Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[Mundy]

I don't know where this quote is from but I love it :

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Beautiful quote, very inspirational. Thank you

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I had a bad day yesterday. It was just one of those days. I'm feeling better today and looking forward to the meditation :angel:

L:heart:VE and hugs to everyone :cupid:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Hello everyone :hug: I hope you all are doing okay.. I'm sorry I haven't been in here lately.. I have so much school work before summer so I haven't really had the time to catch up in the thread ..But I will join the meditation later, just so you know :hug:.. :heart: Thank you Darli for sending me a PM about that! ... L.O.V.E to all :heart:

 

[amygrace]

Hey girls! Happy Saturday! :group:

Zenab - thanks for sharing that quote! :angel:

Mod Alert - WOW...that's is so cool! Love hearing about things like this... :angel: :wub:

Meditation today...hooray! Hope I can get my grandparents to watch my daughter while we do it. She was supposed to sleepover at my Mom's today but alas my Mom is sick. Not sure I'll even be any good in the spiritual arena today though....ugh. Just having one of those 'off' days. Hope all goes well and I still connect well with you guys.

Tink - glad to see you pop back in here! :flowers:

Much love!

 

[mjbunny]

Happy Saturday, Loveworkers! :heart:

ModulationAlert - Whoa, that sounds amazing! :angel:I guess we can assume that it wasn't playing as an embedded song hidden on the website you were on, since why would something about Glendale history have MJ songs playing? That's pretty neat, whoa. And that it contained an answer for you! Wayyyyyy cool

(Non-related story that I was suddenly reminded of ... one time at my old apt we kept hearing some jackass in the parking lot blaring their car horn several times every few minutes. Hb and I were like, wtf, it's almost midnight! This went on for an hour. We even went outside to try to find this moron. Eventually we discovered that it was a website left open on the computer :lol: It had some animation that would loop with a realistic car horn sound and I had great speakers :hysterical: :lmao

Hi. This is the quotes origins.
:flowers:

Thanks for the source and to Zenab for the quote. I know I'd read it before too. Soooo true :heart:

Hello everyone :hug: I hope you all are doing okay.. I'm sorry I haven't been in here lately.. I have so much school work before summer so I haven't really had the time to catch up in the thread ..But I will join the meditation later, just so you know :hug:.. :heart: Thank you Darli for sending me a PM about that! ... L.O.V.E to all :heart:

Hi Tink!

Meditation today...hooray! Hope I can get my grandparents to watch my daughter while we do it. She was supposed to sleepover at my Mom's today but alas my Mom is sick. Not sure I'll even be any good in the spiritual arena today though....ugh. Just having one of those 'off' days. Hope all goes well and I still connect well with you guys.

Oh, well I hope you can join without a problem. I'm kind of "off" today as well, ugh. Had these really dark and kind of disturbing dreams this morning that just messed everything up I miss dreaming of Michael.

Oh! There's this documentary on German TV today called, "Solitary King: The Tragic Life of Michael Joseph Jackson" . Hb wanted to record it because you can hear some English under the German and sometimes they don't translate things exactly and he wanted to be able to explain things if necessary. Anyway, suddenly I just heard very loudly between speaking portions of the show the line from ABC break out: "I'm gonna teach you all about LOVE" :heart: Like an early sign channeled through the songwriters, those lyrics (as well as other early J5 and MJ songs). Yes, dear little Michael, you will teach us all about LOVE Thank you :angel:

So, meditation time one more time:
2pm Pacific - 3pm Mountain - 4pm Central - 5pm Eastern - 10pm UK - 23:00 CEST

 

[amygrace]

Eventually we discovered that it was a website left open on the computer :lol: It had some animation that would loop with a realistic car horn sound and I had great speakers :hysterical: :lmao

LMAAAAO :lmao:

Oh, well I hope you can join without a problem. I'm kind of "off" today as well, ugh. Had these really dark and kind of disturbing dreams this morning that just messed everything up I miss dreaming of Michael.

