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If Michael Was Reading This Thread...What would you say?

Dearest Michael, writin to you is the only way that will make me feel better. Nobody can clearly understand my feelin. Today..i wasnt feelin any better..The pain is still with me..it just doesnt seem to go..But im beginnin to like the pain because it will somehow reminds me that you are with me wherever i go..

Today, when i was on my way home, i passed by a cd store and its playin the Live at Bucharest Dangerous tour..Huge group of people crowded there and watch it..Jam was playin at that moment..and the dvd was sellin like crazy..one after another..i standed there, thinkin to myself, i hope you will see this Michael..your legacy will forever live on and uncontrollably, i cried..on the spot..i miss you so much..my heart aches like never before..i thought im gettin stronger because i promised i will stay strong but what happened today just proved me wrong. I was never strong..never strong enough to think of you and not cry..

Where does my motivation come from, what is my goal..and what is the purpose for me to live on..i have lost the answers for these questions since the day you left this world..


I'd go anywhere
Just as long as you were there

And maybe the walls will tumble
And the sun may refuse to shine
When I say, I love you
Baby you gotta know
That's for all time
Baby you gotta know
That's for all time


Michael, when i say i love you, you gotta know thats for all time..
 
hey mike....

i miss ya. yeah yeah yeah i know we never even met but hey, i still miss ya. a year and a half ago my town lost a kid. his name was jacob. our family was pretty close to him, but the whole town knew this guy and loved him!!...my sister was really good friends with him though..she lost her best friend that night. now she noticed something...i'm behaving the way she was when she lost her best friend and i always felt silly to act that effected by the death of a man i never knew in person but she said it perfectly "you're acting the way i did when i lost jacob. i lost my best friend and you just lost yours. it doesn't matter if you knew him, you grew to be who you are today BECAUSE of him...he WAS your best friend"..how true that was. i wish i could have met you mike......

on a lighter note lol, i was talkin to my mom and i said i wish i could bring you back to life...but then i realized how mad you'd probably be haha. if i prayed that you would be brought back...you'd be enjoying the most blissful love in heaven one minute and the next you're back here in this crap! oy! not so good haha. so i'm curious now.... what does your room in heaven look like? When Jesus prepaired it did he keep your love for glitter and shine in mind? :D ... make sure you save me the room next to yours okeekay ^_^ i love you mike. i'm glad you're in a better place. did jesus teach you any more amazing dance moves?.....and just so you know, i'm on to you. i can't imagine the pranks you and Jesus must be playin on some angels....i'm kind of expecting water balloons to come raining down from heaven! haha. i'll see you in time :D give The Big Guy a hug from me :D
 
Dearest Michael

It has been 2 months. Im surprised that I actually managed to survive through this 2 months..It really wasn't easy for me..Im livin in denial. I guess I will have to live in denial for the rest of my life. Only then, I will feel better.

Everyday, I would escape from reality and live in my own world..a world where there are only you and me in it..a world where I can still see your gorgeous smile and hear your laughter..How beautiful..



You are so precious :cry:
You are a piece of a rare gem that could never be found again.
I miss you so much :cry:
 
Dearest Michael,

Thank you for giving me so much hope - I´ll share it for the rest of my life
Thanks for your wonderful music - I´ll keep on playing ur songs for the rest of my life
Thanks for your child-like being - it made me feel that I wanna be a child again
Thanks for your love - I´ll keep on loving my life ´cause you were here

I miss you so much!!!!
R.I.P. my angel!!!!
 
Thank you sweet Michael ...
Forever feeling and loving you Warrior always!
sending comforting hugs and thoughts to you...

Inifinetly Deborah
August 24 2009
4:39pm
 
Dearest Mick.
If You were still around reading post in this forum, I would have written this.
Wonderful Miracles are meant to be felt,heard of and believed. I wish a miracle can happen for me and my family so we all can smile again.
 
Thank you Michael. You mean so much to me and it hurts me you will never know! Or I can't even thank you. I just want to say... come back please :( let me wake up and this be a nightmare! I'm missing you more and more. :( I truly love you so much!!!
 
i'd say i love you Michael, i love you so much that i'd give my life so that you could be here with us browsing this thread. and also i'd love to see you smile again...
 
[I'd say]Michael.. I uhh ... *clears throat*... I'm not trying to give you a hard time or anything, I mean I don't want you to feel that. I also don't mean to be complaining, or anything like that, so don't feel that way either, ok? ...

actually well...just so you know, I could not ever ever intentionally hurt you at all period, I mean, your feelings, or anything else, ever, in any way what-so-ever, so please know that, I mean, I hope you got that okaaay???. Ok

- and I know you can handle this ... so ... get ready for my little mini 'rant' here ok?

OK, well...ya know, its been difficult enough with all the terrific websites, fan-friends I've made, videos people send me, music, Michael Jackson conversations, fun with the fans in Random Thoughts threads on this board, staying up to date as I thought was healthy for me in the News threads, and all the special threads that fascinate me (eg., the DMJFLITD thread) while at the same time, throwing my real life off with my attention, energy, time and focus being ... well...misdirected...or well... it was feeling like a compulsion ...like an addiction .. ya know ... and so.... I wasn't doing anything right anymore, I mean eating, sleeping, taking care of things, but ok, so everything had to be re-calibrated - no problem - so I called a time-out on myself, from the boards ... so ok, there I am, on my way on the road to recovery and then what happened Oh my goodness...all hell literally broke loose. And believe me, I know you did not do any of this on purpose or anything and I know so much of this is so very not your fault at all, I just want you to know that I know that. Ok, Well. . .

NOW ....

WELL ....

Now my attention, energy, time, focus and sleeping patterns are TOTALLY thrown off again ... and because I have a lot of personal things going on I will still MAKE time and FIND the energy and LOSE sleep .....because I am not going to probably ever really rest AGAIN until this all starts making sense and/or justice is starting to appear to be being served... a lot of us feel that way btw ...

and you know what?

oddly, I'm OK with that this time *sigh*

you never miss your water til your well runs dry? *sigh* something like that I guess

so NOW for me the lesson is,

no matter what, still I've gotta do what I've gotta do...ALL of it ...

so....yeh

....oh well, I just really want you to know I care so much Michael, I always have SO MUCH, and I seriously can't help it so...yeh ... just so you know, ok? ...and for the record ... I'm sure that without a doubt... I always will. hay its been 40 years thus far so why not eh ...um...and ...I also want you to know that if I had ever known, thought, felt, suspected or dreamed anything like this was ever the situation with you, I would have lent you my time, attention, energy, focus and as many sleepless nights as it took ...and I would have done it a looooong time ago, just to help you out of this mess :( ...and it so hurts that I never got a chance to help you do anything about anything. I'm SO sorry Michael. You deserve only the best Michael Child of God Joe Jackson ....

my dear sweet brother :hug: (hugging you in my heart) who has such a sweet heart it can be unbelievable at times and I guess that's been your biggest nemesis ... the inability of others to believe you are so sweet for real and wants nothing but the best for everyone, especially those you feel love for. How special is that. Indescribably so. Well, ya gotta try and understand, we mere mortals don't meet folks like you every day. Just so you know, I have certainly felt a great love for you in my heart and have shown it as best I knew how and its been life-changing in ways untold, and immeasurable in ways unexplainable.

Ok, well, that's it for now, thanks for checking this out. I'm gonna go catch a couple of winks now then make some calls then go to work, but I assure you that when I can take a break, I'll be on the case again - that's a promise you will see fullfilled if you can see from where you are.

I hope, believe and trust you are resting peacefully right now. As for me, I will always think of you for as long as I am here on earth, and so you will be alive for me for as long as I live, now and forever, oh yes, and that word, forever. Good thing that in God's eyes forever is just a day that never ends and I look forward to it so much.

*sigh* sorry this is so long ... so glad you like to read though :giggle:. Again, just so we're clear - I love you so much, although I have to admit, sometimes its so hard to say it ... why ... well ... because love to me, is so much more than words ...and well, I love you so much more than words can say ....so. yeh. Oh well... that's it for now, thanks again for reading all this ... it was for the sake of my sanity I felt I had to get this out and if you've read it, well, the good news is now you know :)

so, ok, cya later :heart: Good morning/Good night/God Bless ... until later that is. Yes that's it indeed. Cya later.
 
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Dearest Michael


Happy birthday. Today is such a bittersweet day..I cheer because I know that your legacy and music will live on forever and ever and ever..I cry because..I miss you so much :cry: Fans are really sweet..they have made amazin videos..I hope you will see all these and feel proud of us..29Aug will forever be a special day for me.


I love you..always.
 
So many times i thought i was telling Michael how much i love him...How much i need him to well,to care of himself...
So many times i heard "i'm doing what i can"
so many times i though i was talking to him and explaining why i need him to be well...
what would i say?goshso many things are coming to my mind...so many different emotions...
And to think that i thought i had tell him that there were nothingi wouldn't do for his well being...
 
If it were not for YOU...and all my Faith in GOD ...I would not have become the human being I am today..!

Thank You For Being YOU~~~


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G3F5SU929vI


BTW: This composition is definately a #1 Hit...Wink~~~


:angel:WE Are The World...Heal The World...Education IS The Key~~~
 
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I hope you knew that you were loved by a lot of people in this world.

For every 1 hater there was over 1000 who loved you.

True love. Not for your fame, not for your money, not for your grounds, not for your belongings, not for your status.

Love for YOU, the person you were. Without us wanting anything in return.

I may not have known you personally, but like your other fans I felt a special connection to you... and I'm not the crazy kind of person!

I don't know if you felt it, but we fans felt it, and still do.

Michael, looking past your talents, there was something very special about YOU.

The world has lost a bright, strong, vibrant energy.

I'm proud to be a Michael Jackson fan.

I won't ever let you be forgotten.

I hope my children will be moonwalkers.

Love you Mike

xxx
 
Dearest Michael

What date is today? When was the last time I wrote to you? I still remember i joined this board durin March and after i found out about this thread, i started to write often in here, hopin you will read it one day. Although the chances are slim but i never give up.

Writin to you gives me so much joy..and strength. It makes me feel that you are just right beside me, readin it and understand how i feel..lookin at your pictures will brought tears and smiles to my face..i will never fail to remember how beautiful you are..



Michael..I hope you will know that there is a little girl who loves you more than anythin..and will always love you and keep you in her heart..forever.

You are badly missed.
 
PLEASE come back.....I miss you SO MUCH and I will love you FOR ALL TIME!

I wish Michael could come back like he did in Moonwalker or just come back and go "DID I SCARE YA??!" and grin like in Ghosts....I'd be the HAPPIEST girl on earth if he came back. I miss him so much....:boohoo: :boohoo: :boohoo: :boohoo: :boohoo:
 
This is unfair! This is just so unfair! Thats the only word I can use to describe this situation.

WHY was everything so secretive around you? Why did'nt you let the right people into your life? Michael.. I understand you so well, but it's so unfair!

Why YOU..

I did'nt even manage to send you a letter..
My biggest dream was to hold your face in my hands, look into your eyes, and then give you a hug.
That's all I wish I could have done. Not for me. No. But to give YOU a feeling of love and understanding inside. To make you feel better on an average day.

The thought of you, reading my letter. Smiling, laughing. No I did'nt want you to make a voicemail for me. I did'nt want you to mail me back an autograph.
Just to know that my words had made you feel happy or thoughtfull.

Dearest Michael :heart::cry:
 
:huggy: i hope you didnt realy think you "looked like a lizard" ..a f*king lizard .what ?
you are the most beautiful man ever seen ,:huggy:...
louise is right , we all miss you michael .will you come back ?...
it husrtd like fuck, man ,:(. ....
 
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Michael you were beautiful inside and out from the day you were born until the day you died. And you were and are STILL are loved unconditionally by millions, from the depths of our heart and souls. We love you as much as it is humanly possible and more. I know you still live on...please never leave us. Please help us to feel you...we miss you so much.
 
wendijane said:
:huggy: i hope you didnt realy think you "looked like a lizard" ..a f*king lizard .what ?
you are the most beautiful man ever seen ,:huggy:...
louise is right , we all miss you michael .will you come back ?...
it husrtd like fuck, man ,. ....
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I agree with Wendi, you are the most beautiful man Michael ive ever seen!
so beautiful!! :hug: and im hurting badly and miss you so much.
Youve been there for me for so long, I've never imagined you not being here.
I dont know what to do anymore but I try to be strong. :(
 
Rockin. said:
I hope you knew that you were loved by a lot of people in this world.

For every 1 hater there was over 1000 who loved you.

True love. Not for your fame, not for your money, not for your grounds, not for your belongings, not for your status.

Love for YOU, the person you were. Without us wanting anything in return.

I may not have known you personally, but like your other fans I felt a special connection to you... and I'm not the crazy kind of person!

I don't know if you felt it, but we fans felt it, and still do.

Michael, looking past your talents, there was something very special about YOU.

The world has lost a bright, strong, vibrant energy.

I'm proud to be a Michael Jackson fan.

I won't ever let you be forgotten.

I hope my children will be moonwalkers.

Love you Mike

xxx
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Brilliant....:)
 
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