Mayday, may day, may day!!!!!

[Sharon B. Sidney]

Hi you guys,

I appreciate your feedback!

Alma, it isn't fear that I am moved by I am following my heart and my heart compels me to overcome my fears and to speak out. As a Christian you should know the word of God says "My sheep know my voice and the voice of a stranger they shall not follow." I am not being moved or influenced by the devil in the things I say. Before I wrote anything at all I waited for guidance of the Holy Spirit. It's time for me to speak, it may not be time for you to listen but I have to say what I know, how much I'll say I'm not sure but I'll give God the glory which He so awesomely deserves. I believe God preserved Michael's life... I'm sorry that feels hurtful to you. I'm not trying to hurt you or anyone in any way shape or capacity. I'm trying to reach out to the people who I know loved Michael who I'm hoping will help me put all of this together. There's so much I haven't even said...

Fear would not lead me here, would not move me to speak but would force me to keep silent. I wont.

How do you ask someone over the phone if they looked at someone's dead body? How do you tell someone over the phone that you think Michael is still alive? How can I get all of the information out that I'm aware of in a phone call? If someone called me and started saying the things I plan to I don't know if I'd stay on the phone. If they hear me in person, they'll hear me out. If they read it, then they'll have heard the truth. The information needs to get to them and the fans need to know that Michael is alive. What happened to him I don't know. I do know that I was concerned for him. I know there were a lot of shady things going on and hurts my heart that he suffered so much.

I don't know what all happened on June 25th but I still want to know why was there a bloody shirt found there that day. Have you wondered? Did someone try to kill him and they saved him? Was he kidnapped? Something happened other than what the media has been feeding us. He didn't leave the house dead in an ambulance because he wasn't in the ambulance. If he were in the ambulance then the driver would not have lied and claimed he saw him in court when he had no idea who was in that ambulance. He never saw Michael. I believe Michael's alive and if he's alive he needs us.

I thought he could have been kidnapped and I've also wondered if someone tried to kill him and he survived. Has anyone here seen the clips where the "hoax theorists" claim that Michael is still alive and in disguise or sending messages? Has anyone else come to the conclusion that he's been crying out to let us know he's here? I watched one youtube clip with tears in my eyes crying like a baby with sorrow and joy combined thinking he'd been reaching out to us this whole while. Hoping we would see through his disguise and others wouldn't, giving us hope and trying to take care of us while he suffered through whatever it is he faced. I thought of the many times he put his fans before his own needs and waved to us from the ambulance when he was burned shooting the Pepsi commercial, when he fell off of a stage, climbed back up and kept performing... For us.

It's time we all look a little closer - for him.

God bless!!!

 

[Alma]

It Is very very hurtful... ):

How can Michael possibly be alive, yet the children saw their father gone and placed stones and hearts on him in his coffin..? Was that a hologram? Or is it maybe this one that's allegedly out there hoping to fool some sending out bad vibes? How can one possibly deny that the children saw their father dead? Due to certain inconsistencies?.. Whom he could've been captured by? Can't even believe am asking that. ..How can.. ?

--About signs: yes, there are many so-called signs in this world that are being sent to deceive others and render them astray.

What can we possibly do with this alleged information..? You have not provided a single accurate proof that Michael is alive so far, except so-called signs, coincidences and other less convincing associations of other 'believers' who have quite a few people with their stubbornness in perceiving/'feeling' Michael is alive: 'better' said: in hiding, or coming back soon as the Messiah... ): What if 'they' kidnapped him --again, can't believe I'm even asking this-- and later killed him..? How can nobody know anything for sure about this all this time, not even his children..? Again: I'm asking, how did the children se him in this coffin..?

I'm sorry to storm out like that, but it's with a very restless heart I'm ending this, not knowing if I'll now be able to sleep or not, and all that 'cause of what's most likely a massive derision of the enemy playing tricks with our minds and getting you, Sharon, thus more, to... can't even end this... Please, if you can gradually say all that you have to say an know --if you know anything for sure... It is very hurtful, it is... There are so many people in this world that have nobody by their side or in thoughts to pray for them and who need our help, and knowing that you can't even know whether others need it or not is another living torture: yet another one.

I'm sick and tired of half truths, presumptions, personal feelings and other half-done jobs that bring no clarity. Not ever. I, as well as others, will just not going to get themselves into destroying themselves and others' souls in the process because of others' doubts. Michael's souls, for instance, most likely needs prayers so that his souls continues to develop and his family become better for his children... and now we have to pray that he's safe 'cuz he's alive..? How insane and terrible is that and irrational is that..?

Edit: that wasn't a bloody shirt, that was a brownish stain most likely from the disinfectant Betadine.

We need something beyond the shadow of a doubt. One of that is that his children are no longer with their father, and if it meant giving messages to anyone, it would be to them first or only, his flesh and blood, and the children are, by all accounts, living well, but missing him a lot, understandably so. Katherine, his mother, is very hurt still -- it would be these ppl who would be worthiest of his messages, not the fans. He didn't live for us first. Murray didn't care to monitor his dying patient, sought help to clean the death scene and spoke to his lovers on the phone, for which there are phone records to attest that. He died under his care, and I'm not sure to this day how and why many have claimed the ambulance photo was fake. It was very real..

....??

 

[Sharon B. Sidney]

Alma, I am more sorry that you are hurt than I could ever express. I know the hurt of not knowing and doubting and being confused. I know it's like your core is being pulled apart in strings and the breaths you take seem like prolonged lifeless reminders that you exist... I know and it's worse than that. I know.

God spared Michael's life. I'm sure of that. I wasn't before but I'm sure and have not one ounce of doubt whatsoever. My concern is his welfare, is if he's okay and knowing how alone he must feel and how worried about us he has to have been. It's of wondering what happened and what dangers were he in.

In 05' I'll never forget the words that were written on a sheet of paper like a flyer that was given to me. It said millions mourn after a reporter was killed after being aquitted of child molestation charges. The man had said how he travelled so he couldn't be detected and how he and other people would take care of people that the law would not. It spoke of how none of this man's friends would meet the writer which in his eyes proved the reporter's guilt. He later asked me for my phone number which I gave to him. I knew he was talking about Michael but that he phrased his words differently so he wouldn't get arrested. I googled the fake reporter name that was written there and nothing came up, not about the death and not about the reporter. I tried to warn Michael's security about the man but hardly listened. Finally one did and beyond that I'm not sure what he did. I gave him the flyer and pleaded with him to get it fingerprinted so they could find the guy. The man later called me and I spoke to him about what was going on in the trial beyond what the media was under reporting. I told him the truth and when he asked about my meeting him some place despite what I was warned not to do I'd already determined I would so when he asked I said yes and he said he'd phone back later. He did call later and I told him more facts about Michael and he said that he saw there was nothing to it. At that point it seemed he knew he wasn't a pedophile and was moving on.

We know of, I know of 2 threats made against him that year. I know of other things that happened but I'm not at liberty to speak about because they were told to me in confidentiality but Michael was constantly in danger. He knew people all across the world who wanted to get close to him and control him and I don't know to what extent someone would go in their obsessions. He had enemies without warrant. We all know he was one of the sweetest souls with such a heart... I smile as I say that because his life gives me hope for humanity. Because this world and so many in it are so evil and twisted, self serving and vile but Michael showed us how to love and care for others, how to suffer and stay humble and not retaliate, how to give... I thank God his life.

I don't have all the answers. If Latoya and Paris saw him he could have been in a coma, he could have been drugged to the point that he seemed dead. Maybe someone tried to kill him and failed and as precaution for the life of his and his kids he allowed people to think he was dead. Since the memorial it seems there have been messages that are incredible that have come forth, even video footage of what I am certain appears to be him that I've only seen recently.

At the memorial there was the message I'm alive, apparently at the time of the funeral there was another message- a vdeo and there have been many incredible ones ever since. I missed them for a long time, when I looked at some things I'd think no or possibly but I doubt it. I was like you, not wanting or willing to accept something as fact when I couldn't clearly see him before me... I had to get slapped in the face HARD several times etc. before I said that is you...

Michael's alive. I believe this and can you imagine how hard and heartbreaking it must be to have to stay away from your family, friends and all you know? Can you imagine how hurt and desperate he must feel to know we're hurting and feel helpless? To reach out as best he can possibly endangering his own life to help us? To have already lived a life so secluded from the world and now to be able to even be his own self? You have to know that something horrible was going on or about to happen in Michael's life and that whatever he did he did for his children. For some reason we had to believe he was dead whether that is because someone took him away and he's found a way to reach out or whether someone tried to take his life and he survived.

Don't be sad. Please, pray and open your heart and your eyes and your ears and ask God to guide you to truth. I did and found the most amazing jewels you can imagine. I admit they had to tower above me before I realized they were all around me but it's there and yes I do have more to say but I'll say it only as God permits.

My love to you Alma. Again, I'm sorry for yours and everyones heartache. One thing I wanna remind you of about God - He can make a way out of no way and may I share this scripture that caught my attention this morning? "For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength." God can always out do our enemies plans. Believe that! "Greater is He that is in me than He that is in the world."

We don't know what was on the shirt- we only know what the media LATER toid us.

God bless!!!

 

[Alma]

God spared Michael's life. I'm sure of that.

Please, provide us with conclusive evidence to support this increasingly shocking assertion. There is no possible way that he is alive. How could he be possibly okay if he's alive (which I don't believe at all.. at all), away from his 3 children? He couldn't have possibly been without them and couldn't have possibly let them be exposed to the dangers they've been exposed so far. No possible way. ..I wish his passing will be accepted once and for all and even pray that his existence in spirit now is more peaceful and fulfilling then this ungrateful world here could ever have been. He couldn't survive away from his children, not to mention if he had been kidnapped. That is most ridiculous, harmful an dangerous thing to say. Michael was in constant danger, as you say, and that concluded with his demise in that horrific June 25 day. He wouldn't be gone without the children, he wouldn't hide, because there is no way Michael can hide without people finding out about it. For the many enemies he had, no one would have been able to conceal him or be willing to do it for him.

I don't have all the answers. If Latoya and Paris saw him he could have been in a coma, he could have been drugged to the point that he seemed dead. Maybe someone tried to kill him and failed and as precaution for the life of his and his kids he allowed people to think he was dead.

Do you even realize what you are saying...? I mean completely, completely realize... This is more than twilight zonish, it's.. no words. As we've mentioned before, please, try to base such unbelievable assertions separately from the videos out there allegedly showing him. This is self-detrimental to one's health, to harp on something of this nature and not let go... understandably to a point, but when it goes endlessly.. that is a very dangerous, serious area. ... What videos are you talking about..? How could Michael risk being filmed if he had been alive and get others confused like that..? In what instances was 'he' filmed?... There are quite a few impersonators out there that have been doing their stupid, senseless job even when he was alive, getting people to think it was him in this or that place... Again, his children would have found out if he was alive without the shadow of a doubt, no matter what, instinctively, through God, through certain means of communication, access, anything.. But not through what con artists like Pearl Jr., who sees nothing out of place, btw, in one going 'in hiding', he sees that as a show, and how Michael's actually having fun with that getting people to wonder and rack their brains and all that. Please, don't fall for cruel, heartless people like that. The children would have known. If it is anyone on this planet that would have known, given the also telepathic relationship the 4 of them had, -- it was this deep -- they would've been the first to know. And he would've taken the bullets for them just to see them well and safe. And they have not been safe so far, therefore it is obvious Michael's physical absence. ..It just is...

Since the memorial it seems there have been messages that are incredible that have come forth, even video footage of what I am certain appears to be him that I've only seen recently.

At the memorial there was the message I'm alive, apparently at the time of the funeral there was another message- a vdeo and there have been many incredible ones ever since. I missed them for a long time, when I looked at some things I'd think no or possibly but I doubt it. I was like you, not wanting or willing to accept something as fact when I couldn't clearly see him before me... I had to get slapped in the face HARD several times etc. before I said that is you...

What are you talking about?... What messages are you referring to..? The children cried their eyeballs out at the memorial, little Blanket looked like he should've been removed from that stage and put into a cradle of comfort. What signs are you talking about? I am also (especially around that time) a very spiritual being and I have seen nothing of the sort... I have my comments to make about the memorial, the things I didn't like an how it should've been maybe private altogether like Elizabeth's was.. and how her children, to this day, are not known to the public, because, like Michael, she fought for them to be out of the spotlight.. and it's now all down the window in his case. ..

Michael's alive.

He is alive in spirit, and the spirit can be seen in his 3 children. He is very much alive in them and I believe he is guiding them as much as he can or is allowed to from his soul is. ..

I believe this and can you imagine how hard and heartbreaking it must be to have to stay away from your family, friends and all you know? Can you imagine how hurt and desperate he must feel to know we're hurting and feel helpless?

No, I can't imagine and I can't empathize and I can't even ever consider this. And I don't feel any of this. I am actually feeling at peace more now than when he was alive, because I feel the enemy is not up on his back and ready to get his soul. I do.

To reach out as best he can possibly endangering his own life to help us?

No. Michael a special, godlike human being, but a human being nonetheless. And I don't feel at all comfortable, nor rational, nor okay thinking otherwise. Because I don't feel it. His children were his top priorities, and if it weren't for them, he would've thrown himself from over the balcony. Not us, though he loved fans a great deal and felt them like family. But no...

To have already lived a life so secluded from the world and now to be able to even be his own self?

He woudn't have cared. And I'm opposing this more, not because I wouldn't have wished him to be less selfless and turn away from everything for a while and anyone, just to be with God and turn away from worldly life for a while and become reborn in Him. But he wouldn't have been able to do it, because his whereabouts would've been found, and because he was.. he wasn't going to be able to live, to make it without his 3 children. He wouldn't have survived, and there is no way... How would he spend his life if he had been alive..? Hiding all the time? Without his children? And you are basically self-contradictory, because you are not helping when sounding both positive and negative (due to the kidnapping theory)... If he were kidnapped and miserable, and tortured and desperate (as I would imagine he'd be without his 3 children whom he;d take with him everywhere he went).. I'd rather he not lived at all. Because I believe that God wouldn't want more tortures being brought upon his way. And I wouldn't want him back for any of us, except his children. The concerts would've been a new way for more people to idolize him or hate him more... And this is something that not even God would've allowed to happen... and again, the kidnapping story is something I won't even dwell on.

You have to know that something horrible was going on or about to happen in Michael's life and that whatever he did he did for his children. For some reason we had to believe he was dead whether that is because someone took him away and he's found a way to reach out or whether someone tried to take his life and he survived.

His children, although seem to be well and resilient, all they know is that their daddy is dead an gone. Nothing else. So, I'm not sure what reaching out messages you are referring to, except if they're from the afterlife (can't believe how obnoxiously graphic and immature all this sounds..)

Don't be sad. Please, pray and open your heart and your eyes and your ears and ask God to guide you to truth.

I have asked God to do the same for you... Because I truly, truly do feel you, as well as apparently many others, have been led astray by such derisions, so that you won't be able to do other more important, life-saving activities. Because if he were now kidnapped, you can't expect others to take that lightly, and they can either choose to go mental and locked in a mental institution because of that, or pretend they never even heard of this theory all along. ...

I did and found the most amazing jewels you can imagine.

So have I. The first of them being that I survived near-death experiences shortly after June 25 and avoided bringing my family to an early grave. And other blessings, however small, I feel them. Got quite a few epiphanies these days when at the countryside, graciously. And none of them included Michael -- any sign, nothing. All these months, other than subtle, delicate glimpses of hope amidst depression-mixed glimpses of despair. But nothing to point to him being alive on here in any other capacity other than ethereal.

The Murray pre-trial proceedings and the like sure 'helped' to put this all even better into perspective.. His autopsy pictures talk, all that bloody talk -- which is more than that. ..All of it hits you home every time. That's why I'm not gonna be revisiting the Case thread too soon.

No way. . .

...

 

[cinzia]

I'm stunned by all that I am reading. Sharon, do you or do you not have any absolute unassailable proof of what you are saying?
I do not for one instant believe that Michael would or could ever participate in something which would cause such unbearable heartache for his children.
A person who could do this would be cruel beyond belief. He would be a monster.
Michael said: I would slit my wrists before I would ever harm a child.
And he wasn't even referring to his own children...

 

[Ashtanga]

:fear:

 

[Sharon B. Sidney]

Michael would never want to hurt his children, the rest of his family, or us who love him.

If he was in danger then his children would have also been in danger. If you had to make a choice of someone hurting from thinking you were dead or them being in harms way- which would you choose?

Do you know that Michael was not "allowed" to talk on the phone? I heard him say this with my own ears when one of his children had answered the phone. I thought it was strange because I'd recently made contact with him and spoke to him several times but when I spoke with him it was at night and I'm thinking no one was around or knew until later. I found out that people close to him that he loved dearly could not contact him and he didn't even have a current number for people to reach him. The possibility that he was kidnapped is not foreign to me because for a long while now it seems he was already a prisoner of those he was around. I don't know if these people threatened him or what they did or if they did anything but in my mind it is not an impossibility for him to have been kidnapped. they isolated him from his fans who were around him all the time. They kept him from his family. I was even told once that someone saw a man shaking a white powdery substance into a container and then passed it off to Michael's security. That alarms me. I don't know if that container went to him or not, nor do I know what was in it but it's not normal for someone to shake a powdery substance into someone elses food. Michael was vulnerable, and isolated and many who tried to reach him never could likely because someone never gave him messages that they'd tried or never allowed him to return their calls. he probably had to sneak to speak with people on the phone. Who says "I'm not allowes to talk on the phone?" A prisoner. Someone who is being abused.

It may sound strange to you for me to say he may have been kidnapped but as they say truth is stranger than fiction.

When the funeral was held I heard a segment was shown on Larry King of someone by the name of Dave Dave. Have you seem him? Did you hear him? Watch the whole episode. If you've seen it already watch and listen again. I've only seen it recently and it's quite amazing.

At the memorial as I said before the closing words were "I'm alive" Let me know when you see that, then I'll share more.

I don't want you to hurt in thinking he's not okay. Have faith that God was able to save him from his enemies. Knowing God was able then atleast accept the possibility that He may have.

If you had someone trying to kill you would you stay around your children? If they tried to kill you and you survived would you let them know that you were still alive?

Ciznia you say a person who would do that (allow his children to hurt) would be a monster but I consider someone who would sacrifice their own self for the benefit of others as not a monster but an incredible human being. If he is in hiding it isn't for his self. Do you know how many years he's lived with death threats and carried on performances and appearances in spite of them? No you don't nor do I but we'd safe in saying far too many times. Even in Sept. 01 there was probably a threat made. I remember being in NY and seeing an incredible amount of officers sweep the building the night of his first performance. Mind you the night of the 10th they didn't have that same amount of security. I don't know what happened on the 9th but someone else was said to be performing. I remember on the 10th seeing a hellicopter circle a building not far from there. The next morning was the 11th. I thank God for sparing him then... I'd prayed for him so hard before that time. Imagine if there was a threat where so many officers went in, likely did a bomb search and him still performing. I don't know if that's what they did but why else would they be there? The first night they weren't even able to set the sound equipment up right so something disrupted the rehersals. Who can live with that? After that and seeing how his children could have been in danger with what happened the following day do you not think the tormenting thought of another threat could have forced him to sacrifice his need for his children in his life for their safety? If someone tried to harm him what else could he do. Oh wait "fight to the end" but he's "only human." Have mercy and compassion and stop judging a persons life we can't even touch the tip of heartache and circumstances in which he's endured.

Michael is alive. Accept it or not. his family needs to know and we all need to know for certain but I've no more doubts. My tears are dry. I'm praying for him and praying that God would bring him back to us, to his children and the rest of his family because we all need him in our lives and he us. I need him.

Alma,

Please know I'm not deluded or being deceived by the devil. I know all of this is hard to accept and you don't have to if it's too hard for you but remember our God in heaven is all powerful and nothing is impossible to them that believe.

Ciznia, I know some people have made statements as if Michael would be having the time of his life in a "hoax." If the time of his life is the hurt of his life then yes, but no. What I now see is that Michael has been desperately trying to reach out to us and remain unnoticed by others to let us know that he's alive. Whether he was kidnapped and pleaded with them to let him send us these messages or whether he's away to protect his children I don't know. For all I know someone could have threatened to bomb the 02. I don't know. I'm confused as many are. I may know more than some but certainly not all. I know God revealed that Michael needed protection. I know his life was in danger. I don't know what happened but I am certain he's alive and if your eyes, ears and heart is closed to the possibility then you wont see it no matter what I say but I will tell you all more later but only as God allows and nothing more I pray.

I hope this helps in some way. I want to remind you again that the driver of that ambulance lied and said he knew it was Michael in the ambulance because he could see his face because he was close to him. The driver asked me who it was... He had no reason to lie and he did this on the witness stand. Why? Was he threatened? Did he have another reason to lie? Was he paid off? These are important questions. There's so much more I know and I pray God guides us in this. I'm so very tired of trying to figure out things alone, of holding so much inside, of being left in the dark and wondering how he is. I know it's hard to accept that he's here and not be able to see he's okay but we must have faith that God is watching over him and will bring him back. The evidence that he's here is all around us. Is he too afraid to come back? Is he someones prisoner? I honestly don't know but the messages are real and I can't deny them because they are true. I'm not saying all are but I am saying some.

I'm sorry if anything I've said has caused anyone any hurt. Please understand if he's been kidnapped and I'm saying these things then I could be in danger. I don't suppose whoever would go to such lengths to conceal him would want me telling what happened. Whoever would have a way to make an ambulance driver lie on a witness stand is not someone or some people to be taken lightly. I do need your prayers. I need God's guidance. I need the truth to come forth and we are the ones who can do this. Maybe we can plan a way to get information to mainstream media if we need to. Maybe I do need to go to the police and file a report or to the judge and attorneys and attorney general etc. I don't know but I'm willing to. I need guidance on what to do and on what to say. I told you about the ambulance driver but there's more... Please even if you don't understand or believe me just pray. Pray for God's holy will to be done and you wont go wrong.

God bless!!!

 

[xthunderx2]

Michael....Kidnapped....naaaa...Michael has passed away Sharon...it time YOU except that...I KNOW all things can be done through Christ..I AM a Christian..God tells me...that Michael is gone...he is dead. I am sorry to write this..but IT IS the truth. It is not fair for you to keep telling people that Michael is alive...He is NOT alive. I will pray for you...I will pray that God help to renew your mind..so that YOU to will see the truth..NOT YOUR TRUTH...the REAL truth. Bless you...:hug:

 

[MJearthsong]

The ambulance driver and the paramedic are different persons, aren't they? Was it the driver or the paramedic saying they saw him in court?
Also, all the inconsistencies and cover-ups can very well lead to the conclusion of murder for various reasons, more convincingly than to "he's alive". A good portion of the fan community is convinced of the murder theory.

To end the torment, the best would be to speak to LaToya about when/how the family saw the body, and to that Dave Dave in person (he's the guy that fooled a lot of people with his Michael like voice and black instead of blue eyes, isn't it?)

 

[bluetopez]

Sharon I PM U! Hope u read it!

 

[Maria MJ]

I want to make sure that I understand this part correctly. You were at UCLA on June 25 and talked with the paramedic that drove the ambulance. He said he didn't know who that was and then in the court he said he knew who it was. Correct? How did you start talking with the paramedic on June 25th?

Actually, this man could very well have found out it was Michael by you, Sharon. He asked you, you told him, and so when he took the stand in court essentially he did not lie. At some point no one knew it was him until somehow they found out?

 

[myosotis]

Nothing on this earth would give me greater happiness than to think that Michael was alive, but I cannot believe that, I'm afraid. I think that if Michael was alive, he would be able to communicate with some of his wealthy and powerful friends, eg Mohammed Al Fayed. (who recently and with much emotion unveiled his tribute statue to MJ).

Secondly, I have a lot of faith in the professionalism of medical staff, who have no reason to make up autopsy details, I don't think they would all be able to be 'paid off'...many of these people will be Christians too (or will have other strong religious beliefs), and will have firm principles about right and wrong.

Thirdly, It is possible to make 2+2 =5, depending on interpretation. By which I mean that all humans are fallible (myself included) and we all see and hear things in different ways, and interpret them differently. eg If Michael said he 'was not allowed to answer the phone' when one of his children answered, then perhaps he meant it 'lightly' , as in 'my children insist on answering my phone'.

Looking at Mrs Jackson's devastation ( her body language is eloquent) her distress seems very evident to me. If the family were laughing at the memorial service, I think it may have been to stop themselves from public collapse. I certainly could not have attended the memorial service...I would not have been able to keep myself 'together', particularly if in the public eye, which adds a lot of pressure. They managed wonderfully at a time of tremendous pain (and I'm sure called upon all their inner resources) , and if humour helped them through it, then that is what they needed to do.

 

[cinzia]

And if you accept that he is alive, then please tell me who it was they autopsied, not once but twice? An anonymous corpse who just happened to have the same drugs in it Michael had been given? Who just happened to have vitiligo? Who had the cosmetic tattoos?

And if Michael did this to protect his children, then why would he try to send hidden messages or whatever? If they were believed, then his being alive would be known and that would sort of defeat the purpose of him disappearing to protect his children, etc., it really makes no sense.
And if he is held against his will, he would not be able to send any sort of messages.
However, I will look for that Dave Dave interview...

Okay, watched it. What was I supposed to take away from it? His voice was soft spoken, similar in some ways to Michael's and his shoulders seemed a tad large for his frame, hard to tell though considering I don't know how much or if there is any deformity as a result of his burns. Are you saying you think it was Michael?

As for the memorial, it was the pastor who closed with the quote: I'm alive and I'm here' which is from his duet with Paul Mccartney. I would not read any significance into that. I construe that to mean in our hearts and memories he is alive and always here.
If you think it is a hidden message, then the pastor was in on it???
I don't think so.

 

[qbee]

Sharon Your theories are interesting to say the least. But I dont subscibe to these Death hoax theories
becuase I feel they Disrespect Michael Jackson the man the Artist and all he stood for in this world.
I feel the things you and other say MJ is doing make him out to be an idiot which he was not.

One that particular makes me very angry is the notion he would disgiuse himself as
Dave Dave on Nat TV and say how great he was.. or disguise himself to go to his own
funeral and memorial. That is discusting to me and FAR FAR from Michael's loving Nature
Many things others say say distrurb me and make MJ out to be careless idiot in my book
but you are certainly welcome to have your OPINIONS on the subject.

I dont think he would be playing this as a GAME like that
I dont think he would put the world in such turmoil for ANY
Reason even to save his own life. He loved to much to ever
do such a thing in my book.

I do respect your right to have an OPINION though (Hugs)
This is Just my humble OPINION on the Death hoax Theories

 

[xthunderx2]

I agree Qbee..everyone is entitled to their opinion..

 

[Sharon B. Sidney]

5.08.11

Dear Jackson Family,

In the two years since Michael Jackson has no longer been among us we have prayed for you and cried for him. He was a tremendous blessing to millions of lives across the world. His absence can never be filled and our love for himwill never fade.

As some of you are aware rumors exist that Michael is still alive, some believe that he has been sending us messages to strengthen our hearts and let us know that he is okay. Others feel he is dead and that those who believe are delusional. However I and many others believe there is countless evidence that exists and proves he is still alive. We have wondered if he has been kidnapped in a clever decisive plan, if he is in hinding due to some form of threat or harm or if he chose to leave our ever peering eyes and inclined ears to find safety and recluse in a life he was never allowed to live before.

Members of your family have informed us of your beliefs that he is gone and if this is true it is something we need to know and accept. I personally do not believe it. I am aware of far too much that asserts otherwise. Some of which I have yet to tell you and have needed to do so for quite some time but had hoped to do so in person.

I apologize that this message was not sent in private to you but as Michael and your family has been in our hearts and lives I feel it best even in this to make public my request to you to assist me in resolving the issue concerning Michael's departure once and for all. I only ask two things.

1. Let me speak with Latoya - eye to eye and let her tell me what she saw on June 25th.

2. Put me in contact with Dave Dave who appeared on Larry King Live I'm toldon the night of June 25, 2009 so I can meet with him and know for certain he is not Michael Jackson. I believe and am convinced beyond an inkling of a doubt that he is.

If "Dave Dave can convince me that he is not Michael then my pursuit in this will stop however, if I cannot find resolution I will assemble a team of investigators pressing to the highest levels of government offices throughout the world to search through every computer file and data base they can access. I will plea with Michael's fans to assist in this effort and for us to continue our individual searches as well as combine our efforts and share information in our quest.

If by any chance it is that Michael wanted to get away from the media and glaring hounds that exist I feel safe in saying we understand and he has that right but please let us know that he is okay, we deserve that.

If he has not chosen to go away to be free from the press and judgemental lies they have spewed against him then I believe it is for other reasons. We need to know if he were kidnapped, hurt, or in any type of danger and will not rest until this is known.

Please forgive me for being intrusive and understand my heart for Michael, our love for him and consideration for his well being.

Knowing that you all would want our hearts to know peace and that you too would want truth I thank you in advance for your kind reception of this inquiry.


[FONT=border=]Sincerely,[/FONT]
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[FONT=border=]Sharon B. Sidney[/FONT]
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PLEASE SHARE any ideas you have for this before I send it? Also, please be kind.

Thank you so much and God bless!!!

