Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[Mundy]

I had a few recurring experiences during the meditation. Whether they were conscious or not, I don't know.

We had our heads together a few times and another time we were sitting in a circle, arms and legs intertwined :scratch: Not really sure how to explain that one.. It was the same as the way people link arms.... but with legs too. It was important for our hands and feet to close the link. It was really important that we were "physically" connected. I remember red surging from me and through the group when we were all linked up but it wasn't anger, it was passsion, the intensity of the love I wanted to spread to everyone. We sat for a minute focusing on love. We spread it out for a few second then spread it to ourselves because we needed it.

I had a weird/funny moment where Michael was going around the circle. Duck..... duck..... duck.... GOOSE,GOOSE,GOOSE,GOOSE,GOOSE,GOOSE and half the group fell over each other trying to get up and run!

I asked for someone to show a hidden talent and someone juggled, I don't know who it was. Any jugglers in da hut?

I don't really remember Michael being there much, maybe for a couple of minutes. We talked for a few seconds, held hands, kissed and hugged :wub: There was a lot of flying too. My meditation lasted about 15 minutes.

Sorry, the information is a bit jumbled up, I was remembering bits and pieces as I typed

I was thinking about the trial before I started but it wasn't about that at all during the meditation. I expected it would be a big part of it for me but it wasn't.

Ok going to read everyone elses

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Okay... In my meditation I was in a hall or something, because there was a really big stage in front... And suddenly a girl gets on stage and starts singing speechless, and then I felt like I was holding hands with someone , 'cause they were stroking my hand .. But I kept seeing a hallway too.. But as I said, I am feeling very unspiritual lately.. So, yeah.. I couldn't see everything so clearly :lol:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Okay... In my meditation I was in a hall or something, because there was a really big stage in front... And suddenly a girl gets on stage and starts singing speechless, and then I felt like I was holding hands with someone , 'cause they were stroking my hand .. But I kept seeing a hallway too.. But as I said, I am feeling very unspiritual lately.. So, yeah.. I couldn't see everything so clearly :lol:

Woah, that was me, I was in the shower during that time because I just find it easier to let go of my hyperactive mind and Speechless is my favorite shower song. Singing is like a mantra for me, keeps my mind just busy enough, but not too busy.

 

[mjbunny]

My experience overall sucked as i was disturbed three times. However, I played Smile and my fingers and my legs twitched. I only saw shades of navy and white moving. I imagined and felt the strength and love that MJ and the fans had during the trial and I related it to tomorrow and the strength we will need soon. At the end of the song, I felt Michael close to us all, singing and playing the piano.

Oh, it still sounds sweet :heart: :hug: I also saw blue and white moving lava lamp lights

:sigh: I felt warmth during parts of it, my heart felt warm, I felt a tingle in my legs, a cool breeze on my palms. But I couldn't 'see' anything! I really needed this kind of spiritual fam, mjfam boost I cried during it. I called out loud actually for you guys, asking you to help me if you could, if you were all still there? Or if Michael was there. Nothing exciting, I feel a bit sad now.

:hug: I wonder if it was you I was crying with and not Bianca then? There were some moments of profound sadness toward the beginning, yes. :hug: So sorry you feel sadder now, oh :mello: Feeling the warmth and the breeze on your palms is pretty cool, though. Aside from the moments of tickles on my face and head, I don't think I got any feelings like that tonight.

I saw us outside the Santa Barbara courthouse and Michael came out and blew kisses to us and invited us to come to Neverland. He was dressed in all white. Mjbunny got to sit in MJ's car and the rest of us went by bus.

:hysterical: LOLOL, omg, I'm laughing so hard. :lol: "Ya'll get the bus -- I'm ridin' with MJ!" unk: Otherwise, interesting about the courthouse. I mean, that's on our minds today, of course, but I also saw him in a suit, so something similar to what he wore to court. I also mentioned the verdict to him.

A bus arranged by Michael for us because we were expected. And he hugged all of us and talked to each one individually. I asked Michael what I needed to do and he was silly and serious at the same time because he had cherries hanging over his ears and he said: like the cherries are connected, so are we. we're never separate. I want you to plant a cherry tree, that's what he said to me.
I cried a lot during this meditation and I felt something tingle or twitch in my left hand.

"We were expected" reminds me of his "I have something special planned" in mine. The cherries part, :lol: funny, yet profoundly meaningful I also cried, actually physically for a moment too toward the beginning.

Didn't say anything, then looked at Amy and we had a little funny moment, which we only knew about () and we both smiled a big grin, I think you said something like 'you know it too huh?'. Like, we knew we were connecting in the meditation? I dunnow! Kind of weird. :lol: Wonder what you had.

that sounds cute.

Nex thing I knew I realized this were two versions of myself. :bugeyed One for 'striving/wanting to go high/fighter' or something like that, which explains the hair, and the other one for 'laidback/adored/no issues'...the latter one felt like the 'right one' and then I took a breath and stepped into that girl, to morph with her. Oookay....that sounds like I have just morphed into a new 'mindstate'. Interesting.

Whoa, that's really something amazing How cool, I mean it's personal, but obviously something you needed to "do", you know. That's actually really deep, so way cool.

Anyhow, a few moments after that we stood in a circle and mjbunny started preaching.

:lmao: What is it with me today? :lol: Well, I don't know what I said either "We're all ONE"?

The rest of yours... first, I'm glad Michael popped up and then the part with someone choking you :bugeyed, freakin' yikes! What's up with that? You said it felt like a test. Perhaps you're right, like to prove to yourself you'd still have power in your new "identity"? Do you ask for protection before meditating? Just wondering. There was that one failed meditation we tried a month or so ago where hardly anyone did it and in that one I saw "Michael" show up in my bedroom, but then I realized it wasn't really MJ and the guy grabbed my arms hard and slammed me against the wall and said something creepy/menacing/mean to me. I was worried about being attacked at that point and kicked him out right away. In yours (and who knows, maybe mine too) it was probably something symbolic, but I just want to make sure we're all bringing light around us and asking to be protected and safe before we do these. Just a reminder. What do you gals think?

Somebody picking berries reminded me of MJJLaugh's cherries Oh! Btw, MJJLaugh ... your cherry tree reminded me of a meditation from last fall. I was talking with Jesus about Michael and suddenly a "grape tree" (lolol, Jesus can make a grape tree if he wants ) appeared. I was told to take two grapes and eat one. I did. Then he told me to plant the other one. I dug a little hole and planted it and it instantly grew into a whole other big grape tree. It reminds me. Taking one to nourish yourself and giving the rest away so that it may grow for others. Just something similar Although I guess yours was more about connection? But I guess mine was too... the connection of taking from Michael and letting it grow in a continuing cycle of passing things on since we're all part of the same web.

Ugh this time was a dud. I think it was because I was expecting it to be. Maybe a self-fulfilling prophecy? Nothing happened except for the usual body sensations I get with meditations. Oh well. I don't think I was in the right state of mind for it. :sigh:

:hug: I think you might be onto something with the self-fulfilling prophecy. No expectations is the best way to go... just whatever happens. I know this as well because it happens to me. If you try to make something specific happen you can push it away from you. I'm sorry it didn't work out so amazingly tonight. You can always try again yourself when it's a better time.

We had our heads together a few times and another time we were sitting in a circle, arms and legs intertwined :scratch: Not really sure how to explain that one.. It was the same as the way people link arms.... but with legs too. It was important for our hands and feet to close the link. It was really important that we were "physically" connected. I remember red surging from me and through the group when we were all linked up but it wasn't anger, it was passsion, the intensity of the love I wanted to spread to everyone. We sat for a minute focusing on love. We spread it out for a few second then spread it to ourselves because we needed it.

Cool Love the entwined legs, lol. It's like in a dream when you be all curled up in some impossible position with someone, or see them from an impossible perspective. The love energy, yeeeah, we all need it :heart: OMG, imagining MJ's trick Duck-Duck-Goose game :hysterical: Go, Michael, go Michael, go go, go Michael :lol: I'm curious now too... anyone juggle? Imagine, lol! Ah the rest was sweet, holding hands, kisses, hugs :wub:

 

[mjbunny]

Woah, that was me, I was in the shower during that time because I just find it easier to let go of my hyperactive mind and Speechless is my favorite shower song. Singing is like a mantra for me, keeps my mind just busy enough, but not too busy.

You were joining us naked? :lol:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

You were joining us naked? :lol:

I had put up an EXTRA towel on the window (I have a stupid window in the shower, only God knows why, it's a lot of fun cutting out shower surrounds around windows, it's great for mildew growth on wood, hmpf)! Hey, it was about the singing, not my cloth.

While I was singing Speechless with my eyes closed, the towel fell from the window and scared me half to death. Very funny, Michael! There I am, repeating "but there are worlds and worlds of ways to explaaaaaaaain to tell you how I feel" - SMACK, wet towel! I guess the towel is one way to "explain".

Speechless somehow become the humorous song now- while getting a tattoo done "that's how you make me feel" or wet towels flying around. "ways to explain"

 

[mjbunny]

I had put up an EXTRA towel on the window (I have a stupid window in the shower, only God knows why, it's a lot of fun cutting out shower surrounds around windows, it's great for mildew growth on wood, hmpf)! Hey, it was about the singing, not my cloth.

While I was singing Speechless with my eyes closed, the towel fell from the window and scared me half to death. Very funny, Michael!

:lol: I was teasing, although I could make a new joke out of the duck-duck-GOOSE game now but I won't because I'm sweet and innocent :bunny: And yeah... windows in showers, wth is up with that? But then are bathrooms like ours... no window at all, so it all gets mildewy and sticky, ugh. Bathrooms need windows up at head level and frosted or otherwise covered, but openable. LOL about the towel. Speechless has been in my head a lot the past day or so. Oh, I guess because of the Annie's Song mention last night. Now I know.

P.S. So my meditation is looking seriously wacky now Can't wait to hear the rest!

 

[8701girl]

Ok, I haven't read anything from anyone else yet. Mine was rather long, but not sooo vivid, but definitely UNUSUAL My mind wandered into nowhereland often, I think probably because of my weird sleep schedule today. Hard to focus.

It was hard to connect at first, but then I finally noticed everyone else popping up around me in this unknown location. We all just kind of gathered at first. Next this dissolved and we were deep in a dimly lit forest, like at dusk, but sort of glowingly blue. At first I wasn't sure what was going to happen (edit: this went on for a couple of minutes ... like others, MJ wasn't there right away for me either), but then I saw him: Michael! :heart: He looked like on the cover of the L'uomo Vogue cover! (http://a6.vox.com/6a00c2251c1b70f21900e398cc46160001-500pi) He was just beyond beautiful! :wub: All I know is I rushed to him and was there hugging him and looking into his eyes, so close. (Sorry if I hogged him from all ya'll, lolol. I just couldn't let go :lol This felt so good, so... real in some way, the feeling on some level. I told him this was the day the jury found him INNOCENT. I kissed him on the cheek, had my face to his, it was... great And emotional and it went on for quite a while I finally backed up a little and he was holding hands with the next girl and smiled sweetly at me and just the same softness and love and attention with the next (not sure who, but I thought darlingdear or Amy?). I walked just a bit away, still watching him having moments with the rest of you. I realized that Bianca was standing next to me and we hugged and both started crying. We said something like, "I love him sooo much. Doesn't he look great? It still feels ... so sad..." We kept watching him in a sort of awe. He looked at us and saw we were crying and gave us this compassionate look that told us we didn't need to cry and I thought to myself, yeah, what's up? He's right here! Enjoy it!

He then looked at us all with some seriousness and said, "I have something special planned!" and then smiled like a little boy Oooo, something special with Michael? :wild: He led us (all the while in this beautiful suit from Vogue, lol) through some bramble and trees to another small clearing. I don't know what all happened at this point, but I suddenly became so very serious. I found myself kneeling, like in respect for royalty or something. We all were. He placed hands on on my forehead, like over each temple. It was like we were all receiving some special... 'baptism', maybe like an energy something? Or it was just a tender gesture. I really got lost in my mind at this point, sorry. I drifted and can't explain. Next thing I really realized was that it was like being knighted :lol: Seriously. He had a sword and everything :lol: and went from me (second to the left I was, I think) presumably to each. It was this very serious and emotional feeling, like taking a vow and I meant it and was honored with all of myself. I wish I could explain it better. I thought, am I totally making this up??? :doh:

After this (funny, right now my mp3 player is playing "So rise, rise, rise! Rise again, little fighter, and let the world know the reason why!" - by White Lion ) we stood up and the mood lightened and he sort of bounded off playfully to the edge of the forest and we were back in Neverland, feeling free, the sky blue, the grass as green as my siggy pic. We were all running about, playing, laughing :lol: Michael was now back in the red shirt and fedora, looking like Dangerous era. We all rode the carousel together and I think the ferris wheel too

Then we all sat on the grass with Michael and then I looked at him sitting there cross-legged and it was like everyone else faded and I whooshed toward him until we were sitting together like that, looking at each other. We held hands. I just sat like that, looking into his eyes, saying nothing for what seemed a long time :lol: I ended up saying "I love you" many times. I said, "I hope you can forgive me...I put myself on these guilt-trips over things... you know what..." and he was very serious, but sweet and said, "You have to stop doing that." And he took my face in his hands and just held my face gently and told me he loves me several times Oh my And right here I was feeling like someone was touching me for real, like getting tickles on my face and the back to top of my head! I really drifted off in my mind here and I felt this massive wave of wanting to be ONE with him in the deepest way and suddenly we were... I can't say :blush: I thought for certain I'd lost it here, lolol. I thought...ok, great fantasy, wrong timing :lol: Then it flashed back to him sitting across from me like before, then back to, erm, then back to him sitting there. He looked at me like he knew darned well what was happening, lolol, and smiled in a sly way and we said a few things I'll keep to myself.

At this point suddenly I whooshed back away from him to my original place on the grass and everyone was getting up, like to say goodbye. My 30-minute theta beats track ended and then I got a huge rush of leaving my body, whoooaaaa. And I could almost hear Michael say in my mind that it's important to remember this: WE'RE ALL ONE. (If I remember more specific details I'll add them...)

Mine was probably THE weirdest :hysterical: Hoping to read others now...

Edit: I forgot to add that during the last 10 minutes or so I was seeing a lot of moving blue and purple and white "light" blobs with my eyes closed, like being inside an astral lava lamp :lol:

And i missed the meditaion again!!! :banghead:


Sorry that i missed it guys

 

[Mundy]

My experience overall sucked as i was disturbed three times. However, I played Smile and my fingers and my legs twitched. I only saw shades of navy and white moving. I imagined and felt the strength and love that MJ and the fans had during the trial and I related it to tomorrow and the strength we will need soon. At the end of the song, I felt Michael close to us all, singing and playing the piano.

It's a pity you were disturbed but your experience sounds really sweet :wub:

:sigh:
I felt warmth during parts of it, my heart felt warm, I felt a tingle in my legs, a cool breeze on my palms. But I couldn't 'see' anything!

I really needed this kind of spiritual fam, mjfam boost

I cried during it. I called out loud actually for you guys, asking you to help me if you could, if you were all still there? Or if Michael was there.
Nothing exciting, I feel a bit sad now.

We're always here for each other :hug: It's cool you felt those things.

I asked Michael what I needed to do and he was silly and serious at the same time because he had cherries hanging over his ears and he said: like the cherries are connected, so are we. we're never separate. I want you to plant a cherry tree, that's what he said to me.

Awh that is funny and sweet.

Soooo....lots of personal things, not so much Michael (unfortunately....I really needed that ) and not so much you guys. Meh.

Wow you had a busy one! Weird about the neck thing. I'd say your gut is right. I think we are the best interpreters of our own experiences. If you felt like it was a test and the person you stepped into passed the test, I'd guess your feelings are right. Michael wasn't around much in my meditation either. mjbunny was hogging him!

Ugh this time was a dud. I think it was because I was expecting it to be. Maybe a self-fulfilling prophecy? Nothing happened except for the usual body sensations I get with meditations. Oh well. I don't think I was in the right state of mind for it. :sigh:

Sorry it didn't work out for you this time :hug:

He then looked at us all with some seriousness and said, "I have something special planned!" and then smiled like a little boy Oooo, something special with Michael? :wild: He led us (all the while in this beautiful suit from Vogue, lol) through some bramble and trees to another small clearing. I don't know what all happened at this point, but I suddenly became so very serious. I found myself kneeling, like in respect for royalty or something. We all were. He placed hands on on my forehead, like over each temple. It was like we were all receiving some special... 'baptism', maybe like an energy something? Or it was just a tender gesture. I really got lost in my mind at this point, sorry. I drifted and can't explain. Next thing I really realized was that it was like being knighted :lol: Seriously. He had a sword and everything :lol: and went from me (second to the left I was, I think) presumably to each. It was this very serious and emotional feeling, like taking a vow and I meant it and was honored with all of myself. I wish I could explain it better. I thought, am I totally making this up??? :doh:

After this (funny, right now my mp3 player is playing "So rise, rise, rise! Rise again, little fighter, and let the world know the reason why!" - by White Lion ) we stood up and the mood lightened and he sort of bounded off playfully to the edge of the forest and we were back in Neverland, feeling free, the sky blue, the grass as green as my siggy pic. We were all running about, playing, laughing :lol: Michael was now back in the red shirt and fedora, looking like Dangerous era. We all rode the carousel together and I think the ferris wheel too

Something special for us?! That's really cool! Awh :wub:

I forgot. In mine, towards the end we were playing around. We were jumping around on leaves and they were crunching under us. Then the scene changed to an Avatar sort of setting. That was soooo beautiful! (P.S. Your post doesn't look silly :huggy


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I love you guys. :heart: Thank you for tonight and all of the other meditations :group:

Night x

 

[mjbunny]

^ Geez, sorry for hogging him, gals :lol:

In honor of his oh-so-royal gorgeous hotness (sorry, Michael, but you know it's true ) showing up in the L'uomo Vogue cover outfit, I made this :wub:

 

[8701girl]

^ that pic is beautiful :wub:

 

[amygrace]

Hey girls! I had to run out after the meditation so I couldn’t report right away. I’m going to do that now and then go over all the other replies and experiences I gotta catch up on.

Ok so I initially thought I wasn’t going to get much of anything. I couldn’t focus at first ‘cause my daughter was watching Pirates of the Carribean in the other room and in this small house you can hear everything. So I decided to put on a little relaxing music in my room to help drown out the movie sounds. I put on this tune to a song I’ve been working on recording but have yet to add lyrics to. It has a nice ethereal feel to it so I figured it would work well. I laid down with some candles and tried to go in…but having any sound going on at all made it hard for me. It took a few minutes before I saw myself standing in just whiteness, holding hands with some of you girls (not sure who) and we were inviting/welcoming the others in. Then I saw us all holding hands in a line and running somewhere. I wasn’t sure where. Then that disappeared and I got a glimpse of a forest…and thought to myself “Oh yes! Let’s go in Neverland and just be children today!” I then saw us getting on a magic carpet, getting ready to fly into this magical forest. I felt like I may have been making that up though so I let that vision go and cleared my mind. Saw us running in the line again for a moment but then it also disappeared.

After a few more minutes of feeling disconnected and not getting anything but a few tickles/tingles on my body, I suddenly saw us all sitting in a circle holding hands...and beautiful Bad era Michael was there. :wub: Then suddenly I was alone with Michael, and everyone else disappeared. (sorry guys :lol It got SO exquisite at this point though. Me and Michael were dancing slowly and gently to the music I was playing in my room. I was nestling my head into his and into the side of his neck under his chin…just adoring him with my eyes closed, feeling his presence, his energy, his skin and his hair. I held his head …feeling the curls of his hair…running my fingers through them. It was all just breathtaking. :heart: I soon began to think “shoot…what about the girls? I’m being so selfish in this meditation..lol. Is this even real?” and Michael’s energy kind of gave me this feeling to just stop and enjoy the moment with just the two of us. That right now I just needed to feel like we are all that exists. Just me and him. So I felt that…and :wub: ohh…beautiful.

I then got a glimpse of the bigger picture…how he was expressing to me that it really IS only ever me and him. Because he exists in everything and so do I. We are all just extensions of one another experiencing different consciousnesses. We are ONE… and so all that exists is the one. If that makes sense. I soon started to feel like it was time to go but I just couldn’t pull myself away from him. It was so divine…I didn’t want the experience to end. Finally after awhile I started to drift away from him… I felt my pinkie tingle at this point. (?) I was starting to get sad but then decided to smile because I knew that he would always be around. I shouted back “please come see me again soon…or let me see you! I love you!”

When I got back from dancing with him I was back in the circle with the rest of you girls and Michael was still there with everyone…as if he hadn’t left with me at all. I knew that it was just a part of his energy that was with me, and then came back and merged fully with his whole self again. Then I could see other girls in the circle with their own pieces of Michael – experiencing their own personal stuff on the side with him while the other part of him was still with us. Michael could simply multiply his energy and consciousness…to be in more than one place at one time. Very cool.

Anyway, as we were in the circle it felt like we were all singing something but I don’t know what. Soon after that my daughter started calling for me…so I knew it was time for me to get ready to go. I let everyone know I was leaving…and started to drift out. The vision closed kind of like you see a movie end with the black circle around the screen growing smaller till the scene is gone. And that was that.

Ok...going to read back now!

EDIT: forgot to add...at one point Michael was showing us how he could morph because someone mentioned how he looked different than what I was seeing or something. So he morphed from Bad era, to This Is It Michael, to afro Michael, to Thriller Michael it was cute.

 

[mjbunny]

Gonna read amygrace's post now, but first I just want to say that you girls should check out the last few posts in the Dreams thread, especially post 656 and then, omg, 659! :heat:
http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=51171&page=44

 

[8701girl]

EDIT: forgot to add...at one point Michael was showing us how he could morph because someone mentioned how he looked different than what I was seeing or something. So he morphed from Bad era, to This Is It Michael, to afro Michael, to Thriller Michael it was cute.

LOL michael sure loves to morph

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

LOL michael sure loves to morph

I'm not surprised he likes doing that. In that Simulchat he said he loves the character Morph from X-Men.

 

[amygrace]

I wrote a whole blog entry about "Annie". I was thinking about John Denver's Annie, and then of course Michael's Annie came right after.It's really incredible how another psychic mentions John Denver months later, I sat there with my mouth wide open.

Oh that's cool! And "Light up my senses" is a great line for Michael indeed :wub: I agree that "Annie's Song" is one of the best love songs of all time. :heart:John is perfection singing that song...but imagine Michael singing that...:wub: I wonder if Michael and John have done any work together this last year. Sad but interesting dream about Liz btw. Aw poor Liz...I hope she is doing alright.

If there was a vid for it, it could be cool to post on MLP sometime

Oh that would be sweet! Maybe I'll try doing a special Michael fan video for it sometime soon.

some of them are embarassing for ME to read because they're so... well, I was a teenager. They were so.... inarticulate

Bahahaha...yeah, those teen journals are embarassing, endearing and hilarious all at once. I have 3 journals packed with my swooning over some guys in High School...and when I look back on them it's kinda cool but at the same time I wanna throw them out so nobody ever reads such nonsense.

Speaking of amazing love songs, this one always makes me think of Michael. It's one of my many odes to MJ:

Ohh :wub: I have this song in my mp3 library but haven't listened to it since my discovery of my Michael. It's wonderful matched with him.

P.S. Amy, soon, I'm gonna go through this thread and listen to your songs from another account on the computer The sound system is such a mess here.

Aw :huggy: only if ya really wanna. I wouldn't mind if you didn't rummage through all these pages just to listen.

That outfit reminds me of the scene in Batman in Bruce Wayne's room of strange fighting outfits

:hysterical: "he must have been king of the wicker people" :hysterical:

What is normal anyway, I'm not normal, Michael wasn't normal, the thing called love isn't normal.....it's so much more.....and then I started loathing the fact that I had fell into standardizing thoughts for a second. Yuck

Haha...WORD. Forget "normal". Normal is limited...everything else is expansive.

I wanted to ask you guys some advice about my tattoo...'cause I'm having a huuuuge dillemma.

I think you should stick with the neck. It will be super cute! Lots of people have had neck tats and they turned out great. I wouldn't worry about the area.

I hope so. I hope he understands why he had to go through it all and that it makes some kind of cosmic sense

Me too.

in my eyes he still hasn't been vindicated, and it just reminds me of every awful thing that happened to him.

Oh God...I know. :weeping: all the crap being done and lies being spread STILL...it's just not fair. :boohoo:

You all hold a very special place in my heart and just because I don't come here as often as I used to doesn't mean I don't care. I just want you to know that.

Aww...we've missed you Kira! Thanks for dropping back in :huggy:

Tinkerbell2 - hey to you too! :flowers: Glad you could join in the meditation this time!


Thanks all for the love on my song, btw. :group:


Zenab, darlingdear & EoLove - sorry your meditations didn't go so well. :hug:

I asked Michael what I needed to do and he was silly and serious at the same time because he had cherries hanging over his ears and he said: like the cherries are connected, so are we. we're never separate. I want you to plant a cherry tree, that's what he said to me.

Aw that's so sweet! Love the cherry connection. I miss having a cherry tree. I had one in my backyard when I was little and it was my favorite to climb on.

Didn't say anything, then looked at Amy and we had a little funny moment, which we only knew about () and we both smiled a big grin, I think you said something like 'you know it too huh?'.

Haha cute! I don't remember connecting with anyone specifically in the meditation aside from Michael, but I spent a good bit of the beginning just being "out of it", so stuff was probably happening around me I just couldn't link my conscious mind to it. I did feel tingles.

Suddenly a lady popped up with bright gold-blonde hair twisted in a ponytail that was upwards on the top of her head. I was 'shocked'. Another girl pops out, same girl, same hair, but had it hanging down with gold-blonde curls. Nex thing I knew I realized this were two
versions of myself.

Wow that's pretty crazy...but kinda cool! Love that you stepped into the more laid back part of yourself. Scary about the person grabbing your neck...eep! Glad you passed whatever "test" it may have been.

Next this dissolved and we were deep in a dimly lit forest, like at dusk, but sort of glowingly blue.

Yay the first link to mine!

I finally backed up a little and he was holding hands with the next girl and smiled sweetly at me and just the same softness and love and attention with the next (not sure who, but I thought darlingdear or Amy?).

Aw sweet :wub: It was probably darlingdear because I was probably off in my own la-la land at this point. :lol:

He then looked at us all with some seriousness and said, "I have something special planned!" and then smiled like a little boy Oooo, something special with Michael? He led us (all the while in this beautiful suit from Vogue, lol) through some bramble and trees to another small clearing. I don't know what all happened at this point, but I suddenly became so very serious. I found myself kneeling, like in respect for royalty or something. We all were. He placed hands on on my forehead, like over each temple. It was like we were all receiving some special... 'baptism', maybe like an energy something?

Oh wow! He had something special planned :wub: and then we all get knighted?! :wild: AND...by beautiful Vogue Michael? Damn...that's one fine meditation if I do say so myself.

I said, "I hope you can forgive me...I put myself on these guilt-trips over things... you know what..." and he was very serious, but sweet and said, "You have to stop doing that." And he took my face in his hands and just held my face gently and told me he loves me several times

...how sweet of him.

And I could almost hear Michael say in my mind that it's important to remember this: WE'RE ALL ONE.

We all keep getting this don't we? I'll try to remember, Michael. :angel:

We had our heads together a few times and another time we were sitting in a circle, arms and legs intertwined Not really sure how to explain that one.. It was the same as the way people link arms.... but with legs too. It was important for our hands and feet to close the link. It was really important that we were "physically" connected.

Oh that's neat! I've had visions of something kind of like that before...like becoming interwined with someone physically and then our whole essence just merges. Pretty cool.

I had a weird/funny moment where Michael was going around the circle. Duck..... duck..... duck.... GOOSE,GOOSE,GOOSE,GOOSE,GOOSE,GOOSE and half the group fell over each other trying to get up and run!

:rofl: How frikkin' cute! :wub:

Mod Alert - LOL @ you joining us in the shower. I can see it now...everyone reporting back "we were all holding hands and then this woman just streaked across the field!" :bugeyed :lol:

"Ya'll get the bus -- I'm ridin' with MJ!"

Lucky bish! :beee:

I could make a new joke out of the duck-duck-GOOSE game now but I won't because I'm sweet and innocent

Yeah, we all really believe you.


8701girl - sorry you missed it! :hug:

I forgot. In mine, towards the end we were playing around. We were jumping around on leaves and they were crunching under us. Then the scene changed to an Avatar sort of setting. That was soooo beautiful!

OoO...that sounds nice!

In honor of his oh-so-royal gorgeous hotness (sorry, Michael, but you know it's true ) showing up in the L'uomo Vogue cover outfit, I made this

Michael you are so beautiful you're glowing! :heart:

 

[mjbunny]

Then I saw us all holding hands in a line and running somewhere. I wasn’t sure where. Then that disappeared and I got a glimpse of a forest…and thought to myself “Oh yes! Let’s go in Neverland and just be children today!” I then saw us getting on a magic carpet, getting ready to fly into this magical forest. I felt like I may have been making that up though so I let that vision go and cleared my mind. Saw us running in the line again for a moment but then it also disappeared.

Magic carpet, rock on I'm not sure how we really go into the forest in mine. It kind of felt like getting sucked into a swirling wormhole or something, so who knows, maybe something similar in the end.

After a few more minutes of feeling disconnected and not getting anything but a few tickles/tingles on my body, I suddenly saw us all sitting in a circle holding hands...and beautiful Bad era Michael was there. :wub: Then suddenly I was alone with Michael, and everyone else disappeared. (sorry guys :lol It got SO exquisite at this point though. Me and Michael were dancing slowly and gently to the music I was playing in my room. I was nestling my head into his and into the side of his neck under his chin…just adoring him with my eyes closed, feeling his presence, his energy, his skin and his hair. I held his head …feeling the curls of his hair…running my fingers through them. It was all just breathtaking. :heart: I soon began to think “shoot…what about the girls? I’m being so selfish in this meditation..lol. Is this even real?” and Michael’s energy kind of gave me this feeling to just stop and enjoy the moment with just the two of us. That right now I just needed to feel like we are all that exists. Just me and him. So I felt that…and :wub: ohh…beautiful.

Ooooo:wub: Yours are mine so often have similar elements. In mine too we were all sitting together and suddenly it was like ...whoosh.. just me and Michael alone. Maybe we each were with him as we needed to be. For me, I was going back into the guide/guided situation from last time, sitting cross-legged facing each other and holding hands, expecting to have some deep convo that just didn't happen. Then there were the other moments when we were, um, doing a lot more than holding hands :girl_whistle: :lol: See what I mean, though... similar experience, being together with him alone. I also thought a few times ... should I be doing this? What about everyone else? But I felt that each of us must be with "our own MJ", which is how it was in other times as well

I then got a glimpse of the bigger picture…how he was expressing to me that it really IS only ever me and him. Because he exists in everything and so do I. We are all just extensions of one another experiencing different consciousnesses. We are ONE… and so all that exists is the one. If that makes sense. ........... When I got back from dancing with him I was back in the circle with the rest of you girls and Michael was still there with everyone…as if he hadn’t left with me at all.

It makes total sense We're all getting this, right? "We're all ONE." That's important to understand, I guess, to whatever depth we can get ourselves to understand it in this life, in this plane.

EDIT: forgot to add...at one point Michael was showing us how he could morph because someone mentioned how he looked different than what I was seeing or something. So he morphed from Bad era, to This Is It Michael, to afro Michael, to Thriller Michael it was cute.

:lol: Like CaptainEoLove said, he mentioned he's want to be Morph if any superhero, so that fits well. And maybe it explains why he changes appearance so often. I often heard that when we die we kind of pick a look and stick with it. But MJ follows any rules he wants

P.S. LOL, looks like we posted at the same time. Now going UP to read yours

 

[amygrace]

Gonna read amygrace's post now, but first I just want to say that you girls should check out the last few posts in the Dreams thread, especially post 656 and then, omg, 659! :heat:
http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=51171&page=44

"But, if you want...I can show you the real thing..!"...OMFG :dropdead: ..... *dead*

 

[mjbunny]

I agree that "Annie's Song" is one of the best love songs of all time. :heart:John is perfection singing that song...but imagine Michael singing that...:wub:

Omg, imagine! I might just float into his voice and never be seen or heard from again :swoon:

:hysterical: "he must have been king of the wicker people" :hysterical:

Probably best line in the movie (and I really like that movie, so that's saying something, lolol)

Oh wow! He had something special planned :wub: and then we all get knighted?! :wild: AND...by beautiful Vogue Michael? Damn...that's one fine meditation if I do say so myself.

I was reading this and thought... yep, that sounds totally MENTAL! :hysterical: Being knighted in a fantasy forest by a stylishly Vogue-dressed Michael Jackson :hysterical: "Call the nut house! We've got a live one here!" :lol:

Mod Alert - LOL @ you joining us in the shower. I can see it now...everyone reporting back "we were all holding hands and then this woman just streaked across the field!" :bugeyed :lol:

:hysterical: :hysterical: Oh God... :lmao: That's great! :lol: That could be a new career, the Meditation Streaker. Some monks in Thailand are doing their daily OMMMMMs and suddenly... there goes ModAlert in the shower again! :hysterical:

"But, if you want...I can show you the real thing..!"...OMFG :dropdead: ..... *dead*

LOL, oh I know... OMFG is right! And I love what she writes next: "You can imagine what my answer was" :lol: Oh yeah!

 

[mjbunny]

"But, if you want...I can show you the real thing..!"...OMFG :dropdead: ..... *dead*

LOLOL, ok I feel like like now I wanna tell the other details I didn't really share of a dream back in January. It was the first time I EVER had a dream of MJ that wasn't all innocent. And it took 26 years to have it, what's up with that? :lol: In the dream I was lying in bed (next to my husband, ahem... that just makes it funnier, but I was thinking, "It's MICHAEL! He'll understand" :lol and MJ could kind of half materialize floating in the air, sort of between dimensions, moving back and forth through them. So far, just fine. Then we started making out. And I mean making out, baby. Oooo! For quite some glorious time. And then I was like, "Michaelllllllllll.... " and he floated a bit away from me and then told me that over there he's got ALL the time in the world and he'd rather wait until (censored, sorry) and I'm really, REALLY needing it... *whine* :naughty: :lol: OMG...
:dropdead:I woke up and I was like :bugeyed :blush: Holy ... what??? What did I just dream? What did he just say? :lol: I'm guessing it was symbolic for communication or something, but what a way for it be expressed. I guess I'll always wonder if such a time will come :naughty: :innocent:

 

[amygrace]

Omg, imagine! I might just float into his voice and never be seen or heard from again :swoon:

IKR?!

I was reading this and thought... yep, that sounds totally MENTAL! :hysterical: Being knighted in a fantasy forest by a stylishly Vogue-dressed Michael Jackson :hysterical: "Call the nut house! We've got a live one here!" :lol:

I'm happy to go to the nut house so long as I can have Michael there.

That could be a new career, the Meditation Streaker. Some monks in Thailand are doing their daily OMMMMMs and suddenly... there goes ModAlert in the shower again! :hysterical:

:lmao: :lmao: ...a little excitement for those monks!

LOL, oh I know... OMFG is right! And I love what she writes next: "You can imagine what my answer was" :lol: Oh yeah!

"You need some help with the zipper?"

 

[amygrace]

Then we started making out. And I mean making out, baby. Oooo! For quite some glorious time. And then I was like begging, "Michaelllllllllll.... " and he floated a bit away from me and then told me that over there he's got ALL the time in the world and he'd rather wait until (censored, sorry) and I'm really, REALLY needing it... *whine* :naughty: :lol: OMG...
:dropdead:I woke up and I was like :bugeyed :blush: Holy ... what??? What did I just dream? What did he just say? :lol: I'm guessing it was symbolic for communication or something, but what a way for it be expressed. I guess I'll always wonder if such a time will come :naughty: :innocent:

:dropdead: OMG :heat: ...to quote Paris Hilton, THAT'S HOT!

 

[mjbunny]

"You need some help with the zipper?"

:lol: Oh my, I remember when hb and I watched the TII extras together and in the one about costumes and it's said that all MJ's pants have zippers on the side so he can get in and out of them quickly. I tried to hold my tongue, but I couldn't resist, "Could one use one's teeth for that?" And hb just said... "Girls!" :rolleyes2: (What's wrong with me tonight? :innocent

 

[amygrace]

You know...all this...naughty talk makes me wonder...and I've wondered this before and thought about bringing it up here but...well it's one of those things that probably people think about only in their dirtiest thoughts but would never dare to actually mention. But I'm feeling daring so I'm gonna say it anyway. We know that a spirit can be drawn/feel the pull of people who are feeling deeply over them through grief or what not, right? Well, what if you are...dare I say...pleasuring yourself to them? ...do you think Michael feels that energetic pull? Do you think he witnesses any of that? OMG...

 

[8701girl]

I'm not surprised he likes doing that. In that Simulchat he said he loves the character Morph from X-Men.

Thats right he did too, aww cute is that :wub:

 

[8701girl]

8701girl[/B] - sorry you missed it! :hug:

Thanx, maybe one day i'll make it

 

[mjbunny]

^ Amygrace- :lol: I think that's a totally valid topic, actually. I thought of that last summer even. I was far too grief-stricken to think of anything like that and was kind of shocked at the macros and other threads, like... how the heck can you be thinking of things like this right now???? :scratch:And that made me think... omg, will I ever be able to think things like that again?

(Ok, I just realized I feel too weird talking so candidly where everyone can read it, so I've deleted the rest. Ok, I'm a chicken.)

 

[8701girl]

^ Amygrace- :lol: I think that's a totally valid topic, actually. I thought of that last summer even. I was far too grief-stricken to think of anything like that and was kind of shocked at the macros and other threads, like... how the heck can you be thinking of things like this right now???? :scratch:And that made me think... omg, will I ever be able to think things like that again?.

i was like that last yr when he died, i didnt think i could look at the funny threads like i used 2 anymore. I tried to make a promise to myself that i was going 2 leave mjjc after died.....but i just couldnt do it.


Michael & mjjc are me , all that i have left of me anyway.

 

[amygrace]

And that made me think... omg, will I ever be able to think things like that again? I mean, he'll KNOW, won't he?? :bugeyed That's a big pull of emotion and energy going on! It's a real question, isn't it? I also thought he could conceivably know about all those years too... oh God :blushing: :lol: Are those 20+ years written all over my aura? LOL. Crap. Well, they're on record now! Nothing I can do about it

LOOOL. I can just see it now...he comes to visit you, and looks over your aura "let's see...aw, you had a nice childhood, ouch you had your heart broken here... aw and you've loved me for a LONG time...you have a lot of love in your heart and light in your soul...and...:bugeyed wait...what is THAT? You thought WHAT while you did... :dropdead:" ...:lol: or would he be like ":blushing:...I had no idea... wow. Maybe I can catch a live one soon :naughty:" :hysterical:

I think I have like a hang-up over it now! I know I'm suppose to not even think of that because I'm married, right? Yeeah, well, I'm being realistic, like I'm gonna believe my hb will never look at something that rhymes with "corn" ever again :rolleyes2:

Seriously I kinda have a hang-up over it too. Haha. I'm kind of nervous to let my mind wander there sometimes... I always feel "on guard" that Michael may come in. LMAO @ the corn comment... :lol:

So anyway, not often, but sometimes thoughts are straying and then I'm thinking... "Sorry, Michael, please ignore me!..." :lol: But how do I know he'd want to ignore it? How do I know it's not all just "cute" or something from over there, lol. Or hilarious?! Or just a fact of life, like eating and sleeping? I mean, it IS a fact of life. I have to say that there have been a couple of times that... um... I'm not sure I was totally alone? :lol: Or I just have a really vivid imagination at times.

I wonder if they just look at is as a fact of life, too...like just a part of human nature. A Shaman once told me that you are never alone having sex...like spirits are there to help with connecting, and going higher and higher or some shiz. lol. What if Michael comes in during our special times and helps us to connect...turning it into some spiritual experience? Haha...I may need to go to the nut house now. But yeah...that part I bolded. I must say I've had that feeling before too...

Man...it's nice to be talking about this. LOL...I've just always wondered about it.

 

[8701girl]

A Shaman once told me that you are never alone having sex...like spirits are there to help with connecting, and going higher and higher or some shiz. lol. .

:bugeyed:bugeyed

If any spirits are around when i umm * cough* doing that ....umm they better not be around!