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Michael was utterly beautiful and exuberant and lovely and gentle and amazing and gifted in This Is It. He had such an incredible show in store for us all, and an important and heartfelt message to put across to the world.

Why? :cry: I can't be the only one feeling this way? :cry:
 
you're not...even though I loved the movie I feed so bad that he wasn't able to do the shows. He looked amazing! I just know the shows would have just blown everyone away and would have made the stupid haters know that Michael was back and he still had it.
I can't even imagine how those that were working with him to put together the show, how they must be feeling:boohoo:
 
ask Murray .. hes the person behind this. his the murder. end of story.
 
I know what you mean. I thought the movie was incredible but at the same time it's left me with some kind of..... emptiness. I'm just thinking, is this it? What is their left? Is this really "The Final Curtain Call"?
 
Emerald said:
Michael was utterly beautiful and exuberant and lovely and gentle and amazing and gifted in This Is It. He had such an incredible show in store for us all, and an important and heartfelt message to put across to the world.

Why? :cry: I can't be the only one feeling this way? :cry:
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No you're not the only one who feel's like that. I absolutley loved the movie, it made me laugh and sing and dance and I felt so joyous, almost forgetting that Mike is not physically with us anymore.

Now I feel a sadness and depression taking over, because I don't know where to go from here? Is THIS really IT? No way...

I keep thinkin, why couldn't he have had another month? 6 months? So he could realise his dream, which was going to blow everyone away. We didn't get a chance to show him our LOVE one last time....it was all just snatched away. Someone screwed up, God, a doctor, SOMEONE, it just feels wrong..

I will shake this feeling but right now it's just such a shame to think of all that LOVE and preparation and...... :doh: :doh: :doh:
 
Everyone's words are making me cry my eyes out. :(

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No you're not the only one who feel's like that. I absolutley loved the movie, it made me laugh and sing and dance and I felt so joyous, almost forgetting that Mike is not physically with us anymore.

Now I feel a sadness and depression taking over, because I don't know where to go from here? Is THIS really IT? No way...
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I feel exactly the same. During the film I was bopping away to the music and singing (quietly) and feeling mostly happy because I was watching Michael.
But now...it's all coming out. I'm so low and at a loss right now. :( I can't imagine what Michael's family and his This Is It family are feeling.
He was just so special. :cry:
 
If, if only we could rewind the time and prevent murray administrating one drop too many! :,-(

i am aching...
 
He was amazing, his live vocals, his dance, his effort, his power, everthing....he was ready for the concert but he just could never do it, this is just so unfair and I don't understand. We just want him back seriously. :cry:

Hugs to everyone :hug:
 
I know how you feel too. It wasn't until after the movie I felt sad. Watching it I felt like he was still with us and I was right there watching him. I don't know why he was taken just when he was going to show the world all his hard work and what he planned. It's eerie when he announced the concerts and the title was this is it and he said it was his final curtain call. Then they decided to videotape the rehearsals. I am glad they did do that so we could see him one last time. The whole thing is heartbreaking and should have been avoided. I just want some justice for him and I don't get why it is taking so long for that to happen.
 
orianalee said:
He was amazing, his live vocals, his dance, his effort, his power, everthing....he was ready for the concert but he just could never do it, this is just so unfair and I don't understand. We just want him back seriously. :cry:

Hugs to everyone :hug:
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:cry: I wish more than anything MJ could come back. It's so unfair. He should be in London right now kicking ass at his concerts instead of where he is right now :no:.
 
I miss Michael soooooo much. i want him to be here enjoying this year and next it was definetly going to be his. I have been through so many phases with his death..and I know what death is like with a close family member and thats how it feels with Michael..and that proves to me even more so that Michael 's a very special person.. I am still going through phases.. On the day of June 25th I was in shock for what 2 weeks it took till the night i tried to sleep after the memorial on July 7th to start 2 feel inside the pain thats when i felt that empty hurt amd missing 'something' pain in my chest...I'm still pretty speechless..
 
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I have asked myself that question over and over, and came up with the answer that the old saying that says everything happens for a good reason is a big lie.

As Kenny Ortega said it was a unnecessary death, with nothing good coming from it.
 
I have been asking myself that question over and over, but I still do not understand. I feel he will return and it will be ok. Looking at the movie does not help it increases my feeling of emptyness. It makes me feel what we have lost and will never get again in this lifetime.
 
Cinnamon234 said:
:cry: I wish more than anything MJ could come back. It's so unfair. He should be in London right now kicking ass at his concerts instead of where he is right now :no:.
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in heaven? i can tell you that he is happy where he is. and some day we will get to congratulate him on WHAT IS.
 
parli123 said:
I have been asking myself that question over and over, but I still do not understand. I feel he will return and it will be ok. Looking at the movie does not help it increases my feeling of emptyness. It makes me feel what we have lost and will never get again in this lifetime.
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this lifetime is a grain of sand compared to the eternalness to come.
 
IT HURTS all over again now. I didn't think I could miss him more than I allready did, but boy,was I wrong!
my tears wont stop.
for g.sake, why did he have to go!!! and leave my world SO COLD!!!
 
after watching the film it doesn't feel like he's gone.. thats why i think i didn't cry..
 
I've asked myself that question a hundred of times. Its just so unfair. Why did he have to go?! Why, why WHY???!!!! I can not believe that he is gone and will never come back. Can't say goodbye. I keep thinking, why couldn't they save you?? How can it be? I'll never be able to understand that. What happened? How? When? And where? Where is the truth? Michael is my world, I need him so much. I feel like dying now.. :cry:
 
lifes unjust what can u say. it seems that this last decade was totally set up in order to reach this point. and it all started with bashir someone played a sick joke on us all and i still keep hoping its just a mightmare ill wake up from. who needs hell when u have it here on earth
 
Wow, now my eyes are welling up and nose is starting to run.

On another note, I joined this site because I felt like I had no one around me to share what I'm going through or what I have been going through since his passing. It feels so good to be among his most passionate fans. I feel at home.

There are times when I too am asking "why?" I always (as I'm sure many of you did) dreamed of meeting Michael and sharing the connections we had (from feeling low and alone, to wanting to change this hectic, eager to go to war-world) I just wanted to have him know that he too was not alone. I believe he was eager to find someone to trust and confide in with his inner-most feelings. Someone who can be honest to him and he would definitely take heed to (I know Janet tried to intervene). But, there were just too many people who wouldn't say no to him e.g. Dr. Murray-after giving him all those meds and THEN giving the final push over the edge with the anesthesia even though he insisted that he shouldn't but STILL DID SO ANYWAY!!! *sighs*

Call me crazy but I feel like if there was someone who could HONESTLY speak with the dearly departed....... and if they can connect to Michael and hear what he has to say, I'd faint.
 
*Billie Jean* said:
I've asked myself that question a hundred of times. Its just so unfair. Why did he have to go?! Why, why WHY???!!!! I can not believe that he is gone and will never come back. Can't say goodbye. I keep thinking, why couldn't they save you?? How can it be? I'll never be able to understand that. What happened? How? When? And where? Where is the truth? Michael is my world, I need him so much. I feel like dying now.. :cry:
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:cry: We're all here for you. It's one big mess. *hugs times infinity*
 
When I was watching the movie I felt like singing along but how could I enjoy watching the rehearsal footage of a doomed concert? It's just so heart-breaking. And how could I forget that the set is Staple centre? The same place where the memorial service was held. I think seing it once is enought for me, Just like the Memorial, I won't watch it again. It just hurts so much.
 
Oh how I feel your pain. I just got back from watching the movie and I was crying through it, crying and smiling and singing and everything.
I just don't want this to be it, but I can't stop feeling like that was the end.....
I loved walking out hearing people say things like "I didn't know he could still do that" "he was so good" but at the same time I was so sad because there aren't that much more now.... is there?
I can't help to worry that this forum and others will not be around in 5,10,20 years... I really hope not because I need it. Even though I don't write that much I read a lot here and it makes me feel better knowing there are so many of us out there.
But all I can feel now is how sad this is and how scared I am that this really might be it....
 
Sometimes there is no answer to why. Sometime life just sucks.
But remember all of us on this site have a connection with Michael in some way. Either we loved his music, were in awe of his dance skills, admired him as a person, knew him as a friend or all of the above. In some way, he touched our lives. Because of that we will always be connected to him in a spiritual sort of way. I really believe that.

So, even though he is gone physically his spirit is still with us. He wanted to make people happy and inspire them to change the world. I think he would want his fans to carry on and get involved in the causes he was passionate about and remember the time he was here with joy, not sorrow. I think that would be the legacy he would want.
 
it's strange. it's really strange. the sense of being fulfilled yet so eternally empty. he is there, you see him more alive than ever. and then reality kicks in...
 
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