some stalls and a good few fortune tellers, palm readers, aura... readers? I couldn't afford to get a reading.
I bought a dream dictionary. The one I already had didn't really cover much. I also got a couple of crystal holders (not sure what they're called. They're to make necklaces with) some incense (one of them is coffee, it smells sooo good!) and tarot cards. I'm utterly confused right now trying to figure this whole thing out. There was a book to go with them but I was running low on money. I wish I had gotten it now though.
Thanks for that info! I got the 11 in my matrix...whoa. :bugeyed It SO makes sense when I read that.Just wanted to add some more info about numbers I came across in case if somebody wants to read without looking for this on the net.
Yeah I think it's a lot like how we are now. Like now, we often astral travel at night (whether we remember or not). And astral traveling is our soul leaving our body, but, our body doesn't die because we have this sort of "soul cord" that stays attached from our soul to the body. So I read that it was the same for souls in the womb. They come and go but the cord is there. I think the spirit cord is made at conception.
Wow interesting. Cool that you got to hear all kinds of stories from Rebbie too... even if you don't remember them.Mrs. Music said:there were all kinds of stones around it with words imprinted, to explain his whole life and what happened. There were a few other people walking around there too, just sitting and quietly remembering Michael. I think it was way many years into the future.
Very weird dream indeed! Wonder what it means, if anything...:scratch:darlingdear said:I heard him mumble something then all of a sudden he sat up and it was me! Like my face, with tears (I could see the wet eyelashes) but then it was Michael again (weird huh) he had tears in his eyes and said "I keep having a recurring nightmare (or dream)?" Then he said "Diana Ross" then bam, I was downstairs and I said to my dad, "Dad, I think Michael really needs our help, I think his vitiligo (? no idea why this specifically) and everything is really bringing him down, maybe we could give him some therapy?"
Thanks for sharing! I've heard of this book before...I will put it on my list!Neeve said:Oh I'm reading this amazing book, Journey Of Souls. http://www.amazon.com/Journey-Souls-...9278136&sr=8-1 It's by a counsellor/hypnotherapist, Michael Newton, who gets people to regress into past lives but then focuses on what happens to the soul between lives... it's so so wonderful, I highly recommend it.
Oh how cool! Wish you could remember too but maybe it's something we all got on a soul level.mjbunny said:I was dreaming over and over that we were receiving a message. It was a message being sent to folks in this thread and others who have MJ websites, etc. Gee, I just wish I could remember it!
Innnteresting. You know, I'm really starting to think that is the case. I mean, going way back to the beginning when that was my first gut feeling on it, and then seeing how some people have felt they got that message straight from him before, and then looking at his palm...and now your dream... yeah. Obviously none of that is very concrete evidence - but all any of us can go really on at this point is our own personal feelings on the subject.mjbunny said:And as I woke up the last time from this dream I heard someone say something that I then repeated, "Things for Michael haven't been the same since the accident."
Wow...this...is just...wow. :angel:mjbunny said:Then came a part where he kind of talked or sang under the music in a way and I could see the lyrics and they said, "My love is so big it cannot be contained in one body. My love is so strong it can cross space and time. It's so powerful it can reach you." --- words to that effect.
I had a dream that I vaguly remember.
Me and Mike were in a boat and there were sharks around us :mello:
Either it means something dark is going on in the MJ world or [/b]I'm watching too much Titanic.