Soso Deaf
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and that's all that matters. he's smiling down on us right now.
I would like to thank you too..
Thank you all so much!!!!
This is Silentstar under her friends name.....lol
claudiomiami, oh I remember neverland so well! I met michael's cousin outside our hotel room LOL....I'll have to share the story but he scared me to death! Michael had our food all catered and it was sooooo beautiful
You don't have to thank anyone...that's what being a Jackson fan is all about..."our family"
;D
I was at the trial towards the end for 3 months right up to the verdict.
Don't any of you feel guilty that you did not go.
I have been thinking about the trial lately and i feel like i let him down by not being there. I knew by the end of the trial that he was definatley innocent and was infact a victim himself but why wasn't i there. I did contemplate flying over loads of times but never went through with it and now it's a huge regret of mine. I should have been there shouting my support every morning but i think i was too afraid to go, afraid that he might be guilty and afraid of what other would think of me if i just took off. I really wish i had now and in a way i feel guilty that i wasn't there when he needed me most.
If there are any fans on here that went to the courthouse even for one day of the trial i'd like to say thank you and i'm sorry i wasn't with you. You were there when he needed you most and i am grateful.
maggiemay and Darvon1982 - thank you for being there for Michael. You guys had led quite a life during the trial like Michael did.
maggiemay - I watched the video in youtube and your friend (bird lady) releasing a dove for each not guilty verdict. What wonderful way to thank God.
Darvon1982 - I watched that video Michael was dancing on the car, but I didn't know about you guys almost run over.
Do you guys mind sharing what Michael did on that evening/night after he was found not guilty?
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.Michael got on top of the car and that was great but when he got in the car and got going down the street things turned rough. Fans were run over by the nation of islam and other officers. My friend was threatened to be arrested and then this went to far: One fans got knocked over and me and my friend rushed forward to help her up and I looked up to see Michael and Janet yelling and pointing at her and us and the cops are shoving us back. Janet was yelling and Michael looked so worried and angry....i had never seen that look on him before.
It was crazy the way people were treated. I understand watching out for michael's safety but ours needs to be watched out for as well.
LIAR! I LOVED Dennis! He would always have to wake me up LOL. I couldn't stay awake for shit! After Mike would walk in I was out lol...lol that was dennis!
oh chile....remember when i fell asleep during tucker? even kerry was freaked out. damn benadryl! lolLIAR! I LOVED Dennis! He would always have to wake me up LOL. I couldn't stay awake for shit! After Mike would walk in I was out lol...
The trial was sooo hard yet, some of my best memories are from court! Racing wit Mike on the freeway was the best thing tho. Po thang would always loose the race tho.. My MAN Bashir wasn't the fastest driver ahahaha
Thank you as well, just hurts knowing that he barely lived another 4 years later
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yeah i want to echo that above........getting into the courtroom was great and yes the sherriff and officers were really rude and strict. I put my hand up by my mouth when i spoke to michael inside after the arraignment was over because if we got up for any reason or spoke we would have gotten thrown out. Thankfully no one did but i would like to add that diane LIAMOND said that all of us fans were WAILING and carrying on when he came into the courtroom and were being DISRESPECTFUL etc etc. That woman is full of ISH. The ONLY thing we did was all of us took hands with each other and held strong. There was no wailing and whatever....
Anyway, once I got outside it was INSANE....Michael got on top of the car and that was great but when he got in the car and got going down the street things turned rough. Fans were run over by the nation of islam and other officers. My friend was threatened to be arrested and then this went to far: One fans got knocked over and me and my friend rushed forward to help her up and I looked up to see Michael and Janet yelling and pointing at her and us and the cops are shoving us back. Janet was yelling and Michael looked so worried and angry....i had never seen that look on him before.
It was crazy the way people were treated. I understand watching out for michael's safety but ours needs to be watched out for as well.
claudiomiami, oh I remember neverland so well! I met michael's cousin outside our hotel room LOL....I'll have to share the story but he scared me to death! Michael had our food all catered and it was sooooo beautiful
I was at the trial towards the end for 3 months right up to the verdict.
Don't any of you feel guilty that you did not go. You were much safer at home than being at this. We had a really bad time in Santa Maria with the Sheriff's dept., motels and just the people who live there. It was hard on everyone, hardly any sleep, hardly any money for food, just waiting, praying and hoping that this would go right. Arguing with ding bat diane dimond and Nancy disgrace as we all called her. Ugh! No all of you were better of at home getting the news from us fans there or on TV.
The dangerous part was the last day, and God that was the hardest day for everyone there. Not only were we fans there, some had to endure inside the court, and outside, people who were praying MJ go to jail. There were riot cops, helicopters, dogs...just to name a few that day.
Thank God...and I mean this with every fiber, that my friend and I, who was called the bird lady then, due to the doves she let go for each count that was read innocent.
The rest were giving us all daggers, the press felt like creeps for disbelieving us..yet hated us too cause they couldn't take the stuff they had and twist up.
Yet we feared that if this went the opposite way the fans during that time were on edge, the folks there dispised us...we don't know what would have happened. And come to think of it.. the reality of it all could have been pretty dangerous. But it wasn't.
Don't any one feel guilty about not being there. We fans who screamed, sang and did the nutty stuff, "we were there for each and every one of you who could not go."
You don't have to thank anyone...that's what being a Jackson fan is all about..."our family"
;D
the chumash concert was a diversion for the fans. have them at teh casino so mj's staff could get all his stuff. mike was in the hospital. he wasn't at teh ranch after the verdict. he went that night...he was severely dehydrated, almost died.
he went to las vegas at like 2 in the morning, stayed two wks, and left to bahrain at two inthe morning. he stayed at the wynn....
he needed to find himself again. he needed to get better and heal and come to terms w/ what had happened. he needed to compose himself and be a father and he coudln't do that at the ranch. not after that
oh chile....remember when i fell asleep during tucker? even kerry was freaked out. damn benadryl! lol
oh chile....remember when i fell asleep during tucker? even kerry was freaked out. damn benadryl! lol