MichaelYoureAStud
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I'd rather be *fucking ashamed* of myself than living in denial.
some of the people defending murray..I'm not gonna name anyone.
(and has joined the board LATE,) well.. I almost wonder if you're in his family or something.
or a friend of his..
the way you defend him. not caring about what he did wrong..at all.
I'm just saying.
HE DID EVERYTHING WRONG!
WAIT to call 911???
cpr on BED??
give him the DAMN propofol??
the list goes on. NO MATTER if he didn't do anything "on purpose" he was the one that was there, he COULD have helped Michael that was HIS JOB ! his JOB!
all of this makes me angry.
Wasn't sure whether this should go in a fresh thread or not but decided to add it here. Its an interview with Murray which was held just after the youtube clip was filmed.
"What is particularly infuriating to him are the tags that are now attached to him in many press reports, “concierge doctor” or “enabling doctor.” “I am neither,” he says, visibly upset. When I mention Michael Jackson at one point, he interrupts me, to say “my friend.” It stops me in mid-sentence because I had always assumed that the relationship between Conrad Murray and Jackson was doctor-patient only, but Murray to seemed genuine with his comment.
What is your biggest worry? Without hesitating he says, “That I will be made the scapegoat.” For whom? He doesn’t want to blame others, doctors, or business advisors around Jackson, but clearly he has his own ideas of some who were responsible for any of the pop star’s problems near the end of his life."
http://www.thedailybeast.com/blogs-...-standing-dr-conrad-murray-dont-scapegoat-me/
indrani, you know there are mj 'fans' or maybe idiots here on this board right?
they give everyone around mj the benefit of doubt and blame everything on mj.
^^that's why i'm not saying any names. keeping it to myself.
I have to say this.
there's no point blaming anyone on this board. we're all coming from our own perspective. how do you know some of aren't doctors? how do you know some of us aren't lawyers? how do you know some of us aren't anesthesiologists?
don't point the finger at anybody on this board, please. it's not going to go anywhere. Michael would HATE this kind of discord and finger-pointing among his fans. I know we're all angry and frustrated. life ain't gonna be easy for us in the next months/year when the trial starts... but we need to stick together, not fall apart.
all I know is that I want the perps -- whoever they are -- in jail. and I want justice for a man who was never ever dealt it while he lived. I want justice for Michael Jackson -- even and especially in death. and I'm not 100% sure we will get it. knowing that makes me sick to my stomach and steals my sleep. but it's reality.
I come here every day now. I never did before. I grew up with Michael in a way. he was a teen when I was a tween. as I grew older, his music was pervasive in my life to the point that at times I wasn't even paying him a lot of attention. I was busy living my life, and I knew he was busy living his. the thought was comforting, it made me happy even though, over the years, things weren't so good. but I just knew that he was there... his songs, his thoughts, his words, his eternal, fragile melodies that touched me even without, at times, my direct awareness. I still can't believe he's gone. it's like my dearest family member -- a brother -- has died. no one in my family... not even some of my closest friends... understands my pain. they all think I'm obsessed. in a way, I am. I'm doing penance. I feel guilt and hurt and an enormous amount of contrition over and above the anger and the frustration. I feel helpless and hopeless. during the trial, I was abroad and I couldn't be here. I watched Michael from afar, fearing for his life every day while my own life was actually falling apart. all I knew then was that I -- that many others like me -- couldn't help him. he had to help himself.
so I want to be here now. I want to make sure I feel this pain every day. to feel that which every one of you is feeling. I want to make sure we never forget this moment in time. I know Michael would not want us to suffer, but in a way, we're collectively experiencing and purging ALL OF THAT WHICH HE SUFFERED. this is the only way to redemption for all of us... to stick together, to grieve together, to love and understand each other. that's why I come here every day now. not to point fingers and name names. there'll be a time and a venue for that. it'll be upon us soon.
wounding each other (because words, even online, can hurt deeply) like this is leading to nothing but ennui and angst. it's not leading us anywhere Michael would want us to be.
thanks for listening.
indrani.
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This Conrad video spoof is amazing. I swear the humour kills all my sadness and anger: everyone watch this, its much better and more real than the original. :lmao: :lol: :lol:
Youtube Dr Murray spoof
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This Conrad video spoof is amazing. I swear the humour kills all my sadness and anger: everyone watch this, its much better and more real than the original. :lmao: :lol: :lol:
Youtube Dr Murray spoof
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This Conrad video spoof is amazing. I swear the humour kills all my sadness and anger: everyone watch this, its much better and more real than the original. :lmao: :lol: :lol:
Youtube Dr Murray spoof
That was pretty funny. I like the part where he says "Don't worry be happy" :lol:
"i know what i did was wrong, i gave the king of pop s*** i shouldn't have given him....but d***** I wanna be rich too!"
funny...yet sad cause that's the truth