Isn't it supposed to be getting easier?

[Autumn II]

It's not getting easier for me yet, either, but I DO expect that it will. We don't have the closure of the memorial yet, and the grief is still very acute. I found this website that might (maybe?) help? It's about "coping with grief," in the Support Forum. Check it out? Take care of yourselves, please. Especially try not to drink too much, and things like that. Just makes you feel worse, all-in-all.

Check this out:

http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?p=1991348#post1991348