OMG have I had the weirdest morning/afternoon. :mello: How are all of you today? :hug:
When I post things I always think they sound crazy and people will just be thinking "Yeah right"
but I never think that about anyone elses posts. I don't feel like anyone has any reason to lie. These are just the things we see. I suppose it's a bit harder for those of us who aren't doing it long to distinguish between what we're making up and what we're actually seeing so it's important to try to trust ourselves and have faith that we will eventually just "know".
I was thinking about buying a bioresonant shirt (or chakra shirt) to use when I'm meditating. Does anyone have one?
Interested now too to see if that clock in a bathroom thing pans out, lol. The part about everyone thinking their post sounds nuts, but not thinking that about others' posts... right on. Yep. And sometimes it's those crazy things that turn out to be the important info for someone else
Don't know anything about chakra shirts .... :scratch:
Mundy you mentioned you saw a fedora shape, on the side. I saw this too towards the end of the MLP..but wasn't sure if it was my mind just conjuring up a random thing..
Interesting meditation you had earlier. And about the fedora... lol, I saw one too, but very early this morning!
Ok, I don't know what's up, but I've had a weirdddd day. I couldn't sleep at all, despite being tired, so finally went to bed around 7am. I lay there awake for quite a while. At one point I closed my eyes and saw all those moving kalaidascope colors like I haven't seen for a while. After a minute or so they formed into the image of shoulders, head and
fedora, lolol. I was like... no way!
When I finally fell asleep it wasn't long (maybe an hour?) before I was awakened by a BREEZE/WIND across my face. I felt this physically and it woke me up! Thing is... there's no way for this to happen. The window was closed. As I woke up someone told me in a dream, "That's
Michael!", referring to the breeze, like he did this a lot, lol, so I woke saying, "Michael?!":wild: But the breeze was gone. This was seriously weird because there's no way to get a breeze in a room with the door and window closed. Did I dream it? I swear it felt completely real and that's why it woke me up. Whoa.
So then, after a long time awake again I went into a dream about Michael that I can't remember
doh: aghghgh!). I was awakened this time by seeing (in some in-between stage of sleep/awake) a golden light that was like one of the seeds from the Tree of Souls in Avatar... those floating white seeds, but this one was glowing with gold light. And this was Michael again somehow. And he was floating down to me on my bed. Ohhhh! So I woke up again, lol.
Again I awake for a time and then fell back asleep and dreamed that I was at Neverland. It was present day and I was very sad, thinking it doesn't matter... not like Michael will come by
A group of us had been promised a tour, but ended up in the theater watching some wonderful home movies and I was disappointed I never got to see much more of the ranch. I was finally realizing that feeling that Michael was here, he was here and now I'm here, realizing how special being there was and I really wanted to go through the house more. The home movies we were watching mostly consisted of people showing or telling stories about how strange Michael was in little ways, lol. Great footage of him, though :lol: Like, he supposedly had to do some dance move on stairs anytime he'd walk up/down stairs because of some superstition, lol. That's the main one I can remember. Then other random things like ways he'd eat certain foods or things about numbers. But then...
I woke up because I felt the
bed move. It felt 100% exactly like when I'm still sleeping and my husband comes home and lies down on his side. The bed
moved. So I assumed it must've been late and that he was home already, but when I opened my eyes.... you guessed it... no one was there (that I could
see, anyway, lol). Then I was lying there soooo tired, wondering if I'm going crazy :lol:
Fell back asleep and dreamed of wandering through a hospital and then running a moving company ('removals' for UK folks), packing up huge boxes and stuff of someone else's. Upstairs were computers that belonged to Amygrace and there was one particularly naughty gif of Michael and my husband wanted to see what the big deal was (since all the girls had been talking about it), but seems that Amy had removed it from her website and now it was stored on this giant printer/harddrive contraption that I could only access with a USB stick programmed with a security code. That's SOME naughty gif there, Amy! :naughty: :hysterical:
I just wish I could remember more of the dreams from earlier. It's like I know on some level that they were important, but they're just gone. And today I walked into the living room and saw pics of Michael and feel all shy for some reason, like we'd really talked recently :lol: :blush: Or like he was blowing on my face while I'm sleeping? :lmao: