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Goodnight Michael

My love, I am crying so much right now, I so badly wish you were here with me. I love you and I really am missing you so much. You are really a part of my life and forever you will be. I'm headed to bed now, my love, and I will be seeing you in my dreams. I can't wait to feel your arms wrapped around me... feeling your heartbeat next to mine... and your warm breath close to my lips... I want so much about you. You are always in my dreams, in my mind and in my heart, hoping you feel everything the same as I do. Where ever you are. I wish you can feel me needing you so much... Come stay with me, please. I love you so much. Goodnight my sweet sweet love.
 
Michael I am sitting here listening to your song Stranger In Moscow. And thinking how perfect of a song that is. To really best describe how my days have been since you forever left us. With each and every single horrible passing day I seem to be missing you more and more. I just so badly wish you could come back to us. So you can forever take away my intense pain of really missing you. But no matter how much I still miss you I am always going to L.O.V.E. you more and more. So goodnight and sleep forever well my dear sweet Angel Of L.O.V.E. And I hope you have eternally sweet dreams.
 
One wish

I wish that I could feel
your arms around me tight,
Holding me close
All through the night.

To know that you are there
And never away far,
That in your arms
Is where I will forever stay.

That I could press back
Into your warm embrace,
And to feel your gentle kiss
Soft against my face.

That you could hear me say
All you need to hear,
As I tell you of my love
Whispered softly in your ear.

I could feel your breath
Warm against my skin,
As I let my presence beg you
To let this true love in.

I wish that I could hold you
And whisper long into your night,
Never would you wonder then
As you held me tight...
 
Michael, my love, I feel so sick right now. I guess I should try and get some sleep. I haven't been sleeping well lately, but I'm glad that the sleep I do manage to get is filled with your gorgeous image. I thank you so much for staying with me. I know you're not really gone because I see and feel you all around me each and every day. I'm sure you can hear me when I talk to you and I'm sure you can read this too! So, I want to say - Michael... I love you so much and I will continue to tell you that everyday of my life. I also want to say that I'm sorry for crying. I know you'd want me to smile though my heart is aching but I miss you so much! :weeping: Goodnight, my sweet love, I love you and I'll see you in my dreams.
 
Much love to everyone tonight. I've found today particularly hard so all my love goes out to everyone who is struggling. I love you and miss you so much my beautiful angel.
 
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Much love to everyone tonight. I've found today particularly hard so all my love goes out to everyone who is struggling. I love you and miss you so much my beautiful angel.
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:huggy: Thank you, hun.

Michael, today I thought of you and missed you as I looked up to the sky. You were there, I don't know how, but you were. I love you deeply.
 
As always Michael I had spent another horrible day of missing you. Especially today where I had felt sick all day today because of my allergies are acting up again. Then again ever since you left us that horrible June day I feel sick all of the time now. Because my sadness and my depression that I am in over you just makes me feel sick all of the time now. When you were still with us I hardly ever gotten or felt sick. Because I was always happy. Especially always knowing that you were just somewhere in the world doing something. And always knowing that gave me a reason to always be happy. And because of that happiness you always made me feel has always kept me from being sick. But now it is the total opposite for me. But ever since that horrible June day I have been quite used to feeling sick all of the time now. Which is why I am going up to bed now to try and get some good rest. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet eternal angel of L.O.V.E. I forever miss you. But I will always forever L.O.V.E. you more and more until the end of time and eternity.
 
Tears speak louder than words...

Sitting near the window
Dropping my head down
My eyes go stone cold
And death is on the hold...

A crystal clean tear
Cascades from my eye
Looking at your picture
My heart was overwhelmed...

There are so many ways
To express feelings and emotions
But our language has wisely sensed
Tears speak louder than words...
 
Michael, my love, I thought I was doing a little better but then I saw something which had me in tears again. I know I'll never get over you. I know I'll never get it into my head that this really happened. But, I also know that although you're not here physically, you will always be here in spirit. I thank you today as I thank you every day. I love you with all my heart, always and forever. Goodnight, my sweet love.
 
Michael, Im having a hard time missing you and have been feeling a bit sick and weak lately so Im going to go to my bed. I really do feel like a fish living without water. Its hard to survive without you, and sometimes painful to breathe. I know you are still here with us in spirit. I love you very much. Goodnight my angel.

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Last night I saw the brightest star, and I knew it was you looking over me. It warmed my heart. Words can't explain how much I miss you but I know you are still here with me in spirit. I love you now and for always and all eternity.
 
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Michael I had spent another day of really missing you. Which is why I am going up to bed now. And because I am really tired and I really don't feel so good. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet eternal angel of L.O.V.E. I eternally L.O.V.E. and miss you.
 
Hold Me and Love Me

I want you to...
wipe away all my tears
chase away all my fears
pull me close and hold me tight
when I'm scared tell everything's gonna be all right
Michael, I love you more than you'll ever know
That's why I'll never let you go
 
Michael, thank you for visiting me in my dreams last night. I woke myself up reaching out my hand to you! I love you so much, and I really wish you were with me. I hope I'll see you in my dreams again tonight. Goodnight, my sweet love and I love you always!
 
Michael I had missed you so much again today. I still so badly wish you could back to us. So I can stop my crying over you every single day. I am crying over you now as I am listening to you. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my Angel Of Eternal L.O.V.E. I will always forever and a day L.O.V.E. you more and more until the end of eternity.
 
Paradise Awaits

Will you follow where I lead
If so come take my hand
Spend eternity with me
Walk across the desert sands

Look upon a velvet sky
Sparkling stars our only light
Blissful longings now fulfilled
Fantasies dance throughout the night

Paradise now awaits us
Held in passions sweet embrace
Enchanted by perfect splendor
Lost in your angelic face

Looking into adoring eyes
Taking flight through misty clouds
Leaving earthly life behind
Two hearts again beat aloud
 
As I lay my head down to sleep
I pray and give you my heart and soul to keep
Goodnight my sweet
I'll dream of the day that we shall meet

I love you and miss you more than anything
 
Michael, i miss you so much... =(

tomorrow is my first day in the university and believe me!!! I can't leave your music, all days your music its my force, my happiness and my sadness, always you have a song for me and for all, i dont understand why?? Why you leave this world??? My family is thinking... This boy are crazy and obssesed with michael!!! But... I don´t care!

Just have the comprehension of my mother, she inculcated the love for you, all my life, and she too cry for you ... =(

good night my friend, good night... =)

I HOPE SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS... PLEASE FRIEND =)
 
Day dreaming

I am sitting here day dreaming about being in your arms
Day dreaming about how you would make me feel
I wonder what it would feel like to be loved by you
To be cared for by you
Your smile makes me smile
Your looks make me shake
Your lips make quake
You are like a strawberry and I am the whip cream on top
You are sweet and delicious
Your charm is unique
But all I could do is sit here and day dream about something that could never be
 
Michael I had spent my day just crying and really missing you badly. I am crying now as I type this message to you. I so very badly wish you would come back. Because you are really the only one in this entire world that can get me out of this state of deep depression and sadness I am back in over you. I just so badly want to be happy again. Michael you gave me the kind of happiness that I just so desperately crave now. I Just so wish I could feel that kind of happiness now. Instead of constantly feeling such deep sadness and pain over me missing you so extremely much. Which is why I am not going to bed tonight Michael. Because when I am like this I can't seem to sleep. So goodnight my dear sweet Eternal Angel Of L.O.V.E. I forever L.O.V.E. and miss always until the very end of eternity.
 
Dreaming of the day

Dreaming of a day
that's right within our grasp
when we won't be alone,
no longer separate lives,
living hand-in hand.

Dreaming of the day
when I'll be able to hold your hand
and fall asleep in your arms
just those simple comforts
will make this worth it all.

Dreaming of the day
when we won't be alone,
when all my dreams come true,
each of them is you,
when I never have to say goodbye again.

Dreaming of the day
when you'll no longer be a dream
and I can get lost in your eyes
and the feel of you around me,
the feel of my arms around you.

Dreaming of the day
that's right within our grasp,
that we've been chasing for years,
praying that it'll come true
and I'll just be with you.

Dreaming of the day
when we'll never be alone again,
when your face will be the last thing
that I see each night and morning
and we'll never have to part.

Dreaming of the day
that's right within our grasp,
when we won't be alone,
no longer separate lives,
living hand-in-hand.
 
Sorry, my love. I can't hold my tears. I just wish you could come and dry the tears from my eyes. I'm so tired of crying all these tears. I'm so tired of all this pain. I don't know what to do anymore. Without you, I am dying.. I love you so much and I want to be with you. :weeping: I need to feel you with me right now. Come stay with me, my love. Hold my hand, hold me tight, kiss my lips, caress my skin. I want... I need you.

Goodnight, my sweet love. I am waiting for you, I love you.. more than ever.
 
Michael I had spent another horrible day of really crying over you. Especially tonight where all I did was mostly cry over how much I still miss you. I hear time will heal all wounds but I really don't believe in that. It's been almost 9 horrible months now since you forever left us. And I am still crying over you every single day. And believe me it really doesn't take very much for me to start crying over you again. I just so badly wish you have taken me with you on that horrible day. Cause that way I still wouldn't be feeling so very sad and so very depressed over you. And my depression is like really bad anymore. But I had learn to except that this is the way it is going to be with me from now on. I am going up to bed now and get some really good comforting sleep. Even though as soon as I wake up I will still be feeling just as sad and depressed as I do now. I just so very badly wish I was with you right now. So you could forever take away my sadness and my depression. And give me back my happiness. The only thing that I just so desperately crave for anymore. So goodnight, sleep eternally well, and forever sweet eternal dreams my dearest sweet angel of L.O.V.E. And as always Michael I forever and a day miss you. But I will always L.O.V.E. you more and more until the very edge of eternity.
 
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