Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[amygrace]

Hey lovelies, I had a dream with Michael in it early this morning! Yay!! It was kind of an odd dream...but I'm happy to have at least had Michael in it. Since my Dad is a recording artist, he was doing something with Michael...and they all had to take a plane trip somewhere. I was going along with some other guys that worked for Michael, and some more of my family. I was in my old best friends house (?) waiting for everyone to arrive...and when Michael showed up I was like :wub::wub: He looked a bit like the Invincible era Michael...which was kinda odd 'cause I don't favor how he looked in that era too much...lol...but in the dream I thought he was just as gorgeous as ever. While everyone was talking getting ready to board the plane, he looked at me and asked if I had done any dancing or singing lately. Hehe. Anyway, suddenly we're all on the plane but were at like a huge dinner table eating. Michael was across from me, to the left a few people over. I really wanted to talk to him but I didn't get the chance until someone had asked me about my daughter. They said "how old is she?" I said 4 and then Michael looked at me and smiled and said something to the effect of "you have a really good life"...and I said "yeah I'm very blessed to have the life I have"... and that was that. Then the dream went onto other weirdly boring stuff. All in all, not much of a dream...but just to see Michael made it wonderful.

Cool, can't wait to see it. I was looking through your regular amygrace website and your graphics are like :wild:, so can't wait to see what you've made. (LOL, sorry, not to put up an expectation of spectacular graphics for the one. Maybe it's mostly text. Don't know what all you're doing )

Hehe...well at the risk out sounding cocky, I do believe this site is totally going to ROCK. It is going to be full of a lot of information, but it's all displayed in a pretty slick way I think. I hope I can get the site finished next month! I have 4 official pages left to do...but one of those pages is on the allegations so there will be multiple pages embedded within it. That is going to be the heftiest part of the site I think.

I'd love to hear Amygrace's songs but my sound system on my PC doesn't work! Damn it!

Aw that stinks. Well it's not a huge loss now anyway since it was such a rough recording. Hopefully you'll be able to listen when I get a better version up.

Also, when you guys meditate what do you actually think of? Do you focus on your breathing or something? Or do you actually let your mind wander free?

I'm with darlingdear on this. I just clear my head...then see what thoughts come up. If they are thoughts about my worries or stresses or fantasies I clear them just as quickly as I recognize them, take a deep breath, and see what else comes up.

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Thanks for the tips guys and Amygrace, your dream is adorable!

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Amygrace- What a sweet dream!! :angel:

 

[souldreamer7]

Hehe...well at the risk out sounding cocky, I do believe this site is totally going to ROCK. It is going to be full of a lot of information, but it's all displayed in a pretty slick way I think. I hope I can get the site finished next month! I have 4 official pages left to do...but one of those pages is on the allegations so there will be multiple pages embedded within it. That is going to be the heftiest part of the site I think.

unk:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hi guys. I was watching Hope For Haiti last night. The whole time I kept thinking how Michael would so be here doing that, if he was alive. So it was kind of hard to watch. I'm sure he's right there in Haiti though helping out in any way he can.

Amy, wow that is a really wonderful dream. I'm looking forward to your website too.

When I meditate I try not to think of anything either. Doesn't always work because my mind tends to wander too. These past few times I've meditated I've been seeing Michael's kids, and it wasn't always pleasant. Like the one time it seemed like the media was attacking them. I've still been praying for them every night.

 

[cyberjackson]

Amygrace - What a sweet dream! Can't wait to see your new website! I'm sure people will love it! You are always so motivated to do things.. it's really good!

I had a very scary, bad, evil nightmare last night. I woke up screaming and crying. Too horrid to mention. It didn't involve Michael. I was hysterical, and couldn't close my eyes for a long while. I hope for a better night of sleeping and nice dreams.

Does anyone find it too hard to pray or meditate when they are angry or upset? My marriage is at a rough point... and it's been really hard to relax, sleep or concentrate. Even at work I am upset... I feel like shit and I feel sick to my stomach. Something is keeping me from being happy and full of life, like I used to be. What the hell is happening?:boohoo: So upset..

It's nice to see what everyone is up too. This is a nice escape. Sweet dreams to you all.

 

[darlingdear]

Hey lovelies, I had a dream with Michael in it early this morning! Yay!! It was kind of an odd dream...but I'm happy to have at least had Michael in it. Since my Dad is a recording artist, he was doing something with Michael...and they all had to take a plane trip somewhere. I was going along with some other guys that worked for Michael, and some more of my family. I was in my old best friends house (?) waiting for everyone to arrive...and when Michael showed up I was like :wub::wub: He looked a bit like the Invincible era Michael...which was kinda odd 'cause I don't favor how he looked in that era too much...lol...but in the dream I thought he was just as gorgeous as ever. While everyone was talking getting ready to board the plane, he looked at me and asked if I had done any dancing or singing lately. Hehe. Anyway, suddenly we're all on the plane but were at like a huge dinner table eating. Michael was across from me, to the left a few people over. I really wanted to talk to him but I didn't get the chance until someone had asked me about my daughter. They said "how old is she?" I said 4 and then Michael looked at me and smiled and said something to the effect of "you have a really good life"...and I said "yeah I'm very blessed to have the life I have"... and that was that. Then the dream went onto other weirdly boring stuff. All in all, not much of a dream...but just to see Michael made it wonderful.

Aw, that is such a sweet dream, amy! Thank for sharing it with us :wub:

Hi guys. I was watching Hope For Haiti last night. The whole time I kept thinking how Michael would so be here doing that, if he was alive. So it was kind of hard to watch. I'm sure he's right there in Haiti though helping out in any way he can.

Yeah I watched that too last night. It made me tear up.
I'm sure MJ is doing his best to help everyone in Haiti :angel:

Amygrace - What a sweet dream! Can't wait to see your new website! I'm sure people will love it! You are always so motivated to do things.. it's really good!

I had a very scary, bad, evil nightmare last night. I woke up screaming and crying. Too horrid to mention. It didn't involve Michael. I was hysterical, and couldn't close my eyes for a long while. I hope for a better night of sleeping and nice dreams.

Does anyone find it too hard to pray or meditate when they are angry or upset? My marriage is at a rough point... and it's been really hard to relax, sleep or concentrate. Even at work I am upset... I feel like shit and I feel sick to my stomach. Something is keeping me from being happy and full of life, like I used to be. What the hell is happening?:boohoo: So upset..

It's nice to see what everyone is up too. This is a nice escape. Sweet dreams to you all.

Aw, cyberjackson! Sorry to hear about the nightmare!! Sounds really, really horrible.
:hug:
Oh yeah I find it hard to meditate when I'm angry and upset lol.
I'm sorry to hear about your problems, girl.
But, as you know, we're all very much here for you. And we really mean it.
:hug:

I don't want to go to sleep yet lol, last night was the worst night sleep ever. I just couldn't sleep for ages. It was horrible. And no decent dream either! Hopefully tonight will be better.

:heart: to you all.

 

[mjbunny]

Also, when you guys meditate what do you actually think of? Do you focus on your breathing or something? Or do you actually let your mind wander free?

I do both. I start out for a few minutes of blanking my mind and just focusing on being (you could do breathing... same type of thing). Anyway, after that, when I feel centered and relaxed, that's when I let whatever comes to me come. If I start getting really dreamy (like crazy weird random dream stuff popping up that makes me forget I'm supposed to be meditating right now), then I know I've lost focus and am apparently too tired. Like lately. Haven't gotten any good meditation sessions because of weird disrupted sleep patterns.

Hey lovelies, I had a dream with Michael in it early this morning! Yay!! It was kind of an odd dream...but I'm happy to have at least had Michael in it. Since my Dad is a recording artist, he was doing something with Michael...and they all had to take a plane trip somewhere. I was going along with some other guys that worked for Michael, and some more of my family. I was in my old best friends house (?) waiting for everyone to arrive...and when Michael showed up I was like :wub::wub: He looked a bit like the Invincible era Michael...which was kinda odd 'cause I don't favor how he looked in that era too much...lol...but in the dream I thought he was just as gorgeous as ever. While everyone was talking getting ready to board the plane, he looked at me and asked if I had done any dancing or singing lately. Hehe. Anyway, suddenly we're all on the plane but were at like a huge dinner table eating. Michael was across from me, to the left a few people over. I really wanted to talk to him but I didn't get the chance until someone had asked me about my daughter. They said "how old is she?" I said 4 and then Michael looked at me and smiled and said something to the effect of "you have a really good life"...and I said "yeah I'm very blessed to have the life I have"... and that was that. Then the dream went onto other weirdly boring stuff. All in all, not much of a dream...but just to see Michael made it wonderful.

Nice :wub: Better than mine for sure. No MJ dreams, but I dreamt I was in some retirement home place and some crazy old guy started shooting at people, so hubby and I ran into Larry King's 'house'. He wasn't home and we slept underneath the bed overnight, hiding from the guy with the gun. When we got up we hung at Larry's place and made breakfast. He was really pissed (as in angry, to clarify UK vs US slang, lol) when he got home and found strangers were 'squatting'. What the heck was that? :lol:

Website sounds way cool, btw

Does anyone find it too hard to pray or meditate when they are angry or upset? My marriage is at a rough point... and it's been really hard to relax, sleep or concentrate. Even at work I am upset... I feel like shit and I feel sick to my stomach. Something is keeping me from being happy and full of life, like I used to be. What the hell is happening?:boohoo: So upset..

Oh, :hug: sorry to hear about the bad dreams and other probs. To answer your question, yes it's difficult to meditate or pray when I'm upset. But at the same time I've found it's one of the best times to try. It takes longer and I don't go as "deep", but it can calm me down and actually make me feel a bit happy for a while. However, I admit that I never have much desire to do it when I'm all stressed and angry. I guess you just have to try. It's supposed to help and I think it does

 

[darlingdear]

He was really pissed (as in angry, to clarify UK vs US slang, lol)..

lol, sorry but this made me :lol:. I prefer the way the US usage as opposed to the UK one.
Oh, I needed that lol.

 

[mjbunny]

lol, sorry but this made me :lol:. I prefer the way the US usage as opposed to the UK one.
Oh, I needed that lol.

LOL. You know I'm American and I live in Germany, but we have UK freesat television, so I'm always watching BBC, ITV, etc. So over the past couple of years I've organically learned all this UK slang and sometimes I find that we could use the same word and mean something totally different, lol. (And also learned that even after two years I still can't freakin' understand certain accents, hehe. It's like here in Germany... this little country the size of Montana and they have all these different dialects. My husband would struggle to understand people in just 60 miles from here. Huh? People on this side of the pond are crazy Imagine driving from Seattle to Portland and suddenly they're speaking some weird dialect you can only make out 70% of. W-e-i-r-d.)

LOL... I just thought of an example. If you say the word "fanny" to an American, they think you're talking about someone's butt because that's what it means in England. Uhhhh.... not exactly :lol: (Or maybe it did mean that originally? Don't know...)

 

[darlingdear]

LOL. You know I'm American and I live in Germany, but we have UK freesat television, so I'm always watching BBC, ITV, etc. So over the past couple of years I've organically learned all this UK slang and sometimes I find that we could use the same word and mean something totally different, lol. (And also learned that even after two years I still can't freakin' understand certain accents, hehe. It's like here in Germany... this little country the size of Montana and they have all these different dialects. My husband would struggle to understand people in just 60 miles from here. Huh? People on this side of the pond are crazy Imagine driving from Seattle to Portland and suddenly they're speaking some weird dialect you can only make out 70% of. W-e-i-r-d.)

LOL!
Yeah, the dialects on progs on like BBC, like Eastenders which is obviously set in the East End...and then ITV, where some progs are way up north, is hard to understand sometimes. But yeah it's good for picking up our slang lol. Espesh eastenders. My parents used to not allow me to watch that incase I developed a cockney accent lol.
Oh yeah, my uncle is American, and he can say some words which change the meaning of a sentence.
My fave thing he does is he always says ETA. Like what's their ETA. Whereas I would say what time are they getting here. Maybe I'll adopt ETA

Lol, I'm on here idling time away, I know another sleepless night is on the cards :sigh:

 

[darlingdear]

LOL... I just thought of an example. If you say the word "fanny" to an American, they think you're talking about someone's butt because that's what it means in England. Uhhhh.... not exactly :lol: (Or maybe it did mean that originally? Don't know...)

omg! I was about to put that one down, but decided against it LOL. Ermm, yeah that word means something different to butt over here. I had to explain this to some people the other night lol. It was :blush: times.

 

[Neeve]

Hi guys. I was watching Hope For Haiti last night. The whole time I kept thinking how Michael would so be here doing that, if he was alive. So it was kind of hard to watch. I'm sure he's right there in Haiti though helping out in any way he can.

I haven't read the rest of the thread but I had to reply, becasue I felt the exact same. Every performance I saw, I cried, because I saw the pain people in Haiti are going through, but also because it comforted me that there are kind, selfless people who are helping to make this world a better place, but also for Michael, who, as you said, would have been the first to say "we have to help". You're right, I'm sure he's there.
xxx

 

[amygrace]

I had a very scary, bad, evil nightmare last night. I woke up screaming and crying. Too horrid to mention. It didn't involve Michael. I was hysterical, and couldn't close my eyes for a long while. I hope for a better night of sleeping and nice dreams.

I also had a nightmare last night...I think it was before my dream with Michael. It was a tornado one...I was fearing for my life. I've always been super scared of tornadoes. Anyway, sorry you had an awful nightmare too...hope the next time you sleep you have loving and peaceful dreams :huggy:

Does anyone find it too hard to pray or meditate when they are angry or upset? My marriage is at a rough point... and it's been really hard to relax, sleep or concentrate. Even at work I am upset... I feel like shit and I feel sick to my stomach. Something is keeping me from being happy and full of life, like I used to be. What the hell is happening?:boohoo: So upset..

Aw I'm really sorry to hear about this too girl. I do know the feeling... of not feeling quite yourself, wondering what happened to the ole happy go lucky version of you, and being so stressed that you get stomach aches all the time. I've really been there. I know I can't say anything to make it better but I'll be sending good vibes your way. I hope your relationship gets sorted out and you get to feeling better soon. :better:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Hi ! Yesterday was a bad day.. I felt so down and upset. I was thinking about the people in Haiti and Michael the whole day I watched a rerun of "Hope for Haiti" and couldn't stop thinking about how Michael would LOVE to help those people , you know.. I can't imagine how much pain and hurt these children who have lost their parents are going through.. And it was kinda sad to see all these singers singing for benefit , because I couldn't stop to think how much charity he would have done for Haiti.. I had this very sweet dream last night ... In my dream we had adopted this little boy from Haiti, and it seemed like Michael was my father.. All three of us were sleeping in the same bed like a family (Sleeping in a dream :lol .. I can't recall if he said something to me ... It was so sweet to see him do father stuff .. The little boy couldn't get his pants on and he was so cute .. Michael and I just laughed a little at him and then Michael helped the little boy to pull his pants up so he could get it on , funny moment :lol:

