Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[Bee]

That is a very beautiful drawing

I cant draw great for the life of me!

I really dig that drawing, Mrs. Music.

Aw, thanks you two! :huggy:

Whoa , now there's an interesting one. I've often thought of things like this. If there's no time really, then one might view a moment in life after death or in a dream 15 years before or after and sort of blip around, right? So when you get those weird feelings like you just got sucked into a time warp, maybe it's because you are looking at yourself from some other moment. So what if you felt a weird deja vu that day years ago because you thought of that moment again right now :lol: It's the kind of thing in a time travel film that would drive you crazy. Just earlier I got this weird craving to see something from the movie Spaceballs (hadn't seen that for years) and I watched this scene, which reminds me of what I just typed (oooo, spooky)... They're trying to find some other characters in the same film by looking at a videotape of the movie they're trapped in :lol:

Hahah, yeah how cool would that be to just be able to really see. Like in that movie that I saw, but then being able to go back or instead of forward. Would be hella confusing, but I just can't stand not knowing now anymore what I felt that day. :doh: :lol:

Never seen that Spaceballs movie, hehe...guess I'm too European to know about it? But it looks kinda funny!

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So I had this weeeeeeird dream tonight...can't really remember anything while I woke up like 5 mins ago. First of all I was chilling in this bay and then I met a guy who said he could swim with orca's. Next thing I knew we were in my old garden, and then suddenly back in the water. (I could kinda 'walk' on the water?) It was very dark water, but there was this orca and then he got on it and went swimming along with him. :scratch:I felt it was all a bit in my past, as after that I went into a boat that I 'had been in back in the days'. There was a whole family that basically lived on that boat everday. Then it got back to the orca again, it was nighttime and I was chilling in the bay again and that guy showed up again, I now noticed he was obviously homeless and slept on the floor, but it looked like it was okay. I wouldn't have to feel guilty, 'cause he was 'one with the nature' this way or so. I guess that was all. :mello: Can't really make anything out of it, but it was really vivid so figured I'd share....maybe you guys know what it can mean to dream about riding an orca, LOL.


Time for me to work, 10 hours long...hurray! Laterrrrrrrrrr. :flowers: :heart:

 

[Mundy]

Hi

Mrs.Music, cool drawing! I spent ages looking at it trying to find all the song titles and little details

mjbunny In my meditation it was gold sparkles/dust.

Great poem Zenab. Thanks for sharing

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Nothing new from me. It has been a slow week :sigh: I did have an idea for recording in decent quality seeing as the place I was going to go closed down but I don't have time to try it out now. It will be Monday before I get to test it out. Hopefully it will work. If it does, I'll upload new versions of my Michael inspired songs

Love to everyone :heart:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Hi

Mrs.Music, cool drawing! I spent ages looking at it trying to find all the song titles and little details

mjbunny In my meditation it was gold sparkles/dust.

Great poem Zenab. Thanks for sharing

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Nothing new from me. It has been a slow week :sigh: I did have an idea for recording in decent quality seeing as the place I was going to go closed down but I don't have time to try it out now. It will be Monday before I get to test it out. Hopefully it will work. If it does, I'll upload new versions of my Michael inspired songs

Love to everyone :heart:

Cool, can't wait to hear. :wild: Everytime someone here wrote something new and puts it up, I immediately run to hear it. Kind of cool, just in this thread alone are so many gems... poems, drawings and music.
This has got to be one of the best threads in the whole forum...

