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Michael was in a hotel near my school for 2-3 days several years back.
I never knew until later.
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I never knew until later.
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I wonder those things too. (What the heck... my random mp3 player just played State of Shock for the 2nd time in 5 minutes. What the heck? LOL. "You know I really love you, baby!"... Anyway...) Wow, you guys. I didn't want to say anything before, but for me it's kind of been like that since maybe the 10th-12th like Asedora said? Earlier this month I was sooooooo sad. I woke up the morning of March 3rd so sad it hurt like it was August or something. I mean just PAIN. And I felt so alone at the same time. It was awful. But then after that... energy changed. Especially the last few days, yes:angel:I just cried a bit when I read each person saying one after the other "me too". Oh, Michael :heart:I just LOVE how we all seem to go through these waves together... of feeling Michael around or feeling like he's far. It's very interesting. Confirms that we are tuned in well to his energy. Wonder what he's up to lately...
LOL. That's like in Feb 1994. MJ went to Denver for the court appearance (the chick who claimed he stole Dangerous). Well, I was an adult by then and had a car of my own and such. Could've skipped out on work, and driven up to Denver, but by the time I heard about it he'd left. I think he was only there for a day. I was like: :doh:Michael was in a hotel near my school for 2-3 days several years back. I never knew until later. :lol:
A car with a lot of fur :hysterical: OMG, that cracked me up something bad. :lmao: I've dreamed of LaToya several times and she's always been so nice in my dreams.I dreamt of Michael one night ago...
The last night dreamt of La Toya again. Like she visited our country.. She received a gift: car decorated with a lot of fur ( light colors ). And like I sensed her on distance, she was humble and very sweet. For some time she sat in one house alone and I thought to go there and to give her a hug, like I knew it would help her have peace... But I was not sure to go there or not? And when I came I was told she left, at evening ( 6 o'clock or 8? )
Well, good. Glad my little moment of joy so long ago made you guys smile, lol. It's crazy to think about, really. i just realized last month that this means MJ and I were on the SAME ROAD for probably quite some time after that and before that, lolol. Never thought of it like that before. I wonder where he was heading, where he went that day. :wub:mjbunny - :lol: your story made me laugh. The bit with the limo. I totally would of shrieked and been like :wild:
So cool you got to see him in concert too :wub:
3 years and 2 days after your concert I was booorn Dangerous Era baby :lol:
It's cool you all seem to feel Michael around you. I'm not sure if I feel him I have felt some things...but I dunno. My heart got a little warm yesterday, when I was talking to him, similar to what I got when watching TII and at the exhibition.
I had an urge today to reinstate my posters of MJ on my walls - I took down after decorating - I'm glad they are back up
I spoke to Michael in my mind again yesterday, asking him questions. Then I had a weird dream that MJ was on a computer, but his bodyguard wouldn't let me near him, but he looked pretty concerned/transfixed with the screen. But I couldn't even get near him. Sigh.
Love to all :heart:
Darlingdear, that warmth you're talking about... I have had warmth somuch the last few days. There have been times I've felt like someone radiating warmth was standing here beside me and other times I felt like a warm hand just stayed on my arm here at the computer for several minutes at a time. For me this warmth was something I'd felt before in connection with Michael, usually for me around my shoulder and right ear. Just thought I'd mention it. :angel:
For some reason I feel very depressed today. It gets worse I wish I could stop it somehow and move ahead but I cannot yet.
Today was the first day here where we could walk outside without wintercoats and sit outside in the sun. And that alllllll made me think of June....how did it go so fast?! It's so surreal. (Hey there's the word again....*sigh*.) Especially knowing it really is gonna mark a year soon. No words. Just none.I cannot believe that it will be one year so soon. It still feels like yesterday.
Today was the first day here where we could walk outside without wintercoats and sit outside in the sun. And that alllllll made me think of June....how did it go so fast?! It's so surreal. (Hey there's the word again....*sigh*.) Especially knowing it really is gonna mark a year soon. No words. Just none.
I'm really having trouble with 'time' and how fast it passes lately....strange, wonder why that is.
One year anniversary since he passed is coming soon. I am not expecting things to be any better. I cannot believe that it will be one year so soon. It still feels like yesterday.
Today was the first day here where we could walk outside without wintercoats and sit outside in the sun. And that alllllll made me think of June....how did it go so fast?! It's so surreal. (Hey there's the word again....*sigh*.) Especially knowing it really is gonna mark a year soon. No words. Just none.
I'm really having trouble with 'time' and how fast it passes lately....strange, wonder why that is.
I think that says it all Back to the 'time stopped' thing.I just said that to my mother today! I can't believe we're in March, I'm still lost in June I think..
I know what you both mean. The past few days when I've been sitting on the train, I just get so shocked that June is almost here. I can't believe it :no: It's gone by so quickly and all I've done since June is think of Michael every single day. I wish he would come back ray:
June 25th is gonna be such an immensely difficult day for everyone
I just can't believe it's nearly been a year.
I know what you mean about time passing by so quickly!! I just said that to my mother today! I can't believe we're in March, I'm still lost in June I think..
^ Me too. Just soooooo IN LOVE with him. Like today, I'm just too in love to really be sad. And that feels nicer than being sad, for certain :heart:
Same here :wub:DanceOfZenab1994 said:I feel tuned in with Michael as in I feel him so close and I love him so so so much and that love is just burning in me lately.
At times like this, when we feel him close, I wish we all could get together and stargaze or something while thinking of Michael. That would be so neat.
I know guys, I know....
Here's something to 'cheer you up'....I was seeing some lovely MJ pics and thought 'oh boy I love you so' and then it went like '...never ever ever ever gonna let you goooo'. And I thought, wow that's an old song...so I looked it up...turned out it's by Janet and Shaggy! Didn't even know it was by Janet! Looool! :lol:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4ddm5jKtf8
Good ol' times.
Hugs to everyone :huggy: I can't believe it's almost been a year either. I feel like Michael died just yesterday...it's so weird. Not a day has gone by that I've not thought of him...and I don't think I'll ever have a day when I don't think about him.
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That´s exactly how I feel too!!!!!! I am feeling sooooo in love! Wooooooow :heart:^ Me too. Just soooooo IN LOVE with him. Like today, I'm just too in love to really be sad. And that feels nicer than being sad, for certain :heart: