JaneBender
Proud Member
Re: How old are you and how long have you been a MJ fan?
I'm 32 and have been an MJ fan since I was about 6, right after I saw the Thriller video that scared the crap outta me so much so that I had to sleep with a light on at night for months because I thought zombies were gonna come busting through the floor and get me like they did Ola Ray in the video. MJ made up for scaring me though with the E.T. album which I loved and played very frequently at that time, on my Fisher Price record player.
MJ disappeared for a while and came back with Bad. I was 10. It was then that it got hard to outwardly show love for MJ with my friends because of his changing appearance and skin color. I'm Black, and most of my friends at the time were Black so we all wondered why he was trying to get lighter... we didn't understand it. So I didn't talk about it. But I still played my Bad tape at home after school.
I bought every CD MJ came out with after that WHEN they came out. I guess you could say I was a fan In the Closet. America made it difficult for me to show him love outwardly. But even with his changing appearance and some of the things he would say I always had a soft spot for him because I just sensed this inner turmoil w/in him that I could totally relate to.
Plus his music kicked ass! Even the earlier stuff... I had to dig through my dads records to find it but once i did.. Oh yeah!!!
I'm 32 and have been an MJ fan since I was about 6, right after I saw the Thriller video that scared the crap outta me so much so that I had to sleep with a light on at night for months because I thought zombies were gonna come busting through the floor and get me like they did Ola Ray in the video. MJ made up for scaring me though with the E.T. album which I loved and played very frequently at that time, on my Fisher Price record player.
MJ disappeared for a while and came back with Bad. I was 10. It was then that it got hard to outwardly show love for MJ with my friends because of his changing appearance and skin color. I'm Black, and most of my friends at the time were Black so we all wondered why he was trying to get lighter... we didn't understand it. So I didn't talk about it. But I still played my Bad tape at home after school.
I bought every CD MJ came out with after that WHEN they came out. I guess you could say I was a fan In the Closet. America made it difficult for me to show him love outwardly. But even with his changing appearance and some of the things he would say I always had a soft spot for him because I just sensed this inner turmoil w/in him that I could totally relate to.
Plus his music kicked ass! Even the earlier stuff... I had to dig through my dads records to find it but once i did.. Oh yeah!!!