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I gueess "movin on" for me means not forgetting michael or u guys( cuz that never ever gonna happen!) but leaving the whole "mj world" behind and to start being the woman i know i can be and want 2 be.
I always had that little girl inside that wanted to meet michael and thats all i really wanted in life. I always felt that if i had met michael and if the next day i would never 2 wake up again, then so be it. I would have died a very very happy woman.
But now that hes the one thats gone, i know i gotta let that little girl inside go and live my womanhood now.
Omg.
That is SO bittersweet for some odd reason.
It's like...letting go off childhood and an innocent dream. Oh no.
Hello lovely ones,
I haven't really got much to report - MJness was in my dream lol, Louise got a message from Michael, and she shared it with us, something along the lines of, he is okay and doing good.
Read a really interesting and amazing story today. Some little boy in Germany (I think) fell into a pond and the doctors thought he was dead. Suddenly 3 hours later, his heart began to beat again independently (they stopped doing CPR a while back). But this little boy said while he was unconcious, he saw the gates..and his grandmother was standing the other side and asked him what he was doing there, that he should go back down to his parents quickly and she would wait for him there. I thought that was absolutely amazing; and interesting in terms of the fact the little boy saw all this..but yeah I saw it and thought oo I must share it.
But I also wanted to know, do you guys think there are gates, per se? I guess in society the idea of gates has perpetuated.. but if we take the opinion we create our own reality, would there necessarily be gates? Or are they "gates" - something we cross through upon our deaths, that we create in our own mind, but not necessarily being that world-held view of the pearly gates? Because this little boy must have been told of the gates, so maybe that was the way he 'created' it, cos at that age, he may just accept knowledge from authority? So in his minds eye, they looked like that because that's all he has knowledge of? lol, too much? Philosophy isn't my strong point, maybe the wording is a bit confusing. Just wanted to know your opinions
WOW. That experience is amazing. I wonder if we have a choice to ever return? Hmmm.
Also, glad to hear Michael is okay.
Guys, please pray for me.
I'm really ill (nothing serious though), I caught the flu 3 times in these past two weeks and I have exams coming up and I really need to focus but this flu is distracting me. I need some prayers and l.o.v.e.