 

[darlingdear]

Hi ! Yesterday was a bad day.. I felt so down and upset. I was thinking about the people in Haiti and Michael the whole day I watched a rerun of "Hope for Haiti" and couldn't stop thinking about how Michael would LOVE to help those people , you know.. I can't imagine how much pain and hurt these children who have lost their parents are going through.. And it was kinda sad to see all these singers singing for benefit , because I couldn't stop to think how much charity he would have done for Haiti.. I had this very sweet dream last night ... In my dream we had adopted this little boy from Haiti, and it seemed like Michael was my father.. All three of us were sleeping in the same bed like a family (Sleeping in a dream :lol .. I can't recall if he said something to me ... It was so sweet to see him do father stuff .. The little boy couldn't get his pants on and he was so cute .. Michael and I just laughed a little at him and then Michael helped the little boy to pull his pants up so he could get it on , funny moment :lol:

Oh sorry to hear that tink! :hug: Are you okay today?

I know what you mean about the Haiti thing. I watched it too. It really tore me up. It's such a horrible thing. Like I can't imagine the pain that they are in! All those little kiddies who never got to live their lives and all the ones who are orphaned now.
It was nice to see the celebs doing their bit though. And I'm sure if MJ was still with us, he would do so so much. I'm sure he is doing so so much though :angel:

About your dream, I had a dream a few days ago I adopted a little boy from Haiti. No Michael though lol. But I had this little boy, and I remember when he cried I started to sing heal the world to him. Cute that MJ was in your dream though Thanks for sharing.

I had a horrible night sleep again last night. I was angry/upset before I went to sleep, so I started to cry lol. So I put on MJ and fell asleep.
Feelin' better today though.

Love to you all :heart:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Oh sorry to hear that tink! :hug: Are you okay today?

I know what you mean about the Haiti thing. I watched it too. It really tore me up. It's such a horrible thing. Like I can't imagine the pain that they are in! All those little kiddies who never got to live their lives and all the ones who are orphaned now.
It was nice to see the celebs doing their bit though. And I'm sure if MJ was still with us, he would do so so much. I'm sure he is doing so so much though :angel:

About your dream, I had a dream a few days ago I adopted a little boy from Haiti. No Michael though lol. But I had this little boy, and I remember when he cried I started to sing heal the world to him. Cute that MJ was in your dream though Thanks for sharing.

I had a horrible night sleep again last night. I was angry/upset before I went to sleep, so I started to cry lol. So I put on MJ and fell asleep.
Feelin' better today though.

Love to you all :heart:

I´m feeling better, Thank you :hug: I´m sure he´s doing much too.. :angel:

You adopted a little boy from Haiti in your dream too? Wow!!
Aww, You sang "Heal the world" to the little boy.. That´s cute !

Michael looked like this in my dream;



Oh, those nights.. I don´t like having one of those.. It´s good to know that you feel better today :flowers: :hug:
I fell asleep to "Heal the world (Spoken version)" last night... It´s very calming and inspiring

 

[darlingdear]

I´m feeling better, Thank you :hug: I´m sure he´s doing much too.. :angel:

You adopted a little boy from Haiti in your dream too? Wow!!
Aww, You sang "Heal the world" to the little boy.. That´s cute !

Michael looked like this in my dream;



Oh, those nights.. I don´t like having one of those.. It´s good to know that you feel better today :flowers: :hug:
I fell asleep to "Heal the world (Spoken version)" last night... It´s very calming and inspiring

Good to know you are better today too
Yeah, the tiny little boy was soooo cute!
Aw Michael looks so :wub: in that pic.
I love hearing MJ speak, he has the best voice in the world :heart:
I listened to Human Nature last night and that helped me get to sleep lol.

 

[Louise.]

I had a Michael dream earlier. In the beginning of my dream, I saw myself asleep, like I was watching over myself. :huh: :lol: Then, I was in this huge grassy area with trees and hills, and it was really sunny and peaceful. From a distance, I could see Michael sitting under a tree, and he looked so happy. It was a pretty short dream, but it was lovely. :heart:

Hugs to everyone. :hug:

 

[darlingdear]

I had a Michael dream earlier. In the beginning of my dream, I saw myself asleep, like I was watching over myself. :huh: :lol: Then, I was in this huge grassy area with trees and hills, and it was really sunny and peaceful. From a distance, I could see Michael sitting under a tree, and he looked so happy. It was a pretty short dream, but it was lovely. :heart:

Hugs to everyone. :hug:

Oh wow, Louise. That sounds really cool!
I think some of the peeps in this thread have said they have seen MJ sitting under a tree? Or maybe the grassy area is the meadow that the girls sometimes see during meditations or dreams? Either way, that's totally awesome. Thanks for sharing.

 

[Tinkerbell2]

I had a Michael dream earlier. In the beginning of my dream, I saw myself asleep, like I was watching over myself. :huh: :lol: Then, I was in this huge grassy area with trees and hills, and it was really sunny and peaceful. From a distance, I could see Michael sitting under a tree, and he looked so happy. It was a pretty short dream, but it was lovely. :heart:

Hugs to everyone. :hug:

Oh, wow!! That sounds so beautiful! Just to see Michael happy makes me happy :angel: Hugs to you too :hug: Thank you for sharing :flowers:

 

[mjbunny]

darlingdear & Tink - amazing that you both had dreams about adopting a child from Haiti and that MJ had something to do with it (MJ in one, singing HTW in another :angel :hug:Know what you both mean about Haiti. :no: I've had the thought that perhaps celebrities are feeling especially generous after there was so much emphasis the last 7 months on Michael's humanitarianism? It was talked about a lot by family, friends and us. Hopefully that's inspired people on some level, even if they don't relate it directly back to Michael consciously. That's a way he could be having an impact as well.
. . . . . . . . . . . . .

I also had a weird night in some ways. I'm stuck on this whacked-out sleep schedule where I can't go to sleep until mid-morning and then sleep all day. Agh. Gotta get out of this! Early in the morning I was able to see the VH1 special 'Making of This Is It' and just totally cried. Ohhhh, Michael And one part gave me a real whoa.... I think this thread is the only place I'd talk about it, seriously lol... They showed more of what was planned for Earth Song and suddenly I was looking at the stage with this giant Earth rising just above it (just the top part of the planet with this blue glow around it) and I was like :bugeyed ... that's just like the header pic for Major Love Prayer! And it was all about bringing love back into the world and there's that image. And Michael would have been in front of it and the fans with their hands up. And they implied that this was seen the last night, the last thing before Michael went home for the last time (?) OMG

All summer I kept saying, "Michael, I want to do something. I have to. Like it's part of the plan. But what?" And one time I actually got a message in my mind not to worry about it yet, "That's later... November". And I thought yeah right, like I'm suddenly going to have some epiphany and magically know what to do by November. But October 25th I found out about the prayer on mj.com and from that point it kept bothering me... it needs a website. It needs to spread. It's needs a central place where everyone could go for the same info, to be on the same page (pardon the pun, lol). I had dreams of the song APoM ("we're sending out a major love!"), I went over and over the possible issues that could arise, the time commitment, on and on. But it kept nagging me. One day in November I kept having the phrase "Do something!" repeating over and over until the next day I realized it's a line from Dancing the Dream. It felt like a message. I listened to APoM again and then asked for a sign. As it ended I said, "Please, is this what I'm supposed to do?" My mp3 player, with so many GB of music from all genres, played the next random selection and it was: "This Is It"! No way! Ok! Got it! :cheeky:

I even knew what the page should look like to a degree. I knew that at the top there had to be part of Earth with a blue glow around it (the rest of earth had to be 'below' the something...below the text portion, unseen, like something was in front of the rest of it...?), something about people of all races holding hands and also hearts in some way, and Michael. It was an image in my mind that I can't say was entirely mine. Or was it? Did we see that before November? Was there a pic of it? Was it inspired by that 1/2 second clip of the image in the original TII trailer? I don't know. But it was just ingrained in there, like something constantly rising to the surface. Like the pic of MJ with gold eyes, looking over... again, the horizon of the Earth. I keep making that image. And anytime I see anything like it it's as if everything inside me goes "oooooo! that's it! that's it!" So I don't know the answer, but I hope he'd like it... ... oh Michael... I love you soooo much.

And I love you guys as well :group:

 

[darlingdear]

^ that's pretty awesome mjbunny!
The fact that you know, you wanting to do something and getting that message in your mind about Nov, and then doing it! Pretty amazing actually. And how you knew what it should look like etc.
I'm sure Michael is very proud of the effort you put in to spread the message of L.O.V.E & MLP to everyone

:hug:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

I also had a weird night in some ways. I'm stuck on this whacked-out sleep schedule where I can't go to sleep until mid-morning and then sleep all day. Agh. Gotta get out of this! Early in the morning I was able to see the VH1 special 'Making of This Is It' and just totally cried. Ohhhh, Michael And one part gave me a real whoa.... I think this thread is the only place I'd talk about it, seriously lol... They showed more of what was planned for Earth Song and suddenly I was looking at the stage with this giant Earth rising just above it (just the top part of the planet with this blue glow around it) and I was like :bugeyed ... that's just like the header pic for Major Love Prayer! And it was all about bringing love back into the world and there's that image. And Michael would have been in front of it and the fans with their hands up. And they implied that this was seen the last night, the last thing before Michael went home for the last time (?) OMG

All summer I kept saying, "Michael, I want to do something. I have to. Like it's part of the plan. But what?" And one time I actually got a message in my mind not to worry about it yet, "That's later... November". And I thought yeah right, like I'm suddenly going to have some epiphany and magically know what to do by November. But October 25th I found out about the prayer on mj.com and from that point it kept bothering me... it needs a website. It needs to spread. It's needs a central place where everyone could go for the same info, to be on the same page (pardon the pun, lol). I had dreams of the song APoM ("we're sending out a major love!"), I went over and over the possible issues that could arise, the time commitment, on and on. But it kept nagging me. One day in November I kept having the phrase "Do something!" repeating over and over until the next day I realized it's a line from Dancing the Dream. It felt like a message. I listened to APoM again and then asked for a sign. As it ended I said, "Please, is this what I'm supposed to do?" My mp3 player, with so many GB of music from all genres, played the next random selection and it was: "This Is It"! No way! Ok! Got it! :cheeky:

I even knew what the page should look like to a degree. I knew that at the top there had to be part of Earth with a blue glow around it (the rest of earth had to be 'below' the something...below the text portion, unseen, like something was in front of the rest of it...?), something about people of all races holding hands and also hearts in some way, and Michael. It was an image in my mind that I can't say was entirely mine. Or was it? Did we see that before November? Was there a pic of it? Was it inspired by that 1/2 second clip of the image in the original TII trailer? I don't know. But it was just ingrained in there, like something constantly rising to the surface. Like the pic of MJ with gold eyes, looking over... again, the horizon of the Earth. I keep making that image. And anytime I see anything like it it's as if everything inside me goes "oooooo! that's it! that's it!" So I don't know the answer, but I hope he'd like it... ... oh Michael... I love you soooo much.

And I love you guys as well :group:

Oh WOW!!!! Amazing!! Thank you , mjbunny :angel: And those pics! WOW!!! I´m pretty sure he´s proud of you and each and every fan here all over the world. .. L.O.V.E :heart: Thank you for bringing out Michael´s passion :hug:

Oh, I want to watch the VH1 special so badly, but i don´t know where to watch it...

 

[mjbunny]

Oh WOW!!!! Amazing!! Thank you , mjbunny :angel: And those pics! WOW!!! I´m pretty sure he´s proud of you and each and every fan here all over the world. .. L.O.V.E :heart: Thank you for bringing out Michael´s passion

Oh, I want to watch the VH1 special so badly, but i don´t know where to watch it...

Thanks, you two (Tink & darlingdear) :hug:I always feel like I handle the site, but it's MJ's. It feels odd having 'credit', although I know I've done work. I feel like it came through fan2202 on mj.com and myself, like a "you wanted to do something, ok....here's your project." Sometimes I almost feel this odd sense of... I don't know... almost embarassment? I guess I feel like this... you're in love with someone and write a bunch of secret love poems about them, gushing on and on about how beautiful and amazing and wonderful and angelic they are ... and then you end up face to face with them for real, knowing they've just read every word you wrote, lolol. And I've never been one to rail on about 'corny/cheesy' things like the Army of Love and I get real shy about expressing emotions publicly and I'm always thinking, "Michael, should I do it like this? That's not too weird what I wrote about you, is it?" :lol: And I want to keep ego separated from it (which isn't too hard when it comes to MJ and other fans, interestingly) because I don't want everyone to do the prayer because it's "my" website, but because I really believe in this, that this can make a difference and I feel like it was something... channeled. Not just through me. I wasn't even the one who came up with the idea!!! It was someone else... and then all the fans that latched onto the idea and joined in before I even knew about it. I guess it found it's way to me because I wanted to help and in the end I was meant to make the site. It fits so perfectly with some things in my life, so it makes sense to me. I always pray that if this really helps people, if it really makes a difference, please protect it and grow it. :angel:

And it feels sad and weird to think that he dies and then we do all this stuff (I mean, there are soooo many projects, charities, fan projects... like amygrace is making a special site as well). Did he really have to die? Was that the best way the universe/God had of changing the world?! It's not impossible to conceive of the idea that things like MLP, Amygrace's site and so many others could have still come into existence with Michael still here, with us! We could have gone to the O2 and become inspired at a deeper level, Michael asking us to bring love back into the world. We could have come home and did these same things! .... Couldn't we have? :mello:

(Sorry. I'm in a weird mood this week. Just rambling.)

P.S. Is it bad if you can't stop staring and nearly drooling over your own signature? LOLOL... omg, that gif of MJ at the piano recital in Warsaw... :wub:

 

[Bee]

....
And it feels sad and weird to think that he dies and then we do all this stuff (I mean, there are soooo many projects, charities, fan projects... like amygrace is making a special site as well). Did he really have to die? Was that the best way the universe/God had of changing the world?! It's not impossible to conceive of the idea that things like MLP, Amygrace's site and so many others could have still come into existence with Michael still here, with us! We could have gone to the O2 and become inspired at a deeper level, Michael asking us to bring love back into the world. We could have come home and did these same things! .... Couldn't we have? :mello:

Oh my...this tore me down. Just got back home from London and been feeling numb all 4 days....I just walked into the O2/Thriller Live/the MJ spots like...:mello:...and was so confused and stuff. There was Michael everywhere, in the shops, music playing, people with merchandise and stuff. It only hits me by now, sitting home and realizing I've just friggin' been in LONDON. It's really hard to believe that he was actually there and how we are at the time we are in now...how could that have passed so fast?! Such a surreal experience, bluuuhhh.

