My dearest Michael..... :heart:
Today I woke up thinking of you, as every day. But today was a different way. The thoughts and longing came very violently. I thought about all the things that happened and I thought:
"Why God never gave me the chance to meet Michael?" :scratch:
I felt so sad and I really felt the most useless person in this world.
You know why?
Why I saw all the bad people have had the privilege of being so close to you, and I do not... and for me it is not fair and it's really cruel. I could not do anything for you and it really hurts a lot to me every day.
I just wish I was your friend in order to make a big difference in your life, bringing positivity into your life, away from all the bad people to you, all the evil in this world and all the pain that can make you suffer and cry.
I wanted to be her friend to be there when you fall to help you get up again so you were allowed to proceed confidently without fear of anything and head up in life.
I wanted to be your friend to reach out to you in your difficult times.
I wanted to be your friend to listen to your relief and help you find solutions to their problems so that you can find the right way to move forward.
I just wanted to be your faithful friend and confidant to always be there for you in any situation (good or bad)...
always.
But I really I know now it is not possible.... :sad2:
And yet I do not let the dream by saying that one day the dreams become reality. Who knows...
And until that happens (and is so far from happening), anyway you will always be with me in my heart and my thoughts. That's how we'll be together and we will never be apart. :wub:
Michael.... I love you.... very, very, very and infinitely...
FOREVER! :heart:
Nothing in this world can describe what I feel for you.
NEVER! :wub:
Wherever you are, I hope you feel all my love for you. :heart: :wub:
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