Oh boy. Re-reading it was amazing. I just finished it actually. It's similar to the first time I read it where I just instantly want to start reading it again. I love hear his voice in my head. The second I finished it, I instantly missed him. I dream of a world in which he has several more manuscripts that Prince will release when he takes over the estate. Sigh. Anyway, I found myself a bit more composed this time. The first time I read it I had only been listening to and watching Michael for maybe... 3 weeks? And I fell in love with him when I read it and so certain parts were incredibly painful for me to read. This time I'm a bit more weathered. Still, it was highly emotional for me. I am madly in love but also quite contemplative. Seeing his radiant, smiling, sweaty, curl-plastered face in that video above is almost enough to kill me lol.