Had a relaxing experience today I wanted to share with you guys.
I have felt really down the last few days, I have found peace with Michaels death, but many other things are all just showing up all at the same time now, so this time it infected my day at school. My thoughts wandered far from the subjects in class and I didn't really learn much. Even when me and my friends were talking and supposed to have fun in the lunch time, my thoughts was wandering and thinking all kinds of negative thoughts.. Long story short; I had a really bad day!
When waiting for the schoolbus I just wanted to be by myself so I found my iPod and isolated my ears from all the noise around. At one point I just knew Michael was there, he wanted to say something, I could see him dancing, laughing and beeing happy. I'm sure people thought i was a nut when I stood there in the middle of the crowd, smiling from ear to ear, all alone. He made me happy again. I looked up at the sky and thought a "thank you" for him, when I suddenly saw a white butterfly right beside me. I smiled again and watched it fly out into the sky.