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Goodnight Michael

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Now I really, really know you are in a better place, dear Michel. This world of us is crazy. The change is coming, no doubt. Rest in peace, dear Michael... it won't be long. We love you ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS!!!!
 
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so beutiful, Billie!!!! :cry:
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I so totally agree. :cry: :boohoo:


Michael I had tried so very hard not to think about too much today. But my tears for you just came on so very suddenly for me. As I was icing the chocolate cupcakes that again it just couldn't be helped. And I was crying over a good couple of hours or so ago. Because I really do want to be with you more now than ever before. It really is nothing but constant torturous hell without you in this world. I just so badly wish that the day that you forever left us. You had taken me with you. My life is really isn't the same anymore without you here with us. I just hope you had a very happy Easter up in Heaven. I just so wish I could had been part of that Easter Egg hunt. That I am sure you had with all of the children that are up there with you. Goodnight and have forever sweet eternal dreams my Eternal Moonwalking Angel of L.O.V.E. I eternally L.O.V.E. you more. And I miss you more and more with each every single passing day.
 
Wind Is Softly Blowing


Staring at the ocean
The stars are in the sky
Wind is softly blowing
Wishing you were with me
My heart it is glowing


Staring at the ocean
Sending you all my love
Upon a gentle breeze
Carrying me to you
All my fears you will ease


Staring at the ocean
Moon is softly shining
On this wondrous night
Needing to touch your hand
Until the morning light


Staring at the ocean
Hear music from the waves
Your voice carried to me
Filling me with your love
Your face I finally see
 
Michael, today was a day of thoughts of you and tears for you. I hope that your first Easter Sunday has been a good one in Heaven and that everything is okay up there with you. You deserve the very best of everything, you really do. I miss you dreadfully, Michael, but hope you are having lots of fun up there and not worrying about anything. Sometimes it's really hard to keep fighting back the tears that I cry for you, my love. I don't mean to sound so sad when trying to tell you goodnight, but that's how I'm feeling right now. I love you more and more for all eternity. Goodnight my sweet love.
 
Dearest Michael,
Time for me to say Goodnight. Thank you for visiting me in my dreams last night. I do feel your spirit sometimes. Even though you are so far away. I hope you had a very blessed Easter in Heaven. We love you so very much!!

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I love you more than words can ever portray.
I think about you everyday.
Trying to cope is hard without you
Loving you so much I'm lost without you
Even though we never met
A piece of you is a part of me
I will never find peace without u
Cos I miss u
Everyday:(
 
I feel like crying.... but I don't want to cry. Michael does deserve my tears, each of them, but this sick world doesn't. What we have seen today... all the confussion, the haters, the lies, the questions, the pain... no matter what we humans can do... it won't change a thing for Michael. Still... this must be done and justice must to sought.

Michael... what more can we do now?
How long will this pain hurt us so much, so deep?

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Michael it is still just so extremely hard living in this world and knowing that I am never going to see or hear anymore sightings of you. It is one of the reasons why I am still crying over you every single day. I just miss your presence in this world so very much. Now I always tend to have this horrible missing feeling. And I just so wish I could get rid of that horrible missing feeling but I can't. Because you are not here in the world to get rid of that horrible feeling. I just seem to miss you more and more each and every single passing day. Which is why I am going up to bed now my dearest L.O.V.E. to get some comfort in sleep. Goodnight and have forever the most sweetest dreams my Eternal Moonwalking Angel of L.O.V.E. I forever and a day L.O.V.E. and miss you.
 
Suffering In Silence

Dreams now have turned to dust
Eyes have cried endless tears
Hopes have died a million deaths
All because you're no longer near


Why has life been so cruel
Ripping two souls apart
Leaving one to grieve alone
With a torn and broken heart


Each day painful without you
Just breathing to hold on
Suffering in silence
Nothing left since you're gone


Nights drag on forever
No shelter from the cold
Needing warmth from your arms
As I sit here growing old
 
Dreaming Of You*

As darkness falls upon the sky I lay my head on my empty bed. I close my eyes and dream of you as a silent tear rolls down my cheek. I see your bright smile illuminating my surroundings, your voice comforting me through this anguish. A long heavy sigh releases the tension building in my broken heart. A loud moan echos through the room, I can't tell if it's of lust or sadness. My body longs for your touch, as it gets more aroused by the minute. I groan of desire. I cry as I realize no one can ever fulfill me like you. :weeping:

Another sleepless night just dreaming of you. Goodnight, my love.
 
Michael, I really find myself sometimes thinking what would I do without your music and your soul. I feel I am one with you when I dance to your music, I can fly. Goodnight, my angel. We love you so so much. :heart:
 
Michael my eternal sweet L.O.V.E. I had just miss you so extremely much today. I am crying now as I am listening to you. It still just hurts so extremely much knowing that you are no longer in this world. I still just so badly wish that what happen on that horrible June day was just a horrible nightmare. And that you really are alive and well somewhere. And knowing that you are not is why I am still crying over you. Which is why I am not going to bed tonight my L.O.V.E. I am just too sad and depressed over you. That I really can't sleep. Even though I do feel pretty tired right now. But the tiredness that I feel anymore is from my constant depression that I am in now. Which is why I can no longer sleep good at nights. Which is something I really have no choice of being used to it now. So goodnight and forever have the most sweetest eternal dreams my Eternal Moonwalking Angel of L.O.V.E. I forever and a day L.O.V.E. and miss you.
 
Dream Lover

Seems I'm always searching
For my love so true
Running through life blindly
Waiting and dreaming of you

I am thinking that maybe
You could be the one
When I dream of you at night
My body catches fire..so turned on

I just have to imagine
That your laying here with me
All my senses reach a new height
I wish I could make you see

If ever my wishes would come true
You will be here right beside me
If I ever make through these dreams
Forever together we will be

The lingering sense of you
Constantly flowing through
My heart craves your embrace
I'm praying you'll come to my rescue

As dawn's grey light approaches
With leaded heart I find
An empty space beside me
You were a figment of my mind.

Alas, the dreams of morrow
Shall comfort me tonight
It's there I find the solace
Of when our souls unite
 
Michael, my love, you are forever in my heart, and I will never forget you or stop loving you. You mean so much to me, more than words can express. I just wish you were here with me. I know you are with me in spirit but it's still hard. I'm in love with a man who no longer inhabits this world. How can anyone deal with that? I've just been looking at photos of you but I suddenly had to stop because it hit me how strongly I am attracted to you both physically and emotionally... I'm crazy about you Michael in every way. As much as it hurts, there is no way I'd give up my love for you to save from being in pain. All the tears I cry for you, all the pain in my heart... if that wasn't there then the love for you wouldn't be there either and without the love I have for you I am empty. I just have to deal with it the best I can and there are times when I can't deal with it at all... Michael, I will be crying for you for the rest of my days. But I will be loving you for the rest of my days and for that I would cry a thousand rivers. I'm going to go and get some rest now, and I hope to meet with you in my dreams tonight. Goodnight, my sweet love.
 
Missed you much today, Michael. You were all about love, and some people unfortunately really aren't :sigh:
Couldn't get "I Wanna Be Where You Are" out of my head.. I wanna be where you are. Anywhere you are. Everywhere you are.
Goodnight, darling angel, sleep tight. I love you.
 
Good night my angel. I miss you so much, and I love you very much, Michael. :heart:
 
Michael my day as usual was spent really missing you. I have been really sad and depressed all day today. And it is only because I still miss you so extremely much. But I just want to be with you even more. So goodnight and forever have eternally sweet dreams my Eternal Moonwalking Angel of L.O.V.E. and as always I forever L.O.V.E. and miss you.
 
Dance Of Love

I say your name in my mind,
I see your handsome face.
Your smile beckons me,
I melt in your embrace.


I hear your words of love,
As you whisper in my ear.
I feel my knees getting weak,
As you draw me near.


Secret words between us,
I could listen to forever.
As we dance our dance of love,
Just the two of us together.


You sing my heart a lullaby,
As we dance away the night.
Two hearts entwined forever,
In life's eternal flight.
 
Michael, sometimes I run out of words to say
so tonight I shall keep it short and sweet
Goodnight my dear, sleep well my love
hope one day to see you above.

I love you Michael, now and forever. I'll be waiting for you in my dreams if you want to find me. :heart:
 
I wish I could just hold you tight and hear you say "It's ok, I'm all right now, don't cry"

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Michael my very dear sweet eternal L.O.V.E. I had missed you so extremely much today. I still just so very badly wish you could come back to us. So I don't have to keep missing you more and more with each and every single passing day. So goodnight and have the most sweetest eternal dreams my Eternal Moonwalking Angel of L.O.V.E. I forever and a day L.O.V.E. and miss you.
 
Where The Green Grass Grows

Come carry me away
Where the green grass grows
Distant memories calling
Melting my life's sorrows

Lost in this painful world
Spending my time alone
My soul aching for you
You're all I've ever known

All these months suffering
So many tears I've cried
Ready to leave it all
My eyes see distant skies

Knowing you're waiting
Eases my hearts pain
Held within your arms
Never to part again
 
Michael my love, I love you so much it hurts. I wish I could hold you. Just to spend one minute in your arms would be Heaven to me. I will be going to bed in a little bit, and I sure hope we can meet together in my dreams. I promise you forever and a day, and I will love you, always and forever. Goodnight and sweet dreams, my love...
 
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