Sharon, you seem to be a very deeply religious person that feels guided by the Holy Spirit and your reports from the Muray proceedings have been nothing short of valuable. .. But, please, please.. stop hurting yourself and others in the process with this falsity, with this death hoax suspicions that seem to have arrived to cloud your judgement seriously. I'm aware, as I'm sure others are, that the judicial system is a corrupt one, and how Michael's allegations of child abuse were planned and brought to court in an attempt to ruin him as a person and his credibility, and how the pedophile mafia concocted all this with their money-hungry tools of families. And not to mention this whole Murray case being really strange, that his defense must be paying real hard left and right to buy this 'doctor's freedom. ... But you can't expect people to believe Michael got kidnapped based on off things that could point to other more believable, realistic scenarios. ..
I just want to say just how alike can the feelings or energy from the Holy Spirit you are mentioning oftentimes be, and the ones given off by the devil himself. ..He's a master deceiver, a master confuser and a very skilled force to mess with a person's psyche. Unless you are completely certain of the incredibly shocking things you are bringing up, preferably hard evidence of such, please continue to pray to God to enlighten you and guide you and that the other 'illuminated' force doesn't (continue) to misguide you and play God's role -- one that is undoubtedly very dangerous and counterprodutive. For everybody. ...
Michael's children have seen his lifeless body in that coffin before his memorial service (sorry for the extreme description..) and cried for him. LaToya said even that his daughter placed a couple of stones on his chest and a half-heart of a neck chain. ..Jermaine also saw him and described his beautiful face. LaToya also saw him, Michael Bush, etc..They describes the clothing they buried him in, which was white..Etc. ...
Please, bear in this mind, that his children and family (yes, the family very many are criticizing, but ho must be hurting in their own way for Michael, and who definitely do..) could not be actors in such a brutal scenario and play with everyone else but hiding a secret. Pray.. I don't know what else to be adding right now, so I'll just cut this short. ..
Edit: I really can feel your pain and desperation. .. And I will pray for you. As a strong believer in God, I believe Him deeply and I pray that more souls on this Earth, including mine, a troubled one, could find more peace and clarity and... again clarity in Him. Deep down, and based on the many inconsistencies Muray related and June 25-related that you've also been bringing up, I know that what went on June 25 wasn't an accident, as well as others do know. I also am inclined to think Murray was either high on drugs that day, or was/is a microchipped person (yes, there are such people, one hint would be the CIA and that's enough..), programmed to be this incompetent, this stupid, apparently emotionless as well, and other such attributes.. Especially in the latest months of Michael's life, I won't details on here the hell I've felt daily, because of witnessing how Michael's world was hindered and endangered at every step by most revolving around him, and how everybody was fighting to get a piece of him and were suing him almost on a weekly basis... The forces of evil surrounding him were so thick you could cut them with a saw. Apparently still are. ..
You have to also eliminate this theory from your mind: that Michael is in hiding. This has been said far too many times, but never gets too often reiterated. Michael would never endanger the lives of his 3 children and leave them alone physically all this time, and exposed to the scrutiny they've been exposed to, regardless of him being in danger. He'd give up his life for them than have them go through something like that. ..
I don't even know what else to add... Following June 25, my being diagnosed with severe depression and still seeking treatment for it don't do me, and others that are still traumatized any good. In fact, much worse... Because, all freaky thoughts are getting installed in the brain, all freaky scenarios once again, and this builts up panic in the end, and in an incapacity to think more logically. ... But please, if you can contact the Jackson family physically, and ask them whether they saw Michael dead or not, for real or not, because that would close all the chapters to this harmful story for some people hurting the way you do and feeling as confused and terrified as you do...
Again, I don't know what to add... Except for that, once I calm down, I'll start praying for you and other troubled souls to get closure and the right, exact answers... I just can't help but smelling something very foul in all this, and this has to do with, as I said before, the devil wanting from some to start losing contact with reality and become irrational, panicky, thus inefficient and petrified and drawn back, stagnating. ... ): One other thing you must keep in mind, one from which I could write books about, based on my own experiences. You know, God never creates this kind of fear in us, this kind of counterproductive emotions of fear and petrification that render us unable to act anything but desperate. That is the evil one's doing. The fear in/of the Lord is one of respect and depth and force that is not weakening to us, but the complete opposite. At the beginning, we are perceiving it to be frightening, because of our limitted human ways of perception, but, in time, we'll be taking it for what it is: a benediction.
Try to stay away from this forum and all things Michael/Murray trial for a couple of days, and retreat in a corner of introspection, of prayer and meditation even, or even go to church, but try to calm down at first, because being petrified will prevent you from getting any kind of answer, but more fear -- again, the weapon of evil. Once you do it, try to contact the family again, and ask them that simple question and make sure you get the answer that can ultimately put you at ease. Also try to read some Bible lines.. Take a walk down a park, look up at night, in that overwhelmingly comforting silence and don't even ask a thing. God's always knowing our questions or needs anyway. I'm not even advising you to contact the LAPD or the FBI, not to mention President Obama --mark these words and history's facts: they aren't trustworthy and won't care about these kinds of 'ramblings'. Also, bare in mind that every day, we're being influenced by something around us that we don't even get to see: such as wave lengths, electronic devices and other hideous silent weapons of this kind, which are also contributing to similar reactions of this kind. Be aware and be wary!...
K..I'll close this for now... *sighs*...