Wow...you know...I'm really taking this in for the first time. I just watched his whole 45th birthday celebration for the first time yesterday...and then to read this on top of that...it just really reminds me of how he genuinely cares about his fans. My God...it is so touching. I feel SO honored that he would visit me even once. Oh Michael I promise to always be grateful that you even gave me just one glance...and I promise to not be whiney anymore. You are such a special soul. Thank you...so very much, thank you.
Oh, I know, the 45th Birthday vids always get to me
He said we're a family, my children are your children, stuff about wanting to
stay in touch with fans, making Neverland more accessible, Go For Your Dreams ... all that. Poor Michael, not knowing what was going to hit him just three months later (...November 2003) :hug:
Actually, I just received an e-mail from an MJ fanfriend in L.A. who had connections with MTV out there....I can contact them through the summer as they're not hiring for Fall yet, but at least this means something. Heh, interesting timing.
Wow, MTV of all things. That sounds pretty cool
I hope it works out!
mjbunny - wow, your story is so amazing. I just read it now and was like . Really awesome. Thanks for sharing.I keep thinking about that TII poster thing, about all being one in conciousness etc. That really resonates with me. Although it pains me to say, Michael's death was my ultimate calling I think. I feel so bad to say that, cos everyday I wish Michael was back here, I really do. I hope you understand what I mean..I love Michael so much And I'm not saying that just because. He's been part of my life, and he will continue to be a part of my life, forever. I just wish he was with us all now
I just feel like his being, soul, love.. I feel like he has guided me to this path I'm on now with all of you, does this make sense? "It's an adventure, it's a great adventure" I feel like I am a part of something you know, we have a purpose, we are on a journey, all of us in the harmony hut, together, individually, with Michael? Some people may have chosen to take this 'calling' like me, but others..maybe they can't see or feel it? Maybe to them it hasn't resonated with them yet? Something resonated with my soul, and it's been awakened now? Maybe this is how/the way I'm supposed to go, in order to "make that change", and others have their way, that resonates with them..spiritually, non-spiritually?
It's been like a chain reaction. But it seems I have chosen it for some reason that I am maybe aware or unaware about? Maybe it'll all become clearer over time. I know this doesn't make any sense, I'm trying to explain it lol, but it's not happening today.
It all makes sense in that way that it doesn't actually make any sense in the here and now, but that I totally get what you're saying :lol:
Regarding "universal plans" for every soul and free wills in general. Like I said before, I have very different point of view OR I am using different words to explain myself and ppl have problem to understand what I mean .
I wonder if it's not so much a 'plan', but being seen from the highest perspective ("God") where there is no time and therefore it's just
known. That could drive you crazy thinking about it, but it's that "no beginning/ no end" thing. If God can see what happens in 10,000 years, then He/She/It/CosmicBunny/FlyingSpaghettiMonster knows that you were going to do one thing, but then will change your mind to prove that there's free will, and then change it yet again to further prove your free will, leading to some outcome. You
did/will exercise your free will, it's just that He/She/It/CosmicBunny/FlyingSpaghettiMonster can see it all from a wayyyyyyy more intense position that we can come close to understanding. Or we're just all running around slamming our heads into each other. Ugh, don't know. :doh:
In case anyone wants to check this out:
http://www.shadowsinthedarkradio.co...y-12-2009-michael-jackson-from-the-other-side During the last 45 mins of the show Gary shared the messages that Michael had shared with him from the other side. Michael said he would return to live another life time and would be an even greater light for love. Through Gary, Jackson assured everyone that he was fine and that we really don't understand how much we are loved.
Some of that totally didn't sound like things Michael would say, lol, but some of the message in
general was nice and resonated, like about how if we only knew how loved we are by everyone 'over there', and that we're not alone. :heart:
Well, I did listen to this channeling but I am not convinced. The question is, how in the world he knows every little detail about money and stuff, ppl's names unless he knew this info before and just made his own assumptions? I am not saying that what he is saying is wrong, I am just saying that does not feel like channeling to me.
I'm not convinced either (this is in reference to the C2C Christian von Lahr show), and in fact some of it is kinda crazy (especially all that weird crap at the beginning of the segment, before the 'channeling' starts). But strangely there have been a couple of statements that have popped into my mind on occasion, which I find strange. But maybe it's just because Michael wanted to tell me something LIKE that.
I love The Beatles! I :heart: the way he sings "There's nothing you can do that can't be done"
(sorry, off topic :blush
Did you come across this vid in your travels? I thought it was so cute and funny when I saw it
:lol: The John & Yoko vid was funny
Since everyone knows the song "All You Need Is Love", the song I really had wanted to point out last night was "The Word". I'd heard that before, but had forgotten it. Now it's totally stuck in my head. Lyrics like this just totally make me think of Michael. I can't keep from smiling all the way through it, thinking of him :wub:
"Spread the word and you'll be free, Spread the word and be like me
Spread the word I'm thinking of, Have you heard the word is love?
It's so fine, It's sunshine, It's the word, love...
Now that I know what I feel must be right
I'm here to show everybody the light!
Give the word a chance to say, That the word is just the way
It's the word I'm thinking of, And the only word is love..." :heart:
I voted. It was number 6 then. I'll vote some more for the love and prayers...
Cool, thanks
You can vote every 20 minutes. I guess it's going to be hard to beat the "kingkhan" fanclub (who is this? lol)
Hey happy Harmony Huttahs! Hope you're all happy today anyway. I feel extra in love with Michael today :wub: Have any of you heard the '92 remix of "Human Nature" by SWV?? Omg...I am in LOOOOVE with this song. I normally don't like remixes of Michael's stuff, but this is just...wonderful. It's got that vibe. And the lyrics..."love will be right here... right here...have no fear, no tears, love is here"
It just goes perfectly with Michael, our love for him, and where he's at now.
I can't hear it, due to sucking Fony blocking SWV's songs in Germany
angry
, but I remember that song. It was played on the radio a lot back then.
Well, funny you mention Michael...'cause I just got home from that concert which I dreamed about, that was tonight. I dreamed about the spears coming at me in the end of the concert. So guess what the concert ended with?
We Are The World, and this is very unusual for the singers, because they mostly sing overly happy stupid Dutch folk music. :mello: It was SO intense, and they had dimmed the lights and everyone sung along, and one of the singers said '
we should hold each others hands and leave tonight with this message!'. I still can't hear Michael-music while being in that stadium, knowing I stand at the same spot where Michael was.
And guess what also, they had 'canons' from off the stage that were firing these long paper decorations, silver, long ones, and I stood so close that they almost fell on me! I mean, I can see a similarity there. How odd is that?!?!?! :scratch:
So, I knew that it's weird that it said 'represents male things', but that a phallus is actually like....THE thing, I didn't realize until I Googled it a second ago. What the hell mannnnnn! LMFAO. :hysterical:
Oh man :lmao: You got some "male things" flying at you, girl! :naughty: That was a weird dream, yeah. I hate dreams like that. I dreamed the other night that I burn some black goo in a tiny metal cylinder to create something like lampblack, but then I had to put some of it on the feathers of a bird for a while first. I had two white parakeet-sized birds. One got the 'lampblack' stuff, the other didn't. One of them freaked out, squawking and squirming, and I turned to try to catch it and I accidentally hit it, breaking part of its wing off! :bugeyed It made painful noises, but managed to fly away and I couldn't find it :doh: Then last night I dreamed something about a little puppy that was bleeding from the head! I can't remember much, just this puppy and how I felt sorry for it. We were on a sidewalk somewhere. On a nicer note, the We Are the World moments still sound touching. It's so beautiful when people seem to get the message, even for a moment. It's just carrying it WITH them that's the tough part. Like Michael said before, "Please don't put this in your heart today and forget it tomorrow."
I just got back from Michael's craft store
:lol: As I read that it's like I didn't bat my eye thinking it
MJ's craft store :lmao: Then it took at least once sentence past it before I was like... oh yeah,
Michael's... I get it now :lol: (Man, I miss that store!)
Cool, I will be in a yoga/meditation class so I will make sure to drop by the party!!!
Hey, what great timing! Just remember to keep a towel nearby, cuz "when you come to Neverland... (you know the rest)" :innocent: