Yesterday was Christmas and six months of grief and trying to understand your passing. I did just for you a candle burning, and I have prayed for you, Michael. And in the evening I heard angels sing, and I'm sure you one of those angels, who sang so beautifully. You are so beautiful, Michael. I will never forget you, you live on in my heart. I miss you so much, I feel so sad and empty, like the world is carrying on around me but I've stopped, like I am looking out but no one can hear or see me. I love you so much, Michael, my life will never be the same without you. I know it sounds odd, but I feel like I am alive but I can't breath. You were my whole world, Michael. My one true love, I love you Michael with all my heart, please never forget that, dear dear Michael. :weeping: