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If Michael Was Reading This Thread...What would you say?

Michael, I'm finding things really hard right. I just got back to Savannah, to my mom's house for Christmas...and it's difficult. This is where I was when you left us... I was just here for a couple days, but what an awful couple of days to be gone. So, it's strange being back here. Also, it's so different, I feel like I'm in a different world. I'm sure you know what that's like - being gone on tour all over the world for months and months or years and then finally going back 'home' to Encino to visit with family or something. It's hard to adjust. A lot of emotions. Especially at Christmas. Every time something happy or good happens, I get sad. I cannot get past the fact that you.should.be.here.

It's rare that I'm back here and I'll be here for a while, but after that it won't be until next Christmas. I'm usually not even here longer than Christmas Eve and Day. I get to be with my mom and I know she wants to spend time and go shopping and bake and decorate the tree and do all of the traditional Christmas stuff that we never get to, but I'm just not in the mood. Every time we do something like that, a piece of me gets really sad inside. I can't tell her because she won't understand. No one here will. Leia just invited me over to bake Gingerbread bears. I might try to talk to her about this because I feel I really need someone to talk to. But I'm not sure yet. I'm afraid she won't take me seriously (If she doesn't she'll act like she does and she'll console me, but I'm afraid that inside she'll think I'm overreacting or something.) I just hope she believes me, because this pain is very real. I feel such a deep profound 'missing' for you. I've only felt this once before - that kind of missing where you almost physically feel it all over and to the core, an aching yearning. This is my first Christmas with and without you and that is just completely overwhelming me.

I keep thinking of your children and your mother, this season has got to be intolerable. All that "Christmas cheer" everywhere. I hope they're doing well. Please help them feel at ease if you can. I didn't need to say that, I know you will.

I love you, Michael.
 
How...just HOW do you do it??! WOW Michael Jackson!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW

I love you so so so so so so so so so so so so sooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
I wish I could hear the music again....the tunes stopped when you passed away!!!..:cry:
 
If MJ were reading this very thread and my post........... ( I believe he is anyway in spirit.......) I'd not be hyper, I'd not swoon ( well inside I would) but would just simply say to MJ very humbly.......
''I love you most'' :)

Deepest respect and quietly loving MJ...........to be hyper would put him off,,
SO!! Lots of humble quiet love for u my sweetheart MJ.:better:
 
:heart:Michael
I so so so so so so so miss You. every pieces of my heart is missing You. Every inch of my soul is missing You. every cell of my body is missing You...

But it's okay, you sure do not have to worry that i will miss You forever more :)
Just take the best care of Yourself, Be happy and have Fun....



:heart: Be in eternal heavenly peace :heart:
 
listening to your music and this rap made me laugh *you're such a PYT... to ME*

love you, miss you
 
I miss you, Michael. I love you so much.
Thank you for all the joy you brought to our lives. You are beautiful person inside and outside. I'll never forget you as long as I live. You are my inspiration and my hero.
 
:heart:Michael, honey...
We may be occeans away, I hope you feel my love and I hear what You say
NO Truth is ever a lie,I stumble and fall but I will givbe you it alllllllllllllll, promise.
I am a girl in love... And i'd do anything to bring peace to your life
and give you allllllllllllllllllllllllll my love...


the L.O.V.E that You spread, NOW... back to Thee :heart:Michael
:angel:​
 
dearest :heart:Michael

please forgive us, people, for we failed You, many of us hurt You, bothered You, didn't listen to You, didn't join You and didn't believe in You enough...

I pray that one day the whole World learn to appreciate all the efforts You've done to make this world a better place & I pray that people learn to respect Your innocence & magic... like us. :yes:


the ♥ L.O.V.E♥ that you spread all over the world,
Now... back to Thee :heart:Michael
:angel:​
 
The world is not right without you :heart:

:girl_sad::teary_eyed:
 
Thank you for cheering me up yet again, My Sweet Angel. I am feeling so very, very blessed right now. I love you so much more... :heart:

Everywhere I go
Every smile I see
I know you are there, smiling back at me
Dancing in moonlight
I know you are free
'Cause I can see your star shining down on me...​


Janet's words exactly, baby... :angel:~ Your Original PYT Forever ~​
 
Miss you a lot today, but I'm working on spreading more l.o.v.e. around. I just want to make you proud. I wish I could dance up there on the clouds with you. I hope you're having a nice Christmas up there and paying visits to your friends, family, and especially your children. I love you so much. :cry:
 
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