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

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Think I'm gonna get it placed in my neck. Btw, you can read sheet music right? Does my drawing of it actually means something?
(I know the key isn't right but thought it was nice like this.) Not that I get a tattoo placed that is just simply 'looking like'...LMAO.:lol:
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Sorry I didn't come back earlier...I was just looking through the sheet music of "Dangerous".
Here's a link to an arrangement, someone else did. It's not in the original key though, in which Michael wrote it.
http://www.scribd.com/doc/19231713/Michael-Jackson-Will-you-be-there-Piano-Sheets

This is become a longer posting, but oh well...if I were to get a tattoo though (and that's just me personally speaking, other people might think differently), I would get it in the key that Michael wrote it in. He wrote the song in D Major.
http://www.musicnotes.com/sheetmusic/mtd.asp?ppn=mn0041796

I'm personally attached to certain keys and my screen name actually has something to do with this song. He uses modulations on this song, meaning he is shifting from one key into another, higher. I think there are something like 3 modulations in this song.
He does the same in Earth Song. He is the only artist that can somehow get away with it, without the song becoming an 80ies fossil.

He goes through keys in Will you be there, left and right, as if it's a walk in the park.

Is there a certain part of the song you're thinking about?
Here's the beginning of the vocals.

Let me know if there is a certain line that you want, certain lyrics, I'll upload the exact part for you in another snapshot, if you'd like. :yes:

 

[Mundy]

Cool, can't wait to hear. :wild: Everytime someone here wrote something new and puts it up, I immediately run to hear it. Kind of cool, just in this thread alone are so many gems... poems, drawings and music.
This has got to be one of the best threads in the whole forum...

Yeah I love when a link is posted to new songs, poems, drawings, videos, any form of creativity really. It's nice to hear/see how people are inspired.

ps. 3rd place is catching up on MLP http://tweeter.faxo.com/Best_Forum_Message_Board_or_Blog/2010/05

 

[Flor]

Hello people!!! How are you? Hope everybody is enjoying their day :flower:

I've a lot to catch up , but first wanted to say Hi! so , now back to finish reading the thread...

 

[Flor]

Well, I think today might be the start of something real damn good! I got an e-mail from Sesame Street in New York City, that they think my talents and interest fit a dream of theirs to turn some of their traditionally-painted book art into interactive stories or games for children. They would love me to experiment with their artwork and see what new ways I might envision as a way to "animate" this art. :bugeyed :wild::clapping:

I'm reading this a little late , but anyway , I'm happy for your Mrs.Music "interactive stories" ,that sounds so cool! and in NYC !!!

Zenab Love your poem , thanks for sharing!

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The website is finally up there, so take a look if you want!
http://www.healtheworldforchildren.org/]

The site looks great! I like the org logo :angel:
Landed in your page through the site and you are really talented Bianca! Your work is amazing and inspiring :heart:

Also, I was droodling a bit today...just drawing, trying to design a tattoo, and then I started drawing an A4 paper full of Michael stuff, in the end I thought it turned out pretty funny so I figured I'd scan it in!

Cool! I draw stuff like that in my notebook while I'm supposed to be paying attention in class :blush:

At the same time as I was reading the notes, I heard it flowing.
I noticed that while dreaming how different things can be over there- I wasn't limited by my eyes. The piece was something like a 6 part harmony, quite dense- but yet I could just look at it all at once and sort of grasp and understand it all at once. And while grasping it all it once, I was hearing it at the same time.
It was a choral piece, BEAUTIFUL. When they say you hear the angels sing, they are not kidding.

Aww that sounds beautiful , Michael singing with angels :wub:

http://www.etsy.com/listing/43236200/saint-michael-jackson-prayer-candle

Amen and Shamone :lol: Great one!

 

[Bee]

Sorry I didn't come back earlier...I was just looking through the sheet music of "Dangerous".
Here's a link to an arrangement, someone else did. It's not in the original key though, in which Michael wrote it.
http://www.scribd.com/doc/19231713/Michael-Jackson-Will-you-be-there-Piano-Sheets

This is become a longer posting, but oh well...if I were to get a tattoo though (and that's just me personally speaking, other people might think differently), I would get it in the key that Michael wrote it in. He wrote the song in D Major.
http://www.musicnotes.com/sheetmusic/mtd.asp?ppn=mn0041796

I'm personally attached to certain keys and my screen name actually has something to do with this song. He uses modulations on this song, meaning he is shifting from one key into another, higher. I think there are something like 3 modulations in this song.
He does the same in Earth Song. He is the only artist that can somehow get away with it, without the song becoming an 80ies fossil.

He goes through keys in Will you be there, left and right, as if it's a walk in the park.

Is there a certain part of the song you're thinking about?
Here's the beginning of the vocals.

Let me know if there is a certain line that you want, certain lyrics, I'll upload the exact part for you in another snapshot, if you'd like. :yes:

Gosh, there's so much to learn from his sheet music alone....such a shame that I can't read it and never learned it in school or anything. It looks so difficult, LOL. :doh: I really lack all this knowledge on theory about music. Should try to dig into it sometime soon.

In my drawing I have picked the exact part 'Will You Be There', those 4 words, I think. (Don't tell me it's actually the other line.) Dunnow anymore where exactly I downloaded that sheet music, but this is what I copied from it and squeezed a bit together as you can see.

Do you know if this and my drawed tattoo are similar? Does it still 'mean' those notes? And can you see from this if that's really Michael's arrangement? Don't wanna be walking around with a meaningless tattoo like forever, LOL! That would be so laaaame.

Thanks so much for all the info! :clapping:

Mrs.Music, cool drawing! I spent ages looking at it trying to find all the song titles and little details

Nothing new from me. It has been a slow week :sigh: I did have an idea for recording in decent quality seeing as the place I was going to go closed down but I don't have time to try it out now. It will be Monday before I get to test it out. Hopefully it will work. If it does, I'll upload new versions of my Michael inspired songs

Thanks girl! LOL yeah there's a lot of details in there. :lol: Good luck with recording, can't wait to hear those Michael inspired songs. Yay.

I'm reading this a little late , but anyway , I'm happy for your Mrs.Music "interactive stories" ,that sounds so cool! and in NYC !!!

The site looks great! I like the org logo :angel:
Landed in your page through the site and you are really talented Bianca! Your work is amazing and inspiring :heart:

Cool! I draw stuff like that in my notebook while I'm supposed to be paying attention in class :blush:

Oooh you're too sweet, thanks for all the compliments! :blush: :huggy:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Gosh, there's so much to learn from his sheet music alone....such a shame that I can't read it and never learned it in school or anything. It looks so difficult, LOL. :doh: I really lack all this knowledge on theory about music. Should try to dig into it sometime soon.

In my drawing I have picked the exact part 'Will You Be There', those 4 words, I think. Don't know where I downloaded that sheet music anymore, but this is what I copied and squeezed a bit together as you can see.

Do you know if this and my drawed tattoo are similar? Does it still 'mean' those notes? And can you see from this if that's really Michael's arrangement? Don't wanna be walking around with a meaningless tattoo like forever, LOL! That would be so laaaame.

Thanks so much for all the info! :clapping:

Okay, you literally want the four words he is singing there, correct?
"Will you be theeeeeereeee."

I simply whited out what you don't need (because those notes are just the slight variation to be able to sing " 'cause I'm only human" in the next verse, so you don't need them in the verse where he is singing "will you be there".
You left one note out that ends the phrase- it's not very audible, but he is singing it and it's needed to make sense musically when writing it down.

I also added the key (after all, the song is in D Major, that would be correct from the standpoint of music notation- and looks nice in a tattoo. Those "crosses" there tell you which key the song is in.
A real wise ass would now insist on the signature, the rhythm- but you could leave the whole key and crosses out and really just stick with the notes.
Coming to think of it, I might leave it out because you would run into trouble with counting, because you are using a phrase that starts in the middle of the bar and would have to add "pause" bars to make the whole notation correct again. I'd just stick with the notes.

Okay, my tongue almost broke just reading this.

How about you draw it up again and post that?

I have compared your excerpt and my excerpt- and they are both the OFFICIAL release from the publisher, so if that should be wrong- than everybody studio musician, Michael Jackson and the printer were wrong. So, it's safe to say, it makes sense. I played those few notes and it sounds absolutely correct!

I'm sure Michael is rolling on the floor by now.

 

[8701girl]

Gosh i wish i could read music sheets too. I tried doing it a few yrs ago when i was doing singing lessons, but i just couldnt do it - so i gave up.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Gosh i wish i could read music sheets too. I tried doing it a few yrs ago when i was doing singing lessons, but i just couldnt do it - so i gave up.

You know, it kind of comes along gradually to more you actually make music, once you start trying to read them. I still believe the majority of people could get pretty far if they were taught in a non-intimidating matter.
Do you still sing? Just try again, get yourself sheets from a song you love very much and know very well and just try following along when that song is playing. You'll learn fast.

 

[8701girl]

You know, it kind of comes along gradually to more you actually make music, once you start trying to read them. I still believe the majority of people could get pretty far if they were taught in a non-intimidating matter.
Do you still sing? Just try again, get yourself sheets from a song you love very much and know very well and just try following along when that song is playing. You'll learn fast.

I know only sing when im singing along to michael in the car! LOL

Some of my friends say i have a good voice....but some ppl say i havent. so im totally confused bout that

I dont think i'll try again, it just doesnt feel right anymore now that michael is gone...

 

[amygrace]

Hey loves! Been slow in here. Nothing real interesting to report from me. I just had another dream last night with Michael...again around Thriller era...but it lasted maybe 15 seconds. It was weird though, because it was a repeat dream. I had dreamt the exact same thing a month or...geez I don't even know how long ago. It could have been last year even. I didn't even remember having the dream until I dreamt it again last night. It was where someone was talking about some website that had to do with bringing justice to Tom Sneddon. :scratch:They said the name of the site and what it was for...and then it flashed to an interview of Michael, where he was saying something like "injustices and addictions (?) don't just come in the form of (insert something here I can't remember..I think it was 'abuse') but they also come in the form of (insert something else here I now can't remember...it was very mundane stuff). Then zip - over. I remember trying to figure out in the dream while he was talking...if this was a real interview from the past that had been documented somewhere but the public didn't get to see...or if it was a new interview. But then how could it be new? I was kinda confused. I knew that whatever he was saying though, was going to help awaken people, and ensure Tom got what he deserved and that things were set straight. Odd.


Bianca - weird dream! I'm afraid I'm not help in the deciphering category on that one...did you google the meaning of orcas in dreams?

Mundy - I want to hear more of your stuff!! Hope you get some good recordings soon! I just added your other song to my itunes yesterday...I still really love it. :heart:

Flor - hay girl! :waving:

 

[8701girl]

Hey loves! Been slow in here. Nothing real interesting to report from me. I just had another dream last night with Michael...again around Thriller era...but it lasted maybe 15 seconds. It was weird though, because it was a repeat dream. I had dreamt the exact same thing a month or...geez I don't even know how long ago. It could have been last year even. I didn't even remember having the dream until I dreamt it again last night. It was where someone was talking about some website that had to do with bringing justice to Tom Sneddon. :scratch:They said the name of the site and what it was for...and then it flashed to an interview of Michael, where he was saying something like "injustices and addictions (?) don't just come in the form of (insert something here I can't remember..I think it was 'abuse') but they also come in the form of (insert something else here I now can't remember...it was very mundane stuff). Then zip - over. I remember trying to figure out in the dream while he was talking...if this was a real interview from the past that had been documented somewhere but the public didn't get to see...or if it was a new interview. But then how could it be new? I was kinda confused. I knew that whatever he was saying though, was going to help awaken people, and ensure Tom got what he deserved and that things were set straight. Odd.

Maybe somehow in that dream, u were thinking bout some simialr interview like that and hoping that tom sneddon would get what he deserves.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hello. Wish I could remember my dreams better instead of just short snippets. At least I'm dreaming about Michael again though.

This thread is reminding me how much I really don't know anything about music. :lol:

Taking the day off tomorrow, going in LA area with my family to my grandma's friends' house. Going to have brunch and do some hiking in a beautiful area. It will be nice to have a break. I'm really in need of one right now. Hope everyone's having a nice weekend.

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Inspired by Imagine by John Lennon, Michael's Heal the world and our message of sending out a major love, I wrote this new song today :

HAPPIER
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To some men greed is a succulous
She wasn't even on a runaway train
She foolishly makes them believe that they've conquered and are king
So when the Lord's glory shines in his sun
They argue rather than smell the breeze
Wouldn't you think, just like me, that it would be better if we cut such creed?
Maybe the world will be happier that way
Maybe the world will be happier that way

To some men love is only
What they would love to get
It's nothing to do with building a paragon of a childhood
It's a tragedy for the communities
When no one gives a helping hand
Wouldn't that lady's heart smile if she felt it would all be alright?
Maybe the world will be happier that way
Maybe the world will be happier that way

To some men it's a duty
To grab a gun and begin to fight
It's no composition of good; only of insecurities and pride
Blood is shed and tears are cried
But no one else seems to understand
That they would feel just the same if it was the blood of their love
Let's sit down, re think
Do we really need to go to war?
Maybe the world will be happier that way
Maybe the world will be happier that way

So come and join me
You wished for the same silently
Now don't be afraid to shine in your peaceful fight
Deep inside, you know it's right
Don't be afraid to be a comopolite
Maybe the world will be happier that way
Maybe the world will be happier that way
　
　
　
　
　

 

[Bee]

I'm sure Michael is rolling on the floor by now.

LOL, I bet he is. :lol: Okay so....basically I don't need al those notes that actually make the tattoo look nice? That's what you mean? Crap. Haha, then I'll just leave it like it is now and just have it with the 'cause I'm only human' part as well. I'll add that last note like you said and then I think it's nice. Now I just need to rethink it over, so I won't regret it and come up with something way more cool....(which I probably will :doh and then I'm gonna make an appointment with the tattoo dude. Yaaaaaaay. Thanks for the help!

I just had another dream last night with Michael...again around Thriller era...but it lasted maybe 15 seconds. It was weird though, because it was a repeat dream.

Bianca - weird dream! I'm afraid I'm not help in the deciphering category on that one...did you google the meaning of orcas in dreams?

Weh, how strange! What's up with Tom Sneddon in everybody's dreams lately...? :scratch:Crazy that you've dreamed it before such a while ago.

I did Google about dreaming of orca's and found this: A whale of any sort in your dream is a sign of protection and help and if you see the flukes of his tail you will have much good luck. To dream of an orca, also known as a killer whale, shows the dreamer is not sure of the motives of his/her protector. The 'killer' whale then represents distrust and must be viewed in that light by the dreamer.

Can't really make anything out of it. Hmmm. :mello:

 

[mjbunny]

Hi there, everyone :heart: MJ dreams last night, but just about him, not of him. I can't remember specifics. It was like things written to defend him, people talking about him, etc. I'm still not feeling good. Have to go to the doctor tomorrow (Oh wow, I just realized it's Memorial Day tomorrow in the US, huh?) Aside from being sick, I've been feeling really bummed the last couple of days. Accidentally ran into some sad stuff about last June on youtube. That didn't help matters I have so much stuff I need to do (!) and I can't get any of it done right now and it's all time-sensitive. Ugh uke: And then there's all the other crap between fans that I won't go into (just erased my rant, you're welcome.)

I'm assuming you may have seen the thread that TMZ is reporting that F.L. will supposedly ban fans from the patio of Holly Terrace, as rumors said the other day. I'm not going to say anything about that here, since there's already a whole thread about it that will probably turn into another vicious argument soon enough. :rolleyes2: But anyway, something I've never shared from last summer may be a bit relevant (or not, don't know anymore ). In early August I had wanted to know where MJ (physically) was. I was shown. I asked if it was already known where he would end up being. Yes. I asked if fans would be allowed to visit. "No, not at first. But (maybe/probably/?) eventually." At that I saw a large white marble monument surrounded by deep green grass, flowers around it. There was a low fence of some kind that kept people back several feet on all sides. If there's anything to that, you can deduce the rest. I don't know when that would be, though.

Nice song/poem, Zenab. Have a nice trip, CaptainEOLove. Interesting dreams Amygrace & Mrs Music. Hello to everyone else :hug:

 

[Flor]

Taking the day off tomorrow, going in LA area with my family to my grandma's friends' house. Going to have brunch and do some hiking in a beautiful area. It will be nice to have a break. I'm really in need of one right now. Hope everyone's having a nice weekend.

Enjoy your trip CapEO Have fun!

Inspired by Imagine by John Lennon, Michael's Heal the world and our message of sending out a major love, I wrote this new song today

:clap: Great song Zenab! and Imagine one of my favourites songs ever! , the lyric is so powerful :wub:


mjbunny Hope you feel better soon! And good luck tomorrow with the doctor appointment :hug:



Hope everyone is having a great weekend , I'm off to help my mom finish cooking , see you

 

[darlingdear]

Hay girlies :huggy: :huggy:

mjbunny - sorry to hear you have been sick I hope you feel better soon :huggy:

Mrs.Music - Cool tattoo idea! I like it.

CaptainEoLove85 - Hope you enjoy your trip

Zenab - Wonderful poem! Thanks for sharing :hug:

Haven't been around much, been a slow coupla days. Nothing to report really, MJ was in my dream last night, he was looking at me, while holding a phone. But it was really brief. I dunno, he seems a bit distant atm. Maybe that'll change soon.
The whole F.L thing. I hope something is worked out, that benefits everyone..

I hope everyone is well. :huggy:

:heart: to you all.

 

[mjbunny]

^ Holding a phone. Interesting. Maybe he was trying to 'call' you

How cool is this... other fans actually took like an entire day out of their lives just to translate the 'One in Love: Michael and His Fans" essay into German and Spanish :heart:
http://www.majorloveprayer.org/2010/05/one-in-love-michael-and-his-fans.html

 

[Bee]

Hi there, everyone :heart: MJ dreams last night, but just about him, not of him. I can't remember specifics. It was like things written to defend him, people talking about him, etc. I'm still not feeling good. Have to go to the doctor tomorrow (Oh wow, I just realized it's Memorial Day tomorrow in the US, huh?) Aside from being sick, I've been feeling really bummed the last couple of days.
...
I'm assuming you may have seen the thread that TMZ is reporting that F.L. will supposedly ban fans from the patio of Holly Terrace, as rumors said the other day.

Oooh, so sorry to hear you're still not feeling well! I hope it's nothing really serious as you need to go to the doctor. The crap going on lately isn't really a nice thing to deal with as well indeed....I only read about that Forest Lawn stuff today, but geez....so it's not only about June 25th, but just overall? I read that there were some fans that misbehaved and almost set the place on fire as they burned a candle next to a silk sunflower. Gosh, I don't know what to believe but I wish people could just make good agreements on how everyone needs to behave when visiting. Maybe the guards were a little too comfortable with the montly groups going there and stuff. I dunnow...just hope this doesn't mean we can't get 'close' to Michael anymore. Interesting that you dreamed about that place. I do have a feeling that he might end up somewhere else, just gut-feeling, though. Who knows. (Oh, this is so surreal to talk about.)

Anyhow, wishing you much strength and healthiness girl! Keep the head up. :huggy:

Mrs.Music - Cool tattoo idea! I like it.

Haven't been around much, been a slow coupla days. Nothing to report really, MJ was in my dream last night, he was looking at me, while holding a phone. But it was really brief. I dunno, he seems a bit distant atm. Maybe that'll change soon.

Thanks! Like mjbunny said, a phone often has kind of a deeper meaning in dreams, as far as I know, so that could've been a quite interesting dream if it continued! Maybe the next night you'll get to dream further, haha. Would be cool.

 

[Rockin.]

I hope you don't mind me dropping by. I had a really bad dream about Prince and Paris last night and I can't get it out of my mind. I don't even want to say what happened.. ...I feel terrible even typing these words..but they.. died :bugeyed. It felt like it was an accident, and it was strange because Debbie Rowe was arrested and it was all over the news and the newspapers..it felt like she was wrongly arrested. I don't know where that dream came from.. possibly from reading Michael's 'horror story', I read that in the daytime and then had the dream that night...but I don't know why I dreamt of Debbie being arrested for it, I can't believe I dreamt that, it's so horrible.

 

[8701girl]

I had a dream bout michael too last night, but he didnt talk 2 me or anything. But i think he was talking to someonelse though, he wore a black hat, red shirt, black pants and black sunglasses. But the strange thing is he had like what looked like dirt over his face or could be black skin blotches cuz his skin disorder...i couldnt make out which one it was.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hi all, back from my little trip. It was very nice. I went on this beautiful trail. I've never seen a more beautiful hiking trail. Lots of flowers and butterflies, and it overlooked the ocean. It was really breathtaking, and of course being in nature always reminds me of Michael, knowing how much he loves it.

I hope you don't mind me dropping by. I had a really bad dream about Prince and Paris last night and I can't get it out of my mind. I don't even want to say what happened.. ...I feel terrible even typing these words..but they.. died :bugeyed. It felt like it was an accident, and it was strange because Debbie Rowe was arrested and it was all over the news and the newspapers..it felt like she was wrongly arrested. I don't know where that dream came from.. possibly from reading Michael's 'horror story', I read that in the daytime and then had the dream that night...but I don't know why I dreamt of Debbie being arrested for it, I can't believe I dreamt that, it's so horrible.

Oh sorry to hear you had that dream.

Also that doesn't sound too good about Forest Lawn. Hadn't heard about that. There really should be a place where fans can go to be close to Michael. Hopefully those rumors aren't true.

 

[xo_lola_xo]

I hope you don't mind me dropping by. I had a really bad dream about Prince and Paris last night and I can't get it out of my mind. I don't even want to say what happened.. ...I feel terrible even typing these words..but they.. died :bugeyed. It felt like it was an accident, and it was strange because Debbie Rowe was arrested and it was all over the news and the newspapers..it felt like she was wrongly arrested. I don't know where that dream came from.. possibly from reading Michael's 'horror story', I read that in the daytime and then had the dream that night...but I don't know why I dreamt of Debbie being arrested for it, I can't believe I dreamt that, it's so horrible.

Oh my God.

I'm so sorry to hear that honey. :hug:

I pray the dream means nothing bad. :angel:

Guys, I'm feeling bad lately. I feel like Michael is angry at me - because I'm not doing enough for him...and because some fans say things like I'm blaming him. :no: It makes me feel awful. I haven't seen him in my dreams lately, even after I cried so hard and said "You said you are drawn to people by need and now I need you." I don't know - maybe he has came to me in dreams but I don't remember it.:doh:

Also, I tried meditating and I got nowhere. And I know that in our last meditation he said such beautiful things about love but when he refers to us and talks about love, I don't know if he's including me.

He's my idol, I care about him, I don't want him to be angry at me or stop loving me.

 

[darlingdear]

Rockin. - Wow, that sounds like such a horrible dream. I have had a similar one where Prince and Paris died. Needless to say it made me feel very weird afterwards . I'm sorry you had such a horrible dream :huggy:

Zenab - :hug: :heart: Michael wouldn't be angry with you & he would never stop loving you. I am sure you are doing everything you can to help him.
I'm sure Michael will come to you very soon, Zenab, don't worry. I know what you mean about the meditation, I didn't see any of the stuff the girls saw, that's why I hope I too am included in the things he talked about in the meditation last week..But then I think surely we are, Zenab? Why would Michael not want us to be a part of it too, with the rest of the girlies? I hope we are.

I had such a weird night sleep last night, random bits of dreams here and there. One interesting thing was I was at an MJ concert..and I was sitting on someones shoulders, and the bodyguards came over and picked me to be the girl to go on stage. But I never got to see MJ. It stopped after that, so annoying :lol:

:heart: to you all.

 

[mjbunny]

Hi everyone :heart: Have to leave in just a bit, but wanted to check the Hut first

8701Girl - Yikes, that's a scary dream :hug:

CaptainEOLove - That trail sounds really cool. Even butterflies

Zenab - Oh :hug: I don't think he's over there getting angry at people who love him. I don't know who says you're blaming him for what, but I'm guessing it's in certain threads I avoid like the plague? People are being very judgmental and pointing their fingers seems to be the thing to do. No matter what you say it seems that someone is there to take one sentence out of context and attack you with it :no: Just consider that NO ONE really KNOWS what all has happened because just like you, they weren't there. It's all conjecture and opinion. We're all wading through a ton of questions and frustrations and Michael's got to know that, especially from his vantage point. And as for doing something for him... maybe the time to do something isn't today, but next week or next month. You'll know when the time comes because it will feel right to do what you're doing.
Since MLP he seems to be farther 'away' (for lack of a better word) or maybe busy on something, so it's not just you feeling more 'alone'. I've been very sad the past couple of days and I haven't had Michael really in a dream (other than watching what is more like a tape playing, not really real) for some time now. I've been trying not to be too whiny, but deep inside I've been kind of begging to see him in a dream the past few days as well. :rolleyes2: But last night when feeling especially whiny I tried to remember and focus on what he told me in the meditation last time... none of us are ever alone, we are never separate, even when it feels like it. There is always love there for us. We are the only ones creating the illusion of separation from that love. And maybe sometimes we have to go through that to remember that we have it to go back to. Does that make sense? Something I noticed a month or so ago is that feeling guilty is one way to really make yourself feel apart. Instead, try to focus on a positive connection, like the joy you've always felt with Michael. :angel: Here's something to watch, too ... the vid posted "All Is Full of Love" on MLP: http://www.majorloveprayer.org (top post). The lyrics (by Bjork) are:

You'll be given love - You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love - You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources - You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions - You are staring at

Twist your head around - It's all around you
All is full of love - All around you

All is full of love -You just ain't receiving
All is full of love - Your phone is off the hook
All is full of love - Your doors are all shut
All is full of love! :heart:

Darlingdear - Right, we're all part of the girlies :lol: I also had sucky sleep last night. Woke up several times, always trying to see Michael somehow, but he was never there. Gotta get my darned brain to quit trying so hard :doh:

Ok, off to the doctor, bleh. See you all later (I hope, lol)...

 

[Mundy]

Guys, I'm feeling bad lately. I feel like Michael is angry at me - because I'm not doing enough for him...and because some fans say things like I'm blaming him. :no: It makes me feel awful. I haven't seen him in my dreams lately, even after I cried so hard and said "You said you are drawn to people by need and now I need you." I don't know - maybe he has came to me in dreams but I don't remember it.:doh:

Also, I tried meditating and I got nowhere. And I know that in our last meditation he said such beautiful things about love but when he refers to us and talks about love, I don't know if he's including me.

He's my idol, I care about him, I don't want him to be angry at me or stop loving me.

Zenab, please don't listen to people who say things like that. You know how you feel, don't let other people's opinions make you doubt yourself :huggy:

I don't think Michael picks and chooses people to include, I think he is glad for anyone who decides to join him. If you don't feel included, maybe it's because other people's opinions are messing with your head, not Michael's feelings towards you.

If he was disappointed in someone, he wouldn't turn his back on them. He would give them even more love because he knows love is the answer



Mjbunny, I hope you're feeling better soon :better:


I have more to reply to but have to go. I'll be back in a while to catch up properly.

L:heart:VE to everyone :group:

 

[8701girl]

8701Girl - Yikes, that's a scary dream :hug:

Yes it was a scary dream! i still cant figure out what it meant. I just hope i dont have a similar dream like that tonite