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Goodnight Michael

:cry: I just wish I could take all your pain away... Im not feeling too well right now either :cry:
 
Michael

You is all I need
I would use my last second of sight, to see you smile
I would use my last sense of sound, to hear you laugh
I would use my last ounce of strength ,to feel my hands through your hair
I would use my last inch of smell, to recognize your perfume
I would use my last sense of taste, to be able to kiss your lips
I would use my last dying breath, to tell you I love you
I'm gone, but I love you
 
Laying down in bed at night,
I turn off the light and pull up the blankets,
look at your picture and whisper quietly
how much I love and miss you
and the things that I thought through the day.

I whisper to you how much I wish you were here
and how much I hope we'll be together soon,
how much I love you, with everything I am
and tell you to sleep tight and have sweet dreams,
that I'll see you in my dreams tonight.

I pull the covers up real high
and hug them close to me,
pull a stuffed animal close to my chest
and try to pretend that it's you
and that I can hear your gentle breathing.

I close my eyes and try to sleep
imagining that your arms are around me
and that my head is resting on your chest,
imagining that my fingers
are tangled up in your hair
and I'm breathing in your scent with every breath.

When I finally fall asleep
my dreams are all full of you
in one way or another
and it's always your beautiful voice
calling me away from the nightmares.

I spend my days thinking of you,
you're involved in everything I think and do,
and I spend my nights talking to your picture,
dreaming of having you close to me
and dreaming of you in my arms.

Goodnight Michael. I love you. I can't live without you... And I won't.
 
Billie Jean! Even if you don't listen to us..........listen to MJ!!!
ASK Michael right now what you should do!!
ASK MJ..............he will tell you!! :)
thats enough from me....over to Mikey.............PLZ LISTEN to him.............he will tell you!!
xxx
 
Goodnight my sweet love..

As I watch the stars above
memories of you appear
I wish you could hug me now
but you're no longer here

Seems so easy for some
but for me it's the hardest part
Cannot realize that you've flied
it hurts inside my heart

Nothing else can replace
the hole that now is in this world
Till the day we meet again,
remember that I'll always love you.
 
*Billie Jean* said:
I hope you're feeling better. I cant explain how I feel, I cant say how I feel. I can only feel what I feel. :weeping:
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Billie Jean your poem is really beautiful... Im still hurting alot really. I dont know how to describe it anymore. Its just like a deep void, my spirit wants to be where Michael is but I feel trapped in a parallel universe without him.. Its horrible.. Hard to breathe at times.. I feel like a walking zombie. :cry: Yes I try to be strong for him but I miss him dearly and I cant stop crying :cry: Its very painful
 
The sun, the moon,
And the stars combined,
Do not compare to the stars
That are in your eyes.

The world most precious,
Shiniest and brightest jewels,
Are not as bright nor as shiny,
As the stars in your eyes.

For the stars in your eyes are brighter,
And more beautiful than all of these combined,
For they are the eyes of an angel.

Michael, you are my life... my love and my world. Can it be you're mine? I love you so much. Goodnight my sweet love.
 
MJstarlight said:
Billie Jean your poem is really beautiful... Im still hurting alot really. I dont know how to describe it anymore. Its just like a deep void, my spirit wants to be where Michael is but I feel trapped in a parallel universe without him.. Its horrible.. Hard to breathe at times.. I feel like a walking zombie. :cry: Yes I try to be strong for him but I miss him dearly and I cant stop crying :cry: Its very painful
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Sending you a ((HUG)) I know this is so hard. I pray today is a better day for you. I care about you.

Love always.
 
*Billie Jean* said:
Sending you a ((HUG)) I know this is so hard. I pray today is a better day for you. I care about you.

Love always.
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I try :cry: Sometimes I feel like I shouldnt be here though. It is hard and im fighting this fight like we all are.. I know you understand that is why I like talking to you Billie Jean :hug: We are in this together. :better: Just wish he could come back. :cry:
 
I'm crying so much for you Michael, I miss you so much. I am crying so so much right now. The tears keep on coming and I can't stop them, and if you want to know the truth, I wouldn't mind if I cry the rest of my life because I'll miss you forever. I miss you to the end of the universe and back and I can't say it enough. My heart is broken. If I could have one wish, I'd wish that you were here. :weeping:

I want to just fall in a deep sleep and die!!
 
MJstarlight said:
I try :cry: Sometimes I feel like I shouldnt be here though. It is hard and im fighting this fight like we all are.. I know you understand that is why I like talking to you Billie Jean :hug: We are in this together. :better: Just wish he could come back. :cry:
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Me too. Something in me keeps hoping, but I know it won't happen. I can't stop my tears... I just don't know what to say.
 
Michael,

I Love you for so many reasons
Big and small
And all of them are wonderful

I love you for all your special qualities
That makes you one of a kind
The only one in the world for me

I love you for the things you do
That brings such a special meaning into my life

I love you
Just because I do

Because now
In the deepest part of my heart
A place where there was nothing before
There is love

Goodnight love. I wish you the sweetest dreams.
 
Billie Jean

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Happy Birthday *Billie Jean*

and I'll pray for you tonight.
I wish you a wonderful Birthday.
I know how you feel.

I hope He will be in your dreams tonight.

It'll just be another sleepless night for me.

God Bless You.

I'm afraid that if i don't stop crying everyday, I'll prune and end up looking like Joeseph haha. Plus I'll go blind, My eyeliner's burning my eyes.

Michael Loves you too, and you too will forever remain in his heart.

sending Love to You,
Hil
 
*Billie Jean* said:
I want to die and go with him! I wish I could die in my sleep. Every day is a struggle and I can't stand it anymore. Please God, take me now.
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It's not time yet though, you have your whole life to live first. We are all depressed,but you have to try for all the people that love you. Life can be really beautiful if you try a little:) Im sure Michael lost people he loved too, and alot of people disappointed him, but he kept going. Follow his example!!
 
*Billie Jean* said:
I want to die and go with him! I wish I could die in my sleep. Every day is a struggle and I can't stand it anymore. Please God, take me now.
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:'(

You'll see him one day, YOU will!!
For the time you have left on this Earth, you should try to make him proud.
I know too, the feeling of waiting for nothing.
Lord knows how many time i beat up my wall because i feel like i can't breathe.


BUT this is not farewell, THIS IS NOT GOODBYE.
This moment will pass by and We'll see him.
We knew where he is.

When you get to heaven, He'll give you the biggest HUG ever.

but for now, you must try.
Smile, he's watching you.

He's always gonna be with you, because he's in your heart right?
isn't that what you said?
 
Give me your heart
And I will hold it tight
Forever and ever
With all my might

Give me your heart
And I will be its shield
It's protection and it's strength
Upon the battlefield

Give me your heart
So I can keep it close
My love it will encounter
Always a healthy dose

Give me your heart
And I will calm its fears
Love it unconditionally
Wipe away all its tears

Give me your heart
So it will be near
It will be in my grasp
With every breath my dear

Sweet dreams and goodnight Michael. I love you so much. Forever.
 
MicHil said:
:'(

You'll see him one day, YOU will!!
For the time you have left on this Earth, you should try to make him proud.
I know too, the feeling of waiting for nothing.
Lord knows how many time i beat up my wall because i feel like i can't breathe.


BUT this is not farewell, THIS IS NOT GOODBYE.
This moment will pass by and We'll see him.
We knew where he is.

When you get to heaven, He'll give you the biggest HUG ever.

but for now, you must try.
Smile, he's watching you.

He's always gonna be with you, because he's in your heart right?
isn't that what you said?
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Thank you so much for your kind words to me. :hug:
 
Come to me tonight
hold me in my sleep
visit me in dreams
of a love that's true and deep

Be with me all night
and we'll dread the waking morn
squeeze my hand real tight
as our sweet love is born

Smile at me so passionately
and look deep into my eyes
and I will hold this feeling
till morning when I rise

My heart breaks every morning
because I wake alone
my bed is cold and empty
and your loving arms are gone

Goodnight Michael, sweet dreams my love.
 
Sweet, so sweet. Michael is in your heart. He hears your every word. Every night. God bless you
 
I'm writing here to feel a little better and little less lonely in my pain. Hope at least that you are somewhere you can hear me, Michael. I don't want to believe there's no hope at all... I love you so much. I cant live with out you. I wanna die... die to be with you. :weeping:
 
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