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I adore Michael in blue. I was gonna post a couple more but it felt like too much. Restraint. That's the thing! But, yeah, he looks so pretty in this one. It's funny cos the whole SC vibe is so bad ass and yet here he is looking SO pretty. Love it.OMG! Michael in blue He looks so kissable here
My fave daydream involves me and Michael just sitting and looking at a lovely landscape. Could be Neverland, could be somewhere else. Just somewhere with lots of space, lovely mature trees, a distant horizon, maybe some hills over there. Peace and quiet.Ok, this is the least "manhood" thing I've ever said and may ever say but...
I really want to pick flowers with Michael
oh its super exciting. In my daydream we are gazing at Alps from his window, and that is always followed by another very passionate and very tiring activityMy fave daydream involves me and Michael just sitting and looking at a lovely landscape. Could be Neverland, could be somewhere else. Just somewhere with lots of space, lovely mature trees, a distant horizon, maybe some hills over there. Peace and quiet.
I know, I know - it doesn't sound very exciting, does it? It sure as heck doesn't sound very Manhood but that is honestly my idea of a daydream (or fantasy) with Michael.
I've actually flip flopped on it a couple of times, but am of the mind that the leak shouldn't have happened and fans should not be sharing it/spreading it. Though I'm not remotely concerned about his legacy, because he is well-established as a world class vocalist and performer, I am disheartened by what feels like disrespect I am seeing all over the place. What makes me sad is I'm genuinely not sure if this stuff would happen if he was alive. I think the only reason stuff gets leaked is because stuff gets sold and auctioned off and then traded around for years and years. I'm not sure if any of that would happen if Michael hadn't died. So much of his stuff has just scattered to the winds and it breaks my heart. Anyway, I actually know very little about how these things happen, I just know that I hate it and I hate the lack of compassion for him (nothing triggers me more) and I just hate everything lol.Yes. I am very conflicted about it. The leak is not ok, but it was bound to happen even if Michael was alive. I think anyone who thinks Michael could not sing well must be crazy. So these should bring sympathy rather than criticism. But same should be said for his Vitiligo. I want to believe we have grown more aware as a society from those days.
Definitely wise! I tried not to be super detailed in my reply to Hiker above keeping this in mind.Tbh, I'm not really following the conversation and the bits I have picked up - I don't even really understand what's going on. That's not a plea for an explanation, btw. Whatever the heck is going on I really, really do not want to know. I've looked at the thread here just a little bit but, like I said, not really getting my head around it.
Same on all these fronts, except the router issue. I'm sorry you keep having these tech troubles though! That is incredibly frustratingNot having a great day (or week) but that's a lot of IRL stuff plus my router still playing silly beggars. Every time I think it's fixed it goes mental on me. Went back to the computer shop today but they are closed cos of Covid. Such joy!
Boiling hot over here and I don't cope well with the heat.
re: the bolded part - yes. Always. All the time. ugh.I am feeling melancholy about Michael but that is partly triggered by a Billie Eilish interview that was in the Sunday Times last week and which I just read again today. Her story is, of course, very different to Michael's. And yet there are a few similarities. So I'm feeling pensive about the whole 'young performers' thing.
Sorry, sw23. I'm not helping, am I? I'm sure as hell not cheering you up.
I think we need a watch party to bring us out of this blue!And it's ok!! No one needs to cheer me up in here. That's no one's job. I just have to learn to cope with my Michael feelings better. Spiraling into depression over him every couple of days/weeks is not good, though it does seem to be extremely common for his fans and anyone who cares about him. I have never been so consumed by a person I don't know. I often think I care about him way too much, but I am comforted by the fact that it seems like the majority of his fan base has a deep concern and love for him like we all do too.
He is soooooo much to take in lol. HIs eyes, his lips, CURLS, the beautiful blue shirt! I love the blue! Ugh.
This one is driving me crazy and I have no idea why... (well that's a lie - his gaze, his lips, his ears - remember that thread?? lol - and weirdly his wrist?! who is attracted to someone else's wrist? How insane am I?)
Bless you! I love a Michael therapy photo tailored specifically to me Between the curls (omg) the plaid shirt (omfg) underneath the blazer (JFC) and the small lip bite that looks like it could turn into a smile or an intense gaze at any moment....whew
This one is for everyone but specifically is therapy for sw23.
This is a beautiful fantasy!! And the thing is, I think as perverse as we can all get sometimes, most of us have these kinds of very sweet thoughts very often, not just the wild onesMy fave daydream involves me and Michael just sitting and looking at a lovely landscape. Could be Neverland, could be somewhere else. Just somewhere with lots of space, lovely mature trees, a distant horizon, maybe some hills over there. Peace and quiet.
I know, I know - it doesn't sound very exciting, does it? It sure as heck doesn't sound very Manhood but that is honestly my idea of a daydream (or fantasy) with Michael.
Now we're talking! The whole packageoh its super exciting. In my daydream we are gazing at Alps from his window, and that is always followed by another very passionate and very tiring activity
yesssssssss!!I think we need a watch party to bring us out of this blue!
Me. I have a thing for his wrists. No idea why. Doesn't happen with anyone else.This one is driving me crazy and I have no idea why... (well that's a lie - his gaze, his lips, his ears - remember that thread?? lol - and weirdly his wrist?! who is attracted to someone else's wrist? How insane am I?)
That's the bit I can't do, lol. Seriously, girls, I SO do not belong on Manhood. Jeez, what am I like?oh its super exciting. In my daydream we are gazing at Alps from his window, and that is always followed by another very passionate and very tiring activity
RIGHT?! IT has never happened to me before now lol. What is wrong with us? lolMe. I have a thing for his wrists. No idea why. Doesn't happen with anyone else.
Nothing is wrong with you!! You can still appreciate and enjoy the manhood without your brain going there. You belong just as much as the rest of usThat's the bit I can't do, lol. Seriously, girls, I SO do not belong on Manhood. Jeez, what am I like?
All of this.I've actually flip flopped on it a couple of times, but am of the mind that the leak shouldn't have happened and fans should not be sharing it/spreading it. Though I'm not remotely concerned about his legacy, because he is well-established as a world class vocalist and performer, I am disheartened by what feels like disrespect I am seeing all over the place. What makes me sad is I'm genuinely not sure if this stuff would happen if he was alive. I think the only reason stuff gets leaked is because stuff gets sold and auctioned off and then traded around for years and years. I'm not sure if any of that would happen if Michael hadn't died. So much of his stuff has just scattered to the winds and it breaks my heart. Anyway, I actually know very little about how these things happen, I just know that I hate it and I hate the lack of compassion for him (nothing triggers me more) and I just hate everything lol.
Seriously, my router probs have aged me about 20 years just since last Monday. Sheesh, who needs this? Not me.Same on all these fronts, except the router issue. I'm sorry you keep having these tech troubles though! That is incredibly frustrating
Oh, man, I forgot about that dream. Wow! No, you are completely right and it actually happened 2 - or was it 3 - nights/mornings in a row. It was quite spectacular - well, by my standards, lol. It was all very, um, tangible, shall we say.RIGHT?! IT has never happened to me before now lol. What is wrong with us? lol
Nothing is wrong with you!! You can still appreciate and enjoy the manhood without your brain going there. You belong just as much as the rest of us
But PS: Did I misinterpret what that recent dream you had was all about? Because I definitely thought your dream included passionate, tiring activities lol.
Forgot to say, Michael's wrists. Sometimes they are wildly sexy and sometimes they make me feel quite tearful and sometimes they are really 'rock star' and I have no idea what I'm on about but felt the need to document it here on Manhood.RIGHT?! IT has never happened to me before now lol. What is wrong with us? lol
LOL yesssss! I had the same thing happen. It was like 3-4 nights in a row I had some intense dreams of this nature. The kind I would wake up from and fall right back asleep into. It was the best week. Hasn't happened since though lol.Oh, man, I forgot about that dream. Wow! No, you are completely right and it actually happened 2 - or was it 3 - nights/mornings in a row. It was quite spectacular - well, by my standards, lol. It was all very, um, tangible, shall we say.
Mm, thank you for reminding me. You see what a wonky router can do? It messes with your Manhood memories. Gah!
I swear to God, I am not making fun of you at all because I am EXACTLY the same way. But the comment about his wrists making you tearful has me dying I 100000% understand this. But what does that say about me?Forgot to say, Michael's wrists. Sometimes they are wildly sexy and sometimes they make me feel quite tearful and sometimes they are really 'rock star' and I have no idea what I'm on about but felt the need to document it here on Manhood.
OK, but if it's non-fiction don't quote me. But you are the person to do it, that's for sure. I was actually on my way over to New Fan / Addicted to write something - anything - about how much I love Michael's voice but got derailed by Manhood. Obvs.I swear to God, I am not making fun of you at all because I am EXACTLY the same way. But the comment about his wrists making you tearful has me dying I 100000% understand this. But what does that say about me?
Everything needs to be documented on manhood if I'm going to write a book about his sex appeal
what! did you write about it? Did I miss it? Why does Michael refuse to come in my dreams! why why whyOh, man, I forgot about that dream. Wow! No, you are completely right and it actually happened 2 - or was it 3 - nights/mornings in a row. It was quite spectacular - well, by my standards, lol. It was all very, um, tangible, shall we say.
Mm, thank you for reminding me. You see what a wonky router can do? It messes with your Manhood memories. Gah!
Exactly. I had 2 or 3 days with all this wild, potent stuff going on and then ... it just stopped. I was like, 'huh?'LOL yesssss! I had the same thing happen. It was like 3-4 nights in a row I had some intense dreams of this nature. The kind I would wake up from and fall right back asleep into. It was the best week. Hasn't happened since though lol.
I hate you bothExactly. I had 2 or 3 days with all this wild, potent stuff going on and then ... it just stopped. I was like, 'huh?'
I can't remember and he only did it that one week and then he disappeared. I can't remember when it was. In the last 2 or 3 weeks, for sure. And, jeez, no idea what triggered it but there was def something that kicked it off. Pretty sure that's what happened. It was wild and crazy and I don't do wild and crazy. I can barely do holding his hand, fgs!what! did you write about it? Did I miss it? Why does Michael refuse to come in my dreams! why why why
I think that's entirely reasonable.I hate you both
Oh don't worry, if I ever do this it's going to be something spectacular. I'm piecing it together in my mind almost like a collection of separate essays covering his sex appeal from different angles, and have imagined interviewing fans, content creators, etc. But I would use pseudonyms for anyone who would participate It's ethically gray to just go in and grab comments, anyway! I already feel like the tone I would write it in would be a mix of humorous shenanigans and legit academic research. Serious research, smart writing, but also just ridiculous. Yes, I am genuinely thinking about doing this lol.OK, but if it's non-fiction don't quote me. But you are the person to do it, that's for sure. I was actually on my way over to New Fan / Addicted to write something - anything - about how much I love Michael's voice but got derailed by Manhood. Obvs.
Hiker, I think he is visiting us all on a rotation lol. Don't worry. I have a feeling your time is coming! And when it does, you better buckle upI hate you both
I find this is so adorable. I think it's pretty obvious we are the exact opposites on this one thing lol.I can't remember and he only did it that one week and then he disappeared. I can't remember when it was. In the last 2 or 3 weeks, for sure. And, jeez, no idea what triggered it but there was def something that kicked it off. Pretty sure that's what happened. It was wild and crazy and I don't do wild and crazy. I can barely do holding his hand, fgs!
Sounds good. I'll come back to this.Oh don't worry, if I ever do this it's going to be something spectacular. I'm piecing it together in my mind almost like a collection of separate essays covering his sex appeal from different angles, and have imagined interviewing fans, content creators, etc. But I would use pseudonyms for anyone who would participate It's ethically gray to just go in and grab comments, anyway! I already feel like the tone I would write it in would be a mix of humorous shenanigans and legit academic research. Serious research, smart writing, but also just ridiculous. Yes, I am genuinely think about doing this lol.
I only had a rough idea of what I wanted to say and it's been blown out of the water now that I got myself derailed by Manhood. My brain has gone chasing after that dream, lol.Also, please do write a post about Michael's voice! Either in the New Fan/Addicted thread, or the Voice thread (I feel like any thread I start is free to just be a haven of emotional debauchery over an aspect of Michael).
This just did me in mother of mercy Michael lol
I love "mother of mercy"This just did me in mother of mercy Michael lol
I was thinking of you when I posted it.This just did me in mother of mercy Michael lol