Jermaine Jackson You are Not Alone summary
The book starts with a picture of Jermaine performing Smile at MJ Memorial
Prologue
The 2005 trial hospital story excerpt in more detail. While Michael talking about the testimony to Jermaine, Joe want to start discussing a concert China. Jermaine says that Joe isn't into emotional stuff and want to divert the subject.
Vitiligo - Jermaine explains he first realizes it then because Michael was self conscious and kept his body hidden even from his family.
"I have negotiated with myself that the moment Tom Meserau starts to suggest that the scales of justice are tilting against us, I will action the plan and move him to the airport in the San Fernando Valley, outside L.A. We’ll sneak him out of Neverland under a blanket, during the night. Or something."
Chapter 1 - Eternal Child
Michael is 4 Jermaine 8, they are watching snow, christmas time but they are not celebrating it due to being JW but not really understanding why. Michael starts to sing "Jingle Bells" softly so that Katherine won't hear. First time Jermaine hearing Michael sing. They sing christmas songs, Michael is happy. Jermaine says Michael loved Christmas.
Michael loved train sets - had a secondhand one from Salvation Army. Played train game with shopping carts with his brothers pushing him on the street. They all built and raced go-carts, loved speed.
Love of Candy. Michael hid his candy well no one was able to find it. Playing candy store. Joe hitting him when he said he wanted to sell his candy for 5 cents when he paid 5 cents. Michael later giving away his candy for free to less fortunate children.
Years later Neverland : with all the lights it looks like christmas, train running, inside the house huge train set on a table, go cart track, a candy store, etc. So it's not only what he didn't have a child but what he loved as a child as well.
"It wasn’t a refusal to grow up because if you asked him, he never felt like he was a boy in the first place. Michael was expected to be an adult when he was a kid, and he regressed into a kid when he was expected to be an adult. "
Chapter 2 - 2300 Jackson Street
Grandfathers had beautiful voices, so does Katherine. She sings while doing housework, kids join in to "cotton fields". Michael was born hyper, full of energy and curiosity. While Jermaine was 5 he was changing Michael's diaper but he wasn't making it easy on Jermaine by wriggling, kicking, turning.
Germs, Katherine wanted them to be pristine clean. Jermaine, Latoya, Janet and Michael had a neurotic fear of germs.
Michael wearing masks - Jermaine says original reason its because Michael was afraid of airborne germs and getting sick. Says MJ was also worried about other people's pens , fans coming close. Later masks became a way to hide.
Jermaine says Latoya ratted everyone out. Detailed description of Katherine and her love towards them and their love towards her.How Katherine and Joe met and got married. Joe, his work conditions, how he brought money home. Last time Joe cried was when he was 11 and lost his sister to illness. Joe gets hardened, never attends funerals -until 2009.
"None of us can remember him holding or cuddling us, or telling us, “I love you.” He never play-wrestled with us, or tucked us into bed at night; there were no heart-to-heart father-son discussions about life. We remember the respect, the instructions, the chores and the commands, but no affection. We knew our father as he was; someone who wanted to be looked up to, and to provide for his family—a man’s man"
Joe - Falcons- dreams of making it. Joe disciplining them - same from the Times excerpt
White mouse in the house, Joe trying to catch it not understanding where it came. Michael treating it like a pet and feeding it 3 years old. Joseph finds out, tells Michael to go and wait in his room for beating. Michael bolts. Joseph catch him and spanks him. 18 months throwing baby bottle, 4 years old throwing a shoe. Getting spanked badly. "Michael didn't help himself because he was most defiant".
Joe's guitar, Tito. Breaking the string. Joe telling Tito to play, others sing. joe buys Tito a guitar. focuses his attention on the trio Jackie, Tito and Jermaine.
Chapter 3 - God's gift
Joe practicing the trio. Michael making himself bongo's from Quaker Oats tubs, he's not in the band because he's too little but still wanting to join them on his bongos. Trio practicing hard. Michael and his bongos seated on floor. Joe bring Michael a secondhand real bongos. Early practice days Joe patient and forgiving.
katherine's mother comes, Joe gets the boys play and sing to her. Michael stands up and starts singing only 5 years old. Joe, Katherine and Katherine's mother like it a lot. Katherine says it's the voice from "heaven". First performance of Michael is in elementary school when he does a solo in his first year. so Michael gets added to to the group and so is Marlon because Katherine didn't want Marlon be the odd one out.
Michael and number 7. Middle name is Joe.
1962 to 1965 practicing. Michael learning to imitate adults, watching his idols - James Brown and Fred Astaire. Tito and Jermaine can't read sheet music. Growing up in Gary. Boxing. Carrying bricks.
To be continued..