This morning I dreamt that I went with my sister to a private cemetery near a small town north of L.A. We were basically sneaking in, since it was on a private road. Michael and 2 other famous people (??) were buried there. I had three pieces of paper, like cut out poems or quotes from newspapers/magazines that I wanted to leave on the graves. Michael's was the smallest... just one little scrap of paper that said something
funny (can't remember what). It meant SO much for me to leave it there. But then there were two big grizzly bears in the area, so we had to get back in the car and decided we'd return the next afternoon when it was safer.
Well,
Neverland was very close to this cemetery, sort of in the country but also sort of in the middle of the small town. We drove through the gates and down a winding dirt road (?) to the front of the main house (which looked nothing like Neverland for real, lol). Lights were on. We decided to get out of the car, thinking who knows, maybe we'd be lucky and get to go inside.
Sure enough. The door was open and a real estate agent was sitting inside at a desk that was set up in the main entrance area. He said he was just about to close up for the day, but we were welcome to look around. Neverland was being sold and the realty company had had an "open house" for potential buyers that day. He took us for such potential buyers
All the furniture and paintings and everything were back in the house, like everything had been restored to the way it used to be when Michael lived there. It was very touching for me. Then the real estate guy said, "Excuse me, Michael is actually on his way right now. He'll be here any minute." I almost passed out!
And then, moments later... the door opened and I saw a couple of adults with all three of MJ's kids and... in a red shirt and curls was
Michael!!!! :wub: I can't explain how overwhelming and
surreal and amazing this was in the dream and how I was struck by how gorgeous and
real he was there in front of my eyes. So vivid! You how dreams can FEEL so
intense. It was so weird that he was really here... just a person walking my direction. He was talking to people as he walked through the house, just casual and natural. For
him it was just a normal day and for
me it was... OMG... the day I was going to finally meet MJ!!!! He walked around a bit, pointing at furniture or whatever, talking about things in the house, slowly making his way back toward the area we were. Oh God, it was so real. And finally it happened... he said hello to me. :swoon:
I had to play it like I
wasn't about to faint or fall to his feet or hug him and desperately profess my love, lol. I was a potential buyer of the property after all, lol. He started telling me about things in the house, like where he'd bought stuff and how it used to be and what had been changed, etc. I was trying to sound professional and calm. I kept thinking that I sounded like a moron because I was lost in this surreal moment, trying not to stare with a dumb smile on my face at his beautiful eyes, soaking in every hundredth of second I heard his voice. I barely even heard what was coming out of my own mouth I was so lost in this heavenly non-reality. It could have been
anyone with me because it was so real, just some guy, but this guy was
Michael.
And of course I had to freakin' WAKE UP at that point. Aghgh! Why??! I can't explain how amazing this was to me in the dream. Very much like I could imagine it would have really been. Something I'll never get to experience in this life