Had a great time though....really enjoyed it, I loooove London! Really glad I've gone there and alsoooo, FunkeyJay and me met! Wheee! It was so awesome, that girl is really funny...didn't expect that! :lol: We went to the Lanesborough and Dorchester hotels today and saw each other at the Fanday yesterday and ate something in the O2 last night.
Will post some links to pics for those who like to see!

Oh and lookin' forward to the MLP tomorrow! :heart: Hope everyone is doing well here?!

 

[Flor]

I had a Michael dream earlier. In the beginning of my dream, I saw myself asleep, like I was watching over myself. :huh: :lol: Then, I was in this huge grassy area with trees and hills, and it was really sunny and peaceful. From a distance, I could see Michael sitting under a tree, and he looked so happy. It was a pretty short dream, but it was lovely. :heart:

Hugs to everyone. :hug:

That's a beautiful dream Louise Sounds such a peacefull place ... I definitely imagine Michael there :heart:

I also had a weird night in some ways. I'm stuck on this whacked-out sleep schedule where I can't go to sleep until mid-morning and then sleep all day. Agh. Gotta get out of this! Early in the morning I was able to see the VH1 special 'Making of This Is It' and just totally cried. Ohhhh, Michael And one part gave me a real whoa.... I think this thread is the only place I'd talk about it, seriously lol... They showed more of what was planned for Earth Song and suddenly I was looking at the stage with this giant Earth rising just above it (just the top part of the planet with this blue glow around it) and I was like :bugeyed ... that's just like the header pic for Major Love Prayer! And it was all about bringing love back into the world and there's that image. And Michael would have been in front of it and the fans with their hands up. And they implied that this was seen the last night, the last thing before Michael went home for the last time (?) OMG

All summer I kept saying, "Michael, I want to do something. I have to. Like it's part of the plan. But what?" And one time I actually got a message in my mind not to worry about it yet, "That's later... November". And I thought yeah right, like I'm suddenly going to have some epiphany and magically know what to do by November. But October 25th I found out about the prayer on mj.com and from that point it kept bothering me... it needs a website. It needs to spread. It's needs a central place where everyone could go for the same info, to be on the same page (pardon the pun, lol). I had dreams of the song APoM ("we're sending out a major love!"), I went over and over the possible issues that could arise, the time commitment, on and on. But it kept nagging me. One day in November I kept having the phrase "Do something!" repeating over and over until the next day I realized it's a line from Dancing the Dream. It felt like a message. I listened to APoM again and then asked for a sign. As it ended I said, "Please, is this what I'm supposed to do?" My mp3 player, with so many GB of music from all genres, played the next random selection and it was: "This Is It"! No way! Ok! Got it! :cheeky:

I even knew what the page should look like to a degree. I knew that at the top there had to be part of Earth with a blue glow around it (the rest of earth had to be 'below' the something...below the text portion, unseen, like something was in front of the rest of it...?), something about people of all races holding hands and also hearts in some way, and Michael. It was an image in my mind that I can't say was entirely mine. Or was it? Did we see that before November? Was there a pic of it? Was it inspired by that 1/2 second clip of the image in the original TII trailer? I don't know. But it was just ingrained in there, like something constantly rising to the surface. Like the pic of MJ with gold eyes, looking over... again, the horizon of the Earth. I keep making that image. And anytime I see anything like it it's as if everything inside me goes "oooooo! that's it! that's it!" So I don't know the answer, but I hope he'd like it... ... oh Michael... I love you soooo much.

And I love you guys as well :group:

Wow , That's cool mjbunny! Amazing how you get your answers right when you needed them ! k:

Hugs and love to all :flowers:

 

[darlingdear]

Gaar, I just had this real good post I was proud of, and bam, comp freaks out. Let's see if I can remember what I wrote...

Aw, mjbunny, don't worry I don't mind a bit o'ramblin'.
I think the MLP website is a fantastic achievement cos it helps gather and collect info on the MLP for fans all over the world, rather than rely on word of mouth (which don't get me wrong is a good way to spread things). If it made sense to do it, you should do it, it's only right. I'm sure the MLP will grow and grow. And we will all be here to watch it grow and grow can't wait for it tomorrow :heart:

Oh I know what you mean about MJ passing away
I think had the o2 shows gone ahead, we would of done exactly the same, I'm sure of it. I was so looking forward to it cos of it being my first ever concert. It would of been the best time of my life, no exaggeration. I would of felt so pumped up, inspired, positive, creative, buzzing.. I would of literally skipped out the o2. It would of been life changing. I know that sounds dramatic, but I'm serious. Just to feel that energy, all the energies, in the venue..every fibre of my being would of been "awakened". I know for sure that concert would of made me a changed girl, in a better way, made me feel that I can do anything, all is possible. It would of helped me expand and learn more, opened my heart, rather than be so insular.
But, cos the o2 concerts didn't happen, it was unfortunately June 25th cry that made me view MJ's songs at a much deeper level, rather than the concert. I guess I was too naive before. But I think that day, I really "matured" on a far deeper level (and again had the concerts gone ahead, I would of "matured" then.) I hope that doesn't make me seem like not a loving person, cos I didn't "listen" hard enough to the messages in MJ's songs before, but I like to think I was. I think hearing him sing those songs live, would of struck a chord somewhere inside of me and that would of been my turning point August 19th.., and June 25th would of been just another day, where I would eagerly count down the days til my time to see the beautiful man.
But really, those concerts I think would of inspired everybody, well certainly all MJ's fans on an immensely deeper level, to do everything possible to heal the world, make a change, and we could all do it with the great man leading us, learning even more from him over the years.

I hope that made sense, the first post was more coherant lol and was waaay better. I'm rushing now cos I gotta get up early for class tomorrow, boo

omg, your sig mjbunny. MJ looks b-e-a-utiful. Now I can't stop staring at it :lol:

 

[MissyJackson]

a few days ago i had a dream that michael came back he jumped out of his casket and put me in it then a few days later came back and said he had to have it back because it was time to go

:boohoo:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

darlingdear & Tink - amazing that you both had dreams about adopting a child from Haiti and that MJ had something to do with it (MJ in one, singing HTW in another :angel :hug:Know what you both mean about Haiti. :no: I've had the thought that perhaps celebrities are feeling especially generous after there was so much emphasis the last 7 months on Michael's humanitarianism? It was talked about a lot by family, friends and us. Hopefully that's inspired people on some level, even if they don't relate it directly back to Michael consciously. That's a way he could be having an impact as well.
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I also had a weird night in some ways. I'm stuck on this whacked-out sleep schedule where I can't go to sleep until mid-morning and then sleep all day. Agh. Gotta get out of this! Early in the morning I was able to see the VH1 special 'Making of This Is It' and just totally cried. Ohhhh, Michael And one part gave me a real whoa.... I think this thread is the only place I'd talk about it, seriously lol... They showed more of what was planned for Earth Song and suddenly I was looking at the stage with this giant Earth rising just above it (just the top part of the planet with this blue glow around it) and I was like :bugeyed ... that's just like the header pic for Major Love Prayer! And it was all about bringing love back into the world and there's that image. And Michael would have been in front of it and the fans with their hands up. And they implied that this was seen the last night, the last thing before Michael went home for the last time (?) OMG

All summer I kept saying, "Michael, I want to do something. I have to. Like it's part of the plan. But what?" And one time I actually got a message in my mind not to worry about it yet, "That's later... November". And I thought yeah right, like I'm suddenly going to have some epiphany and magically know what to do by November. But October 25th I found out about the prayer on mj.com and from that point it kept bothering me... it needs a website. It needs to spread. It's needs a central place where everyone could go for the same info, to be on the same page (pardon the pun, lol). I had dreams of the song APoM ("we're sending out a major love!"), I went over and over the possible issues that could arise, the time commitment, on and on. But it kept nagging me. One day in November I kept having the phrase "Do something!" repeating over and over until the next day I realized it's a line from Dancing the Dream. It felt like a message. I listened to APoM again and then asked for a sign. As it ended I said, "Please, is this what I'm supposed to do?" My mp3 player, with so many GB of music from all genres, played the next random selection and it was: "This Is It"! No way! Ok! Got it! :cheeky:

I even knew what the page should look like to a degree. I knew that at the top there had to be part of Earth with a blue glow around it (the rest of earth had to be 'below' the something...below the text portion, unseen, like something was in front of the rest of it...?), something about people of all races holding hands and also hearts in some way, and Michael. It was an image in my mind that I can't say was entirely mine. Or was it? Did we see that before November? Was there a pic of it? Was it inspired by that 1/2 second clip of the image in the original TII trailer? I don't know. But it was just ingrained in there, like something constantly rising to the surface. Like the pic of MJ with gold eyes, looking over... again, the horizon of the Earth. I keep making that image. And anytime I see anything like it it's as if everything inside me goes "oooooo! that's it! that's it!" So I don't know the answer, but I hope he'd like it... ... oh Michael... I love you soooo much.

And I love you guys as well :group:

Wow, it wouldn't surprise me if Michael was inspiring some people in that way, like you with your website, in order to get his messages across.

No MJ dreams for me. They've just been either really boring or really bizarre.

Looking forward to MLP tomorrow too. Can't believe it's been 7 months now.

Hope everyone is doing well. :huggy: