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hello everyone *HUGS*
here is 29 of August already, Michael's Birthday, beautiful warm night...

in the beginning of this year i couldn't even imagine that in this August we will celebrate his Birthday.. without him here :no:
it's still so surreal and depressing.. *deep sigh*

i watched such wonderful firework from my window ( don't know who had it and why, but it made me think of Michael :) ) and listened ''Heal the world''...
i lighted up the candle and Prayed for Michael, his family, friends, all of us...
ate something sweet... may Michael's life in Heaven Always and Forever will be so sweet :) Amen! :angel: Michael, I love you. Thank you for all Joy and Happiness you brought to our lives. Thank you, Dear Lord for such a Blessings! :)
 
^ ty *HUG*

how are you all doin'?
i'm asking and know the answer :( *HUGS*
i felt very ill before. don't know why keep goin'? *shrugs*

the funeral hitted me badly, worse than memorial.
here it was early morning when i watched it...
it felt surreal and in the same time i had strange feeling like i had seen it all somewhere before..
it's all so sad and heartbreaking.. i Can't believe it!
 
fujon that was so beautiful what you wrote :cry:
I want to go with you to that other side..
 
^ HUGS
we have to wait on God and when it will be our time, that i know for sure, too.
i know, Michael want us to stay strong now, to keep goin'...

i just trying to understand my personal mission in this world right now, after everything what happened in my life...
what God want me to do to deserve to join Heaven? i wish to know. i can't spend another long years on guessing.

some people have family, children to raise on or concentrated on career, or have a talent to put their soul in and express themselves.
i had ambitions when i was younger, now it's all gone..
i really have nothing to live for anymore.
just to know that here in the world somewhere is Michael - gave a lot of strength to struggle and keep goin'.
but now... i have nothing and really wondering wtf i'm doin' here still in this world which irritating me.

i wish i would give my health, my life for him.
i wish i would lie down in a coffin instead of him. he had so much to live for.. family, friends, music.
without him here i feel disabled.
 
FUJON said:
^ HUGS
we have to wait on God and when it will be our time, that i know for sure, too.
i know, Michael want us to stay strong now, to keep goin'...

i just trying to understand my personal mission in this world right now, after everything what happened in my life...
what God want me to do to deserve to join Heaven? i wish to know. i can't spend another long years on guessing.

some people have family, children to raise on or concentrated on career, or have a talent to put their soul in and express themselves.
i had ambitions when i was younger, now it's all gone..
i really have nothing to live for anymore.
just to know that here in the world somewhere is Michael - gave a lot of strength to struggle and keep goin'.
but now... i have nothing and really wondering wtf i'm doin' here still in this world which irritating me.

i wish i would give my health, my life for him.
i wish i would lie down in a coffin instead of him. he had so much to live for.. family, friends, music.
without him here i feel disabled.
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I know Fujon, It sucks, He should be here with us, not on a coffin. :no:
I hope they put all the doctors in jail. Although there's nothing we can do to bring him back, the best thing for him & his family would be justice. I want his friends & family to have peace.
 
i'm so deeply disappointed in this world now.
and i feel like i'm thousands years old or more.......
 
And I'm fallin for him, I'm fallin in love
I never thought I'd fall in love, I never thought I'd fall in
And I'm fallin for him, I'm fallin in love
I never thought I'd fall in love, I never thought I'd fall in

Baby you don't know how much I need you
You know I would give up everything to be with you
Got me crazy, wanna break you off (sometimes)
And baby I love you, and I dont deserve you

And I'm fallin for him, I'm fallin in love
I never thought I'd fall in love, I never thought I'd fall in
And I'm fallin for him, I'm fallin in love
I never thought I'd fall in love, I never thought I'd fall in
 
Dear Lord, please, help me to sort out some situation *you know what about* the best way for all sides, please :angel: Only you know the right way :angel:
 
FUJON said:
Dear Lord, please, help me to sort out some situation *you know what about* the best way for all sides, please :angel: Only you know the right way :angel:
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I pray you'll have the guidance you need in order to be able to sort things out :pray:

I also pray that I'll find the strength to sort things in my life too, and to be able to love and carress the people who are treating me in an unfair way :pray:
 
thank you, phantom :flowers: i keep you in my prayers :angel: :hug:
 
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I am very happy, because I had very good news concerning my MSc :D

it seems I have done very good work with my thesis, and soon I'll be able to submit, and get the certificate :D
 
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