people.
i have a q.
Yesterday i was in the car and listened to michael,s music ( off course)
it was in the night and i was very emotional.
I started talking to michael in my head.
Telling him what his death did to me and how he,s missed.
All of a sudden, i didn,t expect anything to happen.
I felt like someone stroke my hair.
When i looked over my shoulder to where it came from i saw something like an orb.
It was not invincible, i could see it.
But it looked like a white substanced energyball and also dissapeared right away.
I really was shocked, it felt good..........but i really start thinking i,m losing my mind.
Do i need to find some help?
I,m losing my mind.
But it felt so good............
WHOA. I say that because Wednesday night/early Thursday morning I had some
weird stuff happen. I didn't connect it with MJ per se, but I saw the same thing!!!! I'll just tell everything. Here goes...
Hubby had gone to bed, I was still up at 2:30am and felt I wanted to read the chapter on MJ's religious views again from the fan version of 'The MJ Tapes' before bed (Boteach's book -- I had read the whole thing like 3 weeks ago). While reading, suddenly a huge freakin' bee appeared out of nowhere in my living room. A huge (did I mention it was HUGE?) angry bee flying around the lamp... in
Germany in
November in the
middle of the night. :bugeyed Huh??? (I'd been in this room
all evening with the light on, door and windows closed, and there had been no bee!) I'm afraid of bees so I quickly turned off the heater, opened the window (so it could find its way out when the sun came up) and left the room, closing the door behind me.
Then a bit later I'm lying in bed thinking about how weird this was and I realize I have this terrible anxiety feeling, like 80 cups of coffee in my stomach/solar plexus area. I tried to meditate to calm down, but I couldn't focus at all and the anxiety in my stomach was getting more and more intense. Honestly, the last time I felt this jittery thing for "no reason" was on June 25th around 7-8pm my time. So I'm starting to freak out, thinking "OMG, what's wrong????" Then I saw a small WHITE ORB float across the room near the ceiling. I mean, I
really saw it. I was astonished. I turned onto my side and then saw it
again, almost glowing for a second by the door. Ummmm... wth???
I got really worried about my family, wondering if someone was dying or something. I decided to get back up at 4am (which was evening back home in the US) and call my mom and my sister just to check! While on the phone with my sis, a hairspray can suddenly flew off a shelf in my bathroom. Ok, so it
could have fallen, but it was really strange because it's never fallen before and I hadn't touched the shelving. Well, long story short... everyone is FINE. Everyone in my family is fine and I haven't heard of anything wrong with any friends. Hopefully won't.
No clue if any of that would have anything whatsoever to do with MJ... it just struck me as amazing that we both saw WHITE ORBS on Thursday!
Anyone else gonna watch the Sky1 live channeling of Michael tonight at 10?
We have freesat channels, but don't get Sky1, so we won't be watching. Sorry, but I expect it to be a bunch of bull. We used to get Most Haunted with Derek back in the US, so I know who this is. He never impressed me as the real thing, but who knows, right?