Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[darlingdear]

I have always felt like that too, still do, but it's okay now. It gets better when you get older because there is less peer-pressure and such. In here I feel like I belong! :wub:

This saturday then ? I will be going out to dinner with a friend but if I'm back in time I will join you. Sounds like a good plan!

This is why I love this thread :huggy: We all 'get' each other.

I'm cool with saturday, how about everyone else?

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Saturday sounds good!

 

[darlingdear]

Ahh, hang on. Saturday. Don't think I can make the usual time we do it at..maybe we could do it an hour or so later than the normal time?

 

[Bee]

(sigh)...I feel the same. And I've asked for a sign/dream/answer to something many a time and have gotten nothing. I feel like maybe I'm just being selfish, or have a block or something. Either the way the vibe isn't near what it once was.

Yeah I get what you mean...I always tend to put myself below others so I'm feeling selfish very often, but honestly I don't know with this. It could be very well a block that's just set up or something, got no clue! Really a weird kind of vibe, it's as if the whole 'air' is just changing. It's very frustrating and confusing so I totally feel ya hun! :better: Let's hope it'll get 'better' soon.

I'm in. Maybe this weekend? Or whenever is fine for me. Would love to just connect again.

Well, I'm afraid I can't do it on Saturday...'cause I'm going to see Teddy Riley with his Blackstreet mateys in concert in my hometown at that time (MLP time that is).

Maybe on Sunday? What about the rest? :heart: EDIT: Whoops, see some of you said Saturday already!

Just quickly wanna say Mrs.Music, totally get where you're coming from on being different to people your age. I feel this a lot, I really do. It's like I don't think of myself as a typical 19 year old, you know..cos I don't do the 'typical' stuff all the time, it's not the be all and end all. I prefer doing other things, like you say, hanging out with friends, just laughing, watching a movie with 'em or whatever. :lol: sorry to go OT here, I'm just glad I'm not the only one who feels like this.
Sorry to hear about that loneliness coming over you, girl! :better: :huggy:

Oh, that's 'good' to hear yeah! Thanks for sharing. It's pretty tough keeping on like this...I'm such an old soul and I never really have big problems with it (more kind of 'proud' in some way) but these kind of things are just so, gahhh. I felt completely out of this world and on my own yesterday. Hate that....need some re-energizing.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

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Well, I'm afraid I can't do it on Saturday...'cause I'm going to see Teddy Riley with his Blackstreet mateys in concert in my hometown at that time (MLP time that is).

Maybe on Sunday? What about the rest? :heart: EDIT: Whoops, see some of you said Saturday already!
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oh, how cool! Sunday is fine, too in my book.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Saturday or Sunday is cool for me for the meditation.

 

[Louise.]

Hey guys! Hope everyone is well. I've been super busy at the minute, so I'm really sorry for not being in for a while!

Sending my love to everyone. :heart:

 

[Bee]

OHMYGOD! $^%&*(...there was MTV Famous Crime Scene on Michael's death just on, I didn't even know! I tuned in and watched most of it, it's just horrible...it has reconstructions and everything. The body...the bedroom...everything...I can so picture it now. It's so awful, so surreal....I just began to breah heavy and had to look away and stuff. My goodness. Oh Michael. I can't believe what I saw, so hurtfull. :no:

That woman ended with 'he got his comeback, he just wasn't there to see it'....:boohoo: And now the craziest thing, this show ended and I keep on staring at the TV in shock...and...this serie starts that I don't know, and it has 2 exact same names in it that is just completely what I was talking about to Michael/begging to get a sign about, last night. And the 'situation' makes sense also. What the? Michael? :heart:

 

[darlingdear]

Oh, that's 'good' to hear yeah! Thanks for sharing. It's pretty tough keeping on like this...I'm such an old soul and I never really have big problems with it (more kind of 'proud' in some way) but these kind of things are just so, gahhh. I felt completely out of this world and on my own yesterday. Hate that....need some re-energizing.

:huggy:
I often say to my mother I feel like I'm an old soul too, which doesn't bother me in the slightest
I hope you feel re-energized soon! Maybe group meditation will help you


I'm good Saturday (but later) or Sunday? Maybe Sunday since Mrs.Music isn't around?

 

[mjbunny]

OHMYGOD! $^%&*(...there was MTV Famous Crime Scene on Michael's death just on, I didn't even know! I tuned in and watched most of it, it's just horrible...it has reconstructions and everything. The body...the bedroom...everything...I can so picture it now. It's so awful, so surreal....I just began to breah heavy and had to look away and stuff. My goodness. Oh Michael. I can't believe what I saw, so hurtfull. :no:

That woman ended with 'he got his comeback, he just wasn't there to see it'....:boohoo: And now the craziest thing, this show ended and I keep on staring at the TV in shock...and...this serie starts that I don't know, and it has 2 exact same names in it that is just completely what I was talking about to Michael/begging to get a sign about, last night. And the 'situation' makes sense also. What the? Michael? :heart:

That was the VH-1 show that aired a while back in the US. It's on youtube. The first time I tried to watch it I go so upset just 30 seconds in that I had to turn it off :no: It's really hard to take. :hug:

Be back in a while. There are so many posts I want to reply to...

 

[8701girl]

and also..

just wanted to share wth u what another MJ fan friend of mine had as a message to us.. we believe to be (and certainly it is) a message from Michael. the simplicity, the l,ove..pls read carefully:

Take a look deep inside your heart and you will find the truth..
There's no need for anything, everything will be settled out in their time...
Just live, learn and enjoy..
Do your best, give your best, if you do that yourself, then nobody can blame you for lacking..
And if you did your best to live, to take out the best and just give... then there was at least one person..
who made that difference...

ISNT IT COOL????

That is so cool!

Oh guys i gotta another strange thing happen 2 me again!

My dad had put my laptop away for b4 i went to bed and it was off. But as i was laying down in bed i heard this noise , it was my laptop going on by itself!! :bugeyed:bugeyed:bugeyed

 

[mjbunny]

Thank you, all of you, for the support regarding tha hatas :heart: :angel: :heart: I wrote some about it last night, but then edited it back out. The issues were mostly because of the list of events and ways to send flowers to F.L. that I thought was a nice thing to provide for people in one place. (List, as in a LIST of stuff started by FANS that you can participate in IF you want. Or not. Whichever. No one's making anyone do anything.) But some folks like to misinterpret things, like to put their own twisted spin on innocent words, they don't read the actual words and digest their meaning, or they assume that if their conspiracy theory of the month says that one of these things is an evil plot by whomever, then MLP must be in on it too I was like, omg, don't EVEN associate us with the conspiracy sh*t :no: I wish they could just call up MJ if they have questions about who's who. Would make things easier for us all.

mjbunny - Oh no, sorry to hear you've been getting hate about the MLP! :better: Don't listen to what they say. Hugs :huggy: (To quote Mean Girls -- "Don't let the haters stop you from doin' your thang!" )

Thanks :hug: :hysterical: Mean Girls has quotes for so many occasions

The majority of Michael Jackson fans are some of the nicest people you'll met as the true, big, loyal fans follow his heart too not just his music. And they stood by him during all the hard times and they came together as family and we are family. Do not lose faith in us.

Oh, I'm not losing faith in us as a whole. :hug: It just makes me sad sometimes that, like amygrace wrote last night, people are so willing to preach, but then totally ignore it all the next second. "Michael was all about LOVE! L.O.V.E. ... Except I will NEVER EVER love you... or you... or you... and I HATE that person, and those people, and that group of fans who don't agree with me, and ... and... " Like that. It just now reminded me of the song Baba by Alanis: "I've heard them rotely repeat your teachings with egotism.... righteousness mixed without loving compassion." So quick to judge, suspect and hate: all the things that we were so angry about people doing to Michael. :doh: And then somtimes I want to shake people and say it's not a contest to be the most devoted or most adamantly defensive or to write the most letters or to scream the most people down. There's no contest. Just do your thang. I'm not saying none of us are incapable of failing as well. I'm certainly not perfect, but "be God's glow" is a real goal. We're on this path (L.O.V.E.) and many of us are really dedicated to it. (LOLOL... the song "The Word" by the Beatles just started :lol: "Say the word and you'll be free! Have you heard, the word is LOVE!" Rock on, Universe! Or maybe Michael sent it. He owns it, after all ) I'm going to the dinky arts & crafts store tomorrow in the hope of finding some materials to make a bracelet I decided on last week. (I finally found a place that sells beads! Yay!) I want to make a really simple friendship bracelet style one with the letters WWMJD, with heart beads on either side. I want my guide Michael to be there on my wrist everytime I look down. Like that song I posted some days ago: "I'll Try"

:heart: (I just mentioned 3 non-MJ songs in one paragraph :lol

i had a dream last night, here it is:
i dreamt of being with a group of people. large group. I was doing a sort of presentation in Ayurveda, my work ,and there were people of all ages, all religions, all social groups.
as i was talking to them about how ayurveda can help them heal themselves, one woman said: maybe you can tell me what to do, because my heart is not healed after Michael,s death.. I looked around to see what the others reaction was.. I said, u know, me too, i still feel this emptiness in my heart..and then everybody said, me too, me too.. and people started all to be sad and talk about michael.. and then i went to my board and i wrote MLP (standing for Major Love Prayer) and I told them, no matter what u feel, join this prayer, on the 25th , something will happen.. and I woke up..

Hi Fan! Whoa, that is soooo cool! Really amazing :angel: Btw, I've been meaning to ask you lately... what exactly happened when you started that "sending out a major love" thread back in September? I mean, was it just an idea that popped into your head? Had someone mentioned something like it to you? Was it just the type of thing that would be instinct for you to write about anyway because of work, etc? You can email or pm me if it's too personal. I feel it came from above and through the right channels, you know. I was so 'pushed' toward it as well. When husbunny read a post about it on October 25th it was 5 minutes before the start and so it wasn't so intense for me (wasn't ready), but immediately afterwards I said, "They need a website." :lol: It's like sometimes you just know when something's right :heart: Oh, lol, also... I love how you all call each other "Angels" over on mj.com. Here it's the "Harmony Hut", lol. One of the other sites has the "Circle of Love". It's cute, our own little similarly-themed groups

Will write post part II in a few minutes... *hand cramp* lol

 

[GinnyJackson]

That's pretty cool! Were you thinking of Michael before/when it happened? Wouldn't surprise me if it was him :wub:

I fall asleep looking at the man so its kinda hard not to think about him lol. yea i was thinking of him when he or whatever sat on my bed lol.

 

[8701girl]

Thanks :hug: :hysterical: Mean Girls has quotes for so many occasions

I :heart: that movie!

 

[amygrace]

I felt completely out of this world and on my own yesterday. Hate that....need some re-energizing.

I totally get you. Wish we could all hang out for real... I think we'd all enjoy eachothers company!

OHMYGOD! $^%&*(...there was MTV Famous Crime Scene on Michael's death just on, I didn't even know! I tuned in and watched most of it, it's just horrible...it has reconstructions and everything. The body...the bedroom...everything...I can so picture it now. It's so awful, so surreal....I just began to breah heavy and had to look away and stuff. My goodness. Oh Michael. I can't believe what I saw, so hurtfull.

Oh my God...no way could I handle watching re-enactments of that! :no: :no: I'm surprised you were able to watch it. From the first hint of showing the scene I'da been out of there :weeping:

I'm going to the dinky arts & crafts store tomorrow in the hope of finding some materials to make a bracelet I decided on last week. (I finally found a place that sells beads! Yay!) I want to make a really simple friendship bracelet style one with the letters WWMJD, with heart beads on either side. I want my guide Michael to be there on my wrist everytime I look down. Like that song I posted some days ago: "I'll Try"

Aw how sweet! That's a great idea too... to have that reminder there, to keep the love in all that you do just as Michael did. To PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH. Great whole post btw.

I love how you all call each other "Angels" over on mj.com. Here it's the "Harmony Hut", lol. One of the other sites has the "Circle of Love". It's cute, our own little similarly-themed groups

Aw I love all this stuff :give_heart: we all setup our different army of love camps.


Oh, and Sunday is fine for me for the group meditation. :heart:

 

[8701girl]

Ill try 2 make it for the meditation...i just get confused by the different timezones! LOL

 

[mjbunny]

I have like a million quotes here. Getting all confused :lol: Some of you were writing about feeling unusual for your age, not fitting in. Of course, that's why you're HERE in this thread But seriously, I was like that too. So were my best friends I met in later years (go figure ). I think there are a lot of people like that, but the "lot of people" is still the minority. But it truly does get better with time. The older you get the less peer-pressure and all the stupid stuff that goes along with school and fitting in. I know by the time I'm 60 I'll probably be the crazy lady in the neighborhood, wearing different colored socks and a fedora, talking to myself (or spirit guides? lolol) as I moonwalk down the street because I just won't give the slightest sh*t by then :hysterical:

Anyway, I was in the kitchen getting dinner ready and I know I always go of day dreaming. So I just there and I heard (comming from the living room) what seemed to be Michael's voice. It was a soft spoken voice. Now I thought it was coming from the TV, but my dad was watching some cooking show and I know that my dad wouldn't leave anything MJ-related on. This happened twice. I don't know if I was hearing things but it sounded really real.

Neato Hey, who knows! One time I was in the living room and hubby was in the hallway. I said nothing and the TV wasn't on and he heard Michael's voice very clearly, like "Maaaaoooo" ... like vocal exercises. Just this one short bit. I didn't hear a thing! It's certainly possible

We can only react with love, nothing can withstand the power of love.
Sometimes people who do great things that can bring a change about are tested for their worth and perserverance, at least that's how I look at it. Mjbunny you're best, so please don't let it get you down! :hug: :hug:

So true, the bolded. Thanks :hug:

Oooh, this reminds me of my experience in February when I was very distraught and feeling sad and down and I heard the gentlest, most compassionate, loving male voice say to me that there's no time and space and we're always together. And somehow then I moved away from the conspiracies and death investigation threads and felt inspired and knew I had to create a thread with the positive websites and videos to celebrate MJ.
The thing that touched me deeply later was that some psychic conveyed MJ's wish that his legacy be celebrated. It was the word 'celebration' and I hope it was Michael who whispered this into my ear at some point.

That's such an amazing story, how you moved to the other threads from the conspiracy stuff. And you actually heard a voice! And the inspiring message, incredible :angel: Do you think it was Michael you heard, or maybe a spirit guide? Ooooo! And this 'celebration' thing reminds me of a sad, but amazing meditation I had in April. Here's a quote from it:

LINK And then he was suddenly Thriller-era and we were hanging out and he looked behind me and sitting on the floor I saw another Michael from the early 90's, wearing a red military jacket and crying a bit. He looked so sad, like a little boy who'd been rejected by all his classmates. I went to him and he looked up all shyly and pleaded in a sad way with me, "Love me...... Please love me. Will you love me? Please celebrate me." (I found "celebrate" an interesting word to use. It was used several times.)​

Some things cannot be explained. Michael wants to reach all his fans that truly love him, unconditionally I mean. Enjoy the experience!

I think so too Even to my mom, lol.

The following things happened in a two day period:
- I live in a country where people speak Dutch, so it's unlikely to hear "This Is It". yesterday I heard someone say it.
- From a fragment of a dream one sentence of MJ's song got stuck in my head "I'm your friend" ( I think it's from "What more can I give")
- This morning my radio alarm started with the usual newsradio. Weeks ago it suddenly changed into a music radio station when "Beat It" was playing, one of my favorite MJ songs. So, this morning I was thinking "It was a long time ago the radio switched on its own to another station" and I swear, the moment I had that thought, the radio station switched to that music station. No MJ song this time, but I was flabbergasted that it happened the very moment I was thinking about it. Is that just a huge coincidence or what ?

First, imagining that in America: "Doo Doo Head, here kitty-kitty-kitty!" :hysterical: Whoa :bugeyed with the radio! Doh! Now THAT'S really something, huh? Definitely take that as a message :yes: I loved the sentence "I'm your friend". I had something like that just last night. Before bed I sat there on the couch and Someone in the Dark came on. Love this song. I felt a sort of rush of emotion at the end of the line, "a stranger who'd be my friend". Oh

i know what you are saying. i have been through some strange reactions lately. maybe one week or two away. i took some of the comments very hardly and i felt to a certain extent the pain a comment some other person can make especially when it does not correspond at all with your intention. We can imagine HOW MICHAEL MUST HAVE FELT..

You know, how apropos you should write this sentence. In 'One In Love' I wrote about him being accused of hurting those he loved most and "imagine that pain, if you dare". So last night when I was feeling sensitive to something someone wrote about me (well, MLP, but something I wrote, so it felt quite personal) it hurt so much because I feel such a strong link to the fan-mily and I would never in a million years want to do anything to 'hurt' Michael or his legacy. :no: Omg, no. And that line I'd written came back to me at that moment... how much it hurts to be accused of hurting those you love most. My dear Michael, do you know how much we respect you for your strength? I don't know how you handled all you did. Unbelievable :hug:

all i can say is that when i hear his voice singing or i look at his pictures.. i realize i have so much love for him. its like the whole world dissapears and its just me and him. My heart melts and i feel so much love i haven"t feel until now.

I jhave lived through some sort of discouragement to see how hard it is to bring people together for one single purpose and i always felt lucky to have had you besides and see how much you have done for this.

i just read this in "a course in mircales" donno if you guys read it.. something so cool..
it says something like:

"unless you fully recognize your complete dependence on God you cannot know the real power of the Son"..

i feel more more and more the need to surrender. To what happened, to what is, to what will be. And i try to resists less. its not an easy one. To let go while you act. Action without attachment to the fruit. To me it it the ultimate test. just to DO.

And we did. and we are still doing. don,t let sadness fill your soul. YOU ARE NOT ALONE..

i love you.. pls write.

fan

This is all so sweet. Thank you :hug: And I know what you mean with the parts about surrender. Been listening a lot lately to a spiritually-oriented rap group called Heavyweight Dub Champion and one line in their song Promised Land goes: "To the universal rhythm I submit my will, word is bond, and take a vow to drop rhymes with skill..." I've been loving that line.

Take a look deep inside your heart and you will find the truth..
There's no need for anything, everything will be settled out in their time...
Just live, learn and enjoy..
Do your best, give your best, if you do that yourself, then nobody can blame you for lacking..
And if you did your best to live, to take out the best and just give... then there was at least one person..
who made that difference...
ISNT IT COOL????

WONDERFUL :angel:

So, not much to add here...blabbing once again. Anyone up for a little group meditation, before it's the 25th already? Much love & hugs to y'all who need it! :huggy:

Oh, sorry you didn't your dream and feel the wind of ... whatever the word for it is. Some of my most amazing dreams were ones some days after asking for something, so there's still hope

ok the other night when i got home from having diner with my family i was Dead tired and i went to take a nap.. Well something happened when i rolled over to face my wall. I was almost asleep when i felt someone sit on the edge of my bed. I rolled over and found no one there but i felt the bed move like someone sat and when i rolled over i felt it lift up like someone got up, Michael is on my wall and i started to think about him because i just do that when i go to bed idk why.

Whoa, wild

Well, I'm afraid I can't do it on Saturday...'cause I'm going to see Teddy Riley with his Blackstreet mateys in concert in my hometown at that time (MLP time that is).
Maybe on Sunday? What about the rest? :heart: EDIT: Whoops, see some of you said Saturday already!

Blackstreet? Wow, cool. I still have "No Diggity" on my mp3 player

Saturday or Sunday, whenever, would work for me as well. I think I get to avoid doctors next week, so no early mornings Ooo, yikes... Monday is the 14th... so the next Murray day, right? :mello:

 

[mjbunny]

Aw I love all this stuff :give_heart: we all setup our different army of love camps.

Army of Love camps, yes :lol: I was trying to think of the right word... groups... clubs... no, oh what's the right word? I like camps

Ill try 2 make it for the meditation...i just get confused by the different timezones! LOL

Being the only one down under, I can see where it gets confusing :lol: When we decide on the day (Sunday?) and the time (MLP time?) we can add a link to a time zone chart. If we do MLP time, that's 7am the next day (so if we say "Sunday", then it's 7am Monday in Melbourne). Hope you're either an early bird or one of those crazies like me who's still awake at 7 :lol:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

"One time, at band camp"....

 

[8701girl]

Being the only one down under, I can see where it gets confusing :lol: When we decide on the day (Sunday?) and the time (MLP time?) we can add a link to a time zone chart. If we do MLP time, that's 7am the next day (so if we say "Sunday", then it's 7am Monday in Melbourne). Hope you're either an early bird or one of those crazies like me who's still awake at 7 :lol:

If im awake then, ill try 2 make it
But knowing me lill still be in bed then!

 

[xo_lola_xo]

I just wanted to say that I love it when people call Michael: "The Man". :lol:

"...extention of the man himself" - Kenny Ortega

I love it. It makes him sound so classy and cool (not that he isn't). I'm gonna call him "the man" more often. :lol:

 

[mjbunny]

^ LOL, sometimes at home we say "King Michael" :lol:

"One time, at band camp"....

That would be "One time at LOVE camp..." ... and I'll just leave it at that :girl_whistle:

Oh! I just remembered I was going to post this here. It's appropriate in several ways In the Prince and Eve duet 'Hot Wit U' there's a part that goes:

"Meet me early morning in a 4th dimension plane,
Astral travelin' hottie, I know you know my game,
Underneath the cream I'll meet you,
And then we'll rearrange.... everything you know of love,
I'll give you reason to change"

Now Prince doesn't do it for me, but the lyrics ...

(at 2:36)

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

^ LOL, sometimes at home we say "King Michael" :lol:

That would be "One time at LOVE camp..." ... and I'll just leave it at that :girl_whistle:

Oh! I just remembered I was going to post this here. It's appropriate in several ways In the Prince and Eve duet 'Hot Wit U' there's a part that goes:

"Meet me early morning in a 4th dimension plane,
Astral travelin' hottie, I know you know my game,
Underneath the cream I'll meet you,
And then we'll rearrange.... everything you know of love,
I'll give you reason to change"

Now Prince doesn't do it for me, but the lyrics ...

(at 2:36)

^^^We need to put that into a video of the next "love camp apprecation of THE MAN" video. :wild::clapping::clapping:

:bugeyed:cheeky::cheers:

That song did come up on shuffle, hahaha. That's probably payback for all the gold pants jokes THE DUDE had to endure.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

OHMYGOD! $^%&*(...there was MTV Famous Crime Scene on Michael's death just on, I didn't even know! I tuned in and watched most of it, it's just horrible...it has reconstructions and everything. The body...the bedroom...everything...I can so picture it now. It's so awful, so surreal....I just began to breah heavy and had to look away and stuff. My goodness. Oh Michael. I can't believe what I saw, so hurtfull. :no:

That woman ended with 'he got his comeback, he just wasn't there to see it'....:boohoo: And now the craziest thing, this show ended and I keep on staring at the TV in shock...and...this serie starts that I don't know, and it has 2 exact same names in it that is just completely what I was talking about to Michael/begging to get a sign about, last night. And the 'situation' makes sense also. What the? Michael? :heart:

Oh I could never watch that. Too painful. Cool you got your sign though.

Oh guys i gotta another strange thing happen 2 me again!

My dad had put my laptop away for b4 i went to bed and it was off. But as i was laying down in bed i heard this noise , it was my laptop going on by itself!! :bugeyed:bugeyed:bugeyed

Michael must really like your computer.

As for me, lately I've been feeling misunderstood by my family about my love for Michael. Most of them think I'm obsessed and fanatical. I don't know, it's like ever since last year I feel a bit more alienated from them. And I'm a totally changed person since Michael passed away. It's hard to be around people who just don't understand because they don't know what I know. I feel like I've entered this MJ world that only makes sense to me and other fans. Reality is often ugly and hard to believe. They don't know I'm actually going through real grief about the loss of Michael and if I told them, I know they'd think I'm even more crazy. That's why I'm glad to have this thread, this site, and other sites to talk about Michael with no judgment. I really appreciate it, and I don't know how I would be able to cope without connecting to other fans online.

 

[8701girl]

Michael must really like your computer.

I dont know how he could...cuz i certainly dont at the moment!

 

[amygrace]

Hey girls *YAWN*...it's 3:30am here :doh: I know I'm going to be a grump in the morning...but I collaborated with someone (guides? michael?) tonight on the most beautiful song! It's a concept I had started a long time ago and had the beginning tune with a couple verses but could never get past that. Anyway it all came out tonight and I'm soo pleased with it. Hopefully I can record it nicely soon to share - it's a song for Katherine.

That would be "One time at LOVE camp..." ... and I'll just leave it at that :girl_whistle:

:shifty: what happens at love camp, stays at love camp...

"Meet me early morning in a 4th dimension plane,
Astral travelin' hottie, I know you know my game,
Underneath the cream I'll meet you,
And then we'll rearrange.... everything you know of love,
I'll give you reason to change"

Oh wow...that's perfection!!

That's probably payback for all the gold pants jokes THE DUDE had to endure.

Wait..."Sleeping with Ghosts" is payback? Gimme some of that, Michael! I need a taste of my own medicine...:naughty:

lately I've been feeling misunderstood by my family about my love for Michael. Most of them think I'm obsessed and fanatical. I don't know, it's like ever since last year I feel a bit more alienated from them.

Aw...ugh. I'm sorry to hear that. That's sad. :better: Thank God for the mjfam, indeed. :huggy:

 

[Bee]

I'm going to the dinky arts & crafts store tomorrow in the hope of finding some materials to make a bracelet I decided on last week. (I finally found a place that sells beads! Yay!) I want to make a really simple friendship bracelet style one with the letters WWMJD, with heart beads on either side. I want my guide Michael to be there on my wrist everytime I look down. Like that song I posted some days ago: "I'll Try"

:heart: (I just mentioned 3 non-MJ songs in one paragraph :lol

Aww, that's really cool! That's exactly why I want to get my tattoo placed. What does the letters stand for, if you want to tell? (Or I'm being a nuthead and not seeing a song in it right now, LOLOL.:lol

I totally get you. Wish we could all hang out for real... I think we'd all enjoy eachothers company!

Yeah! That's what I have with the girls like Sils also, we're just on another level...I'm sure we here would have that all if we could meet up too. :huggy: That just makes sense, feels deeper, more real, you know? Being around people that aren't 'on that level' can be fun but...it always makes me so insecure and especially when noticing I just 'don't get' some things that happen, social things or so. That night girls were talking about their looks / weight and the boys in the class who likes who, and I didn't get any compliments or things to hear, it was just....a combination of all that and I felt like a complete alien and so goddamn ugly when I went home. Even though I had hella fun and I was really outgoing, but it's just the little things that I feel and notice, that hurt my soul. Being sensitive sucks, in that way.

I've never seen myself as weird and I'm really glad with who I am, but sometimes they make me feel like I'm the stupid, unknowing one out there (not on purpose obviously). But in the end, I'm the one that's so much deeper, more understanding, etc. I just need to constantly remind myself that it's okay to be 'different' than the majority. That I'm 'better' in some way? It's hard to explain, I hope the ones feeling the same already know what I mean now, haha. Luckily it's a whole lotta support fo find in Michael, really feel guided. :heart:

Oh my God...no way could I handle watching re-enactments of that! :no: :no: I'm surprised you were able to watch it. From the first hint of showing the scene I'da been out of there :weeping:

Well, I did that as first....but then I felt the urge to zap back. :scratch:Maybe that was also because of that little sign I got after it? Maybe something wanted me to watch it so I wouldn't look over the sign. I dunnow. It was really tough, but also gave some insight here and there.

I think there are a lot of people like that, but the "lot of people" is still the minority. But it truly does get better with time. The older you get the less peer-pressure and all the stupid stuff that goes along with school and fitting in. I know by the time I'm 60 I'll probably be the crazy lady in the neighborhood, wearing different colored socks and a fedora, talking to myself (or spirit guides? lolol) as I moonwalk down the street because I just won't give the slightest sh*t by then :hysterical:

Haha, you're right! I know it does gets easier, for me it's already became easier with the time....though I think I never will really fit in with the normal standards. I loathe standards, btw. Just wish I could meet some more people who feel the same, but I'm not being ashamed and really struttin' my stuff, so it's gonna be fine. :lol: Gotta find a way to not let it get to me so much at times like that night - but I'm me, so the world gon' have to deal with that. And I'm gonna have to deal with that too.

LINK And then he was suddenly Thriller-era and we were hanging out and he looked behind me and sitting on the floor I saw another Michael from the early 90's, wearing a red military jacket and crying a bit. He looked so sad, like a little boy who'd been rejected by all his classmates. I went to him and he looked up all shyly and pleaded in a sad way with me, "Love me...... Please love me. Will you love me? Please celebrate me." (I found "celebrate" an interesting word to use. It was used several times.)
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Oh...that just made me cry, given the subject we're talking about.

Oh, sorry you didn't your dream and feel the wind of ... whatever the word for it is. Some of my most amazing dreams were ones some days after asking for something, so there's still hope

True, true! Obviously he did kinda 'hear' me, as I got that little sign last night already on the serie after that MTV thing. Also, I dreamed about being a tiny fairy last night and flying through the air....I'm finding cool explanations now.

Ooo, yikes... Monday is the 14th... so the next Murray day, right? :mello:

Is it?! I'm not keeping up with those things, it feels so distant. Do wanna follow the thing though when there are major things happening.

Oh! I just remembered I was going to post this here. It's appropriate in several ways In the Prince and Eve duet 'Hot Wit U' there's a part that goes:

"Meet me early morning in a 4th dimension plane,
Astral travelin' hottie, I know you know my game,
Underneath the cream I'll meet you,
And then we'll rearrange.... everything you know of love,
I'll give you reason to change"

Now Prince doesn't do it for me, but the lyrics ...
(at 2:36)

Loooooooove that. :wub:

As for me, lately I've been feeling misunderstood by my family about my love for Michael. Most of them think I'm obsessed and fanatical. I don't know, it's like ever since last year I feel a bit more alienated from them. And I'm a totally changed person since Michael passed away. It's hard to be around people who just don't understand because they don't know what I know. I feel like I've entered this MJ world that only makes sense to me and other fans. Reality is often ugly and hard to believe. They don't know I'm actually going through real grief about the loss of Michael and if I told them, I know they'd think I'm even more crazy. That's why I'm glad to have this thread, this site, and other sites to talk about Michael with no judgment. I really appreciate it, and I don't know how I would be able to cope without connecting to other fans online.

Know how you feel, and I'm guessing a LOT of others feel like that too. The boards are really great to have, and on the first place this thread. I couldn't have done it without, honestly. But you know, just let people who think you're obsessed and fanatical think that, they're not worth your time or feeling sad over it. You know the deal, they don't, then they miss out. I know it's hard and it's having to face judgement everytime again, but you'll learn how to ignore it. Personally I just show very less that I'm into Michael, only wearing my tee's, but still everyone knows me as the Michael lover. In my classes Creative Writing we had to write a letter to the artist we most admire, so I did Michael and tried to make it a letter with very much truth so people would understand and leave their judgements. (Very hard to write.) I think most of the class understood it after that. When people now ask me things about Michael I mostly just reply very easy-going and not so sentimental, and they think it's pretty cool I know all those people overseas and stuff. :lol: Maybe you can try that easy-going way also, not really showing your emotions on that subject. They all know if you're a fan that you find it sad he died, just tell cool stories about what you've experienced through being a fan, don't put too much pressure on it? Something like that? :huggy:

Hey girls *YAWN*...it's 3:30am here :doh: I know I'm going to be a grump in the morning...but I collaborated with someone (guides? michael?) tonight on the most beautiful song! It's a concept I had started a long time ago and had the beginning tune with a couple verses but could never get past that. Anyway it all came out tonight and I'm soo pleased with it. Hopefully I can record it nicely soon to share - it's a song for Katherine.

Tweeted it already, but that's so awesome! :angel: Can't wait to hear it.

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Okay, so it's gonna be Sunday Meditation Day? :cheeky: Everyone's able to join?
Whew, lotta me-talk in this post here....sorry! Hugs to y'all who need it! :heart:

 

[8701girl]

Know how you feel, and I'm guessing a LOT of others feel like that too. The boards are really great to have, and on the first place this thread. I couldn't have done it without, honestly. But you know, just let people who think you're obsessed and fanatical think that, they're not worth your time or feeling sad over it. You know the deal, they don't, then they miss out. I know it's hard and it's having to face judgement everytime again, but you'll learn how to ignore it. Personally I just show very less that I'm into Michael, only wearing my tee's, but still everyone knows me as the Michael lover. In my classes Creative Writing we had to write a letter to the artist we most admire, so I did Michael and tried to make it a letter with very much truth so people would understand and leave their judgements. (Very hard to write.) I think most of the class understood it after that. When people now ask me things about Michael I mostly just reply very easy-going and not so sentimental, and they think it's pretty cool I know all those people overseas and stuff. :lol: Maybe you can try that easy-going way also, not really showing your emotions on that subject. They all know if you're a fan that you find it sad he died, just tell cool stories about what you've experienced through being a fan, don't put too much pressure on it? Something like that? :huggy:

Its good that ur classmates are getting 2 understand michael
If only that would have happen when he was still here .

 

[fan2202]

angels.. wow...lots being said here and hard to keep uppa )
but its lovely.. its more intense and more... detailed. i just need saome time to adjust to the graphics as well, on mj.com, messages are pretty short and there is less of graphics as well....

reading u re posts i start to assume u guys are kind of young here.. might be the "old" one around hahahaha.. well, souls have no age, really...

mj bunny.. u asked about how i started this. i was under the shock of this loss and while reading all those comments on the forum i could sense how much of grief, anger and sadness was being expressed there and then i had this flash that all this can be transformed. i suspect Michael kind of whispered to me in my ears.. although at that time i wasn.t considering comunicating wth him as a real possibility... it just felt right to try to get people together, mostly as times when energy gets intense.

Whether it is grief, anger or sadness, the energy is THERE. emotions are energy and if we can access and CHANNEL the energy of those emotions things can change. I think actually is the only way to come out of mechanical responses.

and thats how it started. I was talking to a firnmd i met on mj.com and i told her, we have to do this. we cannot let this energy just spread out this way.. just like now, people were complaining, its gonna be 3 months and omg how am I going to go through this. so i said, is best to have something to DO when sadness gets deep than sit and give into it..

and the first prayer we did.. oh my was soo powerful.. looking back at it now.. jeee.. i know he was there..

and now I know HE IS there each time. no effort is needed. just the enrgy itself dos the work.

I realize there is nothing much is asked of us to do, but to DO THE ACTION.. and let the energy (god, spirit, etc. ) do the work..

what saddened me a lot lately was this sense of competition, this eagerness to punish the guilty ones, the easiness wth wth affirmations are being made, the lightness wth which we can through stones at others.. when michael said it so simply.. "if u wanna make the world a better place.. take a look at yourself and then make that CHANGE"..

it is all individual. individually we have to work on clearing out the way to the light inside us. and then come together. we are one. i really feel that.

god bless u all....

fan

 

[fan2202]

and oh, would like to do the meditation wth u guys, is it on Sunday at mlp time?? would love to bathe in some light and energy wth u )