If Michael Was Reading This Thread...What would you say?

No doubt Mr.Michael Jackson knew what that felt like..!
:heart:Michael... last night, for a moment, something reached down to my heart and with my whole body i comprehended something. for that moment i felt being You:"MISUNDERSTOOD" :(

that really hurts, man. u know that. :cry:
it stabbed me sharp right through my heart and was plunged deeper as i more realized... i am judged wrongly.

but i explained and i think she understood but i don't think she will know the scar; left on my body and will remain forever.






i love ?You .. for i know You understand me, love.
i know it in my heart. and i can see it. and i understand ?You.
never were given a chance, so who can prove me wrong?












the ?L.O.V.E.?that you spread all over the world,
Now... back to Thee
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Michael

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:heart:Michael ... at the end of the day, when it's all dark outside and i am in my bedroom getting ready to sleep, there is ONLY You there my love... every night, it was, is, and will always be ONLY You there for me in the end...
You are the only one. thank You for You "ARE" ... please never leave me :pray:






the ?L.O.V.E.?that you spread all over the world,
Now... back to Thee
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:heart:Michael
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:heart:Michael I'm so lonely without You. please love me even though You may never tell me. all i need.... my peace is that You know i love You and i know You love me...... i know You understand , never judge & You are the only one who can love me in that true special rare heartfelt pure way of "Best of Joy" ... ??

:wub: You are the only one around...









please :pray:












the ?L.O.V.E.?that you spread all over the world,
Now... back to Thee
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:heart:Michael
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Thank you for coming into my dream last week and giving me that feeling of having you around still.. It wasn't nice to wake up to reality. :(
 
Michael, it's almost 2 years since you transitioned, but it feels like yesterday. So much has happened, but yet it feels like nothing has changed. I've learned so much about who you are and I feel your spirit around. I mourn the loss of the wonderful human being that you were, but also am grateful that you are not suffering in the pain of this world. I know you gave so much of yourself while here on Earth, but I also know you are doing so much more now to help humanity. You are my inspiration every day. You inspire me to be the best that I can be. You inspire me to dedicate my life to service to humanity and the greater good. You encouraged me to look at the man in the mirror and make that change. I miss you, grieve for you, am inspired by you and love you. Love you more. :wub::angel:
 

My dearest Michael... :give_rose: :give_heart: :hug:


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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, not self-seeking, not easily angered, not hatred. Love does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoice with the truth. All suffers, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Page 167 - book "A Walk To Remember" - Nicholas Sparks

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I can sing a song for you? :blushing: :heart: Ok ... I'll be here thinking of you and singing to you one of their songs that is my favorite:

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:heart:Michael...

if my heart ever stopped beating, it doesn't mean that it has stopped loving You. it doesn't mean that You no longer are there. NEVER. You are always in my heart and You are always safe there till the end of time, eternity or whatever it is and whenever it is.

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so if i think i stop my heart, it doesn't mean that i wanna kill You off or get rid of You honey. and because it is awfully broken and shattered into pieces by God, it sure does not love You less.


so Never doubt it my love: i love You UNconditionally forever more whether my heart is beating or it has stopped.
simply... as long as there is "ME"... i have L.O.V.E. in my heart for You.


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the ?L.O.V.E.?that you spread all over the world,
Now... back to Thee
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:heart:Michael
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Lost in the ocean of ...


lost in the ocean of unknown,
swimming there all alone
sinking down deeper as time roll
the more i try, the lower i go
waves of questions beset me one by one
and seize my very peace of mind
searching for an answer, a sign from You
but anywhere i turn
i see nothing but blue


drowning, i am going down
dying, i have fallen down

will You take my hand and pull me up?
will You find me one day and save my life?


but You sure do not have to :heart:
Michael
You do not even have to know
You may not even see
for it was not You
who pushed me down into this
violent ocean of unknown
which some people call "Truth of life"

Truth of life, beyond my ken
and beyond my wisdom.



... :pray: ...







the ?L.O.V.E.?that you spread all over the world,
Now... back to Thee
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:heart:Michael
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The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fits perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me 'till the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.


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That's all I really wanted to say... :cry:
 
:heart:Michael.....
You may look down honey
and smile at us
at our never-ending tears
at our broken hearts
whispering "I miss You"
it's all for we are loving You
so deeply, unconditionally forever more
and You are a loss that can't be replaced.
so we'll be forever mourning
crying, and missing...
but it's all for love - M.I.C.H.A.E.L.

SMILE :)





the ?L.O.V.E.?that you spread all over the world,
Now... back to Thee
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Michael

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Dedicated to :heart:Michael ...... from my very heart, mind and soul:

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there are million words in my mind
so eager to be told
wishing to get outta there
and so need to be heard
by someone that is You


there are feelings in my heart
so eager to be shown
can't stay there no longer
and so need to be felt
by someone that is You



oh :heart:
Michael
You don't know how much i have wanted and yearned
to tell You how i deeply feel inside
and that i love You till the end of the time
You should know that, my love
to show You how i really care for You
so unconditional
and that to You i have devoted my life
I need to show You my love


oh :heart:
Michael
You don't know how long i have waited and longed
to hold Your hand and hug You tight
and be wrapped in Your most lovely arms
to caresses You so soft and stare into Your eyes
and let me drift away and go lost
into Your world of magic
and kindest love


Yeah...
how long i had waited
how much i had wanted



You don't know about none
for i was to tell You tonight
but "tonight" never came for me
something got in the way
and destroyed all my chance over it
NOW
there will be no "tonight"
for me to tell You my love


and this secret is still my own
this love i have still unknown
You don't know

I did not told
No....


or can i simply hop
that finally it's now that You know?
You know?





You know :heart:
Michael?
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and i will be still waiting to tell You one night, forever....

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I listened to the radio and someone had the chance to talk to a 'star' over the phone... The man of the radio asked 'You got a chance to ask this star anything, what' you wanna ask? ' and I thought about you, Michael :heart:

If 'heaven' had a phone... I would say this...
"How is heaven, Michael? Are they treating you right there? Are you having fun there? I do miss you and hope you're doing great... Take care, sweetheart ;) "
 


A little message to Mr. MJ >>>
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My dearest Michael... :give_rose: :give_heart: :hug:



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A message in the form of song... :heart: Singing for you :wub: :blushing::


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And I love you so
People ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know

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I miss you soooooooooooo much my dear..... :cry: *big sigh*

 
Dedicated to You :heart:Michael
sorry i know it does not rhythm much like a poem but i did my best!
this is how i feel and even more inside my heart....
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if i could
i just would
become a candle for You
Tall, i would stay there
Strong, i would remain
Black and white and red
Your favorite colors
Always at Your service
My most lovely Dearest


I would burn to You love
into Your lonely life
I'd be Your Glow of Love
and tell you all the time
that "You are so so so loved"
I'd lull Your loneliness inside


I would shine out to You
So Never-ending lights
Limpid like Your very eyes
I would bean into Your life
Leaving no part in dark

I would light Your life up...so bright


I would keep You so warm
From the cold outside
with my flame, tis so soft
I'd wrap You in my warmth
of friendliness of the heart
I'd be Your passion of fire


I would fill Your home all over
with comfort and peace of forever
I'd kill Your fears and pain
Your tears, grief and despair
into darkness, into end
I'd be the source of calmness in ultimate


I would protect You so very tight
with my light, with my love
from devils close around
I'd keep You safe from harm
of conspiracy of evil thoughts

I'd be the wary guardian of
Your security in the nights


I would spread out a world of Magic
where You could have Your dreams
all coming to You so real
A show that's so enchanting
Stories beyond all limits
You'd be entranced by the mystery!


I would let me flame flick and dance
to give you a little performance
Just for You, so You may smile
For You, so You may have fun
We could fly so so high
I would entertain You with alll that I've got


I would always be there, nights and days
When You need an ear to hear
and someone to share Your feeling with
I would listen to every word
of Your sorrow of Your Joy
Yes, honey
Silently, i would live in the corner of Your room
Burning quietly, i would never leave You alone
whether You'd notice ot not even see me
I'd be there, so one day You might need


I would never burn out
I would never go out
I would keep on so firm
Selflessly and true-hearted
Simply doing my best
as a candle in love
Giving You all of all
that I have got in my heart


and..................
Once when You were gone away
to heavens with no return
I would weep a million tears
in Your great painful loss
I would mourn You inside
as years rolls on
and slowly turning Blue
I would melt down,
drop by drop and die,

Hoping to glow for You
in a place brand new
This time with no stop or end
and so... the story will go on.....




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You are in my heart, love - safe and warm.
Smiling, dancing, beaming bright flashes in my dark soul
by being the most gorgeous and most loving
man ever in my life.
Thank you for keeping me warm
with this unique voice of yours and all the procious memories.
 
I still think of you every second of every day,i don't think the pain of you leaving us will ever go away,ever since i were a young girl you have been there when times were hard,You were always there,
i love you and my heart is still aching noone knows or understands except for my friends here in the mj family,we have to stick together instead of bickering,this breaks my heart too,
but at the end of the day we all share something in common and that is we love you very very very much,forever.
 

My dearest Michael... :give_rose: :give_heart: :hug:


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Today is Father's Day :heart: ...

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I just want to say I'm thinking a lot about PPB. :girl_give_heart:


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Much L.O.V.E. for them.... :wub:



I L.O.V.E. you my dear Michael... :girl_in_love:






I miss you sooooooooooo much every day.... :cry:






 
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