vargak
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going on Friday....mixed emotions but I remember I was feeling something similar before this concerts tooo......2 more days.....
Don't worry. You'll be fine. And you're gonna love this movie....trust me.
im up at 4:51am i can't sleep. i'm too excited
Me too. I saw it last night at 11:00pm, but I'm still WIDE-awake from all the excitement and thrill of seeing the movie.
Me too.
And I just gotta say to all you guys who haven't seen it - I know it's easy for me to say, but try really hard not to stress yourselves too badly. I was a friggin' royal mess a few hours before I went. I almost didn't go. Let me tell you, though, the pre-film anxiety is 1,000,000 times worse than the actual film. The film does *not* try to play on your heart strings. It's not trying to generate any particular feeling from the audience. It's not in your face. It takes a very backseat approach. It just shows you simply what is. The craziest thing, I didn't even sob. I teared up, there were some trickles down my cheek, I cried a little more during the credits, but it was never streaming. And to think that before I left my apartment I was bawling and hyperventilating, LoL. I feel silly now. I know I can't convince you not to feel anxious or apprehensive (cause I know I wouldn't have listened) but you don't need to be. My major saving grace was that Michael is so absolutely *captivating* that I didn't really have a chance to feel or think. I was just so completely absorbed in his every word, move, and gesture. I was paying attention way too closely to be upset. The movie is pure love, pure Michael.
For those of you who believe in psychis and channeling.....I read posts by someone called Cherokee Billie, and she has the following message from Mike. I hope it's helpful to some of you at least
http://cherokeebillie.wordpress.com/2009/10/27/tonight’s-performance/#comment-4379
I'm feeling such an array of emotions right now it's not even funny. I'm a little excited, but gutted and sad. I'm sort of happy, but also scared; super nervous, super confused, super unsure, super nauseated and having some extreme anxiety, while honestly starting to dread going... I wish I could just be happy and excited to see his wonderful and brilliant work. I want it so badly. I'm just so worried I won't be able to enjoy it... It's 14 hours away now and I. have. no. idea. what. to. expect. from the movie or from myself...
This movie is healing....