this poem is a what is inside our hearts. we're not expecting everyone to love what we put into words
love for MJ is all that matters 
From the hearts of
#applehead24 & mariah
August 29, 1958 7:33 PM
wherever you are in heaven
Michael
———
I never could say goodbye.
to the man,
who’s heart held the hands of those who were devalued and ignored
who’s contagious laugh goofily lit up any room
who’s presence projected an aura of selflessness and humility
who made his soul vulnerable to us only to have it tortured
a man who made the most out of his blessings
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you were human Michael
A imperfect perfectionist
A man of artless charades and schemes
A dynamic, versatile, artistic revolutionary
A intuitive, modest man, in touch with his feelings
A naturally hot and sexy man, who sprouts butterflies in our hearts with his alibis
A man of who generated surrealism and escapism
A man with broken pieces
A man who loved himself to the point of self torture
**A man who hated the man he was in his mirror**
A man thirsty for love
A man who’s innocence and naivety was taken advantage of
A man who was the token minority
A man who because of his silver spoon had enough luck to be an exception for his color
A man sabotaged by those who “owned” him
A man who was a slave to the rhythm, a money making machine
A man who was the fame and fortune of avaricious pockets
A man who signed checks for charity and donations but who was a target of the tabloids
A man who capitalized on love but was the capital of materialistic hands
A man who experienced a decade long hate crime, dejected as if you were an animal
A man who with a knife in his back slaved away to entertain us,
A man who was riddled by bullets of harassment
A man who's crown was renounced
A man who was subjected to a public lynching
A man with a name but no home
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MICHAEL
a name that means
who is like God
there is none like God
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now lies and rumors are etched into your name.
your name is now spelled
G-U-I-L-T-Y
P-R-E-D-A-T-O-R
P-E-R-V-E-R-T
your name is a slur
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some say you lived for the
fan girls,
and
their shrines,
love letters
and
hunger for your body.
For
the exhilaration
of being a
universal icon
For
idols of fame
and
fortune
For
the love of sound
and
self artistry
for the good of humanity
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wHaT dID YoU liVE fOR Michael
who does a
selfless,
modest,
reserved,
moral,
loving,
giving
soul live for
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Michael there was no perfection in your bones,
no natural godliness in your soul.
you were a man with an inherited condition
- a sin nature -
of eternal and infinite separation from
Jesus Christ
HE-HAS-ALL-YOU-NEEDED
reconciliation, intimacy, communion & CHESED love
a Father & Friend
a Lover Of Your Soul
a Advocate & Sustainer
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I pray Jesus Christ touched your
heart and at this moment you are holding his hand in heaven
MANIFESTING ALL THAT JESUS CREATED YOU TO BE
PERFECTLY LOVED & CHERISHED
THREATENING, INVINCIBLE & A HEARTBREAKER
to the YOU you ONCE were
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i LoVE yOU MiChAEL
my girlish heart and giggles love you too
i wish i could say HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BUT
this singular, inimitable, irreplicable morning
isn’t the first day of your existence
this finite morning on my side of eternity
is an never-ending dawn on your ETERNAL life
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tears are watering in my eyes
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I never could say goodbye to Michael Jackson
but
I can never say goodbye to you
Michael
i wanted you to tell the angels no, but if they are holding you now then i can let go
much love,
#applehead24 & mariah
**we're are not saying that he was ashamed of his heritage or who he was and his identity. we're dramatically saying that he, like all of us at points in our lives, struggled with loving and valuing himself**
