So, MLP for me began with the big rush of everyone joining. I could feel a sense of presence with me almost all the time. I was sitting on the bed, legs crossed, palms up (like usual) and my hands just started tingling. Then I started thinking of love and just began crying. I said, "It's time, everyone" in my mind and we all reached to each other. I really had a sense of others this time, almost like people were right next to me. It was quite peaceful, actually. We were sort of telling everyone "I love you". At one point I saw us all connected, like each person was a red heart-shape and the hearts formed like a grid across the planet, like a heart net. Also saw Earth from space that toward the end was glowing in a deep green light and then that changed to a pink heart around the planet. I realized "healing" was an important word. I said it a lot. And I thought a lot about the children. I saw kids of all races, all continents and sent the energy to them and also those around, saying, "Love your children. Love our children." My hands were quite warm by this point, almost hot and tingling still. I spent more time with all this than it sounds like here, you know, lol.
I became aware of a woman crying. I looked over to her. She was in her 30's (?), brown hair. She was crying over Michael. I went to her and said, "Michael's still here. He's not gone. He's with us always." She cried out, "But I can't see him!" Then I felt Michael walking past me toward her. He looked like from the '96 WMAs, in white like for Earth Song. He knelt in front of her and then she saw him and hugged him :hug: That's when I asked that everyone who really needs to feel him will be able to, to know he's alright.
After that... I can't remember what happened in what order. I thought of that Buddhist compassion meditation where you see the people you "hate" or are enemies and send them love. My first thought was Diane Dimond, lol. I told her that she's part of love too, even if she doesn't realize it. Then I saw Sneddon. Who'da thunk. Talk about a hard person to send any love to, oh boy. Then after him Murray. Then suddenly my right hand started to shake. I mean SHAKE. I opened my eyes to look, thinking I was imagining it, but no. My hand was just shaking. WEIRD.
I guess it was next then that I knew people had gathered in smaller groups, but somehow still all with Michael and we all had little hearts that rose into the air. This turned into a worldwide barage of heart-shaped energy confetti :lol: It was just hearts floating everywhere in the air, just everywhere, like a ticker-tape parade. The hearts went into everything they touched, so if a floaty heart hit a guy in the head it was kind of absorbed by his head (I guess). Then I thanked everyone, Michael, God, the Earth for sustaining us, everyone who participated and wished everyone well. I think those were the main points
Oh, and I was very thankful to Michael for giving us love and for bringing everyone together like this.
P.S. I think this was the first MLP I didn't feel that sense of
having to feel Michael or see him. I was quite relaxed with that, especially after our talk the other day in our cake-fight meditation. He's with us and I knew that, so I wasn't so focused on him