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[Sharon B. Sidney]

xthunderx did he tell you that "Michael is gone" and you added the second partt yourself? Please be careful what statements you assert God has told you. I ask this humbly not with sarcasm or any demands but as a legitimate ple.

MJearthsong, Try thinking that out all the way through and see if in what you come up with you need an ambulance driver to lie. I rationed that thought - it didn't pan out so guess what I had to eliminate it. It does not make any since whatsoever. If Murray killed someone the ambulance driver would not be needed, would complicate the issue and it would not be neccessary for him to lie.

 

[Sharon B. Sidney]

Maria what he was asked in court was if he saw him clearly in the ambulance and could tell it was Michael in the ambulance because he could see his face since he was the closest to him (Not looking at notes just summing up the inquiry).

Yes. He knew because of me so that means he lied in court.

myosotis,

Maybe he didn't know he could communicate with "his wealthy friends." Maybe he reached out to them and they didn't respond for reasons I can't imagine or perhaps he didn't know the telephone number to give them because he did not have his own phone number.

I heard the discussion well and I am certain of the context behind it. I head the sentence before and and after and what it clearly meant is that he was not allowed to talk on the phone. Why I don't know, maybe I shouldn't have even shared that but it's true make 4 out of it if you want to.

I knwo the family was devistated I spoke with Mrs. Katherine before the funeral and though she tried to be strong she would break down. I t was hard for Mr. Joe as well. If people saw them smiling at a funeral it likely because they felt safe in believing that he would go to heaven. It is possible laike us the family has heard, read and have seen these theories and are separated as we are in their beliefs maybe some are even to afraid to mention the notion or thought to others or maybe like me they see him as reaching out and are trying to find a way to get him. I don't know but as humans we experience many emotions and as everyone knows they are hard if not impossible to control.

 

[Sharon B. Sidney]

cinzia,

Autopsy, tatoo, etc. If the ambulance driver lied who else did? Why is the defence saying the prosecution eliminated all twelve of their professional witnesses? Why did they never hand over addresses to the defence? Why the secrecy? Know what I watched yesterday? A brief news clip on how there are corrupt police officers who party together, beat up on eachother and committed a crimes against others. They even had their own gang name tatooed on the back of their knecks. Do I trust police officers and attorneys working for the D.A.'s office? No. I believe good and evil is everywhere and there are some good officers and some evil but I trust no one- considering even when I say I'm gonna go on a diet I often eat things I say I wont.

Why did the D.A.'s office not handcuff Murray? Why did they let him check in at the airport courthouse and fly away? Why the leniency? Ask yourself- are they trying to help Murray? Is it a payoff?

As for the memorial the words appeared on the overhead I stared at them in shock, wondering if I was imagining things.

qbee,

I am not nor would I ever disrespect Michael. I have hold the highest respect for him as a man of love, intelligence and compassion. I don't like the word hoax. My theory is based on knowledge and rationale- it does not make him out to be an idiot whatsoever but merely portrays possible scenarios that could have logically taken place.

In disguising himself as Dave, Dave who would know it was him other than those able to see through his disguises and are attuned to his voice. What I feel has happened to many is that in believing he had departed they reclused and are afraid of being let down and unintentionally are blocking his distinctive sound. It's him. I know it is. In disguise as Dave, Dave on the night of the funeral who would expect him to be on t.v.? Few would recognize him and any who had an inlking would be inclined to dismiss it by surmising as you have that he would not go on t.v. talking about himself, however how else could he have gone on t.v. at that time and gotten any media attention other than talking about himself? He had no other choice if he wanted to be seen. That's not stupid - it's ingenious and God must have guided him in that. It just took some of us a while to see it and others a while to catch on.

There is no way Michael would play "games" with our hearts. If he chose to leave he did it either for the safety of his children and love, he was kidnapped or God directed him to. Those are the only scenarios I can think of that would make since.

I wrote earlier how many times Michael left himself in jeopardy for sake of others. He didn't do anything for himself. I feel safe in saying Michael always let his heart guide him in important decisions.

P.S. Can we stop using the term "Hoax?" I hate that word.

 

[MJearthsong]

Sharon, did you send this letter to the family or did you just post here? Because they will never read it on fan boards.

Second, it is said that the Dave Dave that appeared on TV on the day of Michael's burrial and at another time years ago on a show has brown eyes and that there is a photo on the net of the "real" Dave Dave that has blue eyes..
So, I wonder why the believers did not try to track down Dave Dave and speak to him and see if he has the same voice and eyes as the Dave on TV..

 

[Sharon B. Sidney]

MJearthsong,

I hadn't sent it but have just decided to place on Latoya's Twitter page after re reading. If anyone has any suggestions for me to add I will adjust accordingly as the Holy Spirit guides me.

Please pray she gets it and receives it well if it seems okay with you.

Thanks and God bless!!!

 

[ginvid]

Sharon, I don't know what to say to you. But I think you need help and I don't know how to give it to you. You are increasingly incoherent and manic. I don't think it is healthy. I am really trying to follow your thought pattern to ascertain if something logical can be gleaned from it; and, i have to admit, there is no logic to it whatsoever. I don't even know if you could make it clearer, but I am struggling to understand.

And you theory that MJ would go on tv on the night of his memorial to send a message to fans who were wise enough to see through his disguise, when even his own mother, his family members such as his brothers and sisters (we see the pain in their faces when they talk about him. Katherine is not faking that) and even his own children could not see through it does not jive. If he wanted to send anyone a message that he is ok, would it not be them? Who would be most able to be "attuned to MJ's voice" more than his mother and children? And, to go on TV talking about himself while his own children are crying their eyes out over his death, just because it would not be expected to be him, would be low for MJ to do. IMHO, IF MJ had to disappear, I highly doubt he would make it so obvious and call attention to himself in that manner, while in effect mocking the grief of his family, by talking about himself on TV as a disguise.

I reiterate, You need help. I really hope you get it and are able to come to some kind of peace. I do not think it is God's purpose or MJ's for fans to be in such emotional turmoil.

 

[Sharon B. Sidney]

ginvid,

I'm sorry that I did not make my thought more clear on that statment. When I said sending messages I did not mean only to his fans. I meant to those who love him which includes his family. One of his made a statement about Michael being in disguise once when he had walked into a store. He desribed someone who you would think was someone else but then he said he went up to the man and said hi Michael. He would recognize him. We would recognize him and I am sure his children would recognize him and have seen plenty of his disguises.

I know personally and for a fact that his family was in turmoil. I spoke nothing contrary to that. I think it's possible that some members of his family have not seen Dave Dave and the other messages that are obviously him. I think they need to. I wonder if others have. If so they have perhaps the others wont listen to them or they are too afraid to speak up. That would be a logical guess.

Why would he go on t.v. the night of the memorial to cry out to the people who love him? To ease our pain but we didn't see- atleast many of us did not.

The help I need is prayer and God's guidance. As I said before I know more than that which I have mentioned. I am convinced beyond a shadow of a doubt that Michael is alive.

Please help me to understand anything you don't understand that I am trying to say and I will attempt to elaborate more clearly.

Thank you so much for your concern for me and my well being. Even though you don't think the best I am pleased with the thought that you are concerned and for that I thank you, sincerely and from my heart.

God bless!!!

 

[Ashtanga]

5.08.11

Dear Jackson Family,

In the two years since Michael Jackson has no longer been among us we have prayed for you and cried for him. He was a tremendous blessing to millions of lives across the world. His absence can never be filled and our love for himwill never fade.

As some of you are aware rumors exist that Michael is still alive, some believe that he has been sending us messages to strengthen our hearts and let us know that he is okay. Others feel he is dead and that those who believe are delusional. However I and many others believe there is countless evidence that exists and proves he is still alive. We have wondered if he has been kidnapped in a clever decisive plan, if he is in hinding due to some form of threat or harm or if he chose to leave our ever peering eyes and inclined ears to find safety and recluse in a life he was never allowed to live before.

Members of your family have informed us of your beliefs that he is gone and if this is true it is something we need to know and accept. I personally do not believe it. I am aware of far too much that asserts otherwise. Some of which I have yet to tell you and have needed to do so for quite some time but had hoped to do so in person.

I apologize that this message was not sent in private to you but as Michael and your family has been in our hearts and lives I feel it best even in this to make public my request to you to assist me in resolving the issue concerning Michael's departure once and for all. I only ask two things.

1. Let me speak with Latoya - eye to eye and let her tell me what she saw on June 25th.

2. Put me in contact with Dave Dave who appeared on Larry King Live I'm toldon the night of June 25, 2009 so I can meet with him and know for certain he is not Michael Jackson. I believe and am convinced beyond an inkling of a doubt that he is.

If "Dave Dave can convince me that he is not Michael then my pursuit in this will stop however, if I cannot find resolution I will assemble a team of investigators pressing to the highest levels of government offices throughout the world to search through every computer file and data base they can access. I will plea with Michael's fans to assist in this effort and for us to continue our individual searches as well as combine our efforts and share information in our quest.

If by any chance it is that Michael wanted to get away from the media and glaring hounds that exist I feel safe in saying we understand and he has that right but please let us know that he is okay, we deserve that.

If he has not chosen to go away to be free from the press and judgemental lies they have spewed against him then I believe it is for other reasons. We need to know if he were kidnapped, hurt, or in any type of danger and will not rest until this is known.

Please forgive me for being intrusive and understand my heart for Michael, our love for him and consideration for his well being.

Knowing that you all would want our hearts to know peace and that you too would want truth I thank you in advance for your kind reception of this inquiry.


[FONT=border=]Sincerely,[/FONT]
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[FONT=border=]Sharon B. Sidney[/FONT]
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PLEASE SHARE any ideas you have for this before I send it? Also, please be kind.

Thank you so much and God bless!!!

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You can be sure: no member of the Jackson family will respond. In my opinion, you should not send that letter.

 

[MJearthsong]

The family, including LaToya strongly believe he was murdered. LaToya said how she saw his body. Karen Faye did too with graphic details. Chances they see any tweets are slim, there are thousand of tweets coming their way all the time. And even if they did see the message, if they truly know he was killed, imagine their pain..Karen, Jermaine, Randy, Majestik etc openly addressed the issue and reiterated that he IS dead.

I do think there is a logical explanation (other than he's alive) for all those inconsistencies. Some are coincidences (like those so called messages), some may be people intentionally playing tricks for monetary gain (like the Dave Dave incident), and others are due to the cover-up of this potential murder.

But I do believe that to gain closure, you need to talk to someone in the family, as well as to a therapist. A lot of us have gone through turmoil at some point in our lives. A therapist might help a lot, trust me. As well as prayer. I will pray for you to find peace and acceptance. But please do consider the idea of therapy, if only for the grief you feel that eats up your life. Do it for him, if not for you. Please.

 

[Sharon B. Sidney]

Ashtanga,

It's already sent but thank you. I had an unction and I sent it. Whether they read it or not I wont give up.

MJearthsong,

If they believe he was murdered then they need to know the truth. There are a lot of things they need to know. I don't believe the things I am aware of are coincidences but tell you what once I speak with the family and meet the Dave Dave from Larry King and walk away thinking he is dead then I will go see a therapist.

I don't need to gain closure, I did that long ago. I have had peace for a long while, God gave me that even when I wasn't sure if he was here or gone because I knew no matter what he would be with God.

I thank you for your prayers!

God bless!!!

 

[Alma]

I will continue to keep you in prayers, Sharon...

I cannot help but say that you are worrying me.. and one of the most baffling things to me is how you insist on that poor burned Dave Dave that appeared on June 25 is Michael. ... That is one of those unbelievable, hurtful things that are completely off... completely unfounded. .. Please, consider the emotional turmoil such suspicions that are even deemed as facts must be doing to his children, if they get to read such comments, and know that they do know of such death hoax theories by some accounts that are doing those grieving children no good. Nor to the Jackson family, or many of them, nor to us, the fans he considered his friends.

Please, consider that his soul, from wherever he is in the afterlife, is receiving such vibes and he would hurt/or he even hurts feeling or seeing that many of his fans are clinging on to most destructive scenarios like that. ...I have read a Christian-Orthodox book recently on how souls that are departed from earth need all the praying and positivity from those surviving them or who loved them while it's possible, and that their hurting for them, their paining and their turmoils or bad decisions or anything negative is affecting them, and that will go on until the Judgement Day comes. That their souls, based on all of that, either continues to develop, to grow and cleanse, or stagnate and decrease, and that it very much depends on those they left behind, because their souls are now powerless.... They totally depend on the people they left behind, and their actions... Understand what such destructive attitudes like yours may be doing to his soul if you don't cease with them and really stop to calm down and pray.. correctly.. Or I don't know how to put it. ..

I don't even know what to say or how to sound more oherent myself..it's very hard to in such instances... My emotional state is weighing hard. But we are really worried for you. Okay, if you feel you need to do the above-mentioned steps, like writing to the family, or contacting David, and afterwards quitting with all this and learn to accept the reality that happened on June 25... then do them please. ..But, please, know that you must put it to an end soon or immediately after and do Michael's soul a favor...): You are at all costs refusing to understand and accept that Michael is indeed gone, which is very bad, and I don't think you understand this, or we don't know how you will react when you finally realize this and come to terms with this.. It has been 2 years, though... I really shudder to think about it, and I fear you will never be able to accept that and be running for 'pan pintado', for pure deceptive fantasies painting themselves as fact... Unless you want to self-destruct or fuel others' counterproductive feelings of this sort, which I am certain that you don't...

Do you have any other friends or people or family members in your vicinity that can support you emotionally and help you with this inner war you are fighting...? And yes, outer war as well, because, sad to say this, but one can't really rely on the authorities these days, not to mention on justice services, because, otherwise, these many criminals or paid killers around wouldn't be all out in the open still, the justice system pretending to working on finding the truth. ... So, I'm sure it must be horrible living directly in this kind of environment that has made quite a few become suspicious of a lot of things, not just witnessing it from afar... Many are hiding a lot, and I believe more are now realizing that Michael was in fact killed.. and not accidentally...

It is truly important that you have acquaintances or friends in your life to help you deal with this trial and extended post-trauma in your life, but not the kind of yes-people or those that are supporting you with whatever you decide to do... If you feel alone, please understand that you are not, and nor that it is only you who are being worried about Michael's life in that way, no.. For others are too, and for instance, about his afterlife now, like I am... Because he is not alive bodily-wise anymore, but does feel very alive in spirit, and again, he does need these attitudes... ...

As I said before... if you want closure (which you have not yet gained, even though you feel you have..), proceed with those steps you've mentioned... But, please, don't contact the authorities, they are not reliable and you will seriously risk being considered...not well. Write to LaToya (which you did), contact David.. but that is it. ...And I want you to come back in here to tell us that you have done just that, and finally accepted that there is nothing else you or anyone can do but learn to accept reality and rely on God more correctly and learn to listen to Him more closely. ...When you do, you will also understand just how better Michael may be doing now then when he was here tortured and surrounded by that much evil and injustice, and that God very well may have saved him that particular day (although this by no means justify any of Murray's total incompetence, either intentional or not.)... And that he is with the children in spirit every day and guiding them.. But also worrying for those that aren't okay...

Will be thinking of you, please, be safe. ..

 

[mysterygirl7]

Please, consider that his soul, from wherever he is in the afterlife, is receiving such vibes and he would hurt/or he even hurts feeling or seeing that many of his fans are clinging on to most destructive scenarios like that. ...I have read a Christian-Orthodox book recently on how souls that are departed from earth need all the praying and positivity from those surviving them or who loved them while it's possible, and that their hurting for them, their paining and their turmoils or bad decisions or anything negative is affecting them, and that will go on until the Judgement Day comes. That their souls, based on all of that, either continues to develop, to grow and cleanse, or stagnate and decrease, and that it very much depends on those they left behind, because their souls are now powerless.... They totally depend on the people they left behind, and their actions... Understand what such destructive attitudes like yours may be doing to his soul if you don't cease with them and really stop to calm down and pray.. correctly.. Or I don't know how to put it. ..

Alma, do you think that this is absolutely true, just because you read it in a book...?

How can you blame Sharon for believing what she believes, when you believe that far-fetched nonsense...


Sharon, you were in the courtroom, and you saw peoples reactions with your own eyes, and you heard them talk.. go on, and tell us what you saw.. I am more interested in what you have to say, than some weird story from a Christian-Orthodox book...

 

[xthunderx2]

xthunderx did he tell you that "Michael is gone" and you added the second partt yourself? Please be careful what statements you assert God has told you. I ask this humbly not with sarcasm or any demands but as a legitimate ple.

MJearthsong, Try thinking that out all the way through and see if in what you come up with you need an ambulance driver to lie. I rationed that thought - it didn't pan out so guess what I had to eliminate it. It does not make any since whatsoever. If Murray killed someone the ambulance driver would not be needed, would complicate the issue and it would not be neccessary for him to lie.

YES Sharon..God told me that Michael is gone and he is safe...I am very sorry if that hurts you. I pray for Michael daily..I KNOW he is finally at peace and that noone can ever hurt him again. I urge you NOT to send that letter to the Jackson's. Even though they may seem to not be grieving in public..I guarantee you some of them are..and the last thing they need to read is more hoax crap...Jermaine has already came out and said to folks that Michael has passed and the hoax hurts the family. So please stop this...it is not healthy for you or them. Then there is the issue of your 2 demands.when you say...let me talk to LaToya and Dave Dave..I can guarantee you right now,..they will NEVER meet your requests...they dont owe us anything....if anything they may think that you are not of stable mind for thinking such a thing about Michael. I will continue to pray for you Sharon...God Bless you.

 

[Diplomate]

Please....

Don't hurt yourself more, Mike is dead, he was killed by a fake doctor.

Leave him alone, and please think about his 3 kids who are now without parent.