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All of that plus bodylines, mystery, his waist (I'm still obsessed with it), the belt and just the all round gorgeousness of it.
Just delicious.
All of that plus bodylines, mystery, his waist (I'm still obsessed with it), the belt and just the all round gorgeousness of it.
Bumping myself and also quoting another member from another thread:I also posted a video clip, interview with ET person Mary Hart. You'll see upthread my distraught wailings about this. I have spent all of today realising I am not qualified to be on Manhood. I am going to fail the end of year exam. This ET vid confirmed what I already knew. My dearest fantasy re Michael merely involves us holding hands. That is it. Nothing more is needed. Which hardly qualifies as Manhood, does it? Don't know where I go from here.
Oh gawd! ! Yes Michael, just like that! Show how it's done! This is absolutely mikegasmic !!
It’s definitely normal (MJ fanbase normal LOL). Millions cry very much over him because they miss him. Some have physically been affected by his death. When he died, I felt a piece of me died and that feeling never went away. It feels like a chunk of my heart was ripped out. I’ve grown used to the feeling, but when I miss him a lot (which is often), I can feel it more. I cry about him often (every few days). It comes in waves. I’m fine then I’m not fine. I can be looking at some content smiling and the next minute I could be crying because I miss him. I’ve woken up missing him and crying (I did just a day ago) many times before. I had this weird thing happen when I began sobbing about him out of the blue and I wasn’t even thinking about him right before! All of this is really normal for our fanbase and only we understand it.
I think I need actual grief counseling, but what therapist will look at me as if I’m not insane LOL.
But one thing that did help me was one night I was very torn about his death and I had a dream about him. It was strange because it felt like him. I didn’t see him, but I felt his aura. It felt like the happiness of a child. I heard him talking to me and he said, “You don’t have to be sad about me anymore.” And I never forgot that. Sometimes, I think it genuinely was him visiting me because it felt that real. It was a surreal experience I can’t really put in words. Whatever it was, it stuck with me. When I get sad about him, I remember that. It helps.
You can romantically love anyone and still love Michael at the intensity you do. I do! I am in love with the love of my life of four years and I still love Michael.
I hope you enjoy your trip! You will be missed her for sure! <3
Oh no, that’s not what I mean by edges! Though body lines totally deserve their own discussion… when I say edges I’m referring to the little baby hairs that grow along his hairlines and how he styles them (which is why I related them to my love of his curls… there are times his hair styling turns me into a rabid animal). It may be an American/African American term and not one that crosses cultures, so it’s possible I have been confusing half the people on this thread. Though I’m not AA, I think it’s a fairly common term in the US but I have no idea how that translates around the world. Sorry for not being more clear about this!
Same. I'm learning to live with the feelings of desperation over just HOW much I want to talk to him. But, yeah, it's intense.
I def want to talk about his edges. If we're talking about the same thing. Edges. Body lines.
He was so mesmerizing...
Once more, for emphasis.
You all have probably seen this already but I've only just found it. I'm putting it here in Manhood cos I wanted to do lots of hysterical screaming about my insane levels of envy, jealousy, distress etc. But I'm SO envious I can't even get the hysteria out. So I'm just gonna leave the vid here.
Time stamp - approx 1m 31s for the reason I'm off my head with envy. It's the picture AND what she's telling us.
The pictures of Michael throughout this are gorgeous.
Oh, we call them baby curls Not to be confused with Michael's 'baby curls' i.e. the long curly bits on either side of his face, 90's Michael, hat Michael. I'm pretty sure he called them baby curls although I wouldn't.Oh no, that’s not what I mean by edges! Though body lines totally deserve their own discussion… when I say edges I’m referring to the little baby hairs that grow along his hairlines and how he styles them
I thought you would like this one cos it's so slow.Oh gawd! ! Yes Michael, just like that! Show how it's done! This is absolutely mikegasmic !!
I want to know what he is thinks when he moves like that
I cannot stop staring at this picture!Oh no, that’s not what I mean by edges! Though body lines totally deserve their own discussion… when I say edges I’m referring to the little baby hairs that grow along his hairlines and how he styles them (which is why I related them to my love of his curls… there are times his hair styling turns me into a rabid animal). It may be an American/African American term and not one that crosses cultures, so it’s possible I have been confusing half the people on this thread. Though I’m not AA, I think it’s a fairly common term in the US but I have no idea how that translates around the world. Sorry for not being more clear about this!
Here are some examples of why I’m saying it when I say it because any excuse to bump more pictures of this man in all his glory:
Those gorgeous bodylines....
Bodylines.
I know I said to sw23 I wanted to talk about his bodylines but, in truth, I have no words. I'm lost.Those gorgeous bodylines....
Right?!?! He is the actual most gorgeous being that ever wasI cannot stop staring at this picture!
Today's announcement:
I have sometimes had the thought that Michael could not possibly have existed. There could not have been a person as talented and as beautiful as Michael in the world. Seriously, there's just no way.
Problem is, if he didn't exist that means my imagination made him up. And that is even more impossible. I love my brain, I love the way it works, but my imagination is not capable of creating a vision such as Michael. No way that could happen.
I am confused.
Thank you, ladies, thank you for your patience.
Well, that's brought my mood down! Husband needs to understand and take on board the importance of levity and total ridiculousness (sp?) when these conversations are in full flow.LMAO I have had this *exact* thought!! I have this conversation frequently about how what if everything is just a figment of my imagination...like I created all of the people in my life, my surroundings, the entire world, etc. I even told my husband once and said "that couldn't be true, because there is no way I could come up with Michael Jackson" and he was like, "I believe you could" and for a moment I was all happy and then he said "but that also means that you are the one who made him suffer" and I, on brand, burst into tears lol.
I agree. I have total confidence in my brain's ability to create multiple galaxies, universes, whatever. It just couldn't create Michael. It's a lovely idea but, nah, not in a million years. It's laughable, actually. I've just been posting some photos. The idea that I could create the person in those photos ...But in all seriousness, I think about this a lot. I don't *actually* believe I have the imagination to create the whole universe, but I would sooner believe that than believe I could imagine someone as exquisite as Michael!
Yeah. I went looking for 'edge' photos but got derailed and distracted by ... well, this for starters. I don't even know what to say. Just ... yeah ...He is so fucking hot I just want to scream it into the ocean!!
Also, his ear is ridiculously adorable in this picture.
But mostly, the ocean needs to know how much I want to ████ ███ ██████ in total abandon.
^ sorry about the redaction but I mean, I needed to say, but also, it was too much for the board so...what are you gonna do?