Same here! The past few nights I've been having really dark dreams...just bad vibes and bad stuff. And I woke up this morning in a really bad mood. I hate that.

suddenly I just heard very loudly between speaking portions of the show the line from ABC break out: "I'm gonna teach you all about LOVE" :heart: Like an early sign channeled through the songwriters, those lyrics (as well as other early J5 and MJ songs). Yes, dear little Michael, you will teach us all about LOVE Thank you :angel:

Aww...totally. I've been watching J5 clips this morning to get me in a better mood :wub:

 

[mjbunny]

Same here! The past few nights I've been having really dark dreams...just bad vibes and bad stuff. And I woke up this morning in a really bad mood. I hate that.

Huh, I wonder why? :doh: One I remember this morning was I was with an Irish (why? lol) rock band, but my job was to channel from the other side instead of sing. There was an audience of what I thought were just my closest friends in the next room on chairs ... those I was able to be this weird around, who would just accept me and the situation and be supportive of this exploration. It began and I kind of felt bad about the whole thing, because the announcers built me up like I was for certain channeling and so amazing, and I was NOT convinced I was at all (I wanted them to say I was just learning, not act like I was the expert!). The expectation sucked and made me feel quite doubtful. So I started to mutter something and suddenly I got heckled from the audience. The lights were bright, but I could see there were old coworkers and old friends, people I'd gone to school with years ago, just all these people I didn't actually want there. One of them went OFF on me about being a fake and a crazy person and just downright evil. She asked me if I knew why she believes that I'm full of sh*t. I "channeled" back "FEAR. You're afraid, Vicki." (LOL, who's Vicki? No clue!) This pissed people off and then I had some similar messages for them that I can no longer remember. The whole thing had this icky, dark vibe. When it was over (with this horrible discordant rock band playing) I realized all these people just disliked me with a passion now and were judgemental and appalled by what I'd done. I didn't feel bad about my actions, as I didn't talk bad about them or anything, but they made me doubt myself, like when you're scolded for something you didn't actually do or thought you were doing the right thing and others disagree, something like that. I felt really misunderstood. Then it changed to some other weird stuff about trying to get somewhere in NYC, wading through mud and this icky, dark post-apocalytic-like atmosphere. What's up with that?

 

[darlingdear]

Sorry to hear some of you aren't in the zone :huggy::huggy:

I am deciding whether to meditate outside tonight since I've never done that and it might prove to be interesting..:scratch:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Sorry to hear some of you aren't in the zone :huggy::huggy:

I am deciding whether to meditate outside tonight since I've never done that and it might prove to be interesting..:scratch:

I LOVE that. If it's warm enough around a big body of water, a lake or the ocean is just the best. I remember trying it out in a cold winter night because it was a very remote location and you could see the stars very well. As long as it's not cold I love it. I brought a nice candle in storm light "encasing", that works for me. I have particular candle I lit at Forest Lawn when visiting, I'll light that in an hour.

 

[amygrace]

Huh, I wonder why? :doh: One I remember this morning was I was with an Irish (why? lol) rock band, but my job was to channel from the other side instead of sing.
................. What's up with that?

Dang, that sucks. I wonder why our brain dreams up stuff like this sometimes? Do you ever feel like sometimes it's not you, but some negative spirit attacking you in your sleep? That's kind of what I've been feeling lately. Some dreams just have that vibe where you know it's not you. I don't know how to explain it. I feel like they sometimes trick you too...try to manipulate the dream to make you think it was you ...to mess with your head, have you feel guilty/nervous/whatever, or even impact your choices throughout the following day. The night before last I had this awful dream where I kept making all the wrong turns - I was simply exploring but ended up on a really bad dark street, then in a really dark neighborhood then in a dark building full of these men that were there to rape people. :mello: I had to go in these stalls with different men in order to get out alive. Yikes that one was creepy and awful.

I am deciding whether to meditate outside tonight since I've never done that and it might prove to be interesting

You totally should! I would if it wasn't so buggy outside. I get eaten up alive by mosquitoes out here!

 

[darlingdear]

Then I'm gonna go meditate outside. It's been a beautiful sunny day today, I just went out there to water the garden and I just love that..summery evening smell, you know. It made me feel at peace (but also miss Michael a lot, I guess cos it's coming round the summer again...)

I think looking up at the stars and the moon (hopefully), will be magical as well :heart:

 

[mjbunny]

Ok, I think I'm gonna go start winding down for our meditation. Weird that I totally don't feel in the mood at all. Hope that changes in 20 minutes :lol:

 

[Louise.]

darlingdear - I was thinking earlier on about doing it outside. It's still lovely out, so I'm gonna head out to the garden in a minute. :happy:

mjbunny - I kinda feel the same way today as well. Hopefully when I'm outside I'll get into it and it'll be fine.

 

[amygrace]

^Dang I'm with you guys. Not feelin' the good meditation vibe. I couldn't get ahold of my Grandparents either so my daughter is here and might interrupt me. Aahh hope we can all get into the groove anyway! 'See' you all soon!

 

[mjbunny]

Maybe this will help, at 1:00 and on :wub: :lol:






Ok, seriously gonna head to the bedroom with my headphones now

 

[Starlight1986]

Whoa it's so hard to catch up in this thread. One day with not enough time means that I don't know what's going on here anymore and have to dig through all the pages.

 

[Bee]

Blahhh, no party, no cake, no MJ for me....I was totally zoned out. Interesting, I now read you guys were feeling that way before already too. I tried to get into it but couldn't get my mind to focus...constantly kept going other ways and thinking personal things over and over. I was kinda emotional though, guess that was more the point of sitting down and really getting into your own mind that made me feel this way. :sigh:

Really missin' Michael more now though...it just feels so weird that June is coming up and all that. I just can't.....understand. *Snif*
Well....I'm curious if any of you had something! Someone who might have a lil' left over of the cake for me? :angel: Lol.

Okay I'm gonna sleep now, once I hit the pillow I think I can be k.o. for about a week.
Hugs to y'all, hopefully the MLP on Tuesday will be more touching! Be back later. :heart:

 

[amygrace]

Alright girls...mine lasted 13 minutes. 18 if you count the 5 minutes I started before it was time. Don't know if anyone has replied yet will check after I type mine up!

Ok, so, as I started to go in I couldn't help but break a smile, for no apparent reason. I just had to smile all the sudden…and giggle a little too. Seemed like something was already happening…Michael was waiting for us or…something.

I kept feeling a tickle or something on my ears. A couple times I felt something run across my arm and I felt my toes tingle. I think in the beginning we were goofing off. As we came in one by one we ran up to Michael and just started playing. Not sure about all that…I was doubtful in my visions; not feeling totally connected.

I do remember not soon after that, I saw us all giving a group hug to Michael. As I gave him a big squeeze I said “I wish my body could really FEEL this…maybe if I squeeze hard enough..” *squeeeeze* but nothing lol. I then looked up at his beautiful face smiling and swiped his hair across his face hoping my fingers could feel it but again nothing. We all hugged him a bit more then I saw him sitting down on the grass cross legged with us sitting/laying on our stomachs on the grass below him as it was sloping down a little. We just started talking. I got the sense that it was important to him that we still discuss important issues, and just speak from whatever was in our hearts. Me and a couple others who chimed in went on about the usual kind of thing..thank you so much Michael for just being you! For your light and inspiration! I then asked personally how I can hold onto it the whole time…’cause sometimes I’ll get inspired to change by something he said, and then I just revert to the old ways. He said something that I can’t really remember but then paired it with “you are getting help with this from your Guides. What matters is that you keep trying…and be playful as often as you can. That will help your daughter as well as you”

I then saw us all going in a huddle to put our hands together…like you see sports groups do before a big game. We were joining our hands in some kind of “love pact”..to promise to continue on our path of love and helping the world. I said “I wish we could hold on forever and never let go”..and then Michael said something like “but we don’t ever let go. We’re always connected…always together” then I said “but it doesn’t feel like it…as soon as our hands part I feel separate” and he went onto to say something like “no…we’re all connected…I am a part of you. What I’m made of is in you…and therefore it’s with you always. Whenever you want to feel me near, just express the part in you that is me”…(ok I’m really not good at explaining this the way he did..it was more communicated with thoughts and feelings rather than words too). I kind of got this a-ha moment after that… as he continued to express through feeling to me that he literally does live inside of us. Like when we do things inspired by him, it is the him inside of us…that energy…it’s him living through us in a way if that makes sense. I then realized wow…brings the whole “Inner Michael” thing to a whole new light. And I think he said he was helping to inspire Barbara with that project from time to time, as she plays an important role in awakening/connecting people.

After that I remember him getting ready to leave…and of course still not wanting him to. All the sudden he was right in front of my face, kissing the left cheek, then the right, then right on the lips. A very genuine kiss…that as he held my cheeks with both hands and pulled away he looked me stern in the eyes and said “I love you”. He did this to each of us. Then I think we all asked what could we do for him once we come out of meditation or something…’cause he left saying “Keep loving me…I’ll always love you” …I got teary eyed and we shouted back “we’ll always love YOU Michael!” Then he split up into a thousand blue sparkles and drifted off. (kind of like the effect in Remember the Time except with sparkles not sand).

We hung around a bit after wards…gave each other hugs, and stated our gratitude for each other and how special our roles our together. Then one by one I saw you girls get sucked out of the circle like a vacuum…as if your spirit was being sucked back through space into your body.

Then end. I know I left stuff out…geez it’s crazy how this all can feel like a dream so quickly.

Looking forward to reading what you girls have to say!

 

[MJJLaugh]

This what happened during my/our meditation. I listened to the music accompanying the following video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMAiYA1ZUxg&playnext_from=TL&videos=XjDujZfSDK4.

We gathered at a meadow. It was night and we heard frogs loudly. Then Michael appeared in the middle, while we stood around him holding hands. He motioned for us to be silent first by placing a finger on his lips and gestured that we had to listen to the sounds of nature in the night/evening. We all meditated and prayed for peace. While we all concentrated suddenly light streamed from our bare feet into the earth and from our hands over the earth, radiating out. Michael changed while he turned within our circle from black pants and red shirt to Bad outfit to 2007 Michael to very young Michael, within seconds.
I saw someone with short dark hair, brown or almost black, and someone with reddish halflong hair sitting near a pond, feeling very sad, and several with blond hair in different lengths, but all shone Light out into the world from within, it was so beautiful and magical I had to smile.
We all sat down together as group, sitting quietly, we all did a somersault together while still holding hands. Then suddenly the scenery changed, it was daytime and we were riding the train at Neverland and I felt a waterballoon in my neck splatting and a triumphant male voice saying "Gotcha!". Then I threw a bucket of water over Michael and he flung me over his shoulder and threw me in the pool and jumped in himself. Then later, he said he wanted to show me something special and we went up the Giving Tree together.
At the end we joined again in the dark on the meadow and Michael gave each of us a white large feather so we would remember our purpose....

 

[amygrace]

Bianca - Aw hon I'm sorry you didn't get anything. I didn't think I would...but I did, and if it helps, I saw you there! :huggy:

MJJLaugh - Yours was beautiful (love that music btw...great for meditating to!) Love the feather part at the end. Aw :heart: Wish I could remember the 'party' portion of the meditation better. It went by quickly though it seemed. Part of me thinks I only saw it 'cause I was half expecting it too. :lol:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

I have red hair...

 

[amygrace]

I tell you though, girls, it felt really good to hear Michael say "keep loving me". I just remembered I left out a small part where we were asking him about whether we bug him or not with our thoughts/whiney calls... but he stated he wasn't bugged, and he loved us for it.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

I tell you though, girls, it felt really good to hear Michael say "keep loving me". I just remembered I left out a small part where we were asking him about whether we bug him or not with our thoughts/whiney calls... but he stated he wasn't bugged, and he loved us for it.

I know that I kept saying because I really really don't think that a mentor as him would be annoyed, he wouldn't be gathering people and paying visits if he where annoyed...that's so cool, he did write something similar to "keep loving me" to fans in a letter I believe.
In my experience he'll say something if you get too sad, but it's always loving, or sometimes completely ridiculous and silly to get you to smile through the tear, but that's just my experience. If it becomes self-pity that keeps you from exploring I'd imagine him saying something too but I never have had the impression that I needed to worry.

 

[Starlight1986]

I might have missed that in this huuuuge thread. But how do you do the meditation? How does it work? Sounds very beautiful. :heart:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

All that I can remember from my meditation is that I was sitting at this table.. There was a plate and a little spoon in front of me on the table (maybe for the cake :lol ... These are the only things I can remember cause' I fell asleep ...

 

[amygrace]

I gotta run for now girls...my daughter needs some play time! Will check back in a couple hours to read n' reply. Much love! :group:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Blahhh, no party, no cake, no MJ for me....I was totally zoned out. Interesting, I now read you guys were feeling that way before already too. I tried to get into it but couldn't get my mind to focus...constantly kept going other ways and thinking personal things over and over. I was kinda emotional though, guess that was more the point of sitting down and really getting into your own mind that made me feel this way. :sigh:

Really missin' Michael more now though...it just feels so weird that June is coming up and all that. I just can't.....understand. *Snif*
Well....I'm curious if any of you had something! Someone who might have a lil' left over of the cake for me? :angel: Lol.

Okay I'm gonna sleep now, once I hit the pillow I think I can be k.o. for about a week.
Hugs to y'all, hopefully the MLP on Tuesday will be more touching! Be back later. :heart:

Sorry to hear it didn't work for you.

I did it and it was pretty funny. I was feeling all giggly afterward because some funny things happened. I did it for 10 minutes. I imagined myself on a beach, just looking out on the horizon. I also imagined myself as being younger, like a pre-teen/teen. I walked around digging my hand in the sand and then I just sat down against a palm tree. I just thought I wasn't going to see Michael and be alone this time. So I sat there a few minutes, but then he did appear. Only a vague image, I couldn't really tell what he looked like. Maybe from Bad era. He took my hand and helped me up and we walked along the beach for while. I don't think we really said anything. In the middle of the walk I stopped and dug my feet in the sand. Michael turned around and said "come on" So I continued to follow him to the middle of the beach. He drew a smiley face in the sand and he told me to draw something. I didn't really know what to draw, but I just drew a balloon in the sand lol. Then I asked where the others are and he said they were coming. And then you all were there heading towards us. Maybe about 4 or 5 of you, but I don't know who all was there. So we greeted and we decided to sit in a circle on the sand, except for Michael who stood. Then we decided to sing something. So we started singing Kumbaya (like was mentioned in this thread before) :lol: We were all laughing at this. I was almost laughing for real. Then Michael talked to us, thanking us for praying for him, his family and children and other things I guess I'd imagine he might say. This is where it started getting fuzzy. Some people went swimming in the ocean and one of you came out with a cake. Like a whole one. I said, "where did that cake come from?" Because it seemed to come from nowhere. From the ocean? :lol: Anyway that person threw the whole cake at Michael's face and we all laughed. And then I think Michael may have given hugs to everyone. It seemed like everything was fading away, so Michael pulled me back in I guess. He gave me some words of praise about something (I know what this something is, but not mentioning it here) and he shook my hand. That was about it.

 

[amygrace]

OH! One thing before I go that I just remembered - after Michael had said that he loves us even during our whiney-ness...lol - I said back to him with such gratitude and love "Michael you are one in a million!!!" and he said back to me "now YOU go be that one in a million!" :heart: Really gave me another great insight...however simple it seems.

Ok I'm off now... see ya girlies!

 

[MJJLaugh]

I have red hair...

Interesting! Not sure now if it was the girl with the reddish hair feeling sad or the girl with the really dark short hair, I think it was the girl with the dark hair, trying not to cry and focus on the meditation, thinking of the others in meditation more than her own needs...

I tell you though, girls, it felt really good to hear Michael say "keep loving me". I just remembered I left out a small part where we were asking him about whether we bug him or not with our thoughts/whiney calls... but he stated he wasn't bugged, and he loved us for it.

Oh, I'm relieved to hear that because I would not want to bug Michael. I often say to him "I love you so very much, I want to you to do what's good for you. To go to the Light or whatever it is you have to/want to do now". I love him unconditionally with all my heart and soul, and I would hate to keep him earthbound by asking him stuff or having conversations in my head with him. But he only replies when he wants to anyway, even in my thoughts, so I guess it's okay then ?
( Or I have far too much imagination and I should be escorted out of the Harmony Hut in a straight jacket)

I left out the real personal things that I shared with Michael during the meditation.
Not really a cake fight during my meditation.
i hope others will post their experiences soon....

Love to all of you!

 

[mjbunny]

Okay, I haven't read anyone else's yet! I suppose as usual I've got the long, crazy one :lol: I was actually gone for nearly 30 minutes this time. Whoa. Didn't realize I was capable of focusing past 20, lol. At first it was tough, but then I seemed to just be in this place where I could feel many of you around, like energy. Then I saw Michael, in a dark jacket and fedora, like the hugs during the HIStory Tour in that vid I posted the other day. (Man, things are fading -- I know I won't remember everything.) I hugged him tightly for some moments and I looked around and many of us were there, sort of giggly and such. Amygrace hugged him then. While he was hugging each of us I suddenly realized I was in a "nowhere" place and wondered, "Where am I?" and then the picture became vividly clear... Neverland I could see the green of the grass, the little lake, ducks (?), the sky, the sunshine, children running around playing, some sculptures and the forest with tall trees along the edge of the grass (that I've seen before in this ethereal N.L.). It felt very free there, like being a kid again and wanting to just breathe it all in. I spent a lot of time looking into the forest area from the edge of the grass, though. Just curious.

Michael talked with us a bit, but it was more individual, so I don't have specifics. Then suddenly someone yelled "Water fight!" and we had instantly manifesting water balloons :lol: Michael was now wearing a red shirt, black pants and looked like around Bad to Dangerous era. And there he was right in front of me, both of us with balloons in our hands, others splashing each other and... I couldn't bear to throw anything at him :lol: We just stood there. Then he came up to me, realizing my hesitation and broke a balloon on my head :lol: Then I got into it! I got hit a few times by others and probably splatted some others as well :cheeky: Michael, though... hard to catch, but I ended up getting him along the side of his face (doh! sorry, Mike! :tease

After this it became night and we were all lying there bunched up together around Michael looking at the stars. I think my head was alongside his lower right leg, lol. After a time I asked, "Michael, what's in the forest?" He said it was enchanted, all sorts of things there and that many of us have already been in this forest with him. (Dreams, etc.) He offered to take us for a walk through it. It was like other meditations I've had when I was walking through the forest with him, but this time he was leading us in a group. We got to the edge, which is like a cliff basically, overlooking ... hmmm, I'm not sure... I've only really seen darkness and stars and maybe something bluish and glowy. Michael then sat on a big rock and we were sitting on the ground, like kids listening to a story. He told us to care for the children, healing starts with the children of the world. We sang The Lost Children together.

After this I was looking at him as he looked from one of 'his girls' to the others, such love in his eyes. We all sat there just looking at him and he looking from one to the next for a while, lol. He said to me then, "What's wrong?" I said I don't know, really. I feel weird about some stuff in life and miss him in dreams. Then he and I went away a bit from the group (maybe you each got your own MJ at this point ) and sat cross-legged facing each other. He took my hands. I asked him many questions, sometimes referring back to other meditations that left unanswered questions. It was quite deep. (I felt very warm and had a presence feeling around me there in my bedroom.) It's some personal stuff we talked about, about pathways, the teacher/guide/guru role he is to me, callings and spirituality. It was insightful, made me cry and get rushes of energy through me. Some of it's still cryptic, lol, in that way that it makes you think of new questions later when you realize the answer wasn't the full asnwer. But it was beautiful. An important thing in this I'll share is that he said for me to think of how much I love him, and he knows how deeply. Now multiply that 10 times over. That's how much God loves each of us. And that love IS the universe and everything in it. It's what created it and sustains it. Love is THE answer, the spark, the truth, the most important thing. It is ALL. And Michael loves us. We are never separate. We're never alone. :angel: :heart:

Then he got up and I followed. We walked back toward the big rock and he half sat on it again and then got a wicked smile and yelled, "And now... cake fight!!!" and he had a big cake and started hurling at us, lol. We all had cake too and we were smearing it in each others' faces and throwing it at Michael. We got him GOOD. He was COATED with cake :lol: About that point I hugged him and mentioned that I could "eat cake off of Michael Jackson" and he laughed and got shy. That was funny :lol: We said goodbye quickly and at that moment... my 30 minute Theta Om binaural beat track ended. Wheh. Now that was wonderfully wild

(I will say that it was fairly vivid overall, but I don't feel any "omg!" elation afterwards. It was just like, oh it's over. Ok. Still feel a bit in the funk from earlier, but not as much now. Oh God, now I post my crazy meditation... here goes.... *post* :doh P.S. Wanted to add that this was 30 MINUTES, so this descriptions is like some compressed version of it all, you know. I must miss specific details? Or we just talked a long time, lol.

 

[darlingdear]

Man, I am so emotional right now! Mine was a partial bust. Within the first few minutes I found myself in a circle and MJ was sitting at the head, as it were. His face kept coming and going. Then I just kept trying to clear my mind. I didn't really feel connected you know? I saw Michael's face again, he had on that silk face mask, then at one point it looked like I was hugging him, cos I could see the side of his face, and then his shoulders..he was wearing a dark jacket.
Oh yeah and then I got a glimpse of his hands like literally pushing cake on someones head. I remember thinking they must be MJ's hands cos they are huge! :lol:

I was gazing at the moon and stars, and then asked outloud Michael are you with me, looking at the stars? And then at that instant, a couple of birds chirped and I thought well that must mean maybe he is right here. Then I listened to a couple of MJ songs whilst gazing at the stars and I just started to cry -- I tried not to, but I just had to lol. I said over and over again Michael I love you so much. Then I said goodnight I love you Michael, outloud again, and came inside lol.
It was very special though, even though I didn't get anything per se, it felt nice to be outside looking up at the sky :heart: I also wrote on my hands, LOVE with a heart and then MJ and on the other hand I wrote HEAL with LOVE.

amy - wow, your experience made me tear up again. It's sweet to know that we don't bug him when we are whining lol. So sweet though, your meditation :heart:

MJJLaugh - Aww, your meditation sounded so, so cute! That is sweet about the feather too.

Mrs.Music - I felt kinda the same way to how you felt towards the end :huggy:

mjbunny - awwww so sweet!!! That was sweet that Michael spoke with you by yourself too. Sounds like we had a blast lol.

Tink - oh no! Sorry to hear you fell asleep. :huggy:

CaptainEoLove85 - Your meditation sounds awesome too! :flowers: