What struck me as upsetting about Invincible was how much sweetness, love and calm was expressed in the songs. It was such a big turn from HIStory, where there are so many angry songs - a theme that started appearing in Bad with Leave me Alone, and then Dangerous with Why You Wanna Trip on Me, and then culminating to songs like Scream, Tabloid Junkie, They Don't Care About Us, This Time Around, D.S., Money, 2Bad, and Is It Scary. He really communicated his feelings through his songs, and he made it perfectly clear that 1993 had taken a serious toll - but then, after his children were born came Invincible, with so many beautiful ballads and so much love. He had reached a different state of mind by 2001, which only upsets me more when i think of 2005.