Re: Dr.Conrad Murray-Propofol Still An Option Update #27
I'm not a moderator. I founded this website and handed it over to Gary this past Spring. I do not have to throw my weight around. I have an opinion and I'm sticking to it. Just like you have yours. I'm saying (and I was quite clear) if you are uncomfortable with a discussion, don't partake in it.
Speaking of your opinion....
I have a few questions for you...
It's obvious that you are a new user at a pro Michael Jackson forum. Michael Jackson was purposely or inadvertently killed on June 25th, 2009. You have thousands of members here who have been shocked, saddened and are angered over Michael Jackson's death. We've even had suicides on this board from some of our members (God rest their souls). It seems to me that you are a Dr. Conrad Murray sympathizer and I would like to know why? In many threads in comes off as you defending Conrad Murray, on a PRO Michael Jackson site. Why?
Sure you can say that you're all for justice and that we should wait for the outcome and not vilify Dr. Murray. I understand that. At the very least, this doctor is unethical because under no circumstances Propofol should be used in a home setting and ISN'T used. No matter how much money he was offered, Dr. Murray broke Hippocratic Oath and his actions more than likely killed his patient.
I think you should reread some of your postings on this Michael Jackson site. Because I'm failing to see why you are defending this monster - a doctor who is technically a drug dealer. Yes, a drug dealer...
Murray was the last to see Michael Jackson alive. His various stories to the police does not add up and Michael Jackson is dead. How do you defend that? By saying "we don't know what happened?" How can you ask thousands of Michael Jackson fans to be objective and patient when Michael was killed? We know the law takes time and we know the D.A. must gather evidence... but again, this is a pro Michael Jackson site and your postings on this board are highly questionable at best. I barely see any sympathy from you about Michael... Just for the doctor. Again, why?
I believe we really don't know everything about this case yet. I am not sure we have all the facts. I am willing to allow the police the time to gather their evidence together and get it 'right' instead of rushing and screwing up.
I am not defending Murray, but showing humane understanding. As much as I don't like what he did, I also know that anger isn't going to change the outcome here. Michael will still be gone and nothing is going to change that.
I don't have to hate Murray and say mean things. Thats not in my nature and in my heart I believe that Michael is looking down on the world and spreading his message of love here and there. Thats how I see it. I don't think he would want hate and anger. I think he felt that when he was alive along with frustration and so many other emotions. Maybe thats just my 'imagination' and how I deal with the situation, but thats how I see it.
I believe that nothing good comes from retaliation or revenge. I feel it is wrong to believe in 'an eye for an eye'. The message I think he would want spread is one of understanding and caring for our fellow man, no matter what. I just think it is bad for our own souls to hate other living beings.
I wasn't here in this forum when Michael first passed and I spent a lot of time by myself looking at his old videos, dragging out my old records and CD's and listening and remembering and reflecting on the times in my life and where I was when I was listening to "Ben" on the radio. I remember dancing to "Rockin Robin" and I watched the Motown 25 verison of Billy Jean so many times over and over trying to 'feel' Michaels happiness at that time of his life. I felt lost when I realized he was no longer going to be here to make more moments.
I read every piece of news that came out. I watched the funeral on a live stream. I cried like a baby many times over these months.
I know what a witch hunt is. I have seen injustice in this world. I remember when Michael went through his trial. I remember feeling awful in the pit of my stomach that he had to deal with what the press said, being arrested; being persecuted. I wondered why he didn't just listen and stop being around young boys; but I didn't ever think that he was guilty.
But my life experiences through all of this and so much more I would never talk about on this or any other public forum, I have learned compassion for my fellow man and other living creatures. I would not ever harm an animal and go out of my way to help and protect them.
While Murray may have made some mistakes here, my heart is still willing to have an open mind and think he is still a human being and deserves some respect for that. I don't believe that anyone deserves to be nailed to the cross and left hanging to dry.