Did MJ Find Love In The Dark (continued)

Hey, people always say that our true love is very near us...

Aww Ash, it seems that this is just a fact.
And I read your post while listening
Seat next to you ¨ ¨ / BJ.

Baby, I want you to take me ... wherever you're going to
Maybe Say That'll save me ... the seat next to you


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This is a thought that is always with me.
That love can take me with him ... ever. Even if only in their thinking. But I always reserve a place near him... :girl_in_love:
 
Aww Ash, it seems that this is just a fact.
And I read your post while listening
Seat next to you ¨ ¨ / BJ.

Baby, I want you to take me ... wherever you're going to
Maybe Say That'll save me ... the seat next to you

[youtube]E4kY-juI8-4[/youtube]

This is a thought that is always with me.
That love can take me with him ... ever. Even if only in their thinking. But I always reserve a place near him... :girl_in_love:
Sad :( and so beautiful :wub: at the same time. I like Bon Jovi and this song is very beautiful. :yes: Thanks for posting. :)


*big sigh*
 
:unsure:

:doh: What?????? lol!


Not you! I am! :wild: :tease: (Kidding!!!)

But if I were Michael's best friend, I'd be 100% satisfied with this position in his life. lol! :yes: :wub:

Ahauhauh! Yeah! You're right! ;)

Aww Ash, it seems that this is just a fact.
And I read your post while listening
Seat next to you ¨ ¨ / BJ.

Baby, I want you to take me ... wherever you're going to
Maybe Say That'll save me ... the seat next to you


[youtube]E4kY-juI8-4[/youtube]

This is a thought that is always with me.
That love can take me with him ... ever. Even if only in their thinking. But I always reserve a place near him... :girl_in_love:

Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh! I love Bon Jovi! I really do!!!! Richie Sambora is the BJ's guitar man! And I love this song, is so deep, specially this part:

"When you get to the gates and all the angels sing go to that place where the church bells ring and know I'll come running ... running to find you!"

....look this:



Is my baby boy! ^^


Thanks for sharing! ;)
 
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Ahauhauh! Yeah! You're right! ;)



Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh! I love Bon Jovi! I really do!!!! Richie Sambora is the BJ's guitar man! And I love this song, is so deep, specially this part:

"When you get to the gates and all the angels sing go to that place where the church bells ring and know I'll come running ... running to find you!"

....look this:



Is my baby boy! ^^


Thanks for sharing! ;)


Aww tha , I thought you liked even Bon Jovi, since you posted Ritchie Sambora. I know the Ritchie as the BJ´s guitar, but his solo work I do not know almost nothing. ;)

I'm spechless to talk about his son. What a handsome boy. And even a fan of Bon Jovi.
This joy I don´t have . My daughter just likes ¨MAICO¨... lol.
And every time I listen to Bon Jovi in the car, walking with her. She makes tantrum and just want to listen to Billie Jean and Smooth Criminal, Yana or even Speechless .. but any other singer that I try to listen is a fight for sure. ha- ha
A big kiss to his son. Thanks for showing us such beauty.
Radiant smile.
 
:wild: :wild: :wild:

He is beautiful!!!!! :wub:

Thanks! ;)

Aww tha , I thought you liked even Bon Jovi, since you posted Ritchie Sambora. I know the Ritchie as the BJ´s guitar, but his solo work I do not know almost nothing. ;)

I'm spechless to talk about his son. What a handsome boy. And even a fan of Bon Jovi.
This joy I don´t have . My daughter just likes ¨MAICO¨... lol.
And every time I listen to Bon Jovi in the car, walking with her. She makes tantrum and just want to listen to Billie Jean and Smooth Criminal, Yana or even Speechless .. but any other singer that I try to listen is a fight for sure. ha- ha
A big kiss to his son. Thanks for showing us such beauty.
Radiant smile.

He likes "Maico" too! haha I have a video of him singing Beat It! I'll make the download on youtube and then to post here! ^^
Your daughter has a great taste in music! :)

edit: I just notice that your signature is a part from "Welcome To Whereve You Are" - amazing song!!!
 
How about here? Do you need to see me make a fool of myself for you in here? Will that make you see things? Honestly, I'll go wherever I have to. I still don't know what all is real, but I do know what you mean to me so just tell me what YOU need. I can't believe you felt how you said.... You couldn't be more wrong so tell me what you need from me so you know how things really are for me. While I'm at it, to clear that lie up, anyone who I'm having a relationship with, please speak up in public.

I do like and care about a lot of people online and I DO miss them too sometimes but it sure doesn't mean I'm online dating them, or dating at all gees. To be accused of something that I am really lacking lately really sucks. I probably would love to date. It's lonely being single... but I refrain because of YOU. So stop being this way and believe in yourself enough to know what you mean to me.. or it's all for nothing. Now hopefully you can see that I'm not hiding anything or anyone. You want me to continue??

(sorry for this interruption)
 
How about here? Do you need to see me make a fool of myself for you in here? Will that make you see things? Honestly, I'll go wherever I have to. I still don't know what all is real, but I do know what you mean to me so just tell me what YOU need. I can't believe you felt how you said.... You couldn't be more wrong so tell me what you need from me so you know how things really are for me. While I'm at it, to clear that lie up, anyone who I'm having a relationship with, please speak up in public.

I do like and care about a lot of people online and I DO miss them too sometimes but it sure doesn't mean I'm online dating them, or dating at all gees. To be accused of something that I am really lacking lately really sucks. I probably would love to date. It's lonely being single... but I refrain because of YOU. So stop being this way and believe in yourself enough to know what you mean to me.. or it's all for nothing. Now hopefully you can see that I'm not hiding anything or anyone. You want me to continue??

(sorry for this interruption)

Although I have never met you in person, I see a very kind, smart, loving human being.

Always remember, "One can never give something to someone if they do not want it..!

Therefore, if that person you speak of cannot man up...then they are NOT worthy of all the beauty you truly possess..!"

As Always

:angel:
 
How about here? Do you need to see me make a fool of myself for you in here? Will that make you see things? Honestly, I'll go wherever I have to. I still don't know what all is real, but I do know what you mean to me so just tell me what YOU need. I can't believe you felt how you said.... You couldn't be more wrong so tell me what you need from me so you know how things really are for me. While I'm at it, to clear that lie up, anyone who I'm having a relationship with, please speak up in public.

I do like and care about a lot of people online and I DO miss them too sometimes but it sure doesn't mean I'm online dating them, or dating at all gees. To be accused of something that I am really lacking lately really sucks. I probably would love to date. It's lonely being single... but I refrain because of YOU. So stop being this way and believe in yourself enough to know what you mean to me.. or it's all for nothing. Now hopefully you can see that I'm not hiding anything or anyone. You want me to continue??

(sorry for this interruption)


:hug: Ape!

Im so sorry that u are going through this. We all love u & care bout u, please always remember that!
 
Sorry guys... I just don't do well with long distance anything. This all feels too school girl stuff for me. I'm a pretty straightforward woman (at least that's how I think I am) so when someone accuses me of things that are so far from the truth, it really bothers me, and boggles my mind.

I don't know why I thought me putting this public would help anything. I guess to show I'm not pretending anything and I'm not hiding anything. If I were, I'd be keeping things to myself and to private conversations.

Thank you 8701 :hug: I do care about you guys and lots of my friends who I met online. I just don't want to live my life online. Life is so much better in person. I wish I had better control of my emotions.
 
Sorry guys... I just don't do well with long distance anything. This all feels too school girl stuff for me. I'm a pretty straightforward woman (at least that's how I think I am) so when someone accuses me of things that are so far from the truth, it really bothers me, and boggles my mind.

I don't know why I thought me putting this public would help anything. I guess to show I'm not pretending anything and I'm not hiding anything. If I were, I'd be keeping things to myself and to private conversations.

Thank you 8701 :hug: I do care about you guys and lots of my friends who I met online. I just don't want to live my life online. Life is so much better in person. I wish I had better control of my emotions.

My friend, I know how it feels when you wanna just SCREAM OUT everything like that :better:
I was confused reading the post because I did'nt remember anyone said anything inhere to make you that upset.
I hope you are ok! And you still owe me a PM-reply :cheeky:
 
Oh shoot. I'm always behind on my PMs. Yes I did just come out of no where.. sorry about that. It was really nothing to do with the thread. It came out of a private conversation/argument. Even my facebook and twitter were taken over by my little outburst of whatever. Aw well. Anyways, if my friend who knows exactly where it came from sees this, you now know you matter more to me than my pride. Hopefully you can laugh at it someday along with me.
 
Oh shoot. I'm always behind on my PMs. Yes I did just come out of no where.. sorry about that. It was really nothing to do with the thread. It came out of a private conversation/argument. Even my facebook and twitter were taken over by my little outburst of whatever. Aw well. Anyways, if my friend who knows exactly where it came from sees this, you now know you matter more to me than my pride. Hopefully you can laugh at it someday along with me.

In a way, I admire you so much for doing that.. :giggle: It's so straight forward!
 
Even if it was a bit overboard? lol. Thank you. Yup that's me. Miss straightforward. I guess I get tired of too many misunderstandings and I don't see the point in being vague where things can so easily be taken out of context because the context is unknown. LOL can you imagine if I were around MJ? I'd be asking for clarification every second since he loves to say things in a way that can be taken many ways.

Um... excuse me Michael but what exactly do you mean by "this is it"? Do you mean that it's your amazing show "Tada!!" or do you mean this is it, in that it's all you are going to do and nothing more, or like in the interview where you said you'd know it and think "This is IT" or do you mean like.. um.. this is it, that's not it? If so, what isn't it? Ok and about your last message, is that to the fans, or to one specific person or like.. maybe to God? This lyric here, what did you mean by that? Were you talking to one person, or was it just something nice to say or....could you be more clear here please because you have like, hundreds of women thinking you are talking about them in this song here, so maybe you could just say it's dedicated to the one it's for? maybe? lol I'm sure I'd drive him up the wall, rather than off it.

Sometimes clarity is nice though but as far as Michael's music, not being completely clear is part of the magic right? It keeps us guessing. As for my outburst here, (deja vu moment.. hmm) well sometimes when feelings are on the line from someone who matters to you, it's important to be clear.
 
Even if it was a bit overboard? lol. Thank you. Yup that's me. Miss straightforward. I guess I get tired of too many misunderstandings and I don't see the point in being vague where things can so easily be taken out of context because the context is unknown. LOL can you imagine if I were around MJ? I'd be asking for clarification every second since he loves to say things in a way that can be taken many ways.

Um... excuse me Michael but what exactly do you mean by "this is it"? Do you mean that it's your amazing show "Tada!!" or do you mean this is it, in that it's all you are going to do and nothing more, or like in the interview where you said you'd know it and think "This is IT" or do you mean like.. um.. this is it, that's not it? If so, what isn't it? Ok and about your last message, is that to the fans, or to one specific person or like.. maybe to God? This lyric here, what did you mean by that? Were you talking to one person, or was it just something nice to say or....could you be more clear here please because you have like, hundreds of women thinking you are talking about them in this song here, so maybe you could just say it's dedicated to the one it's for? maybe? lol I'm sure I'd drive him up the wall, rather than off it.

Sometimes clarity is nice though but as far as Michael's music, not being completely clear is part of the magic right? It keeps us guessing. As for my outburst here, (deja vu moment.. hmm) well sometimes when feelings are on the line from someone who matters to you, it's important to be clear.

:clapping::lol: you are so true about MJ. This is it, this is it, this is it!
Whats it? *sigh* Who is the Liberian girl? Who IS IT? Who is who is it written for? hmm..

Can you really "hear her prayers"? who is she? hmm..

Michaaaaaelllll. You are speaking in codes honeeey :doh::cheeky:

but thats how it is with poetry. its always cryptical and secretive.
 
Michaaaaaelllll. You are speaking in codes honeeey :doh::cheeky:

but thats how it is with poetry. its always cryptical and secretive.

Michael always spoke in codes. lol! :D If there is no mystery, no fun. lol! :wild: The mystery is the essence of the whole thing. :yes:


:fortuneteller:


And......


Ape >>>> :hug: In the end, everything is ok.
 
Thank you Ashtanga :). Yes it's all alright.

I don't think this thread would exist if he were as straightforward as I can tend to be. God Bless MJ, that could be, yes.

It was kind of sad in that video of the outtakes from the Bashir interview where Michael says that people say "Why would Michael Jackson want to visit us?" and he says "we want to be around SomeOne :( " (or something like that). It makes me think of so many times in the old sony MJ chat where people would say things like "Why would Michael come here? He has better things to do. He's busy with his kids" Yet it would be a great place to visit with people without them changing who they are when they see him. People generally are themselves in chats and online and it's the perfect disguise. Not saying he had done that, but it did get me thinking back to then. I didn't think he'd be offended or hurt by someone saying that he'd not go there.
 
Thank you Ashtanga :). Yes it's all alright.

:hug:


:D



I don't think this thread would exist if he were as straightforward as I can tend to be. God Bless MJ, that could be, yes.

It was kind of sad in that video of the outtakes from the Bashir interview where Michael says that people say "Why would Michael Jackson want to visit us?" and he says "we want to be around SomeOne :( " (or something like that). It makes me think of so many times in the old sony MJ chat where people would say things like "Why would Michael come here? He has better things to do. He's busy with his kids" Yet it would be a great place to visit with people without them changing who they are when they see him. People generally are themselves in chats and online and it's the perfect disguise. Not saying he had done that, but it did get me thinking back to then. I didn't think he'd be offended or hurt by someone saying that he'd not go there.
Well, I believe that Michael often wanted to feel like a normal person (not famous). Why so many times he goes in disguise. He has always been the king of disguises. lol! :wild: He could be disguised in any place and go unnoticed by people. Nobody would recognize him and the internet is really impossible to know who be on the other side. It's the perfect disguise. (Flashback: Everybody knows that Michael was in MJJC.......):yes: He wanted to see and feel how the normal life of a normal person. Anyway, not the "MJ celebrity".

"Why would Michael Jackson want to visit us?" Why is a celebrity... the most famous of the planet. :wild: Michael wanted to be close to the people/fans. Meet and chat with people/fans. Being a celebrity does not change anything. :yes:




And............


I love Sade. Today I was listening to some songs and it has a song that always made me think of Michael. It is as perfect and I heard a lot in 2005 :)() with Michael in my thoughts :wub: and still remains so. :yes: So this is my favorite song.

For Michael........ :wub:

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Michael......... on your side ALWAYS!!!!!!!! :yes: :wub:



*big sigh*
 
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Originally Posted by Ape
How about here? Do you need to see me make a fool of myself for you in here? Will that make you see things? Honestly, I'll go wherever I have to. I still don't know what all is real, but I do know what you mean to me so just tell me what YOU need. I can't believe you felt how you said.... You couldn't be more wrong so tell me what you need from me so you know how things really are for me. While I'm at it, to clear that lie up, anyone who I'm having a relationship with, please speak up in public.

I do like and care about a lot of people online and I DO miss them too sometimes but it sure doesn't mean I'm online dating them, or dating at all gees. To be accused of something that I am really lacking lately really sucks. I probably would love to date. It's lonely being single... but I refrain because of YOU. So stop being this way and believe in yourself enough to know what you mean to me.. or it's all for nothing. Now hopefully you can see that I'm not hiding anything or anyone. You want me to continue??

(sorry for this interruption)
Although I have never met you in person, I see a very kind, smart, loving human being.

Always remember, "One can never give something to someone if they do not want it..!

Therefore, if that person you speak of cannot man up...then they are NOT worthy of all the beauty you truly possess..!"

As Always

:angel:

RE: Ape

Not sure how to post an after thought...so I hope I am doing this correctly...

Anyways, I "love" Kelly Clarkson as an Artist and ran across this composition that I think every woman/man should listen too that has questions...

Without further a do...this video somewhat pertains to the "subject matter" of your post...



As Always

:angel:
 
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Ape, my friend, you shouldn't have to apologize for anything. Remember the words of the wonderful John Mayer (same guy whom we owe the gorgeous 'your body is a wonderland' song), it's better to say too much, then never say what you need to say again. I am sure though yours aren't 'so-called', but real and deep problems. I hope they work out soon. God bless you. Keep the faith and be strong :D



Tha, thank you so much for the Richie Sambora link (same as Rubi, i wasn't aware of his solo stuff; love the band, but didn't know his other stuff) and let me tell ya - your lil angel is absolutely precious, i'm sure you are very proud of him, you have every right to :)

Ash, how cool that the first thing you got to translate into English was the Jimmy Cliff song lol. Great start, if i may say so myself. And yeah, they used to play the Love song from NatKing Cole on the breaks in the NBA all the friggin time, i remember they also played Jam. Oh my, those were the days...sooo long ago, feels like a different lifetime, yet so close at the same time, how weird is that, right?

God bless you everyone and remember not to let anyone or anything get you down :cheeky: God's speed.
 
Ape, my friend, you shouldn't have to apologize for anything. Remember the words of the wonderful John Mayer (same guy whom we owe the gorgeous 'your body is a wonderland' song), it's better to say too much, then never say what you need to say again. I am sure though yours aren't 'so-called', but real and deep problems. I hope they work out soon. God bless you. Keep the faith and be strong :D
:doh:

Wow, I listened to this song. I love going back to the past sometimes. Thanks! :D



Ash, how cool that the first thing you got to translate into English was the Jimmy Cliff song lol. Great start, if i may say so myself. And yeah, they used to play the Love song from NatKing Cole on the breaks in the NBA all the friggin time, i remember they also played Jam. Oh my, those were the days...sooo long ago, feels like a different lifetime, yet so close at the same time, how weird is that, right?
Jimmy Cliff was the first English school in which we translate into the classroom, but of course it all before and without knowing any English when I was a teenager, I lived with the English dictionary in hand translating the songs of Michael. lol! :wild: :punk: I wanted to understand what he was saying. The desire to learn English came because of Michael. :wub:

Wow, Jam is perfect for NBA. I like both the video with Michael Jordan and Michael trying to teach him to do the moonwalk. lol! :wild:


God bless you everyone and remember not to let anyone or anything get you down :cheeky: God's speed.
Yes..... God works so hard to take care of all her children. He did not forget any. He looks very carefully at all of them, as well as a devoted father who takes care of their children. He is always around and in command of all things. So really there need be no worry. :yes:

:angel:
 
Thank you guys, you really warmed my heart here. I wasn't thinking of the outcome of laying out all my stuff in a very public way other than to show to my friend that I have nothing to hide. I was pretty upset. I think anyone could see that they matter very much to me or I'd not have gone overboard. So though I may have felt just like Kelly Clarkson in that song (wish I had her nice flat tummy) I don't feel so much like that anymore. I wish they'd come in here and visit like we all do, I know you'd all like my friend. Maybe someday.

Online is just so frustrating sometimes. You have even stronger emotions because of being unable to clearly share what you mean or what you "need to say" and sometimes the emotion behind what you need to say comes out wrong, or maybe right, but misunderstandings are so high on here. They happen so frequently. Bottom line is, when you love someone, and care about them, you'll do anything for them..even risk making a fool of yourself. So I guess that's what happened for me and I really am grateful that you all are so caring to be there for me during my frustration and craziness. Even when I tried tying it back into the topic somehow, you all saw past it and tried to be there for me. Thank you for this.

It's all alright though, all is well. It's just amazing how close people can get with such a physical distance. People can end up being just like family despite the breaking down and rebuilding of walls, over and over. It can become painful at times, but so is motherhood for much of the same reasons. There is no pain when you don't care....but the pain is worth it. Somehow it's worth it for the love.

(which I can tie into this because we all know how much our love for a beautiful human being has also hurt us, but it's also helped us to experience a wonderful part of life and helped us to grow and become better people. So though it hurts to be separated, as we have been these past 9 months, it's worth it. I don't think any of us would trade our experiences and knowing and loving MJ just so we don't feel the hurt, right?)

edit: I'm saying separated because I don't want to say he's gone forever. In a way, death is just a temporary separation right?
 
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... Bottom line is, when you love someone, and care about them, you'll do anything for them..even risk making a fool of yourself.

... There is no pain when you don't care....but the pain is worth it. Somehow it's worth it for the love.

(which I can tie into this because we all know how much our love for a beautiful human being has also hurt us, but it's also helped us to experience a wonderful part of life and helped us to grow and become better people. So though it hurts to be separated, as we have been these past 9 months, it's worth it. I don't think any of us would trade our experiences and knowing and loving MJ just so we don't feel the hurt, right?)

Wow, Ape! Waht you said is so profound! It's like God is speaking through you and straight to my heart. I was just asking myself yesterday, how much is too much of a price to pay for love, but God has answered me through you and ... through this song which says:

"Love is worth everything we pay ..."

(God is also in a very "latin-y" mood today, lol!)

 
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Ape.... just a >>>> :hug:for you. :D

I'm glad that everything is ok with you. :) You know we will always be here. :cheeky:



Dedicated to all the men of the world on behalf of my friend, Ape.:)

(Bryan Adams' song as performed by Matt Giraud from American Idol)



BTW, MJ has done all of these things in his beautiful love songs ...
OMG!!!! :eek: :doh:

This is another song that I love :wild: and is part of the soundtrack of the movie "Don Juan DeMarco" with the great Johnny Depp :)wub:).


Don Juan (?).........

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or
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MJ..... ALWAYS!!!!!!! :wild: :wild: :wild:



Beautiful song! :yes: Thanks for posting! :D


Later I'll share another song.... :fortuneteller: :timer: :D



Wow, Ape! Waht you said is so profound! It's like God is speaking through you and straight to my heart. I was just asking myself yesterday, how much is too much of a price to pay for love, but God has answered me through you and ... through this song which says:

"Love is worth everything we pay ..."

(God is also in a very "latin-y" mood today, lol!)
:doh:

:wild:


Another beautiful song..... :yes: :wub: And you are inspired today. :yes: :cheeky:


*big sigh*
 
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