Oh Janet :huggy:
I wish her all the best & strength in life..
Poor Janet must be wondering how she could of saved Michael.Hope she is not blaming herself.
I still wake up in the mornings still hoping that this has been some long ass nightmare!
Janet also says Michael is constantly on her mind, saying "It's been a tough year ... You have your days where it's just really -- it's hard to believe. And a day doesn't go by that I don't think about him."
Jackson also recounts June 25 -- the day Michael died -- saying, "I was at my house in New York. You know, another day. Another morning. And I get a call ... [my assistant] said, 'Your brother's been taken to the hospital. It's on CNN right now. I called everyone's. There's a line busy or -- someone wasn't picking up. I spoke to mother. I spoke to Tito. I spoke to my nephew Austin. I spoke to my sister La Toya."
Jackson added, "I told them to call me when they got to the hospital. And I remember thinking nobody's calling me back, so I tried calling again, and that's how I found out that he was no longer ... I couldn't believe it."
"It just didn't ring true to me. It felt like a dream. It's still so difficult for me to believe. It's, you know, you have to accept what is. But it's hard. You have to move on with your life. You have to accept what is and I understand that."
This is all so sad. It is so hard to believe, and so hard to accept. Bless her.
I know the international fans want to see this live too. I found a site that's pretty clear and doesn't lag. Also no sign up required. Just saw Mya get 3 10s on DWTS :lol:
I'm not posting the link now so the "authorities" don't find it and take it down before the interview. Also this way it won't get clogged up with casual fans/haters before the actual show. I'll post it Wednesday night.
Mark your calendars international stans!
10:00:00 p.m. Wednesday November 18, 2009 in Canada/Eastern converts to
03:00:00 a.m. Thursday November 19, 2009 in Europe/London
06:00:00 a.m. Thursday November 19, 2009 in Europe/Moscow
02:00:00 p.m. Thursday November 19, 2009 in Australia/Sydney
Jackson also recounts June 25 -- the day Michael died -- saying, "I was at my house in New York. You know, another day. Another morning. And I get a call ... [my assistant] said, 'Your brother's been taken to the hospital. It's on CNN right now. I called everyone's. There's a line busy or -- someone wasn't picking up. I spoke to mother. I spoke to Tito. I spoke to my nephew Austin. I spoke to my sister La Toya."
As for Murray, doesn't this guy have bodyguards? And I'm not talkin' about the police watching him, but hired bodyguards? He'll never have another job again. No, scratch that. I hope his next job is making license plates. Since he's more than $13,000 behind, he probably hasn't been paying for a while. Makes me wonder what he did before he was a doctor for Michael.
Considering Janet didn't seem him very often, I can see why it's hard to believe. Before he died, even when she didn't see him, he was still alive. Now, she doesn't see him, and that's how it was before he died. So it may still feel like he's alive...just my take on it.
I agree.I wish he'd come back, I'd do anything for him to come back.