.... it looked like someone was standing there! There was a transparent, nearly invisible figure standing there in front of the door. The only thing that made him semi-visible was a type of shadowing or contouring of light and shadow from the sunlight through the window that made the figure appear to be almost lightly airbrushed along some edges here and there. The best way I can describe this is that it was like seeing a semi-transparent silhouette, lol. And the figure of whom? Oh, I'd know that silhouette in any part of the universe!!! :wub: But again, I was SOOOO groggy that I was thinking, "Huh? Is that real or am I dreaming?", and it all felt calmly alright, nothing to get excited about. I had the thought like, "Oh, Michael. How sweet. He actually came here to visit me, ohhhhhh." And then I was out cold again and slept through my alarm for hours and hours.
Whew! That's so awesome! :bugeyed I love that state of 'in-between' when you're really able to open up because you don't control your own mind in some way. Got a lot of things happening in that state, so yeah....I totally believe this could've been him. Thing that is always bugging me though, is that when I fall asleep again after being in that in-between state, I have a hard time knowing if it was really that state, or that I have
dreamed I was in that state. :doh: But - really cool you got that, even though you were groggy. :wub:
Saw this too.. someone has probably posted it here already, but it reminded me of something amygrace posted earlier. I remember the picture of the Native American.
Fascinating! I never knew that about Neverland, about those Native Americans that were on those grounds. Thanks for sharing and good to see you popping in here. :huggy:
Majorly late edit here :lol: but I just meant to write before, how I felt this 'Michael' feeling when I was away a few months ago, walking down the street, the wind just blew and I instantly got a sense of MJ or MJ-ness, whatever it was, it was similar to this feeling today.
Know what you mean, this whole 'breeze' is back in the air again or something. I've noticed it coming a while back, wonder if it's just because these days remind me of the same days last year, or if it's really something 'going on'. Nontheless I think this month can be pretty intense, we're only one week into it and there's already been a lot of hard days for me.
Wow, was the last post really so many hours ago?! Hi Harmony Hut. Not feeling so huggy today
but... :hug: Have actually had people hatin' on M L P for weird reasons
I just don't get it. :no: These last months I've certainly had to face the fact that MJ fans are not the idealized group of love-doveys I somehow pretended we were. MJ fans are just people... with all the lack of forgiveness, snap judgements, ignorance, hatred, need to put everything into black or white with no in-between, inability to freakin' READ, on and on... just like everyone else in the world. It's one thing if MJ-haters talk ish, but when
fans do, that really hurts
So sorry to hear that, please don't let it get to you! :better: I'm often making the same 'mistake' as well, thinking that MJ fans know better, that we're all the same and have the same understanding because in the end we all focus on that one personality....it's hard to realize that we're all just human indeed. But at the same time it's all normal I guess, though that doesn't give people the rights to hate on things like the MLP...what the?! :no:
And my song is exactly about someone dead, whispering something. In fact, I'm starting to cry just as I type this. I literally recorded something in my song that was fitting to what he was describing there, singing it himself.
Aw, that's great!
Those little realization-happy-ohmygod moments are really awesome when something like that happens.
This is just something small but when it happened I thought: I have to tell the girls in the Harmony Hut this.
Hehe, cute 'coincidences'!
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Hmm I had a weird evening yesterday - had a night out with my classmates (it's the last day so my 'schoolhood' is now officially over) and some things happened which made me sad and realize that I'm so different than people my age. You know, alcohol/flirting/partying...I'd rather sit on my couch watching a nice movie with friends or something, I do like to party but it's just....well, let's say I can totally relate to Michael on how he felt on that subject. So I was in the train home at midnight and I just started crying. Thinking of Michael at that point also, and then I felt this strange loneliness coming over me, which didn't feel like
myself. :mello: Watching out of the train windows was really intense....maybe because it was midnight? So when I was home I laid down in bed, looking to the moon through the window, kind of 'begging' Michael for some answers on why/what etc, just personal stuff, and I hoped something would come clear through my dreams. Well...guess what, I woke up, remembering NOTHING. That never happens to me, I always remember things. Ah well....I guess Mikey wasn't feeling for it, LOL. And maybe I was asking too much as I was already feeling quite connected when I wasn't asleep yet. It's confusing me though. The whole vibe is just changing lately. I miss him. :sigh:
So, not much to add here...blabbing once again.
Anyone up for a little group meditation, before it's the 25th already?
Much love & hugs to y'all who need it! :huggy:
