Heart melters

I'm going to combust and die from love!!!
*casually adds to my never-ending list of "staywild-isms" that I may or may not secretly keep*
'desperately desperate'

'puddle of nonsense'

'shattered into oblivion'

'lost the ability to language'

These are just the edited highlights and not including Manhood gems, of course. Actually, I no longer keep a list of 'staywildisms'. Is there even enough cloud space for that? I doubt it. :ROFLMAO:
 
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Anyway, I came over here to post this. Not the usual 'heart melter' perhaps. But it's speaking to me and I need to post it (again!).
 
*casually adds to my never-ending list of "staywild-isms" that I may or may not secretly keep*
'desperately desperate'

'puddle of nonsense'

'shattered into oblivion'

'lost the ability to language'

These are just the edited highlights and not including Manhood gems, of course. Actually, I no longer keep a list of 'staywildisms'. Is there even enough cloud space for that? I doubt it. :ROFLMAO:

Everyone else remembers the things I say so much better than I do lol. It's probably because most of the time I write on this board I am deranged with fanatical love, while also sleep-deprived, while also Michael-deprived, while also GRADING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, but mostly because Michael is too beautiful to exist. So my dramatics are my only way of coping.

Anyway, I enjoy getting reminded of my madness. When I reread others' memories of the things I post, it is clear I am a lunatic.
 
I did too, I had to have it back :love:
omg, I just straight up burst into tears. Last night found out a depressing fact about TII. Am utterly, hideously grief-stricken - not even joking, I wish! - so it's all a bit tricky, atm.

But THIS? my god, MM90, you have no idea. This has helped so much. I probably sound bonkers - don't care - but this really has helped. Not that I was expecting this. I didn't see it as me pleading with you to restore the photo, just had to register my insane level of 'missing it'. If that makes sense. Perhaps it doesn't - still don't care.

It's not just that it's an astonishingly beautiful photo of Michael but it also, somehow, sums you up, if that makes sense. Not that I don't love any and all ITC photos - of course I do - but this one just seems so 'MM90'.

The world DOES make sense again and now there will be peace on earth. At the very least, there will be peace inside my head for a little while and that's good enough for me. :D

P.S. Also, am just remembering the famous moment when I, one day back in the summer, looked at this photo and thought it was a photo of MM90 herself!

I am THAT crazy! :ROFLMAO:
 
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P.S. Also, am just remembering the famous moment when I, one day back in the summer, looked at this photo and thought it was a photo of MM90 herself!

I am THAT crazy! :ROFLMAO:
Okay, this bit just made me laugh out loud really hard! 🤣 I know Michael was rather androgynous overall, but there are limits to me! LOL
 
Okay, this bit just made me laugh out loud really hard! 🤣 I know Michael was rather androgynous overall, but there are limits to me! LOL
Seriously, it was one of my finer moments. I don't know what the hell I was thinking. I was scrolling through some photos, saw a great one, looked to see who had posted it, saw MM90's name and the photo and instantly thought, 'omg, MM90 looks *exactly* like Michael. She could be his twin!'.

Couple of seconds ...

... then I realised my mistake. Honestly, I'm not fit to be let out, lol.
 
Seriously, it was one of my finer moments. I don't know what the hell I was thinking. I was scrolling through some photos, saw a great one, looked to see who had posted it, saw MM90's name and the photo and instantly thought, 'omg, MM90 looks *exactly* like Michael. She could be his twin!'.

Couple of seconds ...

... then I realised my mistake. Honestly, I'm not fit to be let out, lol.
I'm going to find that comment and frame it, lol. Just watch!
 
omg, I just straight up burst into tears. Last night found out a depressing fact about TII. Am utterly, hideously grief-stricken - not even joking, I wish! - so it's all a bit tricky, atm.

But THIS? my god, MM90, you have no idea. This has helped so much. I probably sound bonkers - don't care - but this really has helped. Not that I was expecting this. I didn't see it as me pleading with you to restore the photo, just had to register my insane level of 'missing it'. If that makes sense. Perhaps it doesn't - still don't care.

It's not just that it's an astonishingly beautiful photo of Michael but it also, somehow, sums you up, if that makes sense. Not that I don't love any and all ITC photos - of course I do - but this one just seems so 'MM90'.

The world DOES make sense again and now there will be peace on earth. At the very least, there will be peace inside my head for a little while and that's good enough for me. :D

P.S. Also, am just remembering the famous moment when I, one day back in the summer, looked at this photo and thought it was a photo of MM90 herself!

I am THAT crazy! :ROFLMAO:
Awe dear, I'm so glad this made you feel better, I had that feeling too.

I got the sense of restoring it especially from sw23, I just had to it was like a psychic feeling, and the feeling of missing him too

It's such a gorgeous photo indeed, and it has that feel of my personality lol

I remember that like it was yesterday lol! Even sw23 was floored too :ROFLMAO: still fresh and true to this day lol

Okay, this bit just made me laugh out loud really hard! 🤣 I know Michael was rather androgynous overall, but there are limits to me! LOL
I was literally on the floor lol :ROFLMAO: but my word lol

Seriously, it was one of my finer moments. I don't know what the hell I was thinking. I was scrolling through some photos, saw a great one, looked to see who had posted it, saw MM90's name and the photo and instantly thought, 'omg, MM90 looks *exactly* like Michael. She could be his twin!'.

Couple of seconds ...

... then I realised my mistake. Honestly, I'm not fit to be let out, lol.
Lol still love you dear! It is such a laugh it's still hilarious :ROFLMAO:
 
I got the sense of restoring it especially from sw23,
Exactly. I'm so glad she asked. It wouldn't have occurred to me to do that.

I just had to it was like a psychic feeling,
Hm, that's so interesting.

and the feeling of missing him too
Yes! Missing him SO much!

It's such a gorgeous photo indeed, and it has that feel of my personality lol
It really does. It's so weird. Other people have lovely photos but if they change them it barely registers with me. But when you changed yours - even tho' the new photo was absolutely lovely - it just felt all wrong. Like it (almost) wasn't MM90 anymore. Which is nonsense but ... I dunno, it just felt kinda weird and now it all feels better again. Who even knows what this means, lol. :ROFLMAO:

I was literally on the floor lol :ROFLMAO: but my word lol
Lol still love you dear! It is such a laugh it's still hilarious :ROFLMAO:
What can I say? Life in the picture threads is certainly 'lively', lol.
 
This is supposed to be a comforting thread that simply melts our hearts, so why am I on the verge of a mental collapse?! 🥵
 
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