^ may be, and if Moddie, MimaK, AllforMJ, Ape (at times lol) and others have been on point with this being One Story told in song, I suppose AllforMJ will answer to the "new" tone of the latest observations whenever she comes up for air :lol: Looking foward to it. Good job so far! Its enjoyable reading.
um, I have a random question/s.
Y'all laughed at me the last time I did this exploration into "this girl's" side of things (all except Ape :hug: lol )
Once again, I have to consider "her" position here...(obviously if there is a "her") and the actuality of "her" being someone MJ loves.
Had anyone ever thought of the vehement (
especially "covert") "hate" this woman would actually encounter?
Do you all feel she could even be, safe in this community?
Does Michael himself have anyone to talk to about this very unusual Love Story, courted through song?
Has he talked to ANYONE about it?
Who?
Would it be understandable for him or her to do that?
He seemsto be one who would have "a multitude of counselors" to sort things through with.
Would he mind if "she" did at this particular stage of "figuring things out", sort it out with someone?
If she is the "loner" that Michael has been making "her" out to be in song, would it be a special challenge for "her" to even
have anyone to help her?
...what if she were to come here and 'see' herself played out in these posts?
and (Let's say the female part he wrote in IJCSLY is uncannily true of her) ....not really living without him....what has life for her been like? What has she been through without him? then coming here to find MJ support among these people?
Some feel that if she recognized herself, she should contact him directly. Could she really have simply contacted Michael without telling a world of people his business just in order to get to him?
Would that be a wise thing for her to try and do?
Being that many people come to these boards just to be inside the MJ energy, would she come here, see this thread and try and discern whom is here that she could trust to sort it through with?
If "she", like Michael, is a person with a trusting heart, (
"two hearts belong so well") who would she choose to try and trust to sort it through with ?
(that is....IF she "recognized" herself....or at least THOUGHT maybe she did?)
I guess my biggest question is this:
Is there TRULY a FRIEND for her here........... among FANS?
or ...
Would she have to sort through 25 years of song material on her own...? ... are the songs obvious to her or would she have to work at seeing herself in the ones that apply...?
If she did recognize herself, would she work hard to protect his tender feelings from the exposing him (and herself) on here? ...
... or would she seek to find appropriate ways of approaching these unique circumstances?
It may seem odd to ask these questions, but, since the enemy has seemed to work hard to keep them apart and FOR SO LONG (according to the music) - - I wonder - - would there be a sabotage attempt made here? Perhaps?
If she is like MJ at heart, would she be too trusting, believing that all humans are basically well-intended only to discover their
actions to be otherwise?
If "she" is "alone", would she choose someone here who would understand her love for MJ to sort it out with? (vs. people in her life who may think she should be fitted for a strait-jacket)
Is there a fan here she could trust to have a simple conversation? or would the enemy find a way to forge a wedge in the spiritual intimacy that this relationship would have to comprise for it to have inspired so much expressive, loving and beautiful music?
I'm asking because the enemy is always seeking to devour ..
sometimes it is hindsight that we discover this ...
Love is and will always be the most powerful force in the universe and the enemy hates that. Love is the Source and the Essence of Life so it cannot be stopped but it can be frustrated...and personal life for Michael is his biggest obstacle to be overcome.
Although Love can not be stopped no matter what, the enemy is effective sometimes at manipulating, weaving and deceiving, when we open ourselves sometimes.
Would Michael prepare her for or be prepared himself for what lies ahead with the matter of trust vs. 'hate' among females? or would females be able to dupe him too?
Is MJ's love strong in Spirit to withstand this kind of thing? Could he be prepared for the fact that there may be people even among FANS who cannot be trusted? (sometimes women can reeeeeally dupe men)
Would the least act of treachery be enough to prepare "her" for the diabolical insanity of jealousy and teach her great lessons in what it would mean to simply be loved by Michael Jackson?
any opinions?
I'm concerned and Ive said it many times before and I'll say again...
Life has a way of rudely remind us that "Third party" communication almost always proves to be trouble, no matter how manipulated we may be, into trusting it...and when someone needs someone to talk to, its so easy to trust it. It also comes in the form of the opinions of others.
It seems that it will never fail to be a mistake to trust it though.
My greatest fear for "this girl" has always been two things ...and this may sound crazy to some...
1. If MJ is not in her life to protect her from the destructive jealousy of those who want him (as AllforMJ pointed out, as many people do) .....what would/could "the enemy" try and do to try and make sure a wedge is forged between them? Would the fan use covert guile or come right out and say, "if I can't have him no one can" or "if he doesn't want me I'm gonna make sure he doesn't want you" - -
that kind of thing.
2. My other concern may sound crazy, "paranoid" or far fetched and that is, concern for her very LIFE. I'm not talking about the media ... or self-proclaimed haters...papparazzi...stalkers or crazy house escapees. I'm talking about FANS and who might even come under a helpful guise and actually try and kill "her" ......or most importantly (to them)...their relationship.
The day Michael decides to make it known that he loves "this girl", if that were to ever happen, my wish would be for security to immediately seize her, cover her with a huge veil and whisk her away forever.
Michael, is not the only person who has to learn the hard way that it is a mistake to be too open, trusting ... putting yourself "out there".
There are even a lot of FANS who pretend to BE Michael online. . . and some have been VERY good over the years.
My point is, that if HE lives a life where there is no one to trust....imagine what his woman will go through.
At least only half the people are haters of him. I dare say this dear woman might not have a friend in the world....except her husband, her family and some of his family lol and MAYBE literally a teenie handful of fans MAYBE and that's after they meet her personally, if they do.
I would like to think that some day the two people we have been discussing will talk freely together, no holes barred, NO third parties ... (and if its been an internet/discussion board/chat type interaction as some have suggested) NO screennames ...
just them and GOD...to sort through the past
and plan for the future....
together.
Its the only way, the way I see it.
ah. got that out. Thanks, All, I appreciate it
I too am now inspired to go for a refreshing 'dip' ... (how's the water AllforMJ?!!
)
sort the music out myself now ...
*goes to find the challenging song list*
(anybody else doing this?
)
*sticks toe in water*
I'm quite sure the water's fine :yes:
