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Maria Im keeping you your Mother and family in my prayers
May God continue to strenthen you, sustain you and give you the peace
only he can give at times like this- Keep the faith. I Love you, Mickie
 
Maria - your situation is just heart-breaking. You and your mom are in my prayers.
 
Prince Of Pop...my dear brother,thank you so so much for your love and support.It means a lot.Hugs


Ashtanga...I truly believe that if it wasn't God,and the faith i have,i would have gone crazy a long time ago.Thank you so much for your prayers.God bless you. :hug:


qbee...Thank you so much for your love and support.May God help you in everything you do as well.


diana79...You have no idea how right you are when you say so...i keep praying and asking for miracle,but so far all it happens is always worst than it was already,so right now i have no idea what this means,if it is meant to mean anything.Thank you for your prayers.
 
First of all i want to thank to everybody that reads this thread and supports me.If it wasn't all of you,i would have gone crazy a long time ago,because i wouldn't have anyone worthy,to open up.

Second,as all of you know,i went to lisbon with my mom last monday to see if she can have her surgery thursday,the 29th.
well...she can't have it because her exams show an infection,and she needs to be well and without infecctions to have the embolization.

The doctor said that it is a very dangerous surgery,but that given the circunstances,doing nothing can be as dangerous or even worst because the brain aneurysm is growing,and the part that is not protected,is the worst part.

My mom is going to start a serie of treatments that if all goes well,she will be able to have the surgery in october.
Again the problem is the fact that the aneurysm is grwoing,and as if this was not a danger in itself,we are with terrible temeperatures here.(More than 35C for almost a week now,and it will stay like this at least untill the begining of August.I was told that high temperatures makes blood run more and faster,and that for itself can cause the brust of the aneurysm).

For now,i want the weather temperatures to get lower than they are because only like this,my mom can be more safe in a way,and i pray that the aneurysm stops grwoing so that she can be stable till october and have the surgery.
I am so so tired...
Sometimes i am so exausted,that i just wish that this ends somehow.
Again i want to thank all of you,for the constant love,prayers and support.
God bless you all.
 
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers! It will get better! Don't give up.:angel:
 
Hi Maria. I'm usually on this forum because of the Michael topics. But I just found your thread and read through most of it. I'm completely speechless by all of this. You and your mother have been through so much and you keep on fighting and figthing and fighting. I can't imagine what you are going through. A lot of times I think I'm tired of life because of personal problems I have but that is nothing compared to what you are going through. You are so strong. You wrote more than a year ago that you can't take it anymore. But you are still there for your mother today. And you will be there tomorrow. My God, she has to be so proud of you. And you can be proud of yourself, too.

I don't really know what to tell you, to be honest. People like you should be walking around everywhere. Full of love and dedication for what they believe in. I will keep you in my prayers. God bless you.
 
Maria, I'm so happy that you're still staying strong. I pray the surgery will go well. Have faith!! Don't lose hope, not now!
 
Praying for you and your mother, it will all be OK, stay strong.
 
Ashtanga...Thank you so much.:hug:

forevernmyheart...It's very hard to keep the faith...but i am doing all i can for sure.Thank you for your prayers.


5*RVD...wow....I don't know what to say to you...really...
All i can say is thank you so much for reading my thread and for your words of love and support.
What is keeping me and giving me the strengh to move on,is for sure my MJ family.If it wasn't all of you,i don't know where i would be right now.Again...thank you so much.:hug:


ASIS...My dear its so hard to do what you say!...But with your help,i know i will be able to go on staying strong.Thank you my friend.

sweet princess...Your love is so much appreciated...sending you my love back.i'm here for you if you need a friend.Never forget it ok?


MemJay...Thank you so much or your prayers.They mean much more than words can say.
 
Again i want to thank all of you for your love,support and prayers,that i believe are the reason why i still have some strengh.

A lot happened lately,and i am sorry if i didn't update you all earlier but it really was impossible for me to do so.

On August 28th,me and my mom went on a one week vacation to a place that i call heaven on earth as it is a hotel next to the beach,with amazing gardins,an amazing sea pool,and a very peaceful view from the rooms.
Everything would have been perfect if i hadn't have to interrupt my vacations on friday,to bring my mom home,as she was not feeling well due to the very high temperatures we were having.
How sad can something like this be?No one was able to pic my mom up,so i had to do a 3 and half trip with my mom,and another 3 and half to return,leaving only 3 days for myself,that ended last tuesday,sept 7th.
It is better than nothing i know,but i am still so tired...during the time i was with my mom,i almost didn't sleep because she snores so bad,she has so much troubles breathing,that i got scared and woke up with her several times.
Also,the surgery is now scheduled to the 20th of this month,meaning in more or less 15 days!My mom is so scared...i'm so scared...
We have a lot to do and only a week and 3 days,so we are both very anxious,because we know that she can die during surgery,she can die in the crucial time after the surgery,and my mom feels that her end is about to come.I keep telling her that she will make it,but something tells me she is right,and just the thought of losing her,drives me completly crazy.
We will return to Lisbon on the 19th of september,and this day,this day is one of the sadest days to remember,because it will make 11 years that my granny,her mother,died.
The surgery is scheduled to be done during the morning.My mom has to be in the hospital at 7.30am.So far,all i know is that if everything goes well,the surgery will take almost 4 hours.After that,she will go to the intensif care,to a special area they have to people that do those kind of surgeries.
It's impossible to know how long she will stay there,as well as if she will make it or not.
During the time my mom is in Lisbon,i will be as well,and i have no idea when or if i will have the chance to go online and update you all on my her condition,but be sure that if i can go online,i will update you all.

Right now i feel i'm living a never ending nightmare,and i just wish i could wake up and see my mom well,but it seems that this is the reality,and it will get worst.I'm just so scared...i can't imagine a life without my mom!

Please help me!please my friends,now more than ever...pray for my mom...
 
Mariajoaosilva said:
Again i want to thank all of you for your love,support and prayers,that i believe are the reason why i still have some strengh.

A lot happened lately,and i am sorry if i didn't update you all earlier but it really was impossible for me to do so.

On August 28th,me and my mom went on a one week vacation to a place that i call heaven on earth as it is a hotel next to the beach,with amazing gardins,an amazing sea pool,and a very peaceful view from the rooms.
Everything would have been perfect if i hadn't have to interrupt my vacations on friday,to bring my mom home,as she was not feeling well due to the very high temperatures we were having.
How sad can something like this be?No one was able to pic my mom up,so i had to do a 3 and half trip with my mom,and another 3 and half to return,leaving only 3 days for myself,that ended last tuesday,sept 7th.
It is better than nothing i know,but i am still so tired...during the time i was with my mom,i almost didn't sleep because she snores so bad,she has so much troubles breathing,that i got scared and woke up with her several times.
Also,the surgery is now scheduled to the 20th of this month,meaning in more or less 15 days!My mom is so scared...i'm so scared...
We have a lot to do and only a week and 3 days,so we are both very anxious,because we know that she can die during surgery,she can die in the crucial time after the surgery,and my mom feels that her end is about to come.I keep telling her that she will make it,but something tells me she is right,and just the thought of losing her,drives me completly crazy.
We will return to Lisbon on the 19th of september,and this day,this day is one of the sadest days to remember,because it will make 11 years that my granny,her mother,died.
The surgery is scheduled to be done during the morning.My mom has to be in the hospital at 7.30am.So far,all i know is that if everything goes well,the surgery will take almost 4 hours.After that,she will go to the intensif care,to a special area they have to people that do those kind of surgeries.
It's impossible to know how long she will stay there,as well as if she will make it or not.
During the time my mom is in Lisbon,i will be as well,and i have no idea when or if i will have the chance to go online and update you all on my her condition,but be sure that if i can go online,i will update you all.

Right now i feel i'm living a never ending nightmare,and i just wish i could wake up and see my mom well,but it seems that this is the reality,and it will get worst.I'm just so scared...i can't imagine a life without my mom!

Please help me!please my friends,now more than ever...pray for my mom...
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Maria, I'm sorry I've not been into this thread much at all :( But I will pray harder than ever for you and especially your mum. It is so hard to see a parent almost deteriorate infront of your eyes over a few years. My dad had a very bad stroke 20 years ago and since then he's had 2 heart attacks, a mini heart attack, an operation to clear his arteries, a couple more strokes (including a mini stroke). He now has progressive health problems. Seeing him in that hospital bed and kissing him before he went in was almost like saying goodbye :( But You've shared so much with your mother, good times and bad but rest assured she is eternally grateful to you for all you have done. If she is mentally preparing herself for the worst then she is a couragous woman.

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Hope the following offers some comfort to you:

Be content with what you have, for God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." So say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid." - Hebrews 13:5,6

And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. - James 5:15-16
 
Maria, as you know, you and your mother have my deepest prayers. I feel your pain so much. I wish there was more that I can do, but I will continue to pray for you and your mother. I love both of you. **HUGS** God Bless.
 
Maria I pray for you and your mother...I have read your updates many times about your mom....I am so proud of you. ..You are a very good daughter. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you ..:hug:
 
angelofinnocence...Thank you so much for your prayers.

thrillerchild...Wow...your post left me speachless my friend!I'm sure that given the circunstances in your life,you trully can understand what i am going through,as this is one of the things,that untill you go through,you can't know for sure what you would do,or how you would react.
And yes...your prayers helped a little.
thank you so so much for sharing them.HUGS
(Pm me anytime you need to talk,ok?praying for you and your father).

Scary13...My Angel...my sweetie,yes i do know that you love me and my mom,and we love you so much!I know that you know how much i love you as well.Thank you so so much for your prayers,your love,and for being there for me for the past 11 years.God bless you my joy!Tight hugs.

xthunderx2...:hug:Thank you so much for reading my updates,for being so interested in what is going on with me and my mom.It means way more than words can say.Thank you so much for your prayers.I'm sure they are the reason why i still have some strengh left.

(And all the prayers from everybody here as well).

Ashtanga...How i wish you are right when you say that everything will be ok...thank you so much for your prayers.:hug:
 
You are in my thoughts.
Your mother will get a chance to get well,keep the faith!
 
Maria, in 2002 my auntie had a surgery to remove a large anueryism from her brain. She was very ill for a short time after but she made a perfect and full recovery from it. I hope that this will be the case for your mother too. I will keep her in my close prayers and also I will keep YOU in my prayers for your strength and your increased faith with each day. Please be strong and continue to pray your rosary, it's God's greatest gift for prayer. :)
 
HumbleHeart...Thank you so much for your sharing your story.I wish my mother's aneuryism could be removed...but it can't unffortunately.
Her aneuryism is in a place in the brain that noone touches,because it could kill her,or cause severe damadges.
Anyways,thank you so much for your love and support.HUGS
 
Thinking about you and your Mum, hope everything gets easier and your Mum becomes more comfortable
 
Mariajoaosilva said:
HumbleHeart...Thank you so much for your sharing your story.I wish my mother's aneuryism could be removed...but it can't unffortunately.
Her aneuryism is in a place in the brain that noone touches,because it could kill her,or cause severe damadges.
Anyways,thank you so much for your love and support.HUGS
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Hey.... :hug:

Stay strong, friend. Everything will be alright. More prayers for you and your mother. :angel: :pray:
 
As time comes,it makes it so hard to keep the faith,have strenghs...especially when i see all my mom is doing...saying good bye at her own way to everybody...

I am trying to be positive..but the truth is that i feel that something will be very wrong,because i can see the health problems she has.Near her i am the optimism in person...i even try to convince myself that it will all be ok....but when i see my family doctor talking to my mom like if she was saying goodbye....
Its now almost 3 am here and i can't sleep.The surgery will be in 2 days...
I'm so so tired....
 
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