:wild: EDIT: I have just seen how long it turned out to be and I have no time to edit now please forgive me everyone raying:angel:
MP, its amazing that your post reflected so much of what went through my mind today as I was out and about. Maybe I'll get a chance to come back and expound that conversation. For now, I will stop and address this post and I believe its all I'll have time for tonight. I love your username too btw!
um not sure why you're mentioning PMs like this but, could u knock it off?! :scratch:
:lol: Thanks!!!!! :flowers: (u know i love u, yes even in 'your violence' :cheeky: and of course I'm laughing my head off so you know what that calls for ... but only one, ok here goes now don't shoot me .. (ah I needed that!)
I don't know if This Is It was a prelude to addressing that matter between MJ and "her", but it would seem it would be important to he and "she" at some point, to be there for one another, and MP brought up an interesting (and funny lol) point about who would help them. Especially "her" I'd think. There are a lot of people I know who would not have the first clue how to contact a celebrity in a meaningful way, nor be inclined to add to a plethora of probably a hundred to a thousand letters a day. Where I come from, (meaning immediate environment etc.) seeking out celebrities is a completely foreign concept and would strike anyone who knows me as very strange, random and rather absurd, as its understood that celebs are simply humans who do jobs just like everyone else and when we see them on TV or whatever, we're just watching them work and we know after that, they go home, to their REAL and very PRIVATE lives.
Perhaps its the same with "her". Or maybe she didn't want to take a chance on touching a hand outside a car window only to have it wisk off - or whatever have u. Maybe "she" figured that if it was "real", then he'd somehow show up in her face and say, 'hi, I'm ..." - y'know what I mean', or that maybe God would make it happen or something and if he ever did that and she still shoooood him off well, she's got issues MJ would be better off without! LOL but I can't imagine that for a second.
I know many fans who love MJ and wanted to be there for him through all of his trials but couldn't, so maybe "she" was in the same predicament there too, not meaning she "loves" him any less from afar as she would person-to-person.
Sometimes Love's expression has to go beyond the ordinary. Sometimes it takes leaving the Love with the Source and letting the Love be guided by the Source. I guess I'm saying that when things are out of one's hands, it sometimes takes "surrender".
I certainly feel that so much of what we've seen MJ go through, was, it seems to me, among other things, completely unnecessary and perhaps "she" went through a bunch of unnecessary changes in her life too, changes that MJ might would look at and make that face he made at Oprah when she asked him whether he was a vir**n lol. Maybe he wished he could have changed everything for "her" in certain ways and had no clue how, afterall, it can't be that much easier, just because he's a celebrity, to just ring someone's door bell, not having a real clue what to expect and without feeling a great sense of "risk", but again, that doesn't mean it wasn't true love there for her or her for him.
I'm reminded now (sorry this is getting so long again *sigh* just thought of an example) of a little kid I saw one day on the city train, no more than about three (my next favorite age for kiddies) and was standing in the seat in front of me, facing me, just having a good time talking to me in "baby speak" about random things like pointing at everything he saw on me and doing the baby drill, pointing at me and asking questions like, "your nose?" I'd say, yes this is my nose! He'd go, (pointing) "your hat?", I'd say, "yes this is my hat!" - y'know, that sort of thing - and after each thing he identified I'd say to him, "you're so smart!!" with a big validating smile so he'd know that "smart" was a wonderful thing and would soon enough in his life, hopefully remember to associate it with himself (at least subconsciously) once he learned it by vocabulary, then the train was about to stop and the kid's mother randomly whacks the kid on the rear end (several times!) and shouts, "turn around! sit your butt down!!!" and she roughly grabbed his hand and grunted, "let's go!!!!" as she yanked him up and took him off with one hand, with her bags of groceries in the other.
I wanted to get off the train with them (with a little sweetness and humor try and teach a little thing or two) because what that little boy was going through was COMPLETELY unnecessary and I felt I needed to do something to help the situation. Plus he was my new friend and I was his, although I was a complete stranger.
None-the-less, I could not be there for that little boy that day and that broke my heart in that moment. My love for him was not in any way diminished by the mere fact that I couldn't be there for him and I did hope and pray that he had been imprinted in that moment with enough of a positive experience that he would keep himself in a proper context no matter what his mother ever did, but I know that's a LOT to hope for. Nonetheless - my point is,
Love in itself - is what it is... then there's the ideal expression of it, the ability, as Ashtanga (I think) was pointing out, to share it. An inability to share it, to spread it, to make a person experience it moment to moment, does not diminish its value. That's all I was trying to point out.
It isn't that love is nothing if it can't be shared, it just means that sometimes it has to be completely dependent upon the Source of Love to be communicated, and shared, because God, Who is Love can make that communication happen if nothing else is destined to happen.
I guess this is a long way of saying that it seems that type of communication is what this thread's story has been basically all about and it seems MJ is saying as much....that he got the 'message' that is. That's why I said, that's really the only important thing at the end of the day, he knew someone had a special love for him that may not have a definition anywhere except on planet Theta :yes: and if that's where "they" are from, then he understood its "language" loud and clear which may also be why he felt that "everything he was looking for he seemed to find". :yes: :wub:
OK, enough "romance" for one night!!!!!!!! :wild:
:lol: and to think I was one of the main nay sayers of the direction of this ADDICTIVE thread the first time it got started!!
Well done AllforMJ! Well done. :flowers:
MP, its amazing that your post reflected so much of what went through my mind today as I was out and about. Maybe I'll get a chance to come back and expound that conversation. For now, I will stop and address this post and I believe its all I'll have time for tonight. I love your username too btw!
I don't feel the difference in what we're hearing changes the principle there tho so I guess that's the main thing.That probably could be what he is saying and is communicating there, SoS.
I had thought I had heard "And I tell ya that you’ve seen my face before," but you know, for we have discussed this before in PMs, that I am not that good at hearing MJ's lyrics or catching their meaning. I haven't been listening to his music that long or closely listening to the lyrics in order to figure anything out. I've also never been one, as we have talked about before too, to view or be able to see or support that his lyrics might be speaking to me or about me, although I know fans seem to do that a lot, and that's cool, I guess...probably MJ was fine with that because he wanted others to relate to the lyrics and his songs.
um not sure why you're mentioning PMs like this but, could u knock it off?! :scratch:
:lol: Thanks!!!!! :flowers: (u know i love u, yes even in 'your violence' :cheeky: and of course I'm laughing my head off so you know what that calls for ... but only one, ok here goes now don't shoot me .. (ah I needed that!)
Oyeh, that's definitely what its all about, I agree completely.He so wanted people to enjoy his music, I think.
MJ is all of his fans' "Mr. Right" :yes: (at least I never met a fan who didn't feel that way, I guess its a "language" we all speak! lol) and so hence, his fans are his "wife". He's been married to his fans a long, long, loooooooong time. :wub: :wub:I have heard a few accounts of fans where they have met, or had an encounter with MJ in their past, and because of their experience, they believe that they are the one he has loved all along. And when I hear their stories they convince me...I'm just like that, they truly do. Their stories are not that far-fetched, some quite beautiful, and when listening, I get caught up and feel for them and think it would be so nice for it to work out that way for them. And even though I am not good at seeing me in lyrics, in many of his songs, and specifically in this song, This Is It, I can see each of their stories within the words...I can make it work for them all. But I realize they can't all be the girl MJ is talking to.
I remember that post being among the many I had to scan quickly due to time and don't remember that point but it reminds me of what Moddie777 and those had been saying about the notes MJ gave to fans, I guess knowing they would make their way around the fan community - the "double message" idea. At first, I was thinking, 'no his fans are "the one" he's talking to, and I also had that thought when I first heard This Is It, figuring, "it seems as though I've seen your face a thousand times" could have been meant literally to acknowledge his fans, until listening more carefully and more times, so yes, MJ is really good at making his songs sound as if they could have a double meaning.But Justus, I remember, had said in that post (that sadly disappeared), that
"[MJ] knows how to get a message across to a specific person and he knows how to get a message out to the masses."
I feel sometimes MJ makes some sounds undetectable to the objective listener where the person he's talking or referring to can perhaps understand what others cannot, so at a certain point I figure what I don't make out, maybe I'm not supposed to make out.So I guess she, that specific person, is one who is very good at hearing the lyrics clearly and knowing just what he is saying. And she probably has that kind of confidence to help her do it too. I can't relate...but it must be very nice.
I'm reminded here of much earlier in the thread when MP and those were talking about 'struggle' resulting in a beautiful butterfly and sometimes struggle is as much a result of love, as those other results can also be. I'm also however, reminded of a bible verse in Proverbs that says, and I paraphrase, "two are better than one for if the one falls down who will be there to pick the other one up?" I pointed this scripture out because it seems that whenever MJ "fell down" there was not that one to lift him up. I know it also seems in a way a sort of travesty for two people to somehow know they care about eachother, need to be there for eachother, want to be there for eachother, and just, either can't for whatever reasons, or don't have an inkling as to how, as MP hit on.That kind of love must be really nice. :wub: It seems to help make things easier. Makes one strong and determined and successful. Who wants struggle or perserverence? Although, Shabuya has reminded us in her(?) post
Nothing good ever comes easy.
I don't know if This Is It was a prelude to addressing that matter between MJ and "her", but it would seem it would be important to he and "she" at some point, to be there for one another, and MP brought up an interesting (and funny lol) point about who would help them. Especially "her" I'd think. There are a lot of people I know who would not have the first clue how to contact a celebrity in a meaningful way, nor be inclined to add to a plethora of probably a hundred to a thousand letters a day. Where I come from, (meaning immediate environment etc.) seeking out celebrities is a completely foreign concept and would strike anyone who knows me as very strange, random and rather absurd, as its understood that celebs are simply humans who do jobs just like everyone else and when we see them on TV or whatever, we're just watching them work and we know after that, they go home, to their REAL and very PRIVATE lives.
Perhaps its the same with "her". Or maybe she didn't want to take a chance on touching a hand outside a car window only to have it wisk off - or whatever have u. Maybe "she" figured that if it was "real", then he'd somehow show up in her face and say, 'hi, I'm ..." - y'know what I mean', or that maybe God would make it happen or something and if he ever did that and she still shoooood him off well, she's got issues MJ would be better off without! LOL but I can't imagine that for a second.
I know many fans who love MJ and wanted to be there for him through all of his trials but couldn't, so maybe "she" was in the same predicament there too, not meaning she "loves" him any less from afar as she would person-to-person.
Sometimes Love's expression has to go beyond the ordinary. Sometimes it takes leaving the Love with the Source and letting the Love be guided by the Source. I guess I'm saying that when things are out of one's hands, it sometimes takes "surrender".
I certainly feel that so much of what we've seen MJ go through, was, it seems to me, among other things, completely unnecessary and perhaps "she" went through a bunch of unnecessary changes in her life too, changes that MJ might would look at and make that face he made at Oprah when she asked him whether he was a vir**n lol. Maybe he wished he could have changed everything for "her" in certain ways and had no clue how, afterall, it can't be that much easier, just because he's a celebrity, to just ring someone's door bell, not having a real clue what to expect and without feeling a great sense of "risk", but again, that doesn't mean it wasn't true love there for her or her for him.
I'm reminded now (sorry this is getting so long again *sigh* just thought of an example) of a little kid I saw one day on the city train, no more than about three (my next favorite age for kiddies) and was standing in the seat in front of me, facing me, just having a good time talking to me in "baby speak" about random things like pointing at everything he saw on me and doing the baby drill, pointing at me and asking questions like, "your nose?" I'd say, yes this is my nose! He'd go, (pointing) "your hat?", I'd say, "yes this is my hat!" - y'know, that sort of thing - and after each thing he identified I'd say to him, "you're so smart!!" with a big validating smile so he'd know that "smart" was a wonderful thing and would soon enough in his life, hopefully remember to associate it with himself (at least subconsciously) once he learned it by vocabulary, then the train was about to stop and the kid's mother randomly whacks the kid on the rear end (several times!) and shouts, "turn around! sit your butt down!!!" and she roughly grabbed his hand and grunted, "let's go!!!!" as she yanked him up and took him off with one hand, with her bags of groceries in the other.
I wanted to get off the train with them (with a little sweetness and humor try and teach a little thing or two) because what that little boy was going through was COMPLETELY unnecessary and I felt I needed to do something to help the situation. Plus he was my new friend and I was his, although I was a complete stranger.
None-the-less, I could not be there for that little boy that day and that broke my heart in that moment. My love for him was not in any way diminished by the mere fact that I couldn't be there for him and I did hope and pray that he had been imprinted in that moment with enough of a positive experience that he would keep himself in a proper context no matter what his mother ever did, but I know that's a LOT to hope for. Nonetheless - my point is,
Love in itself - is what it is... then there's the ideal expression of it, the ability, as Ashtanga (I think) was pointing out, to share it. An inability to share it, to spread it, to make a person experience it moment to moment, does not diminish its value. That's all I was trying to point out.
It isn't that love is nothing if it can't be shared, it just means that sometimes it has to be completely dependent upon the Source of Love to be communicated, and shared, because God, Who is Love can make that communication happen if nothing else is destined to happen.
I guess this is a long way of saying that it seems that type of communication is what this thread's story has been basically all about and it seems MJ is saying as much....that he got the 'message' that is. That's why I said, that's really the only important thing at the end of the day, he knew someone had a special love for him that may not have a definition anywhere except on planet Theta :yes: and if that's where "they" are from, then he understood its "language" loud and clear which may also be why he felt that "everything he was looking for he seemed to find". :yes: :wub:
OK, enough "romance" for one night!!!!!!!! :wild:
:lol: and to think I was one of the main nay sayers of the direction of this ADDICTIVE thread the first time it got started!!
Well done AllforMJ! Well done. :flowers:
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