I was doing well! Im sure I had actually put on weight before this, which I have probably now lost.
Everytime something happens to me lately, I get knocked back down. My gf broke up with me, who I love dearly. I was starting to get better. Michaels dies. I was starting to get a bit better and then I found out my ex gf is with someone else now. Im knocked right back down again! I just need something positive to happen, anything positive!
I was reading a Chinese Calendar the other day. I was born in 1991, which is the year of the sheep. It says beware of the OX. 2009 is the year of the OX and it has been such a bad year. Really I cannot think of many positives apart from Michael announcing his shows. But of course this doesnt count now, but that was definately an high point. But it went downhill from there.