And there are all kinds of treatments for this problem. I had it in 1997. There are clinics here ( I am sure there places in LA and if not, MJ had the money to get the "right" people). he was WARNED about this stuff but ignore it. He should have thought about his life and family and not risk it. Yes, he put the trust in a doctor but I am sure MJ knew this was not right to do in your home and was turned down by others. Yes, I blame the doctor OVERALL and in the end, but I just wish MJ would have thought about it before he allow this idoit to do it.the man wanted to get some rest , some kind of sleep , it is not ike he was able to sleep without it and insisted on using it .
This is where I get mad with MJ. WHy play with your life like this? He had children, a family, friends, and himself. yes, I blame Murray overall in the end, but I wish MJ would hav used his own head to know "this is not right of me".
And there are all kinds of treatments for this problem. I had it in 1997. There are clinics here ( I am sure there places in LA and if not, MJ had the money to get the "right" people). he was WARNED about this stuff but ignore it. He should have thought about his life and family and not risk it. Yes, he put the trust in a doctor but I am sure MJ knew this was not right to do in your home and was turned down by others. Yes, I blame the doctor OVERALL and in the end, but I just wish MJ would have thought about it before he allow this idoit to do it.
yeah thats what i was really trying to say in my post u replied to. i just find it hard to say it outloud.This is where I get mad with MJ. WHy play with your life like this? He had children, a family, friends, and himself. yes, I blame Murray overall in the end, but I wish MJ would hav used his own head to know "this is not right of me".
Also, for me, it is hard to believe because I remember when he got burned in 1984 that he did NOT want to take a pain killer for the burn but he was in so much pain he had to regardless to his religion. I would have NEVER thought Michael would have died this way. Many people alway said MJ will live to be an old man because he lived such a clean life. Michael was a health junkie (this was why some people including in the media was not buying the "addiction" claim in 1993). It was hard to grab. Michael did not curse, swear,drink, or smoke. Yes, Michael had his problems but we would have never thought it would be this. His death is shocking in more ways than one.i get angry sometimes. i know i shouldnt but its so hard. u dont need to be an expert to know u shouldnt use stuff like that its crazy. even more so when u arent using the correct monitors and have a doctor whos not trained at it. it just hurts so much that this was so unnecessary.
The doctor is the blame at the end of day But I wish Michael would not have use this method. The mere fact that this med does NOT suppose to be used in the home this way is proof that these doctors knew they were doing something wrong.terrel, elusive and emmah I do understand where you are coming from , and I do know mj was aware of how much risky it was to use since he told those sony executors that the next tour would kill him because on history tour he was hooked to an iv to sleep . but on the other hand you have Dr.Adams who says he administered propofl 6000 times in the last 6 years to people and no one died , i'm sure mj was also aware of that , that's why he thought it was safe . I don't know what to say , I REFUSE TO BLAME HIM it is very hard to blame mike , I don't know any more , all i want now is justice for mj and those three innocent fatherless kids .
Hard, but true. After these nearly 3 months I have to say I still feel like this: Murray has the majority of the blame. After all, he's the one who should have said no, he's the one who obviously didn't know what the f*** he was doing (!) and chose to do it anyway, he's the one who Michael was trusting with his life and he's the one who f***ed up beyond all belief. But I also know Michael has part of the blame... for pursuing such a dangerous path (WTH??!) and then entrusting someone who wasn't an anesthesiologist to administer something as hardcore as anesthesia. But I also hold another group partly responsible and that's any doctor who did this in the past, especially if there was one who introduced Michael to this crazy idea of propofol for insomnia. Those docs also should have known better and unfortunately must have given him the feeling of safety, that yeah it's dangerous, but not sooo dangerous, wink-wink. If you've been awakened repeatedly without incident it would be pretty easy to blow off the warnings. Pardon me now while I bang my head against the wall in futile frustration...yeah i agree. it was nothing more than russian roulette i just hope the kids in later years dont feel angered by it. i feel bad for saying this its just so hard................
I understand but why use that kind of med for a sleep aid. It is NOT a sleep aid. That is what mean by Michael should have known better. I know a shot will deliever pain medication faster than a pill that has to dissolve but I do not want a shot everytime my head hurt.I think we've all been angry as to WHY at some point...and some still are. Totally understandable, imo. However, it's not impossible that Michael was lured into a false sense of security and safety by Murray. People don't die from propofol. And it IS safe BUT only under certain conditions. Michael seemed to be aware of this which is why he "allegedly" made provisions to be monitored by a medical professional. If you add his possible experience with the drug in the past (History tour under Dr. Ratner) then it's not unlikely that he genuinely believed this drug could not harm him. And technically, it shouldn't have. If everything had been done properly with a competent doctor/anesthesiologist in charge, Michael might still be here...going to sleep at night with propofol. And in one more week, he would have been free from it for the next 3 months. I'm not saying it would have been right, I'm just saying it could have happened and we'd have been none the wiser.
I agree.Hard, but true. After these nearly 3 months I have to say I still feel like this: Murray has the majority of the blame. After all, he's the one who should have said no, he's the one who obviously didn't know what the f*** he was doing (!) and chose to do it anyway, he's the one who Michael was trusting with his life and he's the one who f***ed up beyond all belief. But I also know Michael has part of the blame... for pursuing such a dangerous path (WTH??!) and then entrusting someone who wasn't an anesthesiologist to administer something as hardcore as anesthesia. But I also hold another group partly responsible and that's any doctor who did this in the past, especially if there was one who introduced Michael to this crazy idea of propofol for insomnia. Those docs also should have known better and unfortunately must have given him the feeling of safety, that yeah it's dangerous, but not sooo dangerous, wink-wink. If you've been awakened repeatedly without incident it would be pretty easy to blow off the warnings. Pardon me now while I bang my head against the wall in futile frustration...
I believe that charges are gonna be filed very soon, the DA wants for sure to avoid a preliminary hearing because of the media coverage . he will use the GJ to get an indictment against murray . I do